Thank you for hurting me. I’ve felt what it’s like to hurt everytime I breathe. Now, I look forward to being genuinely happy again. Thank you for the sleepless nights. I’ve felt what it’s like to be so drained from crying every night. Now, I can’t wait to sleep Continue Reading
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To Our Waiting Hearts
Dear Future Husband, Days passed by so quickly! It has been a year since I wrote an open letter to you. How I wish you had read it! For a year of waiting for you, prayer is my constant companion. Sometimes, I dream of praying and serving with you. I Continue Reading
Be Careful Who You Let Into Your Life, You Don’t Know How Much Damage They Can Make Once They Leave
Minsan akala natin love life lang ang nag-end pag nag-end na ang relasyon. Pero di natin namamalayan naaapektuhan din ang ibang aspects ng buhay natin, like work, friends, and family relationships. That is why we really need to be careful kung sinong pinapapasok natin sa buhay natin. Kung sinong ina-aattach-an Continue Reading
Alam niyo ba kung bakit?
Alam niyo ba kung bakit maraming nasasaktan? Alam niyo ba kung bakit maraming umiiyak? Bakit maraming broken hearted? Bakit maraming bitter? Kasi hindi sila makapaghintay. (Wait… Wag kang magmalinis, author. Ganyan ka rin nung rupok days mo.) Ulitan. Oo hindi TAYO nakapaghintay. Sa sobrang tagal na ng taon na single Continue Reading
Confession with confusion
Yay! Thanks po. Pakitago nalang po ng identity ko. This is kind of a different kind of story/problem. Um.. It’s about me and my ex. She’s a SHE bte. Haha I’m a Lesbian, pero hindi yung out na lesbo. So yun, she and I broke up about 2months ago. She Continue Reading
The Reality Of What We Thought As Delusion
Depression is real and it has an impact on someone’s way of living. We cannot deny the fact that depression is one of the serious matters this era’s facing. Some might think it’s just a mind over matter thing, but sadly no; it has a deep connotation of a puzzled Continue Reading
Baka nga panahon na
Baka Nga Panahon Na. Panahon na para tanggapin na hindi mananatiling walang kasama. Baka nga panahon nang alisin ang pagkasanay sa pag-iisa Dumating na ang panahon na maaari nang magbukas ng bintana. Susubukang tignan ang kayang ibahagi at kung ano ang dapat isantabi. Itutuon ang pansin sa potensyal at mga Continue Reading
Your person is worth the wait.
You might have many questions in mind, when, who, why? Even in your preoccupied time table you can’t help but ask. When everything around you seem to be doing well except with the matters of the heart. But dear one, don’t be anxious. For one day, it will all make Continue Reading
When yearning lingers…
The desire to have a romantic relationship will eventually come to you, whether you like it or not, it will visit you. And sometimes it can be painful as it can be. The yearning to have a companion in life is tough. I’ve learned that falling in love is a Continue Reading
Wag Mo Akong Sanayin
Wag mo akong sanayin sa kamustahan Sa maya’t-maya mong tanong kung ako ay nasaan Sa pagpapakita ng interes sa kung ano ang aking pinagkakaabalahan Sa paniniguradong ako ay tapos ng mag-agahan, tanghalian at hapunan. Wag mo akong sanayin sa madalas na kwentuhan Na halos tanungin mo na ang bawat detalye Continue Reading
Ah basta!
Nakakapagod din pala Ang mag mahal ng mag-isa Na ang babaeng inakala May mahal palang iba Laman ka pa naman Ng bawat panalangin Ngunit puso’y may laman Hindi ko lubusang akalain Kung kailan na ‘ko handa Kailangan kong maghanda At kailangang tanggapin Na hindi ka sa akin… Susuko na ba? Continue Reading
God Hath Not Promised
God hath not promised skies always blue, Flower-strewn pathways all our lives through; God hath not promised sun without rain, Joy without sorrow, peace without pain. But God hath promised strength for the day, Rest for the labor, light for the way, Grace for the trials, help from above, Unfailing Continue Reading
Love Me Naked
“Dear Men” Love me naked Love me pure Love me with nothing Love me with no cover Love me naked Love me with all my scars Love me unintentional Love me with all my parts Don’t touch me being naked Just see me being clean Just see me at my Continue Reading
PLOT TWIST OF MY UNTOLD STORY
All my life I carried the shattered pieces of me I hid the darkest stick And held terrors inside me Yet, I wore the brightest smile in plain disguise, Molded with courage; Guided by the past. Surely wherever I go, I stand with delight I hold the strongest armor Continue Reading
Melancholic
Gabi gabi kong gugunitahin ang araw araw kong natutuklasan. Mga katanungang binubuo ng kaisipan na nabibigyan ng karampatang kasagutan. Nabubuo ang kongklusyon na di maaaring paghaluin ang seryoso sa kalokohan. Papatak ang luha na nagiging saksi sa sakit na dinadamdam. Malalim ang hinagpis, hihingat hihikbi babaluktot sa kumot, kekwestyunin ang Continue Reading
DUMAAN KA LANG BA?
