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Born Again and Again

  The time God awakened me of His existence, I wanted to die. I have felt the weight of my sins and I do not want to be aware of my sins anymore and to continue sinning from then on so my immediate solution is to die because I know Continue Reading

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“KAIBIGAN?”

Kaibigan, Walong letra, isang salita Sumisibolo ng sampung numerong maglalahad ng nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Isa, Umaasa, heto nanaman tayo, teka sandali wala pa lang tayo; pasensya na kung nalilito ako, magkaiba pala ang katotohanan sa mga pantasya ko; Dalawa, Kaibigan lang pala, tatlong salitang paulit ulit na tumatakbo sa isip Continue Reading

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Kung sakaling mabasa mo

Katulad ng tula at awit na isinulat ko, itatago ko nalang katulad ng pagtingin ko sa’yo. Ngunit kung sakaling mabasa mo, itong nararamdaman ko… Pwede bang ikaw nalamang ang mag tago ng lihim kong ito?

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Everyday

It would be such a great delight if you just stay. Don’t fade away. I have learned to love you the way the beauty and sound of nature slowly heals and breathtakingly enchants me… everyday. Afternoon whiff of thought. May you find yourself between the lines.  © Angel Fizz 2021   Continue Reading

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Be That As It May

I like to write a poem bout you Just to let you know that I like you Sorry if this is out of the blue I’ve been liking you for a year or two I have known you for years Yet we are just that simple peers You worship God Continue Reading

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Right Person At The Wrong Time

To The Man I Used To Love First, of all I want to apologize for hurting you and waited  for me that long enough. I cherish all the memories that we have and I did realize that you will gone for me. I’m sorry if I did say to you that I like you that time you ask me, I am not ready for any serious relationship because that time is so  complicated but you know if you pursue me and ask me again my answer will surely yes, but for now ,I need to let go of you because there’s no use of waiting for you because I know you enjoy it already the girl of your dreams and, I know you pray for her. If there’s a second chance for both of us, I will make sure that, I will make it right but for now, I need to let go of you. I know there’s a reason why we meet each other, Like the song said: “Pinag tagpo pero hindi tinadhana”  I hope and pray that you are Happy now with Her. 🙂 I believe God’s preparing the man of His will for      me. You are one of the best thing that happen to me. God has a better plan for both of us.

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Flowers for ME

Maybe for now I’ll just buy my own boquet for me. Plant it and let it bloom with my own efforts if I can. And maybe if ever time comes, I could give it to someone who’s straightforwardly ready.

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Just Leave

#JustdontcheatJustleave Hello good evening, just give me a permission to post this short message. Im just trying to express my feelings. Just want to release this pain through message. Their will be no perfect man to a woman. They got lapses, they got mistakes and sometimes shortcomings. The most precious Continue Reading

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Sorry To My Unknown Lover

It’s been a year since I told you my heart belongs to him. I chose him over you kasi akala ko mas magiging masaya ako sa kanya. I was blinded by the pressure of wanting to fix what I had broken with him. ‘Di kita pinili hindi dahil you were Continue Reading

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Gabi (an open letter for EVE)

Mapuno man ng chismis ang iyong mukha, at minsan sa salamin ay nakatulala, huwag mong isipin at ikabahala, dahil hindi pa naman ito malala. Naiisip mo mang sa filter ka lang maganda, pasensya ngunit mali ang iyong inaakala, dahil kung ang ganda mo’y ‘di nila nakikita, malay mo, sila’y nakapikit Continue Reading

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Gusto kita kaso….

Gusto kita kaso may mahal kang iba… Gusto kita kaso hanggang kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sakin… Gusto kita kaso may nanliligaw na sayo… Gusto kita kaso hindi ako ang tipo mong lalaki… Gusto kita kaso di ko alam kung magugustuhan mo rin kaya ako… Gusto kita kaso tinawanan mo Continue Reading

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Missing the old “you”

How can you miss someone you’ve never met? Never in my wildest dream, but yes I do. I know I don’t have the right to miss the old “you”. I know it’s all my fault in the very first place. Sorry for missing the one who always vent out his Continue Reading

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What is wrong with me lately?

