Boiling Waters
A friendship dies for a reason. It may be painful for us, especially if you really had a good bond, but it’s always for the good of both sides. All we have to do is accept that people come and go and learn to be happy where they are. Do Continue Reading
Sabi ni Laida kay Miggy, “Mahal kita, mula noon, hanggang ngayon, pati na no’ng in between.” Sa pelikula, Miggy and Laila were separated for two years. Miggy had a relationship sa in-between. Laida, on the other hand, didn’t. Sabi naman ni Basha kay Popoy, “Poy, ako na lang. Ako na Continue Reading
When words are not enough to express what you feel. But, your eyes know how to make it lighter. The heaviness in your chest wants to explode. Then tears will flow like a stream and you can’t stop it. The healing process feels like a roller coaster. The ups and Continue Reading
Goodbye to the dreams we tried so hard to accomplish, to the plans we tried to establish, to the goals we tried to reach, and to the love I thought we had. This breaks my heart to tell you this. You were both the best and worst thing to ever Continue Reading
Lumaya ka na sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya. Na “what if” magparamdam ulit siya, o mangamusta?“What if” may chance pa, hindi lang talaga good yung timing sa ngayon?“What if” hinihintay lang pala niya akong mangamusta?“What if” bumalik siya? Simula nang iwan ka niya, dapat pati “what-ifs” mo putulin mo Continue Reading
How are you? I’ve been wanting to ask you this, but since we’ve parted ways, I no longer have the guts to. I’ve missed you ever since. There are days when I miss you less and days when I miss you a lot more. Sometimes, I want to see you Continue Reading
God uses broken things. It takes broken soil to produce a crop, broken clouds to give rain, broken grain to give bread, and broken bread to give strength. – Vance Havner
I have a confession to make. I witnessed your wedding without you knowing. Why? I want to gauge how I actually feel. Thank God that I did because I realized a few things. One, I can’t imagine myself getting married – I know it is unfair, knowing that you have Continue Reading
“I accept the fact there will no chapter of us in this life story. And I cannot pursue you if it means turning back to everything and everyone and even my promise to myself.”
You can be sure that you’ll still have me as your best shareholder once I’ve fully recovered and moved on.
Emotional pain affects every aspect of your life. When you are heart-broken, your physical body is unable to function properly, and your mental health suffers as well. I despise my current situation. I wish I had the ability to instantly heal myself. The healing process is bizarre. There are days Continue Reading
It is painful to know someone close to you chooses to cut ties with you. You were used to hanging out, updating, and going through life together, but it all came to an end. After all of the memories you’ve made together, countless whys are probably racing through your mind Continue Reading
“I like you and I want to pursue you”, those were your exact words 5 years ago. I can still remember how courageous you were in sharing your experience of how God spoke to you in the most intimate way telling you that I am the woman He had prepared Continue Reading
The clock ticked. Time flew so quickly. We were sitting on a couch and all of a sudden, you ran from me…from our home. I chased you; mountains and trees barricaded the view. You went too far. I was trying to catch my breath after splinter pierced my foot—wasn’t able Continue Reading
After breakups, cool offs, hanapin-ko-lang-sarili-ko momints, and such, people around often romanticize the idea saying, “If you truly love someone, then win him/her back.” Funny how they put an intensifier ‘truly’, when in fact it meant the opposite for some. However, the truth is that the so-called comeback depends on Continue Reading
I can’t barely fight this internal hurricanes inside of me; Trying to sleep to forget all the regrets and cruelty. But no matter what I do I’m still blinded with intoxication, Of being stuck with this foolish imagination. Ironic isn’t it? I’m broken and yet I don’t bleed. What you Continue Reading
Salamat sa mga alaala. Salamat sa mga panahon na ninais mo akong makita. Salamat sa mga pag uusap na makabuluhan. Salamat sa mga oras na iyong ipinahiram. Salamat sa pakikinig. Salamat din at ako ay iyong napakilig. Salamat at ang lahat na ito ay natapos din. Salamat at ang lahat Continue Reading
Dear heart, Alam ko kung gaano kabigat ang dinadala mo ngayon. Ang hirap masanay sa mga bagay na panandalian lang pala. Ang sakit iwanan ng biglaan. Sana pwede ibalik ang nakaraan at magwarning sa sarili. Alam kong dumadating na sa punto na napapadasal ka nalang na sana pwede mong i-skip Continue Reading
“You do not deserve that bare minimum treatment.” That’s what I used to tell my friends because I didn’t want them to feel unworthy. They had no idea I was putting up with this kind of treatment just to keep the one I loved. Isn’t that stupid? I suppose it’s Continue Reading
Since the day I’ve learned about my feelings for you, I started doing things I thought you’d appreciate. All of those went unnoticed. I still tried, I can’t lose what I don’t have, so why not try, right? I’m mistaken, I can’t lose you, but I lost myself. After several Continue Reading
Thoughts flowing early in the morning Until very late in the evening. Endless seas of white And blue bubbles and pings. Who thought that you from a different nation Could hold deep conversations. Sixteen hours of flight Turned into a great delight. Escaped from dating app to real life To Continue Reading
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In an alternate universe, would we be? In an alternate universe, would we be together? Would we be holding each other’s hands and looking into each other’s eyes? Would we be kissing and dancing in the rain? Would we be ticking things off a bucketlist we wrote together? Would we Continue Reading
I was introduced to Boiling Waters by a friend of mine. I thought that this seems to be a good place to share my thoughts and feelings. I wrote this piece at 2 am wondering if people ever stay or are we all just passers-by… When walking in a street, Continue Reading
I was in the dumps when you came in. Somehow I wanted to feel okay. I wanted something new to feel. And as someone who doesn’t know shit, someone who forgot her worth, and someone who never had any experiences, I accepted and played your game. We had fun (or Continue Reading
Nang dumating siya sa buhay mo, nakalimutan mo ako.
Nang mawala siya sa buhay mo, naalala mo ako.
Kagabi ako pa yung kausap mo, ngayon siya na ang pinagpupuyatan mo.
Hi! you are one of the good people I know,your attitude of maturity was one of my favorites,you are kind and brilliant and I loved it.I always affirm you for your excellent skill. I forgot to tell you that your hair suits your facewhen it was neatly brushed down.I like Continue Reading
Thank you for showing around and unending teases that made my day
Thank you for remembering things about me that I almost forget
Thank you for telling me how you thought of me when it rains
Thank you for making my heart sway in glee
There’s a famous line that says “Home is where the heart is”. For the past few years, I’ve been jumping from relationship to relationship hoping to find home only to get my heart broken, again and again. Off to find home, heart break after heart break, relationship after relationship, I’ve Continue Reading
I was kind of rethinking my relationship with you and how it does affect me and my life in so many ways. You know everything is so great with you. You are my biggest fan, I can see that. You wanted me to go out of my comfort zone and Continue Reading
