You, I can’t help but write. It’s starting again. All over again and I can’t help it. I am terrified. The sudden rush in adrenaline and the speed in every beat of my heart are once again relived. I thought it died so I buried it somewhere in my heart — a void deserted space… Continue reading Letter to YOU
Category: Confessions
To the woman I really like
To the woman I really like, I know you are doing great. I’m writing this, first, because I want to appreciate you. Thank you for the words of affirmation that encourage me… for the acts of kindness and thoughtfulness… for being supportive and helpful in my leadership… for reminding me that there’s hope and making me… Continue reading To the woman I really like
DI KA NA MAGING MONDRAGON: YOU DO NOTE
You do note is da pek. “Hindi ka Mondragon. HINDI KANA MAGIGING MONDRAGON. INIWAN KANA NI MONDRAGON.” These are the words I always hear from my bully friends when you choose to turn your back from me. I laugh that time but deep within my heart that its true– I will no longer bear those… Continue reading DI KA NA MAGING MONDRAGON: YOU DO NOTE
Sarili ko muna..
Pwede ba na sarili ko muna isipin ko ngayon? Pwede ba na sarili ko naman muna mahalin ko? Pwede ba na piliin ko muna ang pangarap ko? Ilang buwan ang naka lipas matapos ang iyong paglisan. Naiwan nanaman ako mag isa, naubos nanaman ako, nawalan ako ng gana sa pangarap ko. Alam ko na ang… Continue reading Sarili ko muna..
To My Unexpected Sunshine
I hope that it’s not that late for me to feel this way towards you, I know we’ve met a long time ago, and I don’t have any feelings for you that time. But this time, we’re miles apart from each other now. I regret this time that I did not even speak to you during… Continue reading To My Unexpected Sunshine
Confession Letter
To the woman I really like, I know you are doing great. I’m writing this, first, because I want to appreciate you. Thank you for the words of affirmation that encourage me… for the acts of kindness and thoughtfulness… for being supportive and helpful in my leadership… for reminding me that there’s hope and making me… Continue reading Confession Letter
To the Girl who rules my world
It was a year ago when I realized I like you. Before that, you were only pretty stranger. When I see you around, my day literally brightens up. Your smile were like the sun, it warms my heart. Your eyes were like the moon, it give chills to my skin. All I ever prayed since… Continue reading To the Girl who rules my world
I want someone like you, but not you because…
Your Mom told me that she likes me and if given a chance to be your girlfriend. But I’m committed and you are taken. Your mom and I are not close but somehow we’re friends. You captured my attention right away when she talk a lot about you, On how you are so close and… Continue reading I want someone like you, but not you because…
Sana Naging Matapang Ako Noon
Sana tinanong kita kung magkaibigan lang ba tayo o higit pa. Sana nilinaw ko sayo yung text mong nagsabi nang ingat ka (sabay bawi mo na para yun sa mama mo). Sana sumagot ako nang mahal din kita (nung pabiro kang nagsabi ng “______ mahal kita…. inn”– kasi binasa mo lang kamo yung Mahal Kita… Continue reading Sana Naging Matapang Ako Noon
Panahon
Kamusta ka? gusto kung itanong sayo, pero hindi na tama, hindi na dapat Alam ko masaya kana, sana maging okay na ang lahat ,ang hirap pala, ang hirap pala, matagal ako ng buhay na magisa nung dumating ka akalako pangmatagalan na, yung kasi ang pangarap ko, na ikaw ang una at huli. Akala ko, magiging… Continue reading Panahon
KILIG SUBSCRIPTION HAS EXPIRED
It started with a friend request, I did not expect that it would introduce me to this kind of feeling. So complex, it was sweet and painful at the same time. The first time na nag message ka inignore ko lang kasi di naman tayo personally magkakilala diba, tanging mutual friends lang naman nag connect… Continue reading KILIG SUBSCRIPTION HAS EXPIRED
To The Girl Who Will Never Be Mine
The way you style, the way you talk, the way you walk, and even the way you look, I love those. I’m forever grateful that I got the chance not just to know you but to hold your hand. I love the days when we use to attend our events together, the days that we… Continue reading To The Girl Who Will Never Be Mine
The Sentiments of a Fallen Lover (Missing you)
Do you ever wake up feeling like you have been missing something your whole life? Well I do, I miss you. I had a dream last night about how we ended up in a place where I was asking you why over and over again It’s the stuff I could not talk to you about… Continue reading The Sentiments of a Fallen Lover (Missing you)
S-E-C-R-E-T
You secretly grab my phone and took pictures of you, It might be a sort of “nakatrip ka lang” but it means a lot to me, I saw you doing it yet I pretend I don’t, I just smile behind you, You actually told me to look at my gallery and react on it, Inside… Continue reading S-E-C-R-E-T
MOOD SWING
Mahirap magkaron ng Jowa, Bebe, Mahal, o BabyCakes na lagi nasa Mood Swing.. ‘lam mo yun?? away kayo sa umaga, magbabati sa gabi, o kaya minsan baliktad. Break up kayo today, kayo na ulit bukas. Minsan yung alam mo na biruan nyo lang, sineryoso nya pala kaya bigla bigla nagtatampo nanaman sya sa’yo. Mahirap… Continue reading MOOD SWING
An open letter to my past self,
