At first it was hard, like we just meet each other just to leave a scars and lessons. You left me without telling any reasons why we end up like this. You make me happy, feel loved and special in the short time we spent together. I missed the times Continue Reading
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To the Man who Left me Behind
I like you a lot, but I’m holding myself back
You make me happyYou make me laughYou cheer me up,When things get toughYou careYou understandYou lend your ears,When all I can do is flow out my tearsYou are thoughtfulYou are selflessYou motivate me,When life seem so pointlessYou give timeYou give effortYou show compassion,When I’m all left in confusionNever did you Continue Reading
Tara hot coffee, donut saan tayo sa susunod?
Naalala mo iyong magkasama tayo, buti naman ang sagot mo “Oo”. Alam ko hindi lahat ay tungkol lang sa dalawang tao na nahulog sa isa’t-isa tapos kikiligin ka ng ilang linggo, araw at minuto. Iyong huminto mundo mo, at parang siya na ang tinuturo na para sa iyo. May “Magical Continue Reading
Dream
But if one day, Id see you down that very alley we first met Id just look at those eyes. Yes. Those very ones I used melt into when it stared me down. The ones that seemed to disappear whenever its happy. And the ones that shed the same tears Continue Reading
Story in Progress
Sleepless night, late talks we don’t even have that but we have quality sharing that encouraging one another. We never see each other all the time but when we did It is all about helping each other and thinking about other’s welfare. I am thankful for trusting me for opening Continue Reading
Pills of Acceptance
I asked my favorite teacher in high school this exact question, “If you are to invent something, what will you invent and why?” She looked me in the eyes while delivering her answer, “If I were to invent something, I would invent a pill, a pill of acceptance. The pill Continue Reading
Thoughts in My Mid 20’s: This Is Not A Contest of Who Dated More
Ever since I bought my mom a new phone, I constantly hear her watching Raffy Tulfo’s Youtube channel. To be honest, it’s funny hearing about other people arguing about their personal life publicly because that is something I am afraid to do. The topic here is not actually about how Continue Reading
AKO ba ay para SAYO?
Kelan nga ba tayong huling nag-usap? Kung di ako nagkakamali, pitong taon na ang lumipas Sa pitong taong yon, may kanya-kanyang karelasyon Sinong mag-aakala na tayo’y magkakapareho ng sitwasyon? Sa di inaasahang pagkakataon, tayo’y muling nagkausap Nagcomment sa fb story mo na mistulang blankong pangungusap Nagkumustahan, nagkakwentuhan at nagpaalam Ngunit Continue Reading
Ang Huling Tugon
Sila’y muling nagkita at nag-usap na tila ba’y gusto na niyang tapusin ang lahat. At dahil sa paulit-ulit niyang pagkakamali, wala na siyang karapatang ipaglaban pa ito. Sapagkat alam niya sa sarili na ito na ang huling tugon na kaniyang maririnig sa taong pinahalagahan lang niya, pero hindi niya tunay Continue Reading
An Open Letter to The One That Got Away
Dear TOTGA, Our eight years were mostly the happiest moments of my life. Lucky enough I was able to capture and keep it. I even kept random things that you gave to me; chocolate wrappers, dried flowers, and our letters—that’s how sentimental I am. I treasured everything– every moments, and Continue Reading
Bughaw na Larawan
Nasan nga ba? Isip kong gumagala. Nalulunod sa ingay, gulo at alaala. Di mawari kung ano ang pasya. Susundin ba ang isip o nadarama? Nalulunod sa mga saloobin, iniisip sasarilihin. Di mabigkas ng labi ang sa puso’y may sidhi. Nalulunod. Nakahiga. Tulala. Gustong lumuha ngunit ‘di magawa. Natatakot na baka Continue Reading
The Man in my DREAMS (To the man who will make it worth it)
Today, after how many days and nights that I am really thinking what’s wrong with me? Why suddenly someone in my dream showed up unexpectedly, what is new here is “…finally! I recognized him!”. I always have a dream of a man that I am so happy and overwhelmed with Continue Reading
We all deserve our own rom coms
I’ve been watching a lot of rom coms recently, and I realized that I also want one. Being the realist (or pessimist?) that I am, I’ve dismissed the fact that relationships are always easy breezy, that the main characters would always find ways to end up together with minimal effort. Continue Reading
Autumn Nights
I feel like the universe is preparing itself… for us. Everything must change… before we see each other. That’s how I perceive what I have been observing around us. I watch the world go through alot of twists and turns but one thing I’m sure of didn’t change… the way Continue Reading
One step at a time
First step I chose to cry, to breakdown, and to accept the fact that it is over. Second step I chose myself and decide not to talk to you. Third step I thought I was supposed to be mature and to handle the situation like an adult and started to Continue Reading
