Boiling Waters
Dear frightened heart,I know you wanted to continue loving but you are afraid to be hurt. I know you’re ready, but the fear is still there. Be brave to fall in love with beautiful places, with beautiful people, and with moments. Fall in love with the way your heart races Continue Reading
Naranasan mo na bang umiyak sa gabi, ilang oras bago pumatak sa alas-dose ang kamay ng orasan hudyat na malapit na ang iyong kaarawan? Marahil oo, marahil hindi. Pero ipinapadalangin ko na sana hindi mo maranasan. Ibang-iba sa nakasanayang mga kaarawan. Karaniwang masaya, may regalo, handa at mga taong malalapit Continue Reading
Let’s talk about something scary, something that makes you uncomfortable. Not a frightening story, nor an infamous horror legend, but the truth that you’ve been trying to escape for a while now. Fear. As what I’ve always said; fear keeps us safe and it’s what keeps us away from our Continue Reading
Alone in a crowded room Finding out my new home Losing sanity amidst my plea Shadows of pasts pulling me. Sinking, drowning Tornadoes whirling, Cuts of roses I embrace Running exasperatedly in your maze. Lie after lie, Dreadfully watching me die Fighting my own war Keeping all bandaids in a Continue Reading
We all feel ignored sometimes, as if no one is there for us.For some people, this is not just a feeling, but their reality. However, others may be overthinking and fail to recognize the friends they have. Why? Because of their many experiences with being ignored, they stop believing that Continue Reading
Do you ever find yourself feeling like Mary? Do you catch yourself wondering how people would react if you were to expose your true self? For many people, a significant disconnect exists between their outward identity and their true selves.
Wide awake in the small room When everybody were fall asleep Here I am thinking of so many things Questions, regrets and other thoughts keep crossing my mind back and forth. When the darkness slowly steals the light When the evening embracess the day That is also the same moment, Continue Reading
“Kamusta ka? Okay ka lang ba?” Minsan eto yung pinaka sweet na tanong na gusto nating marinig sa isang miyembro ng pamilya o di kaya kaibigan ngunit eto rin minsan ang nagpapasakit ng puso natin. Pero ang tanong ko sa lahat ng nagbabasa neto, okay ka lang ba? I don’t Continue Reading
Palo doon, palo dito Hampas sa taligiran, hampas sa ulo Masakit na masaktan ng mga taong di ka kilala Pero sa lahat ng sakit, di mo to iniinda Maraming pagkakataong pinagtaksilan ka Ng mga tao na inakala mong aalalayan ka Pero tumayo ka pa rin at sinabing kaya ko pa Continue Reading
You want to go back to where things are almost perfectly fine, where you don’t chase happiness too much. You’re always thinking negatively about what is ahead; that is why it is killing your joy. You’re worried about something ahead that could hurt you so you better not do anything. Continue Reading
Reality hits you hard. The fact that you know everything but still hurts when someone talks about it with you. You keep fighting, helping yourself to be a better you but then all of a sudden those motivation becomes frustration, asking yourself “am I not really enough?”. “Am I that Continue Reading
I have been thinking to share this in public, but I don’t know when to start. I love writing as it is my way of expressing my thoughts and my emotions and I somehow want the world to know what is happening inside my mind. And to think that some Continue Reading
Dear God, Abba Father, It’s been a while. I am so sorry that whenever I write a letter to you, I’m always in despair. I’ve been avoiding you these days. It’s so hard to open my mouth and talk to you even though I know talking to you will Continue Reading
Andito nanaman ako sa mundo sa mundong di alam ang dulo isip ay sobrang lito tunay na nakakahilo huminga ka ng malalim baka sakali ay makakubli sa lilim lumalaban ng mataitim kahit mag sang natayo ng palihim wag papalamon sa lakas ng alon kayanin sumabay at wag tatalon makakaya mo Continue Reading
