I’m Letting Go of Us

I'm moving out. As I leave, I promised myself to leave each and every memory of you, of us. You are too painful to be a part of me, but still, I lingered. You made me question myself tons of times. You made me feel ugly and unclassy al...

I didn’t lose you, you lost the chance to love me

I know that it really hurts to love someone like you. It was a thrilling emotion inside. I knew it from the start, yet I still chose to feel it for you anyway. I used to initiate all our conversations. I used to call you first. I used to sh...

Migraine

Oo nga pala. Hindi nga pala tayo. Hanggang dito na lang ako. Migraine sakit sa ulo pero ang totoo nito'y sakit sa puso. Masakit mainlove sa taong pafall. Sa taong akala mo ka mutual understanding mo un pala misunderstanding ang meron kay...

MOVING ON

MOVING ON Friends kept on asking me how to move on and I always answer them with “There is no such process we should follow for us to fully move forward from pain and heartache. There may be a process but it is unknown and it’s the chall...

How could I let my feelings pass?

You were someone that I didn't fall for intentionally. For me, it was a coincidence. Yet, an experience that I would never trade for anything else. It was unplanned and unsure. My heart that was alone and lonely for a long time suddenly mad...

Broken Beautifully

To the guy who broke my heart and admitted he regret doing it; this is for you. You told me you understand my pain. You said that you've experienced it yourself. But I know deep in my heart, no one can ever comprehend the depth of pain I...

NO

NO is a big word that most of us, especially the younger ones, which can't simply accept. Everyone has their share of rejection at some point in their life. Some rejections are just too easy to forget, but we all know that there were reject...

A Letter To The Girl Who Changed.

People all have the right to label whatever this thing I felt for you: emotional dependency, infatuation, loneliness or anything they want. But I just want you to know, I love you. I always will: as a friend, a sister in Christ. I ca...

Enough Is Enough

Dear Self Stop being frustrated to yourself And stop regretting to all things you left in the middle of nowhere. It’s okay to fail To feel guilty and get depressed. But don’t feel bad to yourself And stop thinking, What can you d...

Akala Ko Kasi, Ikaw Na!

THANK YOU. Thank you, sa mga panahong nakapag-effort ka sa akin ng sobra. Noong time na college pa tayo na nag shut down yung computer na hindi nag-save yung project ko na ipapasa kinabukasan. Hindi mo lang ako na-comfort, kinaumagahan nand...

Last Moment with You

1 week after break up...   Nasa bar ako kasama friends ko para mag-enjoy at makalimot kahit saglit. 'Di alam ng mga friends ko na katext ko ung ex ko at nakikipagkita. Hanggang sa kailangan ko na magpaalam para puntahan sya. Sye...

Kahit Gusto mo pa… Pero ayoko na.

May mga bagay sa mundo na kailangan mong bitawan hindi dahil sa duwag ka para patuloy mo pa 'tong panghawakan kundi kailangan mong bitawan para sa iyong kalayaan. Masasabi mo bang duwag ako kung pinili kong hindi lumaban? Hindi ko lumaban k...

The Last Letter I wrote for you

Hoping this will be the last letter that I will write for you. 2019 na, dapat iniwan ko na rin sa 2018 lahat ng Hopes and Pain. You are one of the nicest person I have. One of the best and strongest person I have ever known. That's why I fe...

Just Leave

Mga salitang kanyang binitiwan. Puno ng galit, inis, lungkot at awa. Di ko alam anu at saan ang mali. Pero ayokong  umalis kahit sobrang sakit na. Ayokong umalis kasi gusto kita samahan. Gusto ko makinig sayo kahit alam ko wala naman ...

Pagbabalik sa Unang Pag-ibig, Jesus

Nagkamali ako. Nagkamali ako sa bagay na buong lakas kong pinaglalaban. Sa prinsipyong matagal kong pinanghahawakan. Tandang tanda ko ang bawat linya na palagi kong binabanggit.. "Maghihintay ako sa tamang panahon" "Hindi ako mage...

New Year Mantra

Looking back, I never really thought I can move on from being wrecked by you. I was like Miley, swinging from that wrecking ball trying to be strong even if it hurts. I was like that wrecking ball trying to destroy everything just to make t...

