Categories Relationships

Falling apart

The day we met was the start My heart was jumping from happiness You could be my counterpart I was so blessed.   For the short period of time We made memories Memories that feels like a lifetime, Unbound mysteries.   Your love, your hug and your kiss In my Continue Reading

Categories Bdub

Thank You For Not Choosing To Stay

That night, when I asked you to leave, at the back of my head, I said, “Please, don’t let me go.” And the world agreed with what my heart wanted, and it shouted your name. But still, you left. I had to agree and surrender. Thank you for not choosing Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Bakit ngayon pa?

Bakit ngayon pa? Kung kailan wala na ang mga ngiti sa labi t’wing nasisilayan ka Kung kailan pinalaya na kita Kung kailan sinabi ko na sa sarili ko na ayoko ng umasa Mahal ayoko ng masaktan pa Sana dati pa Noong panahong may kilig At pagmamahal Noong panahong gaano man Continue Reading

Categories Faith

“An Interview with God”

“An Interview with God” What would I ask? I’m not really sure about what to ask on Him. I’m just afraid knowing He will never tell me a single lie. I’m just afraid to know that His answers might change the way I choose to live. I’m too afraid to Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Your Scars Are Your Beauty Marks

You fell in love too hard. Your worth has always been with another person. You gave your all and made yourself fall. You were too naive back then. Your idea about love was perfect and colorful. All of it made sense to you and it made you think that life Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

To the girl who stole my guy

Remember the time when I asked you to stay away from him and to back off? But you DIDN’T. I remembered you telling me that there is “NOTHING” going on between you two and that I should not worry. Stupid as shit – I believe in you. CONGRATULATIONS. Job well Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Huli

HULI Ito na ang huli. Ito na ang huling mga letrang bubuin ko para sayo. Ito na ang huling mga salitang iaalay ko para sayo. Ito na ang huling mga luhang papatak mula sa mga mata ko dahil sayo. Ito na ang huli. Ito na ang huling beses na babalikan Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Pag-ibig na Inamoy ng Aking Kili-Kili

Nang aking pinagmamasdan ang pagtirik ng araw Batid nito ay sinag at maaliwalas na kwento Kwentong magpagpahayag sa lumang kong litrato Suot natin ang unipormeng puti at magkatabi tayo Larawang kupas hatid ay alaala noong magkasama pa tayo Musmos at inosente itong aking pg-iisip ngunit may kirot Kirot na hindi Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

You Are

You’re not perfect and I don’t expect you to be because that would be boring. you’re flawed and broken, that’s okay, I’m broken to and those pieces could do the fitting and cover your flaws. You’re vulnerable, it’s evident, yet in your vulnerability you find the strength to hold on Continue Reading

Categories Dating Tips

Pagpili

Sa pagpili ng iyong makakasama Isipin mo sana kung ang nais mo ba Ay isang araw na iyong makakasama sa kaginhawaan at saya O isang buwan na gagabay sayo sa kadiliman na mundo ang may dala  

Categories Relationships

Bakit ka bumitaw?

Tinanatong ko sarili ko “bakit ka bumitaw?”. Akala ko ba ako ang gusto mong maging last boyfriend and eventually your husband?. Madaming tanong sa isip ko na hindi mahanapan ng sagot. Oo masakit, masakit ang masaktan. Yung akala mong steady na, pang-forever na kayo tapos sa isang iglap lang, biglang Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

The Love We Deserve

According to a pretty famous book, “We accept the love we think we deserve.” And I would agree. Despite being a church leader and pretty successful in my career, I have settled for a few unclear and undefined relationships in the past. Most are puzzled with this fact, but looking Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Para saiyo, Aking Mahal..

