It’s inevitable that after a few bad breakups or after a few bad relationships, you start guarding your heart and protecting yourself from falling in love again. You begin to freak out when you start liking someone instead of feeling excited about the potential of that person or the connection. Sometimes you take a step… Continue reading Love Blooms When It’s Not Inhibited
Category: Relationships
For those people who are still healing
Nothing comes close to pain after a breakup, especially if it was from a long-term and ‘he-was-my-first-boyfriend’ relationship kind. Sabi ng friend ko, “After the breakup, you need to go through a process called healing”. Yes, of course I knew. But she didn’t quite emphasize the word “process”. This process pala takes time — and… Continue reading For those people who are still healing
What If’s and Regrets
There are these lyrics “Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting star, So, I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now…” Song from B.O.B titled Airplanes I somehow find it like a desperate way of telling ourselves I need this to be a shooting star… Continue reading What If’s and Regrets
I thank God it was you.
I thank God it was you but I need to say my last “BYE”, not just for my own sake but for both of us. Thank you for everything, I’ll cherish all those good memories we built together, I’ve learned so much from us. I thank God it was you. Thank you for everything. Now… Continue reading I thank God it was you.
Tell Me Anything
If you wanna talk but you don’t have words Send me your playlist, We’ll listen to every song in it.Suggest a movie or series,We’ll discuss each part of it Tag me in silly photos and memes Or we could just chat about our dreams.Or maybe we could talk about the future,To travel around and experience… Continue reading Tell Me Anything
Unspoken Bond
Deeper bond has started to sprout. I now have someone to vent my feelings out. You even cheer me up when my days aren’t merryMy friend, I thought this stuff was healthy. You share your favorite music and moviesYou talk about your weaknesses and strengthsWhen I share mine, you take time to hearYou’re creating these… Continue reading Unspoken Bond
23
It was my 23rd birthdayYou promised to come But the night was overNo glimpse of your shadow in the windowNo sweet greetings, no text or callI was drunk happy for nothingI missed you so muchBut my heart was bleeding alwaysSmall talks but we were on fireI lowered my pride and ate my wordsBut still it… Continue reading 23
Letting You Go Is Easy
Letting you go is easy. With all those hatreds, and problems, and negative things. But this day is different. Today, I realized it wasn’t. That I haven’t let you go. We may have been separated physically for almost 2 months, but I guess, not in my heart, and also not in yours. I thought that… Continue reading Letting You Go Is Easy
8 is infinity
We created good memories for 8 years. We laughed, cried, and supported each other along the way. We started from being nothing to being professionals. We already planned to get married and have our own family paglabas niya ng training center. Kaso bigla siyang namatay. Sobrang masakit. Akala ko may hinihintay pa ko. Wala na… Continue reading 8 is infinity
To the person who I trusted,
I guess feelings that are not genuine enough do not last. They are meant to mend you for a time, but will leave your broken, again, afterwards. But nonetheless, it felt good – real or not. Hey! Thank you for making me feel that I can be liked, be held, be kissed, and be touched.… Continue reading To the person who I trusted,
Unexpected U
Last night I remember you,I tried to ask myself these questions. Is it possible?Can I be with you?What will you look like? I always wanted to know everything about you. Every day I asked God when will I set my eyes on you. I wonder if you think of me the way I do. Do… Continue reading Unexpected U
My ex HS classmate
My ex classmate Kung babalikan natin lahat ng nangyari sa nakaraan di mo maiisip na totoo ang nangyayari sa kasalukuyan Di ko lubos maisip kung paano nangyari wala pang isang taon pero ang bilis ng mga pangyayari Lumagapak sa unang hakbang linggo lamang ang pumagitan pero malaki ang natutunan Hanggang sa buwan ang lumipas bumalik… Continue reading My ex HS classmate
May girlfriend na siya
May girlfriend na siya Mga katagang ayaw kong marinig, makita o mabasa. Dahil aminin man natin o hindi masakit ito. Pero hindi ba mas nakakatawa kung nasasaktan ka, pero hindi naman naging kayo. Hindi naman kayo umabot sa ganong level. Mukhang timang di ba? Nakakatawa pero sobrang sakit. Kasi umasa ka na hindi siya mawawala.… Continue reading May girlfriend na siya
The feeling is not mutual
Akala ko pareho tayo Pareho ng pangarap Pareho ng patutunguhan Pareho ng nararamdaman Parehong nag-mamahalan Kaso isang araw Sabi niya, gusto ko ng bumitaw Ayaw na kita kausap Nawala lahat sa isang iglap Ganon lang kadali Itapon bawat sandali Gusto ko magalit sayo Pero tumulo lang ang luha ko sayo Akala ko masaya tayo Oo… Continue reading The feeling is not mutual
Ang Natatanging Sulat Para Kay David (A Letter Made For Men)
Oo pre! Para sayo to, nasan ka man, at ano man pinagdadaanan mo, realtalk to para madama mo at para naman masampal kita ng katotohanan, charot! David, Alam mo ba na ang puso mo dapat iniingatan mo din? Yung paalalang “ireserba mo ang oo mo para sa da-one mo” di lang para sa babae yan,… Continue reading Ang Natatanging Sulat Para Kay David (A Letter Made For Men)