No matter how it starts, intrusive thoughts eventually set in. It might begin with an idea that I should tell people I’m dying or that I’m hurt. At this stage, I just want some compassion and empathy but fear that I won’t receive it if I reach out. I believe Continue Reading
Hi, how are you? I hope you’re doing well at this point. Just want to check on you, Kaibigan. Are your walls okay? I mean, the walls that you’ve built to protect you. The walls to keep out mistakes, pain, suffering, hatred, disappointment, etc., that other people caused us and Continue Reading
She stayed until past midnight, visited her for almost two years and no one knows when it will stop. Actually it stopped before but came back from its grave. It comes with a creepy sound, telling her that she has never been enough, she’s not worthy and not even loved Continue Reading
Dear You, To my dearest, I know you are holding up so much today with your condition. Under this circumstance where the world felt so depressed and so are you. But I know you are battling for it every day with yourself. I know it is hard that every small Continue Reading
Tulooooooooooooong.. Sigaw ng isip sa sarili, tulungan mo ako pagod na ako sa pagiisip, pagod na ako kimkimin lahat ng sakit at lahat ng problema. Hilahin mo ako paangat sa pagkakalunod ko, nalulunod na ako sa emosyon, unti-unti na akong nawawalan ng pag-asa, unit-unti na akong nawawalan ng gana. Tulungan Continue Reading
Let me be your daughter again, if there will be another lifetime waiting for us.
Dumating ka na din ba sa part ng buhay mo Na you doubt your worth? You started to question yourself. Why not? Why not me? I’m not that good enough? I’m not that worthy to be the one? Sabi nila you deserve better Pero ayaw ko ng better. Ayaw ko Continue Reading
Am I left behind ? In the midst of a great battle I was seeking help from my kin But in the end, here I am, alone In my success and every mile stone We celebrated those moments But during my season of autumn, I was dejected like an outcast Continue Reading
I will keep on trying and be persistent.
Lord, can you be my side?
because, my heart is bursting, tearing and breaking.
I have a decent job before pandemic i am dedicated and motivated. Till pandemic came, worst happened to me. My Mental Health. Monday shift noon, nag declare and presidente na lockdown ang NCR at isasara ang mga expressway, mismo araw na yun adjusted 4×11 ang schedule nmin following the protocol Continue Reading
Pagkaraan ng mahigit 2 taon nabuksan ko ulit ang accoung na ito, buti na lang at naisulat ko sa isang notebook ang username at password para dito. Mahilig talaga ako sa pagsusulat, kaya naman noong maikwento sa akin ng aking guro sa Grade 12 and site na ito ay agad Continue Reading
Here you are, looking out in the window Thinking about the things you’ve done Asking yourself a lot of what if’s Making yourself drown with memories There again, you are being emotional You hug and cheering yourself up Convincing that it is alright as if it was your chant Then, Continue Reading
Madalas siyang bumibisita sa ‘yo, sa tuwing kakatok siya sa pintuan ay agad-agad mo itong bubuksan, hindi ka mag-aalinlangan— malugod mo siyang tatanggapin at pauupuin pa sa malambot na sofa habang dala-dala niya ang mga pasalubong na kakaladkad sa ‘yo pababa, at gustong-gusto mo ‘yon. Kung may masayang umaangat, may Continue Reading
Me [Relaxed]: How are you? I know what you’re going through. It’s hard right. Me [Stressed]: Yeah, it sucks. But why bother? I don’t know why. I just want to vent it out. Shout it out loud, but where and to whom. Someone will listen, but who? Me [Relaxed]: It’s Continue Reading
Ilang beses mo na nga bang tinanong sa mga kamag-anak, kaibigan at iba pang mahal sa buhay, Kumusta ka? – dalawang salitang noo’y parang napaka-casual lang kung itanong ng karamihan. Those words may not even mean anything to some of us before. Mahigit isang taon na mula ng pumutok ang balita Continue Reading
