Boiling Waters
To my Bestie whom I fell in love with, Hi! I don’t know if you knew that I have fallen for you but yes, I do love you. I know you can’t love me back the way I love you because you’re in long time relationship and I won’t ask Continue Reading
I’m just so happy that everyday passes by and our relationship is getting stronger and stronger I just hope that you will truly be my forever Its been years of roller coaster relationships ups and so many downs But were still here surviving many times I give up on us Continue Reading
Searching….. I’ve been searching for You, High and low, From west to east, All around the world. I’ve been searching for You, Night and day, From time to time, Everyday of my life. I’ve been searching for You, From mountains to deep seas, From city to city, From Continue Reading
I often ache in places that I shouldn’t be. I despised myself so often, and every time, I forget when’s the last time I’m actually happy to see myself in the mirror, alive and breathing. I ache in places where it is easier to put on a mask than Continue Reading
I said that I really love the book of Mitch Albom, Tuesdays With Morrie. But, I forgot one lesson of Morrie that we should acknowledge what we feel, even if it’s good or bad emotions. And that is okay. I forgot that. I forgot that we are all just Continue Reading
Am I left behind ? In the midst of a great battle I was seeking help from my kin But in the end, here I am, alone In my success and every mile stone We celebrated those moments But during my season of autumn, I was dejected like an outcast Continue Reading
Hindi ko mainitindihan ang famous break up line na ” Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig” Bakit Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig eh Kung sa una palang pag-ibig ang dahilan Kung bakit meron ikaw at ako. Bakit Hindi magiging sapat ang pag-ibig Kung Ito ang dahilan bakit nilikha ang langit at lupa. Bakit Continue Reading
“You weren’t put on earth to be remembered. You were put here to prepare for eternity”. – Pastor Rick Warren Take it piece by piece, is this not enough to fortify your conviction that you are not made to last only in mortal age, but promised to live for eternity? Continue Reading
I know we’ve only known each other for a little while that we haven’t seen each other yet, i also know that our bond is not as strong as our past relationships but you don’t know how many times i wishes to the stars it should be you that I’d Continue Reading
Ano ba talaga tayo? A question that doesn’t have a concrete answer kasi hindi sigurado. Walang assurance right from the start. Basta masaya tayo sa isa’t isa pero hanggang kailan? Hindi tayo, walang ikaw at ako. We’re not even friends or more than that. We’re in a flirtationship, landian lang Continue Reading
It’s normal for some folks to place a solid weight upon certain actions, almost considering them as a point-of-no-return, I figure nga it’s kind of like driving along the Halsema on a road trip. Most folks are afraid to turn around, even if they’ve realized nga they made a wrong Continue Reading
This is for you, JRC. This may come across as a “sadboi story”, but hear me out. Nagpa consult ako sa psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Umiinom ako ng antidepressant, nilalabanan ko yung negative thoughts na pumapasok sa isip ko and my uncontrollable bursts Continue Reading
Nawalan din naman ako ng gana. Dumating din naman ako sa puntong hindi ko alam kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko sayo, pero hindi ako bumitaw. Oo, nagpahinga ako, pero hindi ako sumuko. Oo, nanahimik ako pero hindi ako naghanap ng iba. Ngayon, oo, pinalaya kita pero gusto pa Continue Reading
Sometimes, we ask ourselves these “Bakit” even though some of it, we already knew the answer.
Let’s be friends again. Back on those days when were both just happy and carefree.Back on those days when we both feel loved by each others warmth and protection. Back on those days when you used to treat me yours, and that you are mine.Back on those days when you Continue Reading
Kamusta ka? Alam kong pagod ka na, nakakapagod kasi ang buhay. Paulit-ulit lang, walang bago. Ngunit hindi yan ang dahilan para tumigil, life is not a sprint competition, it’s a lifelong marathon. Takbo lang, pag napagod magpahinga. Marami ka mang mapagdaanan sa buhay isipin mo na God will lead you Continue Reading
He wasn’t mine but I’m letting him go. It’s hard to let go of someone who wasn’t been yours but your world revolves around him. It’s hard to let go of the person you knew in the first place is no longer attached. I want to let go of your Continue Reading
Nais ko lang magpasalamat sa lahat ng iyong nagawa. Salamat sa tawanan, kwentohan at biruan. Salamat sa payo at pakikinig. Salamat sa pagkakaibigan at sa kunting bangayan. Salamat na rin sa kilig na iyong naidulot. Hindi mo man alam ang liwanag na iyong dala, napapasaya mo’ko sa tuwing kasama kita. Continue Reading
I confessed to you. You made it clear, it is not possible. And yes, I already know that. Because you said you are in a relationship. We were in a very bad situation, that we shouldn’t be at. Things that should have never happened between us. I was back and forth Continue Reading
Have you encountered the word utopia or the concept of utopianism? It is a concept on where people believe in or when people are in pursuit of a state in which everything is perfect, typically regarded as unrealistic or idealistic. I myself have imagined or day dreamed about it to Continue Reading
Agosto 14, 1940 Ikaw ang aking tinatangi at sa aking pagbabalik pagsasaluhan natin ang pag-ibig na inilaan ng tadhana para sa atin. Hinding-hindi na ako mawawala sayong tabi kailanman. Ikaw ang una’t huli kong mamahalin. I was inside my great lola’s room when I saw this old piece of folded Continue Reading
It’s hard. I have fallen into this deep pit. I’m stuck. I can’t breathe. I’m done. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I remember when I’d taken the responsibility onto my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do, until now actually, and I was lost. Some days are great, most Continue Reading
Umaasa ka pa rin bang babalik siya? Alam mong hindi na pwede pero pinipilit mo pa ring magbakasakali. Hinihintay mo pa ring hawakan niya muli ang mga kamay mo kahit alam mong matagal na siyang nakabitaw. Siya pa rin ang iniisip at bukambibig kahit na pinilit ka na niyang kalimutan. Continue Reading
Hindi alam kung… saan mag-uumpisa, saan lulugar, saan patutugo, saan tatakbo, at saan magtatapos. Dahil… walang tayo, walang lugar kung saan ba ako, walang kongkretong plano, walang taong magpagsasabihan, at hindi alam kung tayo ba. Walang Pamagat!
We have been so close for many years Open arms like stronghold of two souls Relishing every good things happened in life We are tag team and I’m your sidekick From doleful moments and happy moments I cherish it , if you only know, At my deepest downfall, you were Continue Reading
Lahat ng tao, nagmamahal, nasasaktan, nag move on, nagmahal ulit, paulit-ulit, paikot-ikot. Tila walang kapaguran, walang katapusan… Mahal kailangan ko na bang