My ex and I were together for 8 years. We were happy. He was my college professor. He made his first move during class. But I was hesitant since he was a professor. He then resigned that same school year and we continued dating and eventually, been together since then. Continue Reading
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My Ex Married My Opposite
Friends with Benefits with Ex Pero Ikakasal Pala si Ex
Our relationship lasted for 8 years. Our break up, for me, wasn’t clear. Johnny, my ex, wanted to go our separate ways. Gusto na niya magmove on kasi hindi kami para sa isa’t-isa. Sabi niya, if may manliligaw sa akin, entertainin ko lang. It was like he was telling me Continue Reading
Liberating Notes: To all the Good Guys who Couldn’t Pursue
Pursue her- because you can.
Thank You For Protecting Me From the Love You Cannot Offer
To the Musician I cannot love, I have never confessed the real feeling that I have felt for you because of its uncertainty. Knowing also that it’s not proper for a girl to do such first. However holding back those feelings for years felt so unreal. I started to confront Continue Reading
Loving a Breadwinner…
Hey there, my future. Loving me would probably be the most difficult relationship you would ever have to be involved in. Loving me would mean you have to broaden your understanding. Loving me would mean you have to understand that you’re not always the priority. Loving me would mean you Continue Reading
Nag Settle sa One-Sided
Today is Valentine’s Day of 2022 I woke up early because its a monday there is a 1hour bus ride to work. The day before was a sunday routine, we got out. I talked and he listened, we never got on another fight for its the last time. Hmmmm… As Continue Reading
Sugat ng Kahapon
Ako ay natigil sa paglalakad ng makita ko Siya. Unang pumukaw sa Kanyang paningin ay ang mga sugat sa aking katawan. Alam kong ang mga mata Nya’y nangungusap at tila ba humihingi ng kasagutan. Sa paglabas ng mga dahilan sa pamamagitan ng salita ay muli kong tinanaw ang daang aking Continue Reading
Letting Go With Hope
I hope… She will love you patiently when your life gets tough She will love you kindly when your day is rough I hope… She will protect you and not to make you cry She will hold your hand tighter when things don’t go right I hope… She will take Continue Reading
His Timeline
I am certain, my heart will be forever yours. Three months ago, I was in a whirlwind of emotions.. lost in the atmosphere of boys. I was hurt, and I knew that I’m going to show each and everyone what I was capable of, that even though he used my Continue Reading
My Not So Fun Childhood and How it Affected Me as a Young Adult
Everyone’s story is different, yet all are significant. I believe that every one of us has a story to tell which holds the power to influence, inspire, build, and make a difference in other people’s lives. I feel like autonomy has been flowing in my blood since I was a Continue Reading
Kamusta ka?
Kamusta ka? Dalawang salita pero lampas ilang libong kasagutan ang nais kong mapakinggan. Sa mahabang maghapon na hindi tayo nagkaroon ng usapan. Nanaisin ko paring tanungin kung ano ang nangyari sa iyo buong araw. Hindi. Hindi ito sa kung ano ang iyong mga ginawa. Ito ay kung paano mo sinuong Continue Reading
Why Do We Always Hurt The One We Love?
Why do we always hurt the one we love? “True love hurts,” a cliché line I always read and heard. But does this justify our decisions and actions when we hurt the one we love? Is it enough to validate the hurt we brought by saying that we just love Continue Reading
Friday Nights
Friday nights, it wouldn’t be the same as before. Yet, the lessons that you impart remain inside my heart.
THE REAL ME!
