Sorry, I’m Always a Failure

Sa lahat ng ninais at ginusto ko sa buhay ko, wala man lang ako natamo. I am always below of my expectations. Wala pa ata akong na-achived. From being a CPA, a spiritual leader, a good friend, daughter and siblings. Lahat palpak ako. Lahat ...

My beer and my over-thinking mind

I don't drink Well, I don't drink too much Every drop of beer That enters my body Gives me relief I drink a little To keep the tears from falling Hoping that tomorrow It will be a lot easier Cause maybe it will I drink a little more Not ...

Move to, HINDI Move on.

Dear You, Tayo'y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako'y sayo't ika'y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailang...

His Undying Love

I was broken. I was alone. I want to restart. But I can't do it on my own.   I'm was in sorrow. I'm was in pain. I wanted to end this. And I care less.   There was this day. I decided to die. Bu...

She Needs You

She cried for help. But no one noticed. She smiled. She said she’s okay. Everyone believed that she’s fighting. But she was alone in the dark. Nobody tried to listen to her. She tried to be positive around people she loves. She kept t...

Kumusta Ka?

Ilang beses mo na nga bang tinanong sa mga kamag-anak, kaibigan at iba pang mahal sa buhay, Kumusta ka? - dalawang salitang noo'y parang napaka-casual lang kung itanong ng karamihan. Those words may not even mean anything to some of us befo...

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed.

Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed. First of all, I thank you for being honest with yourself. Thank you for letting your whole body know that there is something wrong with what you feel, there is something wrong with what you think. ...

If the pandemic happens before October 2017, my life would be unimaginable

We are in a time where the things we look forward to is wrapped up in a void of uncertainties, doubt and fear. We are place in a situation wherein our movements are limited within the four walls of our homes. Although we understand that it ...

4 Things You Can Do For Your Mental Health During the COVID-19 Crisis

When you go through a crisis, the first thing to go through your brain is, “Something has changed, and everything is different!” So, how do we adjust and adapt? 1. Connection. How connected you feel to others is fuel to life. ...

Wag Kang Hihinto

'Wag kang hihinto, Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo, na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo, at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa 'yong mga buto. Pero, 'wag kang hihinto. Alam kong alingawngaw ng ...

Crippled

Crippled Suddenly you're there again, in that situation, in that loneliness you escaped a long time ago. It's creeping. It snuck into you like a thief in the night while you're fast asleep. Without a notice, without a warning. You ju...

you broke me, i said sorry

You broke me and i’m still hoping that one day you’ll fix me. You broke me and I said sorry. Nagmumukha na talaga akong tanga kakahintay sa wala. Wala na ba talaga? Bakit nasasaktan ka parin? Nasasaktan ka ba dahil pinili mo siya? Nasasa...

alaala ng kahapon

Sa araw na ito, nakapagdesisyon na ako. Hindi ko na rin kaya. Balang araw, maiintindihan din ako ng nakararami. Balang araw, maiintindihan na rin nila ang nararamdaman ko. Simula sa araw na ito, sana ako naman ang pakinggan nila. Alam ko...

Di na dapat

Masama ba ako? Masama ba ako kasi nagawa ko ang di dapat? Tanga ba ako? Tanga ba ako kasi paulit-ulit kong tinatanggap and di dapat tanggapin? Bobo ba ako? Bobo ba ako kasi sa lahat ng pwedeng piliin bakit yun pa ang napili ...

Open letter to a struggling self

Dear self,  I know you’ve been struggling lately. You’re not yourself and you seemed lost in a place you’ve never been before. I know you’re wandering thru the midst of nothingness right now — unable to find the right path and wher...

Who You Are In The World You need To Be Like This

We sometimes forget Who we are in the world of you need to be. Expectation sucks,Reality sucks.People tend to judge who you are in your achievement People sometimes tend to leave because of the negative things that's happening within this...

Di na natuto

Hindi effort mo ang kulang. Frustrating as it can be, it's just not you.

Rant

Hindi ko alam kung paano uumpisahan. Ang alam ko lang, I want to vent out. Sa dami ng bashers ko kasi napaka-emo ko daw, hindi ko na alam saan ako lulugar. Malungkot. Masama loob. Yan ang nararamdaman ko. Pero hindi pwede magpost basta b...

“KAYA KO PA, KAHIT ANG HIRAP NA”

Ang hirap din ee. Yung bigla ka nalang maiinis, maba badtrip, mawawalan ng gana. May mga oras na feeling mo walang problema, pero isang tambak na pala. May pagkakataon na hindi mo iniintindi kung anong kasunod na mangyayari, basta ang alam ...

It all started from pain

You want to go back to where things are almost perfectly fine, where you don't chase happiness too much. You're always thinking negatively about what is ahead; that is why it is killing your joy. You're worried about something ahead tha...

Sept. 9 1:43 am

When my mood suddenly change that doesn't mean that I want to be notice, perhaps you said something insensitively and that hurt me. When I rant about what I am feeling it's not because I want to be notice, maybe all my feelings that's been...

I want to go back

I used to smile at every thing that I do It excites me to do something new I wish I could go back The day I first fell in love Fell deeply in love with what I do The first song that I produced Made my heart satisfied The first painting tha...

SADNESS MAKES ME WEAK

Sadness, loneliness, hopeless and worthless. I'm dealing with it without anyone's knowing. I try to push away the people who mattered to me.. I forced myself to fight the sadness alone despite the hardship.. Crying in the four corner of...

Sad Prose

Let me be your daughter again, if there will be another lifetime waiting for us.

Ending my Life and Chasing the Lost

Am I left behind ? In the midst of a great battle I was seeking help from my kin But in the end, here I am, alone In my success and every mile stone We celebrated those moments But during my season of autumn, I was dejected like an outc...

Nakalimutan ko, Mahal Niya pala Ako

  Ako ay parang isang kandilang nauupos, pag-asa ko ay unti unting nauubos. Parang kandila, liwanag ko'y unti unting dumidilim, humihina, paligid ko ay di ko na halos makita. Nasaan na ang apoy na sa aking mata noo'y nakikita? Ano nga...

Mahirap maging ako

Mahirap maging ako. Akala nila matalino ako. Akala nila magaling ako. Akala nila malakas ako. Akala nila masaya ako. Hindi ako matalino. Hindi ako magaling. Hindi ako malakas. Hindi ako masaya. Tanga ako. Ginagawa ko lang kung ano...

I’m glad you knocked.

I recall every bit of it: Every tear drop. Every desperate cry. Every cutting attempt. Every lie that defined my being. The bitterness that no one and nothing can sugarcoat. The hatred I felt towards every cheerful person I met. ...

To the Person with PTSD

Dear You, To my dearest, I know you are holding up so much today with your condition. Under this circumstance where the world felt so depressed and so are you. But I know you are battling for it every day with yourself. I know it is h...

My Lonely

Let me introduce you to my lonely Hey this is my lonely It chooses no time nor place It chooses no memories nor pain It doesn’t matter if it’s 2am or not Sometimes my lonely visits me even when the sun is still brightly shini...