Category: Confessions

It all started when I graduated from highschool. Di ko yun malilimutan. Grumaduate ako with very High Honors, pero walang sinuman ang nag-expect na makakamit ko yun, not even myself. Kasi that time kuntento na ko sa rank ko, and i never expected more of that. But, all of a sudden, nagulat lahat na nakuha… Continue reading Losing my Self-esteem

You’re a total stranger. I know for a fact that we shouldn’t trust a stranger. We gave each other the benefit of the doubt, until regular chats becomes so soothing to my old soul and I never want to stop. You run inside my head all day (aren’t you tired yet?) and you’re charismatic character… Continue reading Comfort in Fall

I think mas better na ako ngayon. Bumalik na yung mga interest ko sa old hobbies ko. Naiisip ko na din na dapat akong mag improve pa. Like maglaan ng time sa sarili ko. Manood ng movies, bumili ng bagong mga damit, mag travel, mag patattoo at marami pang iba. Naisip ko na din na… Continue reading I give up

Not my thing. It’s unusual for me to be in an online dating world. People around me see me as someone who will never dare to install any dating apps. Or that’s just what I wanted them to portray me? Okay, enough talk.   That day. It happened when I was so bored about anything.… Continue reading How I met your Bumble guy

July “Ang Pag-Amin” Dalawang taon na ang nakalipas nung nasabi ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko siya. Unang titig ko palang sa kanya alam ko na may kakaiba sa kanya. Mayroon siyang kakaibang awra na hindi mo maiiwasang mapalapit sa kanya. Isa siyang misteryo na nagkatawang lupa. Naghasik siya ng pagmamahal sa puso ko… Continue reading Hihintayin kita hanggang April.

“All this time you left me hanging… I can’t love you anymore.” I know this is hard. I may not even succeed. But there’s no other way. If I let you in again, It will all just be repeated. Our cycle. But if I stop having feelings for you, I would be free. I would… Continue reading I can. We can’t.

Hindi ko alam kung mabuti pa ba yung mga nangyayari sa akin. Simula ng napamahal ako sayo at narealized ko na mahirap pala maging tayo, parang nawala na ako sa tamang daan. Nawalan na ako ng gana sa lahat ng bagay. Ayaw ko ng gawin yung mga favorite hobbies ko. Hindi na ako makatulog ng… Continue reading Mali ba ang mahalin ka?

You are so beautiful and smart. Di ko maexplain, pero there is something in you na gustong gusto ko eh. Siguro I like your voice. Always so calm. You’re very stubborn, masungit and moody pero I really don’t mind. I want to hug you everyday kung pwede lang. Pero alam ko din na you want… Continue reading Selfless Love. To my best friend.

Best friend! Kamusta ka na? Naalala mo pa ba ang ating tawagan? “Dear” ang sarap pakinggan. Tila kumikiliti sa tenga kapag iyong sinasambit. Pero okay lang kung di mo na to naalala. Pero ako, naalala mo pa ba? Ako nga pala yung palaging nakasupporta para sayo. Tumatakas para mapuntahan ka at punasan ang luha mo… Continue reading Para sa Aking Minahal na Kaibigan

Hi, I just want you to know na never akong nagalit, nagtampo, nagtanim ng sama ng loob sayo eversince nung araw na nagpaparamdam kalang everytime you need me. Libangan? Parausan? Pampalipas oras? Marupok? Malandi? Uto-uto? Easy to get? You can call me what you want and will accept it, lunukin ko. Believe me or not… Continue reading To my baby’s father

It’s been months since we had a connection like we knew each other for so long. We’ve been very close that time, we shared each others’ experiences and what happened on that particular day.. And that was everyday? I mean every night. I treated you as my younger sibling. And then unfortunately i was starting… Continue reading To the girl that i cannot be with. That i will never have

It’s funny how I would try not to think of you, of us, most of the times. I always tell myself that I must not be bothered by our “could-have-been“ moments if we were just honest with each other. I always miss you, I want to spend most of my time talking to you, I… Continue reading Letter to

