A blissful feeling is what they’ve characterized Love with. Nonetheless, Loving someone would always involve pain and sacrifices for the one you love. No matter how much we give Love that ideal version of ever joyful bliss, we would always come to a realization that sometimes being in pain doing sacrifices for the one you… Continue reading Painful Bliss
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I apologize as you matter to me a lot.
I wish the pain had also ended as I closed my chapter 2022. Every step I take as Chapter 2023 begins appears to be difficult. I can say that I am no longer feeling the same pain as I did on the day you decided to leave. I don’t know where this journey is taking… Continue reading I apologize as you matter to me a lot.
Sa Kabila ng Bakit
Hinanap, natagpuan.Nagkakilala, nagkapalagayan.Masaya sa una. Sa una lang pala.Bakit unti-unting naglaho ang nakasanayan na?Bakit palagi na lang nauudlot ang nasimulan na?Bakit pinili nilang mawala ngunit biglang bumabalik?Bakit sa huli na nila napagtanto kung kailan may nasaktan na?Bakit hindi maipagpatuloy ang nasimulan?Bakit naging duwag ang sa una’y matapang? Hindi na kita hahanapin pang muli.Sapagkat ang hinahanap… Continue reading Sa Kabila ng Bakit
Late Night Talks
Late night talks Late night talks are fun when talking to you. We can tell stories that are far beyond topics. It allows us to be open and share our deep thoughts. Fears, disappointments nor dreams. In these late night talks we created a safe space. Your vulnerability, your soft heartedness and your wild… Continue reading Late Night Talks
My Home
Kiersten White — ‘And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.’ I’ve sought to travel the world searching for happiness Having been alone in this life seems like a curse I’ve wished to see the rays of tomorrow Hoping the joy it would bring… Continue reading My Home
Love Letter
What if I tell you That I’m drawn to you That what I can’t get off my mind is you That when I lose myself, I lose myself in you That I could fall for you Will that allow me to see you Will you want me to think of you? Will I find… Continue reading Love Letter
Allow Me To Love You Until I No Longer Do
Allow Me To Love You Until I No Longer Do One-sided love is courageous and beautiful. You express your feelings without hesitation. You tell them how much you like to talk and be with them. You make ways to interact just to get their attention. Simple greetings and simple words of affirmation every day just… Continue reading Allow Me To Love You Until I No Longer Do
Sunflower
Maybe it’s just a random feeling that you got my attention without any effort you make. As of now I can’t imagine my days without hearing your voice which got addicted too. Vindicated with your innocent soul, marks like an arrow where my heart is in trouble. Enchanted on how you captured my attention, and… Continue reading Sunflower
My unexpected love in a wrong time
They say the unexpected, love is one of the beautiful kind of love because you get the astonished feelings and everything happens so suddenly and there’s a lot of questions in mind. WHY? HOW? WHEN? WHERE? And those questions always triggered yourself until you find the right answer. 😍 BUT you felt that love in… Continue reading My unexpected love in a wrong time
One Day
Today, my family and I went to my parents’ retirement house. It played a significant part in my waiting, to be honest. I remember that a year ago, we stayed here while I waited to see him for the first time after we started talking. I remembered the way days passed by while I waited… Continue reading One Day
Buwan na nakamasid
Sa paglubog ng araw nabalot ng dilim ang kapaligiran. Nangangapa at tila di alam saan ang patutunguhan. Naligaw ng landas, naakay sa kalawakang walang kasiguraduhan. May isang pag asa na nagliwanag. Tila nagbigay buhay sa pusong pagod na at puro iba nalang inatupag. Liwanag na nag papaalala Ikaw ay mahalaga di man para sa kanya… Continue reading Buwan na nakamasid
Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.
Lumaya ka na sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya. Na “what if” magparamdam ulit siya, o mangamusta?“What if” may chance pa, hindi lang talaga good yung timing sa ngayon?“What if” hinihintay lang pala niya akong mangamusta?“What if” bumalik siya? Simula nang iwan ka niya, dapat pati “what-ifs” mo putulin mo na.Huwag mo nang ikulong ang… Continue reading Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.
to you who feel inferior.
Look at yourself. You doubt your ability. Your capabilities Just because they say that you’re unadmirable? You will never know who is looking at you. There is someone out there who admires you from afar. Inspired by your courage Because of your sincerity You are not weird. Society is. Look around; notice how people are… Continue reading to you who feel inferior.
Allow me to miss you until I no longer do.
How are you? I’ve been wanting to ask you this, but since we’ve parted ways, I no longer have the guts to. I’ve missed you ever since. There are days when I miss you less and days when I miss you a lot more. Sometimes, I want to see you just as you would react.… Continue reading Allow me to miss you until I no longer do.
Ngayon kaya? Mag move on ka na!
I envy her, I know I can never replace her and have her place in your life cause she’s your dream and I am just a dreamer who admires you in silence cause breaking my silence means destroying everything we had and even losing you.
