Liham para sa aking unang pag-ibig, Marahil hindi ito ang pinaka magandang tulang maitatala ko sa oras na ito. Nais ko sanang sabihin saiyo ang aking naramdaman dahil alam ko na kung ipagpapatuloy ko ang pagmamahal ko sayo, ang damdamin kong ito ay walang patutunguhan. Hayaan mo sanang ipahiwatig ang nararamdaman ko sayo sa huling pagkakataon. Nasasaktan parin ako sapagkat hindi naging maganda ang katapusan ng ating walang hanggan. Akala ko ang ating pag-iibigan ay pang matagalan. Pero hindi rin nagtagal pag-ibig mo’y lumisan. Hindi kita masisisi sapagkat iyan naman ang iyong nararamdaman. Mahal kita, mahal na mahal. Pag-ibig ko sayo’y kakaiba, walang katulad. Hindi ko rin inaasahan na ganito kalalim ang pagmamahal ko sayo. Ung tipong kahit anong gawin ko, ikaw parin ang naiisip ko. Sabik akong makita ka lagi. At kahit pa na matagal tayong hindi magkita, ikaw parin ang tibok ng aking puso. Sa maikling salita, hindi sapat ang mga letrang ito para maipahayag ang pag-ibig na nararamdaman ko sayo. Gusto ko din magpa salamat dahil sa loob ng apat na taon madami akong natutunan, pinasaya mo ng sobra ung buhay ko sa mga taong iyon. Gusto ko sanang ipagpatuloy ang pag-ibig ko saiyo ngunit sa aking palagay hindi magiging maganda ang kahihinatnan nitong nararamdaman ko lalo na’t ako nalang ang may pagtingin sayo. Siguro isa din sa mga dahilan kung bakit sobra akong nasasaktan ngayon dahil masyado akong umasa na lalago ang ating pag-iibigan sa pagtagal ng panahon, pero imbes na lumago, kumupas at lumamig ang pagmamahalan natin. Hindi pa man ganap na naghilom itong puso ko, pero alam ko sa sarili ko na dadating ang araw na makakabangon ako muli sa pagkawasak ng aking puso. Sa pagtapos ng aking liham, baka ito na din ang huling tula o liham na gagawin ko sapagkat titigil muna ko sa paggawa ng mga tula dahil baka ito din ang isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi pa ako makapag move on. Madami pa sana akong gustong sabihin saiyo kaso hindi ko siya kayang ibuo saaking isip. Sana pag ito’y nabasa mo na hindi tayo magkaroon ng ilangan sa isa’t isa. Sana ang pagkakaibigan natin ay hindi mapunta sa kahiyaan. Wala akong ibang hiling kung hindi ang kaligayahan mo. Masaya ako dahil naranasan kong umibig sa isang lalaking tulad mo, dahil mas nakilala pa kita. -Agent P
Relationships
Liham para saaking unang pag-ibig
To You Whom I Have Been Waiting
One day we’ll meet, maybe on a far away place; on a old coffee shop, one fine Saturday Morning during the month of October. I will be sitting on a corner wearing red dress, a pair of heels and a curly hair. You will be wearing white shirt, black jacket, Continue Reading
Paalam
Nakakatuwang isipin yung dating meron satin. kahit wala pinilit kong pilitin. kahit masakit lahat nagawa kong kayanin kahit mahirap pinilit kong tiisin ang sakit na dala ng maling pag tingin umibig sa alam kong hindi pwede maging akin na nung una palang hindi ako ang tinitibok ng yong damdamin. ngunit Continue Reading
Take note👌
To all the guy out there: …Avoid disturbing any girl if you have no plans of pursuing her or at the middle of all the sweetness and romantic gestures you will stop. …Avoid being too caring and sweet. Walang babae ang hindi mahuhulog sa lalaking sweet at maalaga. …Avoid showing Continue Reading
Sya Na Nga
Bakit ka Single?
Bakit ka single tanong na madalas mo marinig pero alam mo ba sa likod ng tanong may isang maliit na tinig. tinig na nag sasabing wag mo bangitin kasi masakit alalahanin kung bakit magisa ka parin. minsan katuwaan nalang ung concepto sa kulitan,social media, kahit sa bahay narirnig ko bakit Continue Reading
evoL retteL
You and I are not meant to be I really dont believe that you would have love even just a little for me. I pray, one day, in someday that I will forget your memory. Don’t ever believe that you have already a special part in me. Did you know Continue Reading
Bakit ka nagsstay?
BAKIT KA NAGSSTAY? Sa totoo lang, mahirap kapag nasa sitwasyon kang alam mo naman na parehas niyong gusto yung isa’t isa. Yung lumalabas kayo para kumain, manuod ng sine, ina-update niyo yung isa’t isa sa mga bawat lakad niyo, yung ipapakilala ka niya sa mga taong mahahalaga sa buhay niya. Continue Reading
To All the Single Girls; Know Your Worth
To you who are experiencing pain, heartbreak, sinayang, nasaktan, hindi napahalagahan, iniwan. Don’t think of your self less, don’t think na hindi ka enough. That’s a lie. Kung pakiramdam mo hindi ka kamahal mahal or worthless ka, stop it. Maybe napunta ka lang sa isang sitwasyon kung saan ipinaramdam sayong Continue Reading
Mr Unexpected
Nakilala kita sa hindi inasaahang pagkakataon nakumbaga sa pagsusulit tas hindi kanamn nagreview hindi mo inaasahan na papasa ka Parang saatin ngayon na hindi inaasahang dalawang basag na puso ang magtatagpo upang mapasaya ang isat-isa Nawa’y totoo ang mga salitaan mo saakin ay hindi hanggang salita lamang sana’y manatili mong Continue Reading
SHADOW
SHADOW Shadow- ito ay itim na imahe (a dark image) na nabubuo kapag ang anumang bagay ay natamaan ng liwanag. Tumapat ka sa liwanag at makikita mo sa likod mo yung shadow mo o anino. Noong bata ako, takot ako sa anino ko, kasi nakikita kong sumusunod ito kung saan Continue Reading
When i was, When you were
One of the hardest part being in love is that loving someone who can’t reciprocate your love back. It was a story starring you and me A story of our never ending search for each other. I keep on finding and chasing after you yet you keep on running and Continue Reading
Open letter to the man I left..
