Boiling Waters
Dear TOTGA, Our eight years were mostly the happiest moments of my life. Lucky enough I was able to capture and keep it. I even kept random things that you gave to me; chocolate wrappers, dried flowers, and our letters—that’s how sentimental I am. I treasured everything– every moments, and Continue Reading
Nasan nga ba? Isip kong gumagala. Nalulunod sa ingay, gulo at alaala. Di mawari kung ano ang pasya. Susundin ba ang isip o nadarama? Nalulunod sa mga saloobin, iniisip sasarilihin. Di mabigkas ng labi ang sa puso’y may sidhi. Nalulunod. Nakahiga. Tulala. Gustong lumuha ngunit ‘di magawa. Natatakot na baka Continue Reading
Today, after how many days and nights that I am really thinking what’s wrong with me? Why suddenly someone in my dream showed up unexpectedly, what is new here is “…finally! I recognized him!”. I always have a dream of a man that I am so happy and overwhelmed with Continue Reading
I’ve been watching a lot of rom coms recently, and I realized that I also want one. Being the realist (or pessimist?) that I am, I’ve dismissed the fact that relationships are always easy breezy, that the main characters would always find ways to end up together with minimal effort. Continue Reading
I feel like the universe is preparing itself… for us. Everything must change… before we see each other. That’s how I perceive what I have been observing around us. I watch the world go through alot of twists and turns but one thing I’m sure of didn’t change… the way Continue Reading
First step I chose to cry, to breakdown, and to accept the fact that it is over. Second step I chose myself and decide not to talk to you. Third step I thought I was supposed to be mature and to handle the situation like an adult and started to Continue Reading
The word challenging or difficult is not enough to describe how it feels to end a long term relationship. Some days were good , but there are days when you would feel all over the place. I guess that’s what healing is all about, going through the entire cycle of Continue Reading
(An open love letter)… ~ S ~ There were billions of people in this world na nakakasalamuha naten, nagiging kaibigan naten, nagiging kabiyak naten. Only you, made a great impact sa buhay ko. We never thought na we will begin our great and amazing love story with just a kiss Continue Reading
UNTITLED In the middle of wilderness There’s you…lost and hopeless You wept and mourned endless Caused by opinionated mouths What if I’m wrong? What if I end up failing? What if I took the worst path? What if I ruined my own life? Most of the time, Their ‘what if’s’ Continue Reading
To the one who’s taking his time a big salute to you bro! Take your time nurturing and developing yourself before taking in relationships. Take your time waiting for God’s perfect timing, not yours, for He said “When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen.” Isaiah Continue Reading
Naalala mo pa ba ang mga gabing pinagsaluhan natin? Naging saksi ang buwan sa mga ngiti sa ating mga labi Naalala ko kung paano mo ako tinignan na puno ng pag-ibig. Pagbigkas ng aking pangalan ay tila himig sa ‘king pandinig. Ilang buwan din ang nakalipas at nag-iba ang ating Continue Reading
My tears are flowing like an endless rain and inside my heart, there is a typhoon. This feeling, it’s a never-ending pain. Memories come in like a bullet train, promises embrace me like the monsoon. This feeling, one I cannot quite explain. For you, I remember going insane, overthinking about love during Continue Reading
Taken for Granted. When we hear these words, we start thinking of people who never saw our worth. We start going through the times when we felt betrayed, neglected and unvalued. But have you ever stopped and thought that maybe.. at some point, we were the ones who took people Continue Reading
Kumusta ka na? Marahil ay nasa panahon tayo ngayon na hindi na tayo nag-uusap. Marahil ay hindi mo ako hinahanap. Pwede rin na hindi ko masabi na magkaibigan pa rin tayo pagkatapos ng mga mali kong nagawa sa’yo. Patawarin mo ako sa mga maling nagawa ko. Hindi ako naging malinaw Continue Reading
Is there a right time for you to say and show how much you love someone? When will you say that this person matters to you? Does showing gratitude and love require a right and perfect moment? We realized things when it was too late. We see the value of Continue Reading