Parang Kailan Lang

Nakakatuwang isipin na ang lahat ng nangyari ay parang kailan lang. Parang kailan lang, ang gulo gulo ng lahat. Walang patutunguhan. Hindi malinaw ang destinasyong pupuntahan. Walang kasiguraduhan sa bawat paghakbang. Parang kailan ...

To the girl who loves my ex after me:

To the girl who loves my ex after me: It was an heartbreak at first. Seeing you with him made me at my worst me. I talked about you with my friends. I even rant so much of you which enough reason to be hated by my friends. I was so a...

Para sa Taong Nasaktan ko ng Husto

Para sa Taong Nasaktan ko ng Husto Kasabay ng sama ng panahon, ang pagharap ko sa sariling bagyo ng buhay ko. Dumadating sa punto na gusto ko ng sumuko at talikuran lahat. Pero uulit at uulit ito kung di ko haharapin. Nagkasala ako sayo...

I don’t know

Hi Love! Do you still remember the letter that you gave me on valentines day?  The same day that you fooled me haha but hey! No hate I don't hate you anymore and I finally accepted that we really don't belong together. Alam mo ba?  Nakat...

Sumuko na ako, pero nandito lang ako

Magulo ang isip ko. Minsan kapag nandiyan ka biglang nagbabago lahat. I want to tell you how much you mean to me. I want you to know na ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Siguro ramdam mo na or maybe you really know how much I like you. Alam mo na nga...

FINALLY! Nag-NO si MARUPOK!

  Ako si marupok. Isang chat, reply. Isang hi, hello. Isang call, sagot. Isang tanong, honesto to.   Ayaw papatalo. Ako dapat mas lamang. Isang kumain ka na? kumakain ka na rin. Isang game lang ako ha? take your ti...

Maybe This Is Why God Won’t Calm The Storm.

"It doesn't make any sense. But one day I know it all will." It's certain that at some point or maybe right now, you're going through the darkest phase of your life that nobody knows about. You'd smile, laugh and act in front other peopl...

Closure

Sabi ni Sarah G. sa "Maybe This Time" nyang movie   "Sometimes not having a closure is already a closure" At that moment sabi ko, "Yeah she's right" Kasi bakit pa ba kailangan mag-usap kung wala ng dapat pag-usapan pa? K...

Liham para sa taong ginawa akong ‘Option’

Liham para sa taong ginawa akong 'option' Kamusta ka? Dalawa sa maraming salita na gusto kong itanong at sabihin sayo ngunit pinipigilan ako ng puso at isip ko. Sa kabila ng mga tanong na gusto kong iparating, hindi ba't nakakapagta...

My great heartache

We both know that I let you go Not because I want to, But because I have to We both know we have to separate our ways Because there was no hope for us Even a slightest chance to turn back the things To where it used to be I tried eve...

Paano mag-move on, kahit hindi naging kayo?

Siguro ilang beses mo na rin kinumbinsi ang sarili mo that it's over. Kaso paano mo tatapusin ang isang relasyon na wala namang naumpisahan? To the other person, wala lang talaga. Pero para sa'yo. para kang nagmomove on uli sa isang break u...

Nakalimot na nga ba?

Lagi nalang ganito Puso'y nalilito Tila laging hinahanap mga haplos at yakap mo Ilang paalam na ang binitawan Mga mata'y lumalaban Ngunit tila luha'y laging panalo Kailan kaya iiwan ng lungkot at pangungulila? Kung ano man ang...

Let go and be happy

Tara kape tayo, hmmm Ano nga bang nangyari? Pano ko ba sisimulan? Sisimulan ko sa kung paano nya tinapos ang lahat lahat Sa kung paano nya tinapon ang lahat lahat Sa kung paano nya sinabing hindi na nya ako mahal Sa kun...

Masakit pero kailangan

MASAKIT PERO KAILANGAN   Ako'y iyong tinalikuran at pansamantalang kinalimutan.   Alam mo na hindi ito sa akin madali. Pero pipilitin kong kayanin kahit mahapdi.   Iisa-isahin ang bawat sandali ng ating k...