Hindi ko alam kung patuloy pa akong maniniwala sa mga katagang “You deserve better. Hindi pa ako ready pumasok sa commitment. Gusto ko muna hanapin sarili ko. GUSTO KO MUNA MAHALIN YUNG SARILI KO. YUNG AKO LANG.” Pinaniwalaan ko kase ramdam kong totoo yung mga sinasabi niya. Kase bulag ako sa salitang “mahal” ko… Continue reading I HAVEN’T MOVED ON
Category: Relationships
I HAVEN’T MOVED ON
Realizations after a heartbreak of letting go
Sa panahon ngayon ang hirap na magtiwala,.. wala na talaga sa itsura o estado ng buhay. Madalas o minsan kahit gano kapa kaganda, once he decided to cheat. He will cheat. Once na inisip o naplano na niya pang good time ka lang.Kahit ibigay mo sa kanya ang lahat ng atensyon at pagmamahal mo kung… Continue reading Realizations after a heartbreak of letting go
Finally, I am home. 💙🦋
My journey becomes worth it because it leads me to you, my home. 💙🦋
Still
I still think about youI tried to stay away for a whileHoping that maybe what i felt for you would slowly fade But I was wrong It wasn’t my feelings that fadedIt was You You’ve created an impenetrable wall around youCasting me outside I can still remember the dayYou told me that you were differentThat… Continue reading Still
Tanong Ko Sa’yo, “Oh Bakit”?
Minsan, mapapatanong ka na lang “Bakit ganun sila?” Nananahimik yung buhay mo, biglang dadating para guluhin. Para magparamdam ng mga masasarap na bagay na hindi mo naman hiningi. Sasabihin nila na kaya ka nilang mahalin kahit ano ka pa man at sa kabila ng lahat. Na kakayanin nila ang lahat ng pagpapahirap mo.Susuyuin ka na… Continue reading Tanong Ko Sa’yo, “Oh Bakit”?
Untitled
Nakita kita mula sa malayoNakita ko rin kung paano kumunot ang iyong nooBakas sa iyong mukha ang kalituhanMarahil ay nagtataka ka kung bakit ako’y nakatitig sayoGanoon din ang tanong ko sa aking sarili Ni sa hinagilap ‘Di ko na inakala ang ganito Distansyang nakapagitan sa’tin ay hinawi ng mga alaalaKasama ang mga pagkakamali sa nakaraanAt… Continue reading Untitled
Ikaw lang
To my favorite person, Habang tumatagal mas minamahal ko yung ikaw. Simula nung dating ikaw at yung bagong ikaw. One reason na nakita ko kung bakit ka nagbago, yun yung umalis yung mga taong minahal mo. But as time goes by, mas naging matatag ka at matapang ka para sa sarili mo. Minsan naiisip ko,… Continue reading Ikaw lang
silent goodbye
Typical day, with a lousy shirt and pjs sporting your hair tied in a messy bun, you were wearing that large thick glasses while sipping a warm coffee before you head to work, that exact moment when everything else came to blur I knew I was fucked up. From that day onwards, I kept it… Continue reading silent goodbye
Two birds
I’ve always shied away from relationships. I’m the type of girl who is scared of getting attached to anyone. I’ve always been scared of rejections and failures. I always make sure I’m in a safe place. That was until I met you. You made me feel things I’ve never felt before. You made me… Continue reading Two birds
I don’t deserve you, but someday, I will.
At a certain point in our life, we unexpectedly come across someone who changes everything and twist our self-known reality — in a good way. Mine came in a black cardigan and a ponytail. It was a rough time for me because I was in the middle of a heartbreak that was causing me to… Continue reading I don’t deserve you, but someday, I will.
