Is it true? —That people who are hard to love,loves the most and cares the most? Is it true? —Are they really being good in compliments that’s why I believed them. I don’t know but I do admit I have trust issues. Its hard to give myself wholeheartedly. I don’t Continue Reading
Relationships
Trust issues
To my future Wife
Dear future wife, Im 24 years old now, it’s been many years since I prayed for you and this time I’m still praying and waiting for perfect time that God will lead us. In the past year God allow my heart to break. I’m waiting Continue Reading
Baka Hindi Pa Ngayon
We are all aspiring to have a Christ-centered relationship. Iyong kasama mo mag lilingkod sa Lord, sa ministry at iyong hindi magsasawa na samahan ka sa bawat pagsubok na kakaharapin. There I found you. Family oriented, praktikal, may sense kausap at higit sa lahat, talagang nandun ung puso sa paglilingkod Continue Reading
This is how I knew I love you.
Every time I would recall the days where I first laid my eyes on you, I can say that having you now is one of the bitter sweet journeys and surprises I had. There was a lot of twist and turns, pains and tears behind those smiles and “kilig” feels Continue Reading
I Think I Am Not Yet Ready
I don’t think there is such thing as “I am not yet ready” when being ask about love. I think the right phrase is “I don’t want to be in a relationship.” That sounds reasonable and logical. People tend to deviate their answers just to sound angelic. No, it doesn’t Continue Reading
May pag-ibig sa tinder?
Don’t get me wrong when I asked the question, “May pag-ibig ba sa tinder?” I used to believe na walang pag-ibig sa tinder. Why? Well let me share you my experience and story about this dating app and a little story of my past relationship. I was in a relationship Continue Reading
To the hunter on the unknown valley
How are you, man? I hope you’re not getting tired of hunting on the right place where you can bring down your intentions. Being a man requires you to step up pursuing the one you’ve been looking for. You’re on the wild valley where not everything you see is comfortable Continue Reading
Still praying for you at 30
Today is the day na pinublic ni Alex yung wedding nila ni Mikee. Sobrang simple ng wedding and sobrang intimate. How I wish new normal of weddings are just like that. Yung tipong if gusto na ng couple to get married, di nila poproblemahin yung gastos sa wedding, lahat na Continue Reading
To Have Loved You and Let You Go
To have loved you for so long, but have to let you go after all, would have to be one of the most painful process to go through. I looked passed our differences, your mood swings, the red flags, because man, I was just simply in love with you. My Continue Reading
To the one I loved before.
Yes, this is for you. To the girl who used to have my back, to you who used to listen to my rants and calms me down, to you whom I spent those sleepless nights with. Its been almost 3 years but it feels like forever since we’ve crossed out Continue Reading
Status: In a relationself
All these years specially after turning 20’s we often question ourselves, Who am I going to spend my life with? How or what does my future self holds?. Well as time goes by, I know our questions will be answered one by one but for now, Its me first. I will Continue Reading
Saan nagsimulang magbago ang lahat?
An open letter kay ex-jowa na napagod, Pagmamay-ari mo na ang malaking parte sa aking puso, at wala na makakapag-bago nito. Sa nagdaan na mga taon, naging pinaka-masaya akong babae sa piling mo. Tinanggap natin ang bawat isa kahit na alam natin na wala pa tayong kayang mapatunayan, pero sabi Continue Reading
That Man.
That man. Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. 10 For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. – Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 We’ve been for almost 5 years. Despite of bad days, he respects me the way I always want or dream Continue Reading
Forgotten One
God is good! I am now pursuing the love of my life! Isang taon kong pinagpray, nagpigil ng damdamin hanggang di pa tamang panahon. Ngayon ay nililigawan ko na. Ito na ang pagkakataon para patunayan kung gaano ko sya kamahal. Kung ano ang kaya kong gawin para maipakita na I Continue Reading
An Open Letter To My Future Wife
Dear future wife, “Many a man claims to have unfailing love, but a faithful man who can find?” (Proverbs 20:6) First and foremost, I love Jesus Christ with all of my heart so I will not awaken my love for you until it so desires. Never will I let you Continue Reading
And I came back with a fully convinced heart.
