I miss you but things have changed… 💔
We used to be so close to each other.
We used to talk all day and all night.
We used to have kilig chats and texts.
But things have changed...
You used to be excited to have coffee with me.
You used to regularly tell me good morning....
Kakayanin Ko Ding Bumitaw
"I always thought you are the best and I guess I'll always will" My favorite song for you. Because since 2005 andito ka sa tabi ko,di man palagi pero pag kasama kita gusto ko ng huminto ang oras. Walang taong nagparamdam sa akin ng pag-aala...
A Thank You
The moment when you both chose to part ways Is the time you let yourself stand alone. It's maybe a hard decision. But how will you know if you don't try at all. Yes, memories will hit you so hard, just like it did to me However, it will slo...
Awit ng Ibon
Malaya ka na.
Sa mga titig kong di maalis-alis
Habang kausap ka;
Sa mga ngiti kong ayaw maglaho
Habang nakangiti at tumatawa ka;
Malaya ka na.
Sa mga gabing lagi kitang iniisip,
Kahit wala naman dapat isipin;
Sa mga...
I Lose the Game
I'm sorry, I lose the game. You won!
Okay, I remember the line you once spoken...
"Alkansi jud ang ma-fall."
For nights, it has been my choice to not go online. Yes, I was capable but I chose not to, for myself and for you. It is truly...
Hurt Till You Hurt No More
Moving on is never that easy. Letting go was meant to be hard. And loving someone who's clearly over you is painful in ways you don't understand.
Nandyan yung naghihintay ka sa mga tawag niya kahit imposibleng tumawag siya. Nandyan yung up...
Tips Para Umusad Ka Na Agad sa Ex Mo Kasi Hindi Ka Naman Pagong (bakit ang bagal mo? charot)
RAVAN PARA SA PAG-USAD
Mag-Biyernes Santong mukha-Umiyak-Magalit
Normal naman to sa lahat ng break up. Feeling ko ito talaga ‘yung pinaka-mahabang parte ng proseso para sa "ravan" nating mga niloko/iniwanan sa ere/pineste/ginamit...
An Open Letter to The Guy Who Left my Feelings Hanging—
You knew what I felt from the very beginning, yet you didn’t
say a word. I never received anything not even a rejection, even though it was
clear for me that the feelings weren’t mutual. But for you, you believed that I
have the right ...
Where do I go from here…?
Where do broken hearts go? I can't eat, can't fall asleep and immediately when I wake up, my thoughts of you are coming in. So this is how broken hearted people feels like. I'm having difficulty already. I always have to listen to something...
WHY I HELD ON WHEN CLEARLY I SHOULD BE LETTING GO
I will be honest enough to admit that the only reason I was afraid to let go is my fear of being alone in this life. I thought that if I have someone, I will be happy and that I will not have to grow old alone. This thought crippled me and ...
Hindi Na Kita Naaalala
Lahat ng tungkol sayo, nakalimutan ko na.
Ang tawa mo
Ang boses mo
Ang salita mo
Hindi ko na marinig sa diwa ko ang tunog mo.
Lahat ng tungkol sayo, kinalimutan ko na.
Ang muka mo
Ang ngiti mo
Ang tingin mo
Hindi ko na ma...
To The One Who Shall Not Be Named
It was summer of 2018 when I first saw her. I was there for a job interview, nothing special, pero di ko akalain siya na pala ung taong mamahalin ko. Ang unang babae na mamahalin ko.
It was risky and new. Risky because I knew when I fall, a...
Para sa aking sarili na nagmahal ng lubos ngunit luha ang bumuhos.
Para sa aking sarili na nagmahal ng lubos ngunit luha ang bumuhos.
Self, nakikita ko na hirap kana sa dinadala mo, pagod ka na dahil sa bigat ng nararamdaman mo. Nauubos na ung lakas na meron ka dahil sa mga naiisip mo. Hindi n din makit...
REVERIE [A Daydream]
I'm a prisoner in paradise
'till you finally broke the ice
The hopeless becomes hopeful
And I felt so grateful.
I can't explain the feeling
It hits me as fast as lightning
It's as if I'm barely breathing
The moment we started talking
I re...
Tapos Na
Alam kong darating ako sa puntong makakausad din ako sa ating kwento.