Hey,, you know what? Gustong gusto ko na bumalik sa’yo, sa’tin. But then i realized, you don’t deserve this… I realize, i want to go back because i miss the feeling of being cared of, i miss the feeling of being loved, i miss the feeling of being affirmed and Continue Reading
An open letter for you
How are you right now? Are you okay? Are you tired? Are you afraid? I know we are all facing different battles everyday and we are all dealing in different scenarios everyday. Life is not smooth as silk, there will always be a choices and decisions to make. We will Continue Reading
Muli
Matagal din akong hindi sumulat Mula nang landas nati’y mag sanga Hangang sa mga mata ko’y namulat Sa katotohanang wala kana Hindi ko naman iyon kinagulat Dahil sa umpisa’y alam ko na Na ang puso mo na may sugat Ay nahilom na ng iba. Ito’y malugod na pagbati Sa maligayang Continue Reading
Growing up requires great effort
I am the type of person whose half dependent and half independent towards my parents. My parents support me financially and with a whole family, — that’s how I view it. But when it comes to socializing, dealing with my emotions and stuff. I grew up independently, I learned a Continue Reading
To you Mr. Unexpectedly,
Like an old television screen, my life has been black and white. Chaotic as it was, I always walked on an unknown melodramatic path. Yes, I was always this melancholic until I suddenly had a twist in my fate. Your smile when I first laid my eyes on you is Continue Reading
Sa pagitan ng simula at wakas
Hindi ko alam paano sisimulanIsang liham na sayo’y ilalaanMga bagay na aking ikinababahalaHeto’t aking ilalathala Ako’y nadadala sa iyong mga titigAnimo’y may gustong ipahiwatigMga salitang hindi ko kayang paniwalaanSapagkat ito’y di makatotohanan Ngunit ang puso’y tila iba ang naisNadadala sa iyong mga galaw na kay tamisSapat na nga ba na Continue Reading
Plaster…
What is a plaster? It is not as long as a tape… Not like glue that sticks… Not even a medicine… But it helps you to heal and avoid infection to your wound… Yes!!! And you will throw it in the end… Now i know, iam your plaster… that is Continue Reading
Unang pag-ibig
Liham para sa aking unang pag-ibig, Marahil hindi ito ang pinaka magandang tulang maitatala ko sa panahong ito. Nais ko sanang sabihin saiyo ang aking naramdaman dahil alam ko na kung ipagpapatuloy ko ang pagmamahal ko sayo, ang damdamin kong ito ay walang patutunguhan. Hayaan Continue Reading
Masakit ang tama!!!
Sa isang iglap, lahat naglaho na! Lahat naging parang isang kantang natapos na! Isang lyricong pinilit ibahin ang tema!!! Pero bakit? Dahil un ba ang tama? Nagkakilala sa isang lugar na ang buong akala ko’y lugar kung saan ko makikita ang katahimakan, dahil noong araw din na un, tinapos Continue Reading
Au Revoir
To the guy I thought I’m willing to marry, now I know why I’m so scared to trust my heart to you. Because you’re still unchanged. You’re the same teenage boy without a concrete direction. Someone who is lost and whose heart’s filled with sadness. The same person who proclaims Continue Reading
Thank you for allowing me to let you go
Thank you for asking me to give up, thank you for encouraging me not to let this story goes on since, in the first place we didnt know where it begins, thank you for not doing anything to change my mind, thank you for not pushing me to tell the Continue Reading
To my best buddy who suddenly became a nobody
It was when the pain of rejection took over my excitement — The pain that scurried through my bone marrows with unwanted torment. It seemed that my clock had just ticked counterclockwise, And the sun had just risen from west to east with its teary eyes. It’s hard to comprehend. Continue Reading
When you are used and then abandoned
I sat on a concrete pathway along the grass-filled plains as the bevy of girls played dodgeball nearby. Hearing them laughing and shouting in enjoyment, wonderful thoughts conquered my mind. A lot of “what ifs” popped out as I viewed the watery plains, the insects, and the dragonflies. After a Continue Reading
I’m finally getting over the idea of almost when there’s nothing between me and you
Today I will finally start getting over you,I was so blinded of all the butterflies I felt before and the idea of helping you get through your demons, I thought I can and I thought you will. I’m so amazed by the happiness I felt whenever you’re around, and I Continue Reading
100 TULA
“Why do we rush things”
Far From Your Hug
Our age may be pursuing each other, for it has a big gap. Not only 5years, but 9. It looks like it’s hard to handle, but I proudly can say it’s not. With your attitude, gestures, actions, and words, and most of all, your emotions towards me, really placed a Continue Reading
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Have a blessed Sunday! God bless! ♡♡♡