“NBSB ako at the age of 25 pero suki ako ng flings” Flings, short term landian at commitmentless relationship, whatever you call it I will still choose it over a relationship. It is because I rather settle with those than put myself in a “so-called relationship” just to feel Continue Reading
Sa bawat araw na lumilipas Ang mga alaala natin ay unti unti nang kumukupas Na para bang wala ng halaga at kinakalimutan mo na Dahil ikaw pala ay nakahanap na ng iba. Ngunit ako parin ay umaasa Na ikaw ay mag babalik sa piling ko sinta Dahil ikaw lang Continue Reading
Many times, she questioned her worth. Oftentimes she asks what she has done to deserve the pain. She just loved, she gave her all, and she got nothing but heartache in return. Oh, the never-ending questions. The need to gather answers from things unknown. She is by far the only Continue Reading
Forgive me my love. I just want to end some chapter but I don’t know how to stop this. I try my best to fix things right. I feel so sorry and feel pity to myself as this part. You deserve to be love and respect. Someday everything will be Continue Reading
Salamat.. Salamat sa iyong oras Salamat sa lahat Ako’y naging bulag sa hangin, tila alipin sa ‘yong mga bisig Hinagkan ko ang larawang ako lang ang gumuhit Ngunit umihip na ang hangin, at ako’y ginising Kasama ang pahina, ngayo’y isasara na Salamat kay Bathala Ako’y malaya na Malaya, sa’king maling Continue Reading
I AM SORRY. I’m sorry for everything, not only for what I let others do to you but for what I did too.For when things went wrong, I took it all out on you.I’m sorry for the damage to you and for the times I went too far.For holding onto Continue Reading
Not everyone is given the chance to have a partner in life. It is a reality that we have to face. But for those who have… cheers to you! Now let’s go to Single people out there who is “Okay Naman” pero they are having a hard time finding that Continue Reading
A beautiful morning of another day, And the feeling of sadness of yesterday, A painful and bittersweet memories of the past That last, because you gave up really fast. Remembering those memories with fears, And I have a puffy eyes because of nonstop tears Our love was beautiful and meaningful, Continue Reading
Akala ko ba tayo hanggang dulo Bakit ngayon ikaw ay nag bago Akala ko ba sabay tayong lalaban Bakit iniwan mo akong nahihirapan. Araw gabi ikaw ang aking nasa isipan Di ko ma iwaglit ang iyong larawan Naka ukit na sa aking puso ang iyong ngalan Ngunit ako ngayon ay Continue Reading
I know I’m not a perfect person. I know I make mistakes most of the times. I know sometimes, I can’t even meet your standards, or give all the things that you want to have. I’m not that skinny, I never wear those sexy ones that you always see on Continue Reading
Hindi ba’t tayo’y may kasunduan?“Walang iwanan hanggang dulo, pangako yan!”Ngunit bakit ngayon ay nag-iisaNangungulila sa iyong pagsinta Bakit naiwan akong nag-iisa at sabik na sabikSabik sa iyong mga yakap at halikNangungulila at nanabikKahit na alam kong kailanma’y di na babalik Pumikit ako at binalikanLahat ng alaalang pinagsamahanNagsimula nang ngiti mo Continue Reading
Sa sobrang lalim ng sugat na iniwan mo, hanggang ngayon parang nalulunod parin ako sa sarili kong sugat. Hindi ako makaahon, hindi ko alam kung bakit. Hanggang ngayon ang dami paring tanong sa isip ko. Di ko alam baka alam ko naman pala yung sagot pero di ko lang tinatanggap. Continue Reading
Are we in a dark place again? Can’t see a single ray of light Nothing shiny, pretty or bright Just a space full of confusion Unable to read the room, the real situation The push and pulls that we encounter Feels more like a struggle, far from any banter It Continue Reading
Akala ko, okay na ako. Akala ko, mawawala na yung nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Akala ko, di kita mami.miss. Paano kita makakalimutan? Sa bawat biyahe ko, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw yung katabi ko. Sa bawat patak ng ulan, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw ang nakakasama ko. Sa Continue Reading
Ang mga tulip ay sumisimbolo sa perpektong pag-ibig Gaya ng pagmamahal ng Diyos sa atin Nasasabik Siyang tanggapin ang sinumang sa Kanya’y lalapit Bagong buhay at kapatawaran ang ating makakamit Sabi nila, bulaklak na papel ay di kasinghalaga Ng tunay na bulaklak na namumukadkad at sariwa Dahil imitasyon lamang, madalas Continue Reading