I came back full. I came back more alive than ever. And when I came back, I was made whole…. ………… It was the darkest times of my life when I thought I was worthy of a worthless love. I was constantly praying my way out, “out of this mystery”, Continue Reading
Love Never Fails
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always Continue Reading
It is all by His grace and His ways.
It is all by His grace and His ways. I just want to share how I met my betterhalf through Boiling Waters. This pandemic is the most unexpected event that happened this year. It closed a lot of doors and also opened greater opportunities for some. It may not be Continue Reading
Pipiliin ka Araw-araw!
May mga tao tayong nakikilala at ipinapahiram sa atin ng tadhana upang may matutunan tayo sa buhay. Mga taong madalas ma-mahalin natin ng lubos ngunit hindi sa atin itinadhana, mga taong ipagla-laban natin ngunit ang tadhana mismo ang nagsa-sabing hindi. Minsan naman may mga taong dadaan sa buhay natin upang Continue Reading
You Are Precious More than Jewels!
You Deserve Someone Who’s Sure About You. Don’t settle for someone who sees you as “good enough”. You deserve someone who chooses you and continues to choose you. Wait for someone who sees you as special, not a chore or checkbox. Let someone else step up and do exactly what Continue Reading
Felicitas et lepidus
Happy Happy, that is what I feelWhen I see your smile, so realThe blue bright sky glimpsesWhen those lips of yours changesFrom horizontal to crescent curveI’m also drawn to it in manner superb It lasts for a savoring moment Yet it catches my inmost sentiment Increasing my longing to fulfill Continue Reading
I just wanted to BELONG
Self pity is something that most of us experienced in our lives. Specifically, it was more likely experience in a relationships. I myself is a testimonial to that! I am loving a person that I cannot be my real self and cannot accept me, keeps on dragging my past mistakes Continue Reading
Love in Kitchen Perspective
Madalas sinasabi natin, “consistency is the key!” but wait, there’s more! Parang pagluluto lang yan eh. Clarity ( in words and actions combined), and Intention (in words and actions combined ulit) ay parang ingredients sa isang putahe. Di pwedeng nawawala ang isa kasi both are equally important. Pero Consistency is Continue Reading
Pinocchio
I don’t love you anymore I hate the things you do to me Hugging me Kissing me Making me special I hate all of them I don’t like brushing your hair using my hands I don’t like the feeling of touching your face, your cheeks, your lips Holding your hands Continue Reading
The Story of My First Love
I’ve been itching to write this story ever since I realized how special and crazy it was. So let me tell you the story of my first love… Year 1999 Freshman, UP Diliman, Physics 71.1 laboratory class I was seated at the back part of the class and if Continue Reading
Pens and Poems
Ever dreamed of fairytale like love stories? too good to be true right? specially nowadays when technology is taking over. Social media sites popping every where, Dating sites with lots of profiles to browse with. In this world full of DM me and PM me, what happened to pen and poems? What Continue Reading
When Mama Looked at Me and Said Nothing
When I was in my teens, I would often catch my mama looking at me and saying nothing. It was an intent stare that seeps through me, making me feel uneasy because most of the time, she looks at me that way when I make mistakes. And I remember, I Continue Reading
Better relationships = better versions of ourselves
As F. Scott Fitzgerald said, “There are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice.” This line appealed to me most as I was watching a local film. Moving on is such a messy and difficult process that everyone has to go through. There are Continue Reading
Bahaghari
Sa taong dalawang lino’t dalawang pu, nakilala ko ang isang Continue Reading
Looking for my future husband
Now I’m gonna make you read something kind of less likely to talk about during these times of pandemic. Guess, what, it’s about future husband! 😆 When it comes to finding the right one, I learned how to have higher standards but first, all I should remember is, Every day Continue Reading