This is an open letter to someone who was already part of my daily lives but goes back to where we started – strangers. Hi! Kumusta ka na? “How’s life?” 😅 Ang weird lang… yung taong lagi mong kausap at nakaaalam ng mga nangyari sa buong araw mo noon ay wala nang balita sa kung… Continue reading Midnight chat partner into stranger REAL QUICK!
Category: Confessions
His name is Largest Galaxy
Every day I always day-dreaming about us, together. In that way, I’m able to continue our unforeseen story. Though it’s so early for us to be apart and be strangers with memories. I’m always thankful for making those extraordinary memories with you. They said that you are not the right man for me, but I… Continue reading His name is Largest Galaxy
Solitary Fondess Tú
If loving you was the biggest mistake in my life, then believed me, my love, I love mistakes.
1:01 AM
2016 — I was too young to recognize you 2017 is when I started to think about you 2018, I’m old enough to notice you and appreciate you 2019 — I miss you!!!
WHAT IFs and MAYBE
Dear Ex, It’s been days that I’ve been trying to avoid watching your SDE wedding video. But this morning, I did watch it for it’s constantly popping out of my newsfeed (we do have so many mutual friends who kept on reacting to the video). I watched how lovingly your friends and relatives shared your… Continue reading WHAT IFs and MAYBE
S T R A N G E R
It was late that night when we had this small talk, we were both stranger and unknown to this place. We exchanged smile, Laugh and even stories. On a small period of time I noticed some of your traits. You like traveling, Cats and movies. Your fond of geography and knowing history. As the night… Continue reading S T R A N G E R
PATawad, Ate JPRJ. :(
Pusong naliligaw
Dear,
Dear Self, You are worthy, loved and precious! You know how to handle difficult things and that’s what made you smart! You do not give up easily and that made you strong. You are guided by God and through that you’ll win the battle! HAVE FAITH! AND FIGHT! Sincerely yours, Self. Dear Forgiven, If… Continue reading Dear,
Isang tanong na kahit kelan hindi mo sinagot: an open letter/question to the man who confused my feelings
Di matahimik ang kaluluwa ko Ano ba ang totoo? Kami ba’y pinagsabay mo? Panahong nilalandi mo na ako, May ibang babae pa palang nag papa tibok sa puso mo, Isang malaking question mark talaga sa isip ko kahit noon pa man, na kahit kelan hindi ako ma satisfy sa sagot mo. Mga panahong halos araw… Continue reading Isang tanong na kahit kelan hindi mo sinagot: an open letter/question to the man who confused my feelings
To The Man Who Looked Like Love
There was a time when I constantly had butterflies dancing in my stomach. There was a time when the world seemed to be a mixture of all the happy colors. There was a time when I met a man and told myself, “So this is what love looks like.” To the man who looked like… Continue reading To The Man Who Looked Like Love
A Hint.
Waves Share No Secrets
Whenever i get the chance to visit places with seas and oceans I always let myself drown staring at their waves, somehow I find peace and tranquility by just looking at it and i always wondered when will i be like waves free and brave. Free to do the things i have been wanting to… Continue reading Waves Share No Secrets
Acacia (ACA-la ko, CIA-na)
Eto na naman ako katabi ang tasa ng kape at nagmumuni-muni. Ibang klase talaga ang combo ng kape at yosi. Bihira na ako humithit dahil sa fatty liver ko na nag umpisa nung nakaraang taon pero eto na naman ako, parang gusto ko muna mag taym pers sa mga bawal. Pwedeng ako muna? Pwede dun… Continue reading Acacia (ACA-la ko, CIA-na)
Endless Trials
I always wanted to do something that can easily remind me of you, so here’s me. I just wanted you to know that it’s okay, I’m okay. It’s okay that you can’t give back the love that I’ve been craving for from you, I don’t want to force you into something that you’re not ready… Continue reading Endless Trials
In God’s time.
I was shattered by past heartbreaks. It caused me to become uncertain about love and believed that happy endings only happen in fairytales. I intended to build the highest walls that no man can ever break nor climb. I enclosed myself in my own dark room and made myself invisible to everyone. I shut people… Continue reading In God’s time.