Mahal ko, Alam kong maaga pa para sulatan ka pero ihahayag ko sayo ang damdamin ko sa araw na ito. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na sa pagdating mo, baka hindi na ako madaling mahalin. Maagang nagpakilala ang buhay sa akin at  marami na akong inilaban para maka-abot sa oras Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Mapapagod, Pero ‘Di Susuko

Mag-aaway, magbabati Paulit-ulit At pagkatapos ng pagbabati, Mapapatanong na lang ako sa aking sarili “Kaya pa ba? Okay pa ba?’ Nakakapagod.. Nakakapagod, pero wala. Sobrang mahal kita eh. Kaya kahit mahirap, Kahit mapagod Hindi ako susuko     Ganun naman talaga diba? Kapag mahal mo, titiisin mo lahat. Mapapagod, tapos Continue Reading

Categories Depression

Crippled

Crippled Suddenly you’re there again, in that situation, in that loneliness you escaped a long time ago. It’s creeping. It snuck into you like a thief in the night while you’re fast asleep. Without a notice, without a warning. You just realized it when you felt an empty space in Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

“Ang Hindi Ko”

Hindi kita gagayahin. Hindi kita tutularan. Hindi ko gagawin kung ano man ang ginagawa mo ngayon, Hindi ko susubukang gumawa ng mga bagay na pwedeng makasakit sayo, tulad ng nararamdaman ko sa mga ginagawa mo. Hindi ko susubukan dahil hindi ko naman alam kung may sakit karin bang mararamdaman kung Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Mahal ko, Hanggang sa muli

Hanggang sa maging tama na ang pagkakataon, Hanggang sa hindi na natin kailangan ipaglaban ang ilang minutong kwentuhan   Mahal, alam kong mahirap at masakit Walang kasiguraduhan ang lalakaran nating daan Ni hindi natin masasabi kung anong kahihinatnan   Pero sa tingin ko, mas kakayanin ko na lumayo Kung kapalit Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Bakit tayo nasasaktan?

MGA RASON KUNG BAKIT TAYO NASASAKTAN:   1. WE KEEP ON CHASING. We keep on chasing people na pinipilit nating mahalin tayo, eh ang totoo hindi naman. 2. WE KEEP ON EXPECTING. We keep on expecting too much na “baka mahal rin niya ako” feeling which is HINDI naman. 3. Continue Reading

Categories Relationships

Nakasanayan

Nakasanayan kong lagi kang andyan sa tabi ko,pero darating din pala ang oras na bigla na lang may pagbabago. Nakasanayan kong lagi kang kausap, pero mawawala na lang din pala ang lahat ng parang bula. Nakasanayan kong lagi kang nagyayaya kung saan, pero ngayon hindi mo na magawa. Nakasanayan kong Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

Muli

Mga matatamis na alaalang kay sarap balikan Mga alaalang nagturo sayo at sa akin ng kahulugan ng kaligayahan Mga alaalang syang nagturo sa atin kung paano maging matatag Mga alaalang bagama’t may kaunting sakit ay hindi dapat ibaon na lamang basta sa limot Muli nagbabalik na naman sa akin ang Continue Reading

Categories Move On

Pain

Everyone blames you for what they chose to do. Everyone despise you. Everyone wishes you to be gone yet you teaches them the greatest lessons. I know it’s been a long time since we met. I wish we didn’t but I’m thankful that we have. My dad used to play Continue Reading

Categories Waiting

Nawa’y sa dulo may ‘tayo’

Hihintayin kita sa kung saan tayo unang nagkita. Magpapatuloy ako sa paglalakbay, pero magiiwan ako ng palantandaan para sa pagbalik mo, hindi ka mahirapang hanapin ako. Hihintayin kita sa araw na napagkasunduan. Gaya ng araw at ng buwan.  Pangako! Hihintayin kita sa oras na okay ka na at kaya mo Continue Reading

Categories Poetry

“Hindi ko namalayan”

Minsan ka na nga lang umibig, bakit ganito pa? Inakala mong magtatagal, pero biglang naglaho na parang bula Akala mo seryoso, pero nagbibiro lang pala Hindi ko namalayan, nawala na lang bigla Mabilis lang baguhin ng pagkakataon Ang nararamdamang hindi napapanahon Kung sakali mang tumagal iyon, Madali lang lalamunin ng Continue Reading