Boiling Waters
They say it’s always easy to love someone unconditionally. But how can you love someone who can’t even love you back? I’m asking myself many times why. Honestly? I had no idea. They always say that love is a magical feeling. In reality, it’s not magical. It’s just there, existing Continue Reading
What really is love? Love. It’s either gonna make you a winner or not. It’s the risk we always want to take, but is it always worth the risk? How can you love someone who doesn’t even feel the same way that you always do? Is love always one way Continue Reading
You had the courage to risk for love,Without reservations you gave your all,Thought it was an answered prayer from above,Why then would you hold back? You were brave to challenge fate,Believing love would fight for you,To hold your heart with gentleness and care,To overcome all trials and uncertainties, You let Continue Reading
We all met someone in our early days that we dreamt of becoming our future. We’ve spent months and years to sharpen and become our perfect selves thinking that it will all be worth it. But dear, life isn’t like that. As we are going through the process of what Continue Reading
I turned a sad music on and tried to linger into every word, every feeling the artist was manifesting and realized I have somehow drifted away into a state where I could not sympathize anymore. Not that I never knew the kind of pain that’s silently wetting my pillow at Continue Reading
It’s hard. I have fallen into this deep pit. I’m stuck. I can’t breathe. I’m done. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I remember when I’d taken the responsibility onto my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do, until now actually, and I was lost. Some days are great, most Continue Reading
Sa ‘sanlibong mga tanong at pagdududa,Sa kabila ng kanilang pagtataka,Kung paanong pinili natin ang isa’t isaSa kabila ng ating pagkakaiba,Nais kong ipabatid sa iyoNa hawak mo ang puso ko.Marami ang magtataas ng kilay,Sapagkat ang sabi nila’y hindi tayo bagay.Ngunit mali sila,Sapagkat marami kang ipinadama,Na kailanman ay hindi makikitang kanilang mga Continue Reading
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan kita iisipin, ngunit gusto ko lang malaman mo na walang araw na dumaan na hindi kita naisip at hiniling na sana masaya at nasa maayos ka na kalagayaan. Ang hirap labanan ng panahon, bawat oras pumapasok ka pa rin sa isipan ko. Marami sana Continue Reading
Nasa proseso tayo kung saan muli nating kinikilala ang isa’t isa. Bagamat hindi naman ito ang una nating pagtatangka, subalit sa puntong ito, pinili ko na ang tumaya. Hindi dahil sa wala na akong iba pang pagpipilian pero pinili ko ang piliin ka. Sa unang pagkakataon, gusto kong malaman mo Continue Reading
It’s really easy to say that you’ve moved on. The real struggle though is when to say that you’re ready to free yourself from the trauma you’ve gotten from your past and start to trust people like new. Sometimes I doubt myself if I would ever be happy again without Continue Reading
There is this feeling na natatakot akong sumubok muli dahil sa nakaraan. Natatakot akong mag commit sa mga bagay bagay. Natatakot ako sa mga darating na problema. I am sorry pero ang selfish ko sa part na to. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ko gustong sambitin,ang mga katagang nais Continue Reading
I woke up today remembering the dream I had last night. You were with me, lying in our stomach. You suddenly asked me… “Was there someone knew about it?” Me replying with “About what?” Then you looked at me saying with low voice. “About us.” I looked at you and Continue Reading
When I glanced at you for the first time, I felt a little jump in my heart. Woah. That was unexpected! I remember briefly how my breathing hitched when I looked at you. It was so… odd. No one has ever made me feel that way at first glance. I Continue Reading
I’m thinking about you again. I lost count of how many times i thought about you. I always wonder if you also think of me, even just for second. I always want to know if you are doing fine, If you are happy. What are you thinking right now? Where Continue Reading
Mayroon kaming lumang aparador na gamit pa nila papa noong nabubuhay pa ang lola’t lolo. Basag na ang mga salamin ng aparador na yoon dahil sa kalumaan at katandaan. Umiingit na nga kapag bubuksan. Madalas akong maiwan sa bahay noong elementary pa lang ako. Hapon lang lagi ang pasok ko Continue Reading
I fell in love with your kindness, your purity, your wholesomeness. You brought light to my life, so radiant yet so warm and I feel so safe. You moved me and erased all of my negativity that I had been through my existence. Everything is so calm since I met Continue Reading
“Paalam” is letting go of people you wanted to keep in your life. “Patawad” is freeing yourself of the pain from your past. I found this tweet [non-verbatim] from Moira dela Torre (a Christian and singer/songwriter whom I really super admire a lot) while scrolling on my Twitter feed a Continue Reading
“I am born from you.”
