Boiling Waters
It’s hard. I have fallen into this deep pit. I’m stuck. I can’t breathe. I’m done. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I remember when I’d taken the responsibility onto my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do, until now actually, and I was lost. Some days are great, most Continue Reading
Sa ‘sanlibong mga tanong at pagdududa,Sa kabila ng kanilang pagtataka,Kung paanong pinili natin ang isa’t isaSa kabila ng ating pagkakaiba,Nais kong ipabatid sa iyoNa hawak mo ang puso ko.Marami ang magtataas ng kilay,Sapagkat ang sabi nila’y hindi tayo bagay.Ngunit mali sila,Sapagkat marami kang ipinadama,Na kailanman ay hindi makikitang kanilang mga Continue Reading
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan kita iisipin, ngunit gusto ko lang malaman mo na walang araw na dumaan na hindi kita naisip at hiniling na sana masaya at nasa maayos ka na kalagayaan. Ang hirap labanan ng panahon, bawat oras pumapasok ka pa rin sa isipan ko. Marami sana Continue Reading
Nasa proseso tayo kung saan muli nating kinikilala ang isa’t isa. Bagamat hindi naman ito ang una nating pagtatangka, subalit sa puntong ito, pinili ko na ang tumaya. Hindi dahil sa wala na akong iba pang pagpipilian pero pinili ko ang piliin ka. Sa unang pagkakataon, gusto kong malaman mo Continue Reading
It’s really easy to say that you’ve moved on. The real struggle though is when to say that you’re ready to free yourself from the trauma you’ve gotten from your past and start to trust people like new. Sometimes I doubt myself if I would ever be happy again without Continue Reading
There is this feeling na natatakot akong sumubok muli dahil sa nakaraan. Natatakot akong mag commit sa mga bagay bagay. Natatakot ako sa mga darating na problema. I am sorry pero ang selfish ko sa part na to. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ko gustong sambitin,ang mga katagang nais Continue Reading
I woke up today remembering the dream I had last night. You were with me, lying in our stomach. You suddenly asked me… “Was there someone knew about it?” Me replying with “About what?” Then you looked at me saying with low voice. “About us.” I looked at you and Continue Reading
When I glanced at you for the first time, I felt a little jump in my heart. Woah. That was unexpected! I remember briefly how my breathing hitched when I looked at you. It was so… odd. No one has ever made me feel that way at first glance. I Continue Reading
I’m thinking about you again. I lost count of how many times i thought about you. I always wonder if you also think of me, even just for second. I always want to know if you are doing fine, If you are happy. What are you thinking right now? Where Continue Reading
Mayroon kaming lumang aparador na gamit pa nila papa noong nabubuhay pa ang lola’t lolo. Basag na ang mga salamin ng aparador na yoon dahil sa kalumaan at katandaan. Umiingit na nga kapag bubuksan. Madalas akong maiwan sa bahay noong elementary pa lang ako. Hapon lang lagi ang pasok ko Continue Reading
I fell in love with your kindness, your purity, your wholesomeness. You brought light to my life, so radiant yet so warm and I feel so safe. You moved me and erased all of my negativity that I had been through my existence. Everything is so calm since I met Continue Reading
“Paalam” is letting go of people you wanted to keep in your life. “Patawad” is freeing yourself of the pain from your past. I found this tweet [non-verbatim] from Moira dela Torre (a Christian and singer/songwriter whom I really super admire a lot) while scrolling on my Twitter feed a Continue Reading
“I am born from you.”
If pain had something to tell you, what would it be? This time, let’s hear it from pain itself.