DUMAAN KA LANG BA? Habang nakahiga sa kama, Pangalan mo bigla ang naalala… Saan at kamusta ka na kaya? Naalala ko ang nagdaang nakakatuwa. Mga nangyari, sa isip ay sariwa Bawat detalye ay tandang-tanda… Mga panahon na tayo unang nagkita Napangiti lang, dahil ‘di nakapagsalita Oo, minsan sa buhay ko, Continue Reading
Tinta
Tuldok. Sa haba ng ating pinagsamahan dito na nga siguro matatapos ito. Sinubukan. Sinubukan naman nating gumamit ng kuwit, ellipsis, tandang padamdam pero bakit tila nauwi ang lahat sa isang tandang pananong? Isang tanong na dapat bang ipagpatuloy pa natin ito? Bakit? Bakit tila nauubos na ang ating mga tinta, Continue Reading
Specialized training with you
The first time I saw you, I thought to myself Is he one of the Campus Missionaries? Oh yes, maybe from Region 12. But the next day I knew, you’re in Section Yankee too Then I got to know you As time goes through. I was getting ready to dress Continue Reading
MAYBE
Maybe this is what we should be Maybe this is the path we must take Maybe this is the end of everything that we’ve planned in the beginning Maybe this is the goodbye to the memories we’ve shared through time Maybe this is the last time that I will be Continue Reading
Sana magtagpo ang nararamdaman
Sabi nila, dadating daw ang pag-ibig ng kusa. Hindi mo kailangang ipilit at lumuha. Pag-ibig na pang-walang hanggan. Pag-ibig na sa mga mata kong nagluluksa ay magpapatahan. Isang pag-ibig na walang kahirap-hirap. Kay tagal ko na itong inaasam. Hanggang sa dumating ka. Hindi ito inaasahan, bigla kang nagpakilala at nakipagkaibigan. Continue Reading
HUNGER & EMPTINESS
HUNGER & EMPTINESS… I always believe that, every day is a concrete struggle of finding and fulfilling our own HUNGER and EMPTINESS. We continue to venture out in the woods so that we can find and satisfy what is missing in us. Yes, we all have our own perception about Continue Reading
I asked the Lord “Lord, bakit?” but He didn’t answer me.
I was suicidal. I was depressed. I was lonely. I was left behind by the closest-friend I have, I have failed my classes that I spent so much time and effort studying, I have lost a friend, my families are struggling, I have no one to talk with, I am Continue Reading
Bumalik ka kung saan kayo nagsimula
Naaalala mo ba? Nakuha ka niya sa una niyang ngiti. Ngiting minsan mong hiniling na maging PARA sa’yo, maging DAHIL sa’yo. Natatandaan mo pa ba? Sinabi niya sa’yong hirap na siyang magtiwalang muli at hindi pa naghihilom ang sugat ng kahapon. Pero sabi mo sa kanya, “IBAHIN MO AKO, MAGTIWALA Continue Reading
False Hope
Hundred times I resound I shouldn’t think of you as my new home found Over and over again I undig the blue heart beats even buried and slain Permanent hue of bliss you painted my life yet there’s one you miss Engrave deep, as core, an anchor of forever but Continue Reading
Kung alam mong marupok ka, wag mong simulan.
Mahirap kapag na-fall diba? Mahirap kapag nasanay ka na lagi mo siyang kasama. Masakit maiwan diba? Pero mas masakit yung akala mo may something na kayong dalawa. Ito naman ang tanong ko sa’yo, Alam mo na ngang marupok ka, bakit mo siya pinapasok sa buhay mo? Bakit mo siya nireplyan Continue Reading
crossroads
Have you ever found yourself in the intersection of giving up and holding on? A confusing and tough crossroad which seems to be a never-ending cycle of the here and now. You are bombarded with different emotions, trying to weigh the pros and cons. One morning you woke up that Continue Reading
Alone But Never lonely
There are times that I am alone but it doesn’t mean that I am lonely. I enjoy going out on my own, read books while having coffee or travel to places I have never been before. I am not allured with the idea of someone loving me as much I Continue Reading
undas pa rin pala.
tapos na nga naman ang undas pero bakit ganito? minumulto nanaman ako ng mga alaala mo. sobrang nakakatakot. akala ko nga wala na akong nararamdaman sa iyo eh. kasi nung mga huling araw at linggo, parang wala nalang. wala nalang akong nararamdaman? siguro ganoon nga. pero ngayon, bumabalik nanaman. siguro Continue Reading
Malayang Taludturan ng Walang Katuturan
Hanggang kailan ako magiintay na kumalma ang pusong puno ng pangamba Kailan mapapatahimik ang utak Kailan maidurugtong ang napatid na dulo ng pisi Sinu ang lalapit para magtanong kung napapano Sana lahat, pero bilang sa mga daliri ang mapapatanong Paghinga at pagdampi ng hangin sa pisngi ay malaking kaluwagan sa Continue Reading
Kung Hindi Ka Sapat Sa Kanya, Sa Ibang Tao Sobra Sobra Ka Pa.
Hanggang kailan ba tayo magbubulag-bulagan? Hanggang kailan magpapanggap na mandirigma at hindi nasasaktan? Siguro minsan, hindi na ‘yung taong problema natin ‘yung may problema kundi tayo na mismo. Sarili na natin, na tipong alam na natin ‘yung sagot pero pinipilit pa natin ‘yung gusto natin. Na kaya tayo nasasaktan dahil Continue Reading