To my atheist Ex boyfriend
First of all, I would like to say sorry if instead of saying “I love you and I respect your belief” I asked you “Why?” You, of all people, is the closest person to me though we are apart physically. Hearing you say arguments that God doesn’t exist really hit me personally, emotionally and spiritually.… Continue reading To my atheist Ex boyfriend
KNTRT
Bigbigkasin muli kita. simplehan lang naten ang kwento walang maayos na eksenang tila bang plinano ng direktor. oo,dekada na mula nung makilala ka pero di ko inasahan na parang humigit tayo dun. Di naman kasi din balak dahil nuon pa man alam kong mahihirapan akong timbangin ung ikaw at ako. Pero bakit pagdaan ng 10… Continue reading KNTRT
A Distance Just Far Enough
This one is for the man who has been intentional in guarding my heart. Yes, I know. It is not difficult to know your intentions. I have known you as someone who’s not into mind games in relationship. Let me take this time to appreciate you. Thank you for creating safe boundaries between us. You… Continue reading A Distance Just Far Enough
You are my Beautiful Disaster
Everything in me are just ordinary and simple things. The only special to me is the grace of God and God Himself. I was walking in the right path that He led me to and living a peaceful life not until you came into my world. I was caught by your love and promises. Your words… Continue reading You are my Beautiful Disaster
NO LABEL RELATIONSHIP PLUS FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
The worst painful but then it makes you happy everyday. You know that this kind of relationship is not good but you take risk and you always keep telling yoursef. Maybe he will choose me over her. Maybe he will love me than her. Maybe he will love me the way i… Continue reading NO LABEL RELATIONSHIP PLUS FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
Kahit pa
Mahal kita Kahit pa isa kang timang Mahal kita Kahit pa ang taba mo Mahal kita Kahit pa di ka nagpapagupit Mahal kita Kahit pa di ka gwapo Mahal kita Kahit pa lagi mo ako inaasar Mahal kita Kahit pa basag ka Mahal kita Kahit pa sabog ka Mahal kita Kahit pa ang sungit mo… Continue reading Kahit pa
To the Man that She Will Love after Me:
To the boy she’ll date after me, Hi. When I think of you I don’t get flushed by any particular emotion except for sorrow. Because I have reached the point where I have to write this, which never in my worst nightmares had I imagined. Inadvertently, it’s all my fault. So my only advice for… Continue reading To the Man that She Will Love after Me:
Hanggang Ngayon
Hinihintay parin kita Bawat araw, umaasa Na baka bukas Maaayos na ang lahat Baka sa susunod na buwan Okay na tayo ulit Pero nakalimutan ko Wala nga palang tayo Hindi nga pala tayo umabot don Wala nga palang sumubok Walang tumalon Sa takot na baka lalong lumabo Na baka mawala ang pag-kakaibigan Masayang lahat ng… Continue reading Hanggang Ngayon
Ako MUNA!.
Tama na! Sakto na! Pagod na ako. Pagod na ako sa lahat ng mga ginagawa ko para sa’yo. Tama na siguro na ako muna, ako na muna ang mamahalin ko. I’ll be my own happy pill for now. It’s not being selfish nor being bitter pero nakakasawa na kasi. Sawa na kasi akong mag-effort na… Continue reading Ako MUNA!.
It Was Also My Fault
It’s been a half year. And during this time, I’ve reflected so much. I’ve realized the things that I’ve said. I wasn’t myself and everything didn’t sound good when I thought about them. Sorry about that. I was struggling and having a hard time. It felt so hard to continue especially when I keep remembering… Continue reading It Was Also My Fault
Never Make The Same Mistake (Choice) Again
When I first met you, I never had a clue that we can happen. I never had a clue that someday I get to decide to spend my lifetime with you. We’ve been together for years and you became both a man of my dreams and an ideal best friend. Everyday was perfect even if… Continue reading Never Make The Same Mistake (Choice) Again
My Painful Blessing
From the first moment we talked It was like a dream And it was all unexpected That also turned out to be my unexpected fear Fear that it was good to be true And thinking where will it go through Having no any clue Of how things will be with you Because for me, everything… Continue reading My Painful Blessing
#055: Balang Araw
Balang araw Magtatagpo din tayo, Magkakasalubong ang mga mata At ngingiti sa isat isa Balang araw Magtatapo din tayo Maguusap at magsasabihing ‘Oh, kamusta ka?’ At sasagot ng, ‘ayos, eto ok na!’ Balang araw Pagtatagpuin ulit tayo ng kapalaran Wala na ang ilangan, Wala na ang sakit na nararamdaman, Wala ng pait sa mga salitang… Continue reading #055: Balang Araw
Me
ME WES HERRERA·SUNDAY, MARCH 11, 2018·1 MINUTE10 Reads Sometimes I wish I could clone myself, So I can look after me, So I can understand me when no one could, Me who knows me and what’s going inside my head, Me who will never judge me, for my mistakes, Me who will never doubt me,… Continue reading Me
Pa-fall
Hindi mo pala kaya panindigan Bakit mo pinakilig Bakit mo sinanay Bakit mo pinaasa Bakit mo pinasaya Bakit mo binigyan ng oras Bakit mo sinamahan lumabas Bakit mo binigyan ng importansya Utang na loob Huwag mo sasabihin Naging gentleman ka lang Dahil, bulok na yan Huwag mo din isumbat Na talagang friendly ka lang Umayos… Continue reading Pa-fall