If pain had something to tell you, what would it be? This time, let’s hear it from pain itself.
Madalas kaming magpunta sa bahay ng lola namin sa probinsya tuwing mayroong mahabang bakasyon: kadalasan tuwing mahal na araw at pasko hanggang bagong taon. Matanda na si lola and we call her “Inang”. Mag-isa na lang s’yang nakatira sa bahay nila at paminsan-minsan binibisita s’ya ng mga anak at apo Continue Reading
I think all of us na feel na tong situation na ganito. Lahat tayo nakaka kilala ng isang sobrang special na tao but by chance na miss or na wawala sa atin. Like me. I met a girl that change my whole life, Yes whole life why? Because siya lang Continue Reading
Nahuli kong muli ang sarili ko ngayong gabi na nalulunod sa mga ideya patungkol sa iyo. Nagkamali ako sa pag-aakalang, wala nang katiting na nararamdaman, ngunit heto ako’t muling napapa-isip, muling nagtataka. Bakit nandito na naman ako sa sitwasyong napagdaanan na? Paano nangyaring hinihintay na naman kita? Paulit-ulit kong ipinaalala Continue Reading
I was supposed to write for my Future Husband, but I found it only fitting to write first to You – my first and true Love. Nothing compares to You. You continued to love me like I was the most precious possession You had. I wouldn’t have believed that the one Continue Reading
As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one) that I had to go through. We Continue Reading
It feels good to fall in love. It feels good to feel loved. Was it still good if you catch yourself having feelings for a friend? Friendship turns into romantic relationship is common nowadays, but still it feels different–for me. He was my safe zone. He is the only one Continue Reading
Muli kang nagparamdam kagabi. Sabagay, madali lang naman ang bumati sa sandali na maalala mo. Napansin mo pala, na ang mga nakaraang mensahe ko ay ‘di na katulad nang dati sa kung paano tayo nag-uusap, sabi mo, parang hindi na ako interesado. Mali ka, hindi sa hindi na ako interesado, Continue Reading
Do you ever feel the downside of singleness? Being alone, no one to share your day with–kind of things. Do you once want to feel romantic love? But, there is this “wall” that even you can’t overcome. You healed from your past but you didn’t realize that while you’re on Continue Reading
How can you miss someone you’ve never met? Never in my wildest dream, but yes I do. I know I don’t have the right to miss the old “you”. I know it’s all my fault in the very first place. Sorry for missing the one who always vent out his Continue Reading
I was looking for the moon at the roof deck of our dormitory but unfortunately, no moon appeared. So, with a heavy heart, I sighed. “Is it already new moon?” I asked him. “But it was full moon four nights ago,” I continued. He was looking at the sky too. Continue Reading
I never thought of love as something complicated. I had my first love when I was fifteen. Such a thrilling experience for a young heart. Everything seemed perfect. But the depths of love can’t just be fathomed when our hearts are not yet ready to discover its depth. Still, in Continue Reading
“It’s love”, He said“It’s not”, Finally, I’ve proven Maybe at some point in our time, it was truly love. It has been years already when you confessed your love for me. It was like a huge storm raging all over me, unexpectedly. I thought, it wasn’t serious. A puppy love Continue Reading