Wide awake in the small room When everybody were fall asleep Here I am thinking of so many things Questions, regrets and other thoughts keep crossing my mind back and forth. When the darkness slowly steals the light When the evening embracess the day That is also the same moment, Continue Reading
LIMANG ARAW NA PAGKAKAIBIGAN
Isa akong call center agent, trabaho kong umalalay sa mga tao lalo na pag nangangailangan ng tulong o gabay. Pero sa naranasan ko, tila di lang natatapos sa pagtanggalng headset ang trabaho ko. Nagsimula ang lahat sa lunes, araw na lumipat ako ng upuan. Di inakalang magiging comportable sa isa’t Continue Reading
Thoughts in life
As I am staring at the ceiling of my room, thoughts are working in my mind. Our Life… It was like, we, people keep on chasing happiness for satisfaction. We pressure ourselves that we “should” always be happy. We are chasing happiness for our emotional security. But as I Continue Reading
IT WAS NOT LOVE
It took me years to realize that it was not love, I was just lost and seeking on the process I told myself that maybe in another season of our lives You could love me the way I thought I was That is why I waited I was fighting for Continue Reading
Dear Mr. Sky part two
Since the day I’ve learned about my feelings for you, I started doing things I thought you’d appreciate. All of those went unnoticed. I still tried, I can’t lose what I don’t have, so why not try, right? I’m mistaken, I can’t lose you, but I lost myself. After several Continue Reading
First time.
Hello 👋 It’s my first time here, first time to publish in BW app. I’m an avid fan of ’em (BW) especially in the podcast on Spotify playlist. I hope this app is good. 🙏
Nothing More (My Built-Up Wall 9 of 9)
I must admit that the pain is still here. I believe they all need time to assure that once I let them go one by one, there’s no way they could find their way back to me. it was a bit funny because the more I protect my heart from Continue Reading
Recovering (My Built-Up Wall 8 of 9)
I confronted you about my pain and I never invalidated your heartache as well/ if I go through something, I knew that you too have your own dark alleys to surpass with a brave heart. I was completely trying to find for a shred of sunlight to pass through the Continue Reading
That’s All (My Built-Up Wall 7 of 9)
These puddle of confusions drowns me to sleep. I didn’t know how to convince myself that I should accept the fact that I was also part of your confusion. I was part of your questions or something that adds to the pile of your heavy guilt. It was the time Continue Reading
Hurt (My Built-Up Wall 6 Of 9)
You’re still drowning from the loss of the most important person in your life. You’re still breaking every time a pinch of loneliness visits your dreams and wished you could just turn back the time. But aside from that, you have the greatest frustrations that you tried to conceal out Continue Reading
Haunted (My Built-Up Wall 5 of 9)
The first few months look like they were here to last. We have so much time to spend with each other although we knew that it was me and you between the screens of our phones. There was distance in between us but we wanted to explore the probabilities of Continue Reading
Blossomed (My Built-Up Wall 4 of 9)
Our friendship blossomed under the sky of our similarities, interests, and viewpoints about love and life. We knew how to jibe along to the weather until talking to you became the only thing that could make me say it was a day well-spent. We agreed on so many things. You Continue Reading
Stranded (My Built-Up Wall 3 Of 9)
It took up so much of my years. I was stranded upon my hope that my feet won’t allow me to take me to the wrong places. Nobody came worthy enough to change that. I conditioned my heart that I will never let the wrong ones in again. Never again. Continue Reading
Higher Walls (My built-up wall 2 of 9)
I moved on. It was a bit ironic to move away from a certain area where he never even asked me to stay. I moved on because I had no choice but to admit and accept that he was nothing but just another man who only wanted to remain on Continue Reading
Almost (My built-up wall 1 of 9)
My heart has always been an empty place of people who have unsure commitments —people who see love as nothing but just a trial-and-error. And maybe that’s why I grew so terrified reopening it because the echoes of my heartbreak kept knocking on my door, the sadness that I drunk Continue Reading
Closer to the Shepherd’s heart
Dear lady, The past weeks have been difficult for you. I never saw you as vulnerable as before. As if you’re a fragile glass that’s in need of being handled carefully because if not you might see yourself shattered on the ground. I saw you having those sleepless nights Continue Reading
Vacation Romances Don’t Last
Thoughts flowing early in the morning Until very late in the evening. Endless seas of white And blue bubbles and pings. Who thought that you from a different nation Could hold deep conversations. Sixteen hours of flight Turned into a great delight. Escaped from dating app to real life To Continue Reading