Lessons Learned after a Failed Eight Year Relationship
The word challenging or difficult is not enough to describe how it feels to end a long term relationship. Some days were good , but there are days when you would feel all over the place. I guess that’s what healing is all about, going through the entire cycle of Continue Reading
To My Soulmate…
(An open love letter)… ~ S ~ There were billions of people in this world na nakakasalamuha naten, nagiging kaibigan naten, nagiging kabiyak naten. Only you, made a great impact sa buhay ko. We never thought na we will begin our great and amazing love story with just a kiss Continue Reading
UNTITLED Questions
UNTITLED In the middle of wilderness There’s you…lost and hopeless You wept and mourned endless Caused by opinionated mouths What if I’m wrong? What if I end up failing? What if I took the worst path? What if I ruined my own life? Most of the time, Their ‘what if’s’ Continue Reading
To the one who’s taking his time
To the one who’s taking his time a big salute to you bro! Take your time nurturing and developing yourself before taking in relationships. Take your time waiting for God’s perfect timing, not yours, for He said “When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen.” Isaiah Continue Reading
Ang Aking Buwan
Naalala mo pa ba ang mga gabing pinagsaluhan natin? Naging saksi ang buwan sa mga ngiti sa ating mga labi Naalala ko kung paano mo ako tinignan na puno ng pag-ibig. Pagbigkas ng aking pangalan ay tila himig sa ‘king pandinig. Ilang buwan din ang nakalipas at nag-iba ang ating Continue Reading
This Feeling…
My tears are flowing like an endless rain and inside my heart, there is a typhoon. This feeling, it’s a never-ending pain. Memories come in like a bullet train, promises embrace me like the monsoon. This feeling, one I cannot quite explain. For you, I remember going insane, overthinking about love during Continue Reading
Taken for Granted
Taken for Granted. When we hear these words, we start thinking of people who never saw our worth. We start going through the times when we felt betrayed, neglected and unvalued. But have you ever stopped and thought that maybe.. at some point, we were the ones who took people Continue Reading
Isang Bukas na Liham: Sa Pagkakataong Iyon, Gusto Kong Ligawan Ka ng Tama – Hihintayin Kita
Kumusta ka na? Marahil ay nasa panahon tayo ngayon na hindi na tayo nag-uusap. Marahil ay hindi mo ako hinahanap. Pwede rin na hindi ko masabi na magkaibigan pa rin tayo pagkatapos ng mga mali kong nagawa sa’yo. Patawarin mo ako sa mga maling nagawa ko. Hindi ako naging malinaw Continue Reading
THERE – where he was.
Is there a right time for you to say and show how much you love someone? When will you say that this person matters to you? Does showing gratitude and love require a right and perfect moment? We realized things when it was too late. We see the value of Continue Reading
In State of Being like “Tin Man”
“NBSB ako at the age of 25 pero suki ako ng flings” Flings, short term landian at commitmentless relationship, whatever you call it I will still choose it over a relationship. It is because I rather settle with those than put myself in a “so-called relationship” just to feel Continue Reading
Tapos na
Sa bawat araw na lumilipas Ang mga alaala natin ay unti unti nang kumukupas Na para bang wala ng halaga at kinakalimutan mo na Dahil ikaw pala ay nakahanap na ng iba. Ngunit ako parin ay umaasa Na ikaw ay mag babalik sa piling ko sinta Dahil ikaw lang Continue Reading
While She Was Hurting
Many times, she questioned her worth. Oftentimes she asks what she has done to deserve the pain. She just loved, she gave her all, and she got nothing but heartache in return. Oh, the never-ending questions. The need to gather answers from things unknown. She is by far the only Continue Reading
To someone far away
Forgive me my love. I just want to end some chapter but I don’t know how to stop this. I try my best to fix things right. I feel so sorry and feel pity to myself as this part. You deserve to be love and respect. Someday everything will be Continue Reading
PAHINA
Salamat.. Salamat sa iyong oras Salamat sa lahat Ako’y naging bulag sa hangin, tila alipin sa ‘yong mga bisig Hinagkan ko ang larawang ako lang ang gumuhit Ngunit umihip na ang hangin, at ako’y ginising Kasama ang pahina, ngayo’y isasara na Salamat kay Bathala Ako’y malaya na Malaya, sa’king maling Continue Reading
Dear Self, I’m sorry. I Forgive you. Thank you.
I AM SORRY. I’m sorry for everything, not only for what I let others do to you but for what I did too.For when things went wrong, I took it all out on you.I’m sorry for the damage to you and for the times I went too far.For holding onto Continue Reading