  Kuya Kalbs!,   The 30 Yr old version of you is so stubborn, you often ignore crossing the right lane. And so, is the 22 Yr old version of me, I can’t find the courage to distant from you.   Silly talks, funny convo’s, random banter, tagos to the bones bully jokes, heart-felt coffee… Continue reading A letter from manghod to kuya

It started as a small drizzle that came almost unnoticed, short and fast – unexpected. The drizzle continued to shower down but still, I ignored it. It’s just a light rain, it wouldn’t affect me. That’s what my impression of you, a drizzle I that will end shortly. You were someone that I am not… Continue reading You Who Came Like a Storm

Bakit kung kailan okay naman ang buhay, bigla bigla ka nalang darating? Kung kailan silensyo ang mundo, tila naman ang tala’y may pinaparating? Tala nga ba talaga? O sa impyerno ika’y galing. Hindi naman demonyo, pero parang ganon narin ang dating.   Parang anghel nang ika’y magparamdam, diba? Tila lahat ng magagandang salita yun ka.… Continue reading YOU DO NOTE (YOU DO NOT but DO NOTE THIS)

Huwag subukan, Ang mali ay mali Hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses tayong nagpalitan ng ngiti, Sa bawat lambing na alam nating dalawa’y may katapusan. Nakilala kita sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, Nagtagpo tayo sa maling ikot ng kamay sa orasan, Akala ko pwede na, Akala ko kaya ko, Akala ko kase parehas tayo, akala ko… Continue reading Huwag subukan, Ang mali ay mali

I still love my ex pero mulat nako sa katotohanan na hindi na kami kailanman babalik sa dati Mahal ko parin siya oo pero hindi yung mahal na naghahabol parin hindi yung umaasa parin na balang araw magbabalikan parin kami Hindi lahat ganun ang love story na babalikan ka muli kung totoong mahal ka talaga… Continue reading Mulat

Hi! Katulad mo, makikilala mo din ang taong para sayo. Yung masasabi mong sayo talaga sya, at sakanya ka. Hindi ako matinong tao sa totoo lang. Na akala ng mga taong malalapit sakin eh napaka-tino ko. Maaring katulad mo ako. O kung hindi naman eh, katulad ako ng kaibigan mo o yung naging ka-ibigan mo.… Continue reading Open letter para sa mga mandurugas!

Dito, inaamin ko na gusto kita. Pero alam kong hindi pwede talaga. Una, taken kasi ako, Pangalawa, baka may maglaho. Pangatlo, kaibigan lang naman ang tingin mo, Panghuli, ako’y sayo’y may respeto. Paghanga sayo’y napakatindi, sa bawat “tara” palaging may “sige”. Ako lamang ang nakakaramdam ng ganito, Isip ko’y nagugulo, panigurado. Pero palagi kong iniisip,… Continue reading Sulat para sa taong hindi pwedeng mahalin

sya yung lalaking pinapangarap ko sya  yung lalaking nag bibigay saya sakin kapag malungkot ako sya yung lalaking parang gamot na pasisiglahin ka pero minsan kapag na sobrahan ka ng inom ng gamot dun mo makikita yung side effect neto sayo. hindi mo namamalayan ung side effect na pala na yun sa puso mo na… Continue reading LABELING OF HEART

I was seating in our balcony, With a cup of coffee in front of me. I’m just staring out of nowhere with messy mind and messy hair, I’m still thinking about our conversation last night, And how it ended so quickly without good night. I don’t know what will I do, Your words keep on… Continue reading What If I will Never Be Over You?

I still remember the feeling of being with you from the very first day. I never thought that we will have something that will lead us to do spontaneous things. The moments that made my heart stopped and the moment it continued to pound and how it finally stilled because it was contented from something… Continue reading An Open Letter to the Guy I met last December 2018

I was doing fine, well I guess I am fine When your name suddenly appeared on my phone’s screen You told me “I guess I need to undergo an operation” So I typed and replied, “why, what’s wrong?” It’s been month since we last talked So I was kind of confused when you texted me… Continue reading Tacenda

I’m honestly finding it hard to admit what I truly feel for you. I guess it’s not something that I am used to, because I know deep inside that you’re different from everyone else. Different in a way that you’re not a man after this world, but after God’s heart. You treat everyone else the… Continue reading An Open Letter To The Guy I Secretly Like