to the boy i loved for 5 years
january 21, 2019. hindi ko alam kung paano ko to sisimulan pero matagal tagal ko na tong gustong sabihin sayo.. sadyang hindi ko lang talaga masabi-sabi kasi duwag ako. masyado akong duwag, na hanggang umabot ako dito sa puntong ito. limang taon na.. limang taon. naisip kong isulat to para bakasakaling mawala na rin tong… Continue reading to the boy i loved for 5 years
To the man that I won’t never have
Unang kita ko pa lang sayo alam kong hindi na magiging normal ang takbo ng buhay ko. Bakit? Kasi alam kong nahulog na ako. Bago ito sa pakiramdam ko kaya hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko noon. Sa tuwing papasok sa classroom ikaw unang hinahanap ng aking mata. Baliw na nga ata ako sayo… Continue reading To the man that I won’t never have
Para sa Lalaking Nagsabi sa Akin ng Hindi
Para sa’yo na nagsabi sa akin ng hindi, Gusto ko lang sabihin na salamat sa’yo, Salamat sa’yo dahil sa paghindi mo, Mas nakilala ko lalo ang sarili ko. Inakala ko noon pareho ating damdamin, Iyon pala ay ako lang ang umatim, Akala ko noon ngiti mong matamis dahil sa akin, Iyon pala sadyang mabait ka… Continue reading Para sa Lalaking Nagsabi sa Akin ng Hindi
Late, Early or Never?
Someone asked me, which one would you choose now? Meeting “the person” late, early or never? She told me, “I bet it would be ‘never’ so you’ll not experience the pain you have right now”. Removing all the “what ifs”, I said No. I’ll choose to meet him earlier if I have a chance. Why?… Continue reading Late, Early or Never?
Para sa lalaking minamahal ko ngayon
Para sa lalaking minamahal ko ngayon Sa tagal ng panahon kitang pinanatili sa puso ko, hindi ko na alam kung paano ka paalisin. Sa tagal ng panahon akong kumapit sa kaisipang maaaring maging tayo, nahihirapan na akong bitawan ka. Ikaw yung ginamit ni Lord upang buuin ako sa unang pagkawasak ko, ngunit ikaw rin pala… Continue reading Para sa lalaking minamahal ko ngayon
AKO YUNG “FALLBACK” MO
Sabi ni Mr. Google, FALLBACK is an alternative plan that may be used in an emergency. Tama nga naman, Alternative plan mo lang naman talaga ako. Yung tipong kailangan mo lang in case of emergency. Tulad ng kapag nasaktan ka, kapag rejected ka , kapag hindi ka gusto ng gusto mo,kapag nawala na yung feelings… Continue reading AKO YUNG “FALLBACK” MO
Lost Ground
I had given my heart to someone freely Accepted that person completely And loved him unconditionally Even his imperfections perfectly For years, we had been together He only wounded me deeper Told me he’s never been my lover Made me learned that there’s no forever You already have someone in your life Who is calling… Continue reading Lost Ground
An Open Letter To The Love I Didn’t Expect
All my life, I have never thought that I would fall in love with a girl. I have asked myself several times because I did find some girls throughout my life that I felt great admiration towards. But if I’d ever consider having a relationship with a fellow woman, I always end up with the same… Continue reading An Open Letter To The Love I Didn’t Expect
To the Man who was Unsure II
Dear You, I’ve learned a lot from what we had yesterday. You taught me grace. You taught me love. You taught me patience. You taught me hope. I’ve been growing because of what we had yesterday. And because of you leaving, I found more of myself. I found my strengths, I found my passion. I’ve… Continue reading To the Man who was Unsure II
To You Who Took the Risk
Dear You, I wonder how it happened. But it started somewhere. Everything starts at somewhere… Somewhere between my mind and my heart, I found something wonderful. Something that made me believe again. Somewhere along the aisle of my life, I found your words. Your words that was tested through time. Somewhere between my what ifs… Continue reading To You Who Took the Risk
A Living Eulogy for Me
Deaar You, If there’s one thing that I’d like to tell you, it would be: “Choose to love.” You may find it absurd but yes, choose to love. You never go wrong when you love like Him. Choose to love after all the painful memories of the past. Choose to love after everything you’ve been… Continue reading A Living Eulogy for Me
Move to, HINDI Move on.
Dear You, Tayo’y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako’y sayo’t ika’y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin? Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng oras. Sabi mo kailangan mo ng timing. Ngunit bakit iba ang iyong kasama? Bakit… Continue reading Move to, HINDI Move on.
Midnight Meetings with you
Before, you’re the one who’s always messaging me. Before, i always ignore you. Before, i always say next time instead or maybe soon. Then, one day i told myself, let’s give it a shot. We went to a place to see each other. My heart beats so fast, I don’t know why. It’s our first… Continue reading Midnight Meetings with you
“Sana, Wag Puro Sana”
”Sana, Wag Puro Sana” Anim na taon na ang nakalipas. Nang unang nagtagpo ang ating landas. Di lubos maisip mga taon na nagdaan puso’t isipan ikaw parin ang laman. Tayo ay pinagtagpo muli at magbabakasakali panahong sinayang ay mapawi. Anim na taon hindi parin nagbabago kung paano mo napapasaya ang puso ko. Kahit minsan ilang… Continue reading “Sana, Wag Puro Sana”