Dear you, You were childish, self-centered, crazy, mean girl. You said harsh words to some people without thinking if it would affect them. You always tell stories about yourself and act as if everything revolved only around you. You turned down people who might be your source of happiness right now. You made choices… Continue reading An open letter to my past self,
To The Stranger Who Broke Me
Is it really bad to fall in love with a stranger? To be honest, I don’t really have any idea who you are. All I know is your name, where you work, where you live, and that you have a brother living with you. I don’t even know how old you really are, but a… Continue reading To The Stranger Who Broke Me
An open letter to a special friend who doesn’t know that I loved him,
An open letter to a special friend who doesn’t know that I loved him, Sorry pero miss na kita. Kahapon lang huminto na naman ang mundo ko nung nakita kita sa simbahan kaso kasama mo pala siya. Kaya hindi na ako tumingin sa mga mata mo dahil takot ako e. Takot akong baka pagkinausap kita… Continue reading An open letter to a special friend who doesn’t know that I loved him,
“BE GRATEFUL, IT HAPPENED” – a message from my blessing
I never thought I’ll have this moment with you. From the day met, I thought you’ll be one of my passive acquaintances. I’m always used to the idea that people in my life find it more easier to walks out as much as it is to walk in. Why is it so easy for you… Continue reading “BE GRATEFUL, IT HAPPENED” – a message from my blessing
Hindi Pwede
Hindi Pwede Oo gusto kita, pero hindi pwede. Unang kita ko pa lang sa’yo ay nagkagusto na ako, pero hindi pwede. Hindi pwede sa kadahilanang ikaw ay nasa isang relasyon. Relasyon na sa iyong mga kwento’y itinadhana kayong dalawa habangbuhay. Na sa iyong paghihintay ay sa kanya mo naramdaman lahat. Tila’y nakakatuwa ang mga sumunod… Continue reading Hindi Pwede
An Open Letter To The Man I Prayed For
Dear you, Thank you sa lahat ng pinaramdam mo sa’kin kahit ngayon alam ko na na ako lang talaga nagbigay ng meaning sa mga yun. Thank you pa rin kasi I felt special, somehow, on those times. Thank you for making me realize that despite all the past disappointments with men, you made my dormant… Continue reading An Open Letter To The Man I Prayed For
Ikaw Pa Rin Ang Gusto Ko
Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko, kahit hindi na ako masyadong nagpaparamdam sa’yo. Sana maintindihan mo na ginagawa ko lang ‘to para sa sarili ko at para na rin sa’yo. Ayokong mahirapan ka pang mag-isip ng mga dahilan para lang tanggihan ang bawat pag-aya ko sa’yo na magkita tayo. Ayokong mahirapan ka pang magbigay ng… Continue reading Ikaw Pa Rin Ang Gusto Ko
I won’t stop Loving you
I know this is madness pero I decided na I will wait for you no matter what. Matagal na akong sumugal simula palang noong nag confessed ako sayo. All or nothing na. As long as mahal kita, hihintayin kita Patty. Hindi muna ako papasok into any relationship kasi all I’m thinking about is you. I… Continue reading I won’t stop Loving you
To Patty
I really miss you Patty. Sobrang nalulungkot lang ako ngayon, pero hindi na ako masyadong nasasaktan. Tanggap ko na e. Yun lang, mahal padin kita. Hindi ko alam hanggang kailan to. May part na masaya, especially pag naaalala ko yung mga good times na mag kasama tayo. Binibilang ko, hindi naman pala sobrang tagal na… Continue reading To Patty
Hanging love
Tuwing gabi bago matulog at bawat umagang paggising ikaw lagi ang pinipili ko hindi ko inasahan na mahuhulog ako ng ganito kalalim tila ba’t nadikit na ang aking puso’t isipan mula sa iyo nguni’t bakit ngayo’y naiwan akong nag aantay mula sa mga tanong na para bang wala ng kasagutan pakiwari ko’y ang mga magandang… Continue reading Hanging love
I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND
Three months ago i met a guy on dating app somewhere in facebook. Well his name is niko i find him nice and cool guy though he says his a bit boring, because it was most girls tell him. His different from other guy. Niko even added me on Facebook then it all… Continue reading I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND
How Porn Changes the Brain
Repeated consumption of porn causes the brain to literally rewire itself. It triggers the brain to pump out chemicals and form new nerve pathways, leading to profound and lasting changes in the brain. Believe it or not, studies show that those who consume pornography more frequently have brains that are less connected, less active, and… Continue reading How Porn Changes the Brain
“Dito ka Muna”
Dito ka muna sa aking tabi, Hanggang matapos ang gabi, Dito ka muna kahit saglit, Habang wala pa akong kapalit, Pagbigyan ang munting hiling, Na dito ka muna sa aking piling. Dito ka muna at ika’y aking mamahalin.
Para sa Paborito kong Pagkakamali
Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin at kausapin, gusto kong sabihin sa’yo na ikaw ang taong nagturo sa akin kung paano maging matapang, totoo at piliin ang sarili sa dulo. Pero bago ko matutunan ‘to, aaminin kong nasaktan ako ng sobra bago ako makabangon mula sa pagkahulog. Kinailangan kong ikulong ang sarili ko sa aking silid, umiyak… Continue reading Para sa Paborito kong Pagkakamali
Suddenly Changed
Broken. Lost. Chaotic. Those were just few words that I can use to describe myself. I was hopeless. I have no direction. My thoughts were tangled that it kept me longing for someone and something that I wasn’t sure about. I was devastated inside, a storm surge that I can’t handle. No one ever understood… Continue reading Suddenly Changed