Punching Bag
Sana huwag natin gawing emotional punching bag ang mga taong alam natin nandyan para sa atin… Hindi mo man makikita ang eyebags nyan sa mata sa pero yung puso nyan puro na pasa…
Sana Dalawa ang Puso ko; ang isang puso para sa kin, at ang isa, pangreplacement
Akala ko yung kanta na Sana Dalaw ang Puso ko ay para sa isang tao na may nagugustohan pero may minamahal. Hindi din pala! Umpisa nga tayo sa karaniwang ginagawa nating mga Young Adult, yung nasa Bus ka, tapos sound trip, umuulan, nag-iisip ng anu-ano at isa sa play list mo yung OPM hitna Sana… Continue reading Sana Dalawa ang Puso ko; ang isang puso para sa kin, at ang isa, pangreplacement
Xoxo (hugs and kisses)
Xoxo There’s nothing more satisfying Than you in my arms And i in yours You gave me that feeling of belongingness A home in your arms Locked In your sweet embrace No words can express Letters wont do justice I could hug you for hours But i still wont be contented Maybe this is a… Continue reading Xoxo (hugs and kisses)
“Binibini”
Kamusta ka? Nakakalimutan mo na ba? Ako ito, ang iyung Ginoo. Ang ginoo na nagmamahal at mamahalin kahit ano pang mali sa’yo. Binibini, hindi isang maling pagkakataon na tayo ay nagkakilala, naniniwala ako na eto ay plano ng Diyos upang ang landas natin ay magkatagpo. Hindi isang disgrasya na sa dami ng mga dilag sa… Continue reading “Binibini”
Heroine
Heroine All of us have a general idea what a hero is.But is that enough for us to distinguish, which is which?They can fly,Shoot lasers using thier eyes,Can withstand even the worsest storm.Can destroy enemies in all shapes and form.But i do know a hero that is not in your usual comic book,This hero is… Continue reading Heroine
To the woman once I adored
“To the woman once I adored” I know we shared something that was very special on short period of time, that gives us a wound to be look back For I know you are happy now I see it in your eyes, smile and the way you laugh I remember everything about you and… Continue reading To the woman once I adored
To the woman I met in the sea
At exactly 1 month, your boat came to my sea. Our distance is beyond horizon, underwater and under pressure.Among all the fishermen trying to catch me,A woman dressed in black and yellow, I saw. You whipped your rod with your humor, while I unknowingly drown in daydreams. You tossed your bait and knew how to… Continue reading To the woman I met in the sea
Patawad
Sa araw-araw kong panalangin na sana dumating na ang aking hiling. Bigla kang nakita na tila isang bituing nagniningnig. Sa panahong sawa na ako sa laro at gusto ko ng magseryoso, naging kaibigan kitang totoo. Dito na nag umpisa ang paghanga ko sayo. Isa kang dalaga na iyakin pero mapagmahal at maunawain. Isang kaibigan na… Continue reading Patawad
My Almost Closed Wounds
I remember the last time I saw your face, it was so clear to me. That time when I was standing at your door, looking so sad wishing we could at least reconcile, fix things and just forget we hurt each other. I was so young back then, I was 24. I didn’t know how… Continue reading My Almost Closed Wounds
Paasa
Wag mo ko sanayin Dahil mahirap intindihin Wag mo ‘ko sanayin Baka ako’y mabitin Wag mo ‘ko sanayin Baka hindi ko kayanin Wag mo ‘ko sanayin Dahil mawawala ka rin Wag mo ‘ko sanayin Wag mo rin akong paasahin Sana ay linawin Para oras ay hindi sayangin Sana ay linawin Para kaya pang salbahin Sana… Continue reading Paasa
Panaginip na TAYO!
Nasanay ako sa mga araw na nandyan ka sa tabi ko na halos ayaw ko ng bumitaw kapag hawak ko ang mga kamay mo. Mga lapat ng labi mo na ayaw ko ng tigilan sa paghalik na alam kong pandalian lamang. Buhat ng araw na nakilala kita pakiramdam ko’y ikaw at ako lang. Mga araw… Continue reading Panaginip na TAYO!
Liham para kay Bb. Marj
Kamusta ka? Galit ka parin ba? Sobrang miss na kita, ako ba na mi-miss mo rin? Lagi kitang na aalala, ako ba na aalala mo rin? Hanggang ngayon larawan mo parin laman ng phone ko mula wall paper, lock screen at photos. Hindi ko makakalimutan yung una kitang nakilala! Yung mga ngiti mo na sobrang… Continue reading Liham para kay Bb. Marj
I’ll stay and keep my promise.
I’m not a fan of writing or sending letters but this is just a way for me to express what i’m going thru right now.. Our relationship is complicated to begin with. I know we are not in the position to express our true feelings with all the people around us because of the situation… Continue reading I’ll stay and keep my promise.
Baby its 3am!
Mga mata ko sa puno ng saya tuwing kausap ka at mga ngiti ko na abot hanggang tenga. Sabi nila para kong tanga puno ng ngiti habang katxt at kausap ka. Kinikilig sa bawat binibitawan mong salita at puso ko na puno ng galak sa tuwing nahahagkan kita. Kay sarap isipin at alalahanin ang mga… Continue reading Baby its 3am!
Sana kung pwede tayo na lang!
We’re only just a temporary lovers Minsan hindi mo aakalain na sa saya ng relasyon mo sa taong mahal mo may tao din palang ipagtatagpo sayo para mas maging masaya ngunit sa maling pagkakataon. Pagsubok man kung tawagin ng lahat para sa isang LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP hindi pa rin mawawala na magmamahal ka ng bukod… Continue reading Sana kung pwede tayo na lang!
Forev
“forev” People say love knows no boundariesSo why do we worry?Because we are scared of what could be?And kept asking ourselves what may be?What may happen if we love so deeply?What may happen if we love scarcely?We always put ourselves in safety.Even if love promises us eternity. A lifetime journey that ment to test usA… Continue reading Forev
To the Man, I let Go.
Acceptance is my way of loving you still.
I am no longer expecting. I am now accepting. It’s been 42 days since that night I had to let my feelings be known. It has been a roller coaster ride of emotions since then. We started out fine. We would text, chat, and call just to annoy each other, which we enjoyed. We would… Continue reading Acceptance is my way of loving you still.
Pa-victim ka gago
Akala ko kapag august eh panay nang go-ghost ang meron, pa-victim din pala. Yung pa broken “kuno” pero ang totoo maraming reserba, pinagkakalat pang naloko eh hindi ka naman sya binigyan ng motibo, oh edi pa-victim si gago.