Finding beauty in the broken hearts
God uses broken things. It takes broken soil to produce a crop, broken clouds to give rain, broken grain to give bread, and broken bread to give strength. – Vance Havner
To all the Good Guys Out There
I hope you continue breaking the norm that guys aren’t faithful and trustworthy.
I cannot pursue you
“I accept the fact there will no chapter of us in this life story. And I cannot pursue you if it means turning back to everything and everyone and even my promise to myself.”
I am tired of this “okay-then-not-okay” cycle as part of the healing process.
Emotional pain affects every aspect of your life. When you are heart-broken, your physical body is unable to function properly, and your mental health suffers as well. I despise my current situation. I wish I had the ability to instantly heal myself. The healing process is bizarre. There are days when I feel fine and… Continue reading I am tired of this “okay-then-not-okay” cycle as part of the healing process.
It is painful to know someone close to you chooses to cut ties with you.
It is painful to know someone close to you chooses to cut ties with you. You were used to hanging out, updating, and going through life together, but it all came to an end. After all of the memories you’ve made together, countless whys are probably racing through your mind because of what happened. I’ve… Continue reading It is painful to know someone close to you chooses to cut ties with you.
Pure intentions never win in this Era!
Funny how people with a pure and good intentions always lose in love. Palagi silang nata-take for granted. All they want is someone who can love them despite of all their imperfections, but hindi nagiging gano’n yung outcome. Palagi na lang yung mga taong clear ang intentions ang nagsu-suffer, they’re willing to take risk but… Continue reading Pure intentions never win in this Era!
Dear future someone,
Dear future someone, How are you? I hope everything is going well for you. If not, please take your time to rest. It’s okay to be busy, but don’t forget to connect with God regardless of your circumstances. I know it’s difficult to face adulthood, but I hope you have a support group that understands,… Continue reading Dear future someone,
Comeback Isn’t Real (Hindi Lahat Dapat Balikan)
After breakups, cool offs, hanapin-ko-lang-sarili-ko momints, and such, people around often romanticize the idea saying, “If you truly love someone, then win him/her back.” Funny how they put an intensifier ‘truly’, when in fact it meant the opposite for some. However, the truth is that the so-called comeback depends on the situation. If the past… Continue reading Comeback Isn’t Real (Hindi Lahat Dapat Balikan)
Hinintay Mo Akong Malunod
“May darating, may aalis,” ika ng karamihan. Pero ang naisip ko lang, hindi mo gagawin ang lumisan. Sabay tayong tumaya sa hinaharap na walang kasiguraduhan. Kaya naman, tungo sa landas na sabay nating pinangarap, araw-araw kong hinakbang ang aking mga paa. Marami mang boses na pilit akong hinadlangan ay hindi ko ito pinakinggan. Alam ko… Continue reading Hinintay Mo Akong Malunod
When a No is a Yes
Love doesn’t have to be hard. It doesn’t choke—ain’t suffocating. Rather, love, in fact, is gentle. It will make you realize that you are worth much more than a gold; you are deserving of all sorts of happiness in this world. A priceless gem. One of a kind. It will always remind you of who… Continue reading When a No is a Yes
Accept it, even if proper closure will never be given.
Since the day you left, lots of questions have bothered my mind. Did I do something wrong that made you walk away? Have I said something inappropriate that made you leave? Will you still come back to explain why? Or perhaps restore what was (I don’t know if it was) broken? As time goes by,… Continue reading Accept it, even if proper closure will never be given.
Blast of Emotion
I can’t barely fight this internal hurricanes inside of me; Trying to sleep to forget all the regrets and cruelty. But no matter what I do I’m still blinded with intoxication, Of being stuck with this foolish imagination. Ironic isn’t it? I’m broken and yet I don’t bleed. What you see is this perfect smile,… Continue reading Blast of Emotion
Dear heart
Dear heart, Alam ko kung gaano kabigat ang dinadala mo ngayon. Ang hirap masanay sa mga bagay na panandalian lang pala. Ang sakit iwanan ng biglaan. Sana pwede ibalik ang nakaraan at magwarning sa sarili. Alam kong dumadating na sa punto na napapadasal ka nalang na sana pwede mong i-skip yung masakit na process. Sana… Continue reading Dear heart
Someday
Someday let’s do the things we planned to.. Watch you play basketball while I cheer for you on the bleachers; Watch you play the guitar while I sing you a song just like how you used to tease me with all your favorite classic songs– volumes up, together singing along as if it explained… Continue reading Someday
“You do not deserve that bare minimum treatment.”
“You do not deserve that bare minimum treatment.” That’s what I used to tell my friends because I didn’t want them to feel unworthy. They had no idea I was putting up with this kind of treatment just to keep the one I loved. Isn’t that stupid? I suppose it’s true that love is blind.… Continue reading “You do not deserve that bare minimum treatment.”