The silent and unexplained goodbyes are the most painful.

I never imagined I’d reach this point where I was once again left unprepared by someone. We’ve been hanging out a lot; we go to places I’ve never been to. We used to spend a lot of time talking over coffee. We began to memorize our favorites, including our coffee order, favorite food, song, and… Continue reading The silent and unexplained goodbyes are the most painful.

To the Love of My Life, Who Is 6 Years Older Than Me

I admire your maturity and personality. I find it mysterious when you are quiet and intelligent when you are chatty. You are sincere in helping other people—you share what you know. As I get to know you, the more this feeling becomes stronger. But the more I worry…the more I realize you are too precious… Continue reading To the Love of My Life, Who Is 6 Years Older Than Me

To The Man I Didn’t Expect To Fall For.

Hi! you are one of the good people I know,your attitude of maturity was one of my favorites,you are kind and brilliant and I loved it.I always affirm you for your excellent skill. I forgot to tell you that your hair suits your facewhen it was neatly brushed down.I like the sound of your low… Continue reading To The Man I Didn’t Expect To Fall For.

To my childhood bestfriend..

My childhood sweetheartThe kid who always plays with meThe kid who says I should stop crying because my mother spanked me for doing something crazy.The kid who rides the bike with meThe kid who was with me during daycare days, elemdays, and even high school days…The boy who buys me “pads” because of my red… Continue reading To my childhood bestfriend..

Bilin ni Pastor pero Paano kung sa Pastor’s Kid?

You may already heard the song “Bilin ni Pastor” “Bilin ni Pastor sa ‘kin ako daw manalangin. Maging maingat sa aking mamahalin. Huwag padadala sa bugso ng damdamin. Kay sarap mahalin bunga ng dalangin” You read the title right. This is a story about a girl (me) who unexpectedly fell in love with a pastor’s… Continue reading Bilin ni Pastor pero Paano kung sa Pastor’s Kid?

Umamin na ako

Somewhere in Antipolo

Alam mo yung feeling na nafafall ka paunti unti sa isang tao? Exhibit A: I’m very happy when we first start talking to each other. That pickup line “Ano ang tawag sa anak ng Sunflower?” may be corny yet effective. Nung una friends lang; no strings or emotions attached. Got to know you even more… Continue reading Umamin na ako

San nga ba tayo nagsimula?

Nagsimula sa pagpapakilala ng mga pangalan, nagkakulitan nagkapalitan ng mga pangalan, sa pangalan nagsimula pangalang pinagmulan ng pagmamahalan matatag. Nagkatawagan, nagkapalitan ng mensahe araw araw inaabot ng gabi gabi, pagkukukulitang nauwi sa asaran, asarang pinagmulan ng storyang kay ganda. Unti – Unti nagkakamabutihan at nagkakaseryosohan pangalang pinagmulan napalitan ng pagmamahalang sinubok at tinakda ng panahon.… Continue reading San nga ba tayo nagsimula?

The Letter Inside My Pocket

It’s funny how I am missing someone who I rarely talk to. Someone who never notice how excited I am whenever he is around. Someone that makes me smile when we accidentally bump into each other. Someone that caught my attention whenever he speaks even he never notice that I listen in every single word he says.

Spinstering

I used to smileAt everyoneEven when I am by myself I used to laughQuite loudlyEven at the cheesiest joke I turned thirtyThen I learnedA smile is an invitation It is a wayTo welcomeSomeone’s unwanted attention And that laughterWhen it’s loudDoes not suit a single woman It can appearDisgustingVulgar, rude and rather childish And so my… Continue reading Spinstering

Take the risk

May mga bagay na akala natin para saatin, pero akala lang pala natin. Isa ako sa mga nakaranas ng tinatawag nilang “Pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana”. Yung feeling na parang daig mo pa yung nanalo sa lotto makatabi o makausap lang, yung tipong ngitian ka lang niya kumpleto na araw mo. Pero may hangganan pala lahat… Continue reading Take the risk

You always have a special place in my heart,

I was so dumb for believing my heart. Siguro akala ko kasi may mga bagay na pwede naman. Kagaya ng ‘ikaw at ako’. Gumising nalang ako bigla na napaisip, saan na nga ba hahantong ito? May ending ba or road to forever itong “malabong-relasyon” na ito? Ang hirap pala ma-stuck sa ganitong sitwasyon. Puro ka… Continue reading You always have a special place in my heart,

Anong nangyari?

Anong nangyari? Bakit ngayon andito tayo? Akala ko nung una totoo na may ‘ikaw at ako’ Teka, ‘di ko alam bakit andito na tayo sa dulo Biglang nagtapos, nawala ang damdamin, naglaho Ang mundo nating masaya at makulay Ngayon malungkot na at puno ng lumbay Nasaan ka na ba? Yung pangako mo nawala na Meron… Continue reading Anong nangyari?

The Crux is You

H- Hi~… It’s been a really long time now huh? How have you been? I guess… you’re doing great and I’m wholly happy about that. Hope you’ll be fine in the future too. Don’t give up! Your plans… your dreams… and your passion no matter how hard it is, okay? Whatever hindrances and obstacles you’ll… Continue reading The Crux is You

ITO NA ANG HULING TULA NA ISUSULAT KO PARA SAYO

Gusto ko lang palabasin ang mga salita sa aking damdamin, para iyong intindihin ang aking mithiin at para iyo ring maramdaman ang mga sugal at paghihirap na ginawa ko para sayo ngunit mauuwi din pala sa ganito. Gusto kong magsimula sa umpisa gusto kong magsimula sa umpisa kung saan ikaw ay una kong namataan na… Continue reading ITO NA ANG HULING TULA NA ISUSULAT KO PARA SAYO

Bakit hindi ako?

Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng pinapangarap? Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng hinihiling? Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng ginugusto sa malayo? Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng hinahanap-hanap? Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng pinagmamalaki? Bakit hindi ako yung babaeng minamahal ng walang kapalit? Lahat ng tanong na maaari kong itanong tungkol sa mga bagay na wala ako,… Continue reading Bakit hindi ako?

Better left unsaid

I’m afraid if I’ll keep on going it’s not only me who’ll get drown. You were almost so ideal that no matter how I keep on reminding myself, nothing works. It excites me when you’re listening to my interests like I’m having my own stage to talk about me. No one bothers but just listens.… Continue reading Better left unsaid

To be a Frontliner.

For 7 years as a Medical technologist, I never felt so proud of my profession. In this period where the world is mourning over this pandemic, my heart was so flattered. I never been so proud like this before. Where ever I go, everyone is giving me priorities. Free food for every shift. Free ride… Continue reading To be a Frontliner.

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