What is wrong with me?  I have been trying to keep this to myself all this time. Well, maybe I have shared this to some of my close friends, my sister and family, my leaders, and my partner. But I just don’t really know what to do or what I Continue Reading

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Unsent Message

Muli tayong pinagtagpo ngunit di ko na maramdamang tayo ang itinadhana. Suko na ako at handa na kitang  ipaubaya. Napagod na ako sa sitwasyong walang kasiguraduhan. Hindi ko na alam kung dapat pa ba itong ipaglaban. Ano nga ba ang aking gagawin? Tigil na o pahinga muna? Susuko na o Continue Reading

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To the man who said I’m his TOTGA

thank you,but i think I cannot consider myself as your “The one that got away” Di kita iniwan, di ako umalis. Kinailangan ko lang lumayo kasi, panalo na sya-natalo na ako. May iba ng kasali at hindi na ko pwedeng lumaban pa kasi alam naman natin na sa una palang Continue Reading

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The Other Side of the Coin

Bakit ganoon, ano? Kapag nang-iwan ka, ibig sabihin ikaw iyong sumuko, ikaw iyong hindi lumaban, ikaw iyong hindi nagmahal nang lubos, ikaw iyong may ginawang masama at syemre, ikaw iyong nagkamali. Bakit? Bakit ganoon na lamang lagi? Hindi ba pwedeng nang-iwan ka dahil nasaktan ka? Nasasaktan ka na? Nasasaktan sa Continue Reading

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The Unsent Message

Akala ko, okay na ako. Akala ko, mawawala na yung nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Akala ko, di kita mami.miss. Paano kita makakalimutan? Sa bawat biyahe ko, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw yung katabi ko. Sa bawat patak ng ulan, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw ang nakakasama ko. Sa Continue Reading

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“The Right Blessing.”

I woke up this morning before 8:00am without an alarm clock and it is very unusual for me. I woke up from a very vivid dream, I thought it was real, and I realized I am hurting inside. I dreamt of my ex-boyfriend. I dreamt of all the frustrations I Continue Reading

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A letter for him

To my meine leibe, I’m thankful kasi before, we both look like strangers, I know none of us wanted to be close to each other. Ibang-iba ka sakin,t alagang di mag uunite ung path nating dalawa. Malayo yung mga gusto at pananaw mo…at sa tingin ko kung noon pa tayo Continue Reading

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Gusto Kong Gustuhin Ka

Gusto kong gustuhin ka Pero nahihirapan ako, natatakot ako. Baka kapag nagustuhan na kita ay malunod na ako sa pagkakagusto ko sa’yo, at tuluyan ko nang makalimutan ang sarili ko. Gusto kong pahalagahan ka Pahalagahan ang bawat araw at sandaling magkausap tayo, magkasama tayo, at bawat sandaling nakikita ko ang Continue Reading

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The Gift from Above

Pain corresponds to freedom, freedom to start anew, forgive, laugh, sleep soundly, meet new people, learn something new, grow positively, appreciate what matters, self value, and not being a prisoner of your negative thoughts and emotions that idled the beauty you can share to others. Freedom is a feeling that Continue Reading

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Sa Aking Biggest What If

Dear YOU, You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart Love, Rosie One month before our long awaited graduation. We will go on our separate ways. Unspoken feelings will turn into forgotten dreams. Since that “moment” each and every day I find myself slowly falling Continue Reading

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First honest confession to you

You made me experience things without your knowledge I used to think that break ups and moving on stories are completely exaggerated in movies Well it turned out to be not   Just by hearing your name hurt me enough I felt suffocated Having a glimpse of your photo is Continue Reading

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Supporting Cast

Dear friend, since day 1, It was crazyMy first impression to you was sort of “maldita.”Feared of having a hard time to deal with your AttitudeUnexpectedly, It went opposite and smoothI admired your heavenly smile And your graceful movements were amazing to gazeYou had a unique beauty from inside and Continue Reading

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To The Man I just Used to love

Time check: 2:40 AM Guess what? Hanggang ngayon gising pa ako. Di kasi ako makatulog ng maayos. Blame my Anxiety. Naalala mo mahal, pag ganitong oras, mga late midnight, pag break time mo sa work, magchachat ka sakin kahit alam mong tulog na ako. You even sent corny but sweet Continue Reading

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Where is this going?

This is my first time writing here so there it goes. I met this guy at work, at first I’m not actually attracted to him because he’s kinda old, not too old but he’s actually out of age range of guys I’m usually attracted to. But, he’s actually attractive, smart, Continue Reading

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Di nalang sasabihin

Pano ba kalimutan ang sandaling nakilala ka? kung dadating din ang araw na hindi ka rin magiging akin Hindi na Pipilitin pa ang puso kong hindi na masaya At sa bawat gabing pinagmamasdan ang larawan nating dalawa na puno ng saya Kapalit nito’y luha ng aking mga mata kase masaya Continue Reading