Paulit ulit na lumalaban araw araw pero hindi ko namamalayan, hindi na pala kita mahal
Unti unting nabubura ang mga alaala kasabay ng panalangin na gusto na kitang...
There is beauty in every ending
In life, we tend to be surprised. Unexpected people come, unexpected moments begin, unexpected changes take place. Every beginning taught me that endings are always possible. I was gullible and innocent before. I just went along with everyo...
Letters of the Shore
It made me realized that the fastest it was written, the fastest it will fade away.
You will see it beautiful written in soft, firm, beautiful sand, it is quietly amazing. It made me feel special seeing my name in that shore.
But when the...
Doon Ka Na Kung Saan Masaya Ka
Hindi lahat ng pinaglalaban ay kalaban-laban
May mga laban din na mas nakabubuting sukuan na lamang.
Yan ang natutunan ko ng magmahal ako ng taong hindi ako ang mahal. Ganun pala ang pakiramdam, kasama mo siya pero iba ang pangalang binab...
Pagbitaw
Ako ay nabigla, nagalit, nang aksidenteng nalaman
Na ako ay pinagpalit mo nang walang kalaban-laban.
Ilang buwang luksa, ubos ng luha, hanggang natauhan:
Hindi kawalan ang taong hindi ako kayang ipaglaban
At lalong hindi iniiyakan ang...
I Just Have to Give It Time
It’s that time of the night
It’s that time of the night where emotions are kicking in and sleepiness is still far from coming
It’s that time of the night where sadness is the only feeling even if you’re trying to turn on all your sens...
Wag Sayangin
May lungkot
Sa iyong mga mata
Na dinadaan
Sa iyong mga ngiti
Akala mo makakaya mo
Na sarilinin ang lahat
Tila napapagod kana
Tila kala mo
Wala nang pag-asa
Wag mong isipin
Na walang nagmamahal sayo
Wag mong isipin
Na walang tu...
Bagong Kabanata
Kung pag-ibig ang pag-uusapan
Parang napakarami na naging kasulatan
Mapa-libro man o post sa social media
Usapang puso’y patok sa takilya.
May mga pagkakataong mapapaisip at matutula
Dahil sa mga katagang makikita't mababasa
Na parang...
Healing In Between Letting Go
While I was trying to heal you
I was bleeding too
While I was trying to keep you
I was losing myself - yes I do
Now I am sorry for finally leaving
No more fighting
My love, I need to start choosing
and to you, I am drifting
I am going to so...
End of conversation
Ilang araw na rin pala ang nakalipas noong huli tayong nag-usap. Hindi ko lang maintindihan, anong nangyari sayo? Sa atin? May nagawa ba 'ko? O umaasa lang talaga ko na mayroon sa ating dalawa? Siguro ito na talaga ang huli. Tatanggapin ko ...
Let Me Wallow
There are these nights when nothing feels right but to get drown with the thought that we, you and me, are never going to happen.
That night, when I asked you to make it clear and make our thing stop, I was actually hoping the ...
“Cheating turned to happiness: I stopped dwelling on my past and started being excited of my f...
"Cheating turned to happiness: I stopped dwelling on my past and started being excited of my future"
Honey, we started lowkey but happy. We've always adore each other. Would always find time to ask one another how our day went amidst our b...
Isang Liham para kay J
February, 2018. The day na nagkasalubong tayo; you were going somewhere I cannot even remember, and I was going to a meeting. There's nothing special on how we crossed our paths that day. Except for one thing: I hugged you for the first tim...
Love the Process
To you who are struggling right now. To you is in pained right now. To you who feel your situation doesn't make any sense. Know that it is part of the process. Importante na pagdaanan mo yan. Wag mag shortcut to escape the pain. In that way...
Dekada
Nagsimula ang lahat sa isang simpleng pang - aasar sakin ng mga kaibigan ko. Isa ka kasing halimbawa ng lalaking kahit sino man ay mapapahanga ang lahat . Ang agwat ng edad natin ay napakalayo ako ay 12 taon gulang ikaw naman ay 19 taon. No...
Paalam sa ilalim ng ulan
Ang lamig ng gabi nung ika'y umalis. Tulad ng pagpatak ng ulan sa langit, ganun kataas nahulog ang aking sarili. Alam ko na hindi na dapat ako naghabol pero itong puso kong tuliro ay 'di papipigil. Ayoko na sana, sinubukan kong tumakbo ...