Madalas kaming magpunta sa bahay ng lola namin sa probinsya tuwing mayroong mahabang bakasyon: kadalasan tuwing mahal na araw at pasko hanggang bagong taon. Matanda na si lola and we call her “Inang”. Mag-isa na lang s’yang nakatira sa bahay nila at paminsan-minsan binibisita s’ya ng mga anak at apo Continue Reading
I think all of us na feel na tong situation na ganito. Lahat tayo nakaka kilala ng isang sobrang special na tao but by chance na miss or na wawala sa atin. Like me. I met a girl that change my whole life, Yes whole life why? Because siya lang Continue Reading
Nahuli kong muli ang sarili ko ngayong gabi na nalulunod sa mga ideya patungkol sa iyo. Nagkamali ako sa pag-aakalang, wala nang katiting na nararamdaman, ngunit heto ako’t muling napapa-isip, muling nagtataka. Bakit nandito na naman ako sa sitwasyong napagdaanan na? Paano nangyaring hinihintay na naman kita? Paulit-ulit kong ipinaalala Continue Reading
I was supposed to write for my Future Husband, but I found it only fitting to write first to You – my first and true Love. Nothing compares to You. You continued to love me like I was the most precious possession You had. I wouldn’t have believed that the one Continue Reading
As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one) that I had to go through. We Continue Reading
It feels good to fall in love. It feels good to feel loved. Was it still good if you catch yourself having feelings for a friend? Friendship turns into romantic relationship is common nowadays, but still it feels different–for me. He was my safe zone. He is the only one Continue Reading
Muli kang nagparamdam kagabi. Sabagay, madali lang naman ang bumati sa sandali na maalala mo. Napansin mo pala, na ang mga nakaraang mensahe ko ay ‘di na katulad nang dati sa kung paano tayo nag-uusap, sabi mo, parang hindi na ako interesado. Mali ka, hindi sa hindi na ako interesado, Continue Reading
Do you ever feel the downside of singleness? Being alone, no one to share your day with–kind of things. Do you once want to feel romantic love? But, there is this “wall” that even you can’t overcome. You healed from your past but you didn’t realize that while you’re on Continue Reading
How can you miss someone you’ve never met? Never in my wildest dream, but yes I do. I know I don’t have the right to miss the old “you”. I know it’s all my fault in the very first place. Sorry for missing the one who always vent out his Continue Reading
I was looking for the moon at the roof deck of our dormitory but unfortunately, no moon appeared. So, with a heavy heart, I sighed. “Is it already new moon?” I asked him. “But it was full moon four nights ago,” I continued. He was looking at the sky too. Continue Reading
I never thought of love as something complicated. I had my first love when I was fifteen. Such a thrilling experience for a young heart. Everything seemed perfect. But the depths of love can’t just be fathomed when our hearts are not yet ready to discover its depth. Still, in Continue Reading
“It’s love”, He said“It’s not”, Finally, I’ve proven Maybe at some point in our time, it was truly love. It has been years already when you confessed your love for me. It was like a huge storm raging all over me, unexpectedly. I thought, it wasn’t serious. A puppy love Continue Reading
But if one day, Id see you down that very alley we first met Id just look at those eyes. Yes. Those very ones I used melt into when it stared me down. The ones that seemed to disappear whenever its happy. And the ones that shed the same tears Continue Reading
Naalala mo pa ba ang mga gabing pinagsaluhan natin? Naging saksi ang buwan sa mga ngiti sa ating mga labi Naalala ko kung paano mo ako tinignan na puno ng pag-ibig. Pagbigkas ng aking pangalan ay tila himig sa ‘king pandinig. Ilang buwan din ang nakalipas at nag-iba ang ating Continue Reading
Sa sobrang lalim ng sugat na iniwan mo, hanggang ngayon parang nalulunod parin ako sa sarili kong sugat. Hindi ako makaahon, hindi ko alam kung bakit. Hanggang ngayon ang dami paring tanong sa isip ko. Di ko alam baka alam ko naman pala yung sagot pero di ko lang tinatanggap. Continue Reading
Kay tagal ko nang naghihintay ng pag-ibig na magpaparamdam sa akin ng tunay na kaligayahan. Yung klase ng pag-ibig na pang-wakas na talaga, hindi yung panandaliang ligaya. Sa panahon ngayon, napakahirap makahanap ng taong mamahalin ka ng tunay at iibigin ka ng walang kapalit. Yun ang pangarap ng marami. Pero Continue Reading
To the woman who chose to love the wrong person, I know it’s difficult to understand that a person is not meant for you. That you can never tell someone to love you the way you want to be loved, that you can never teach a person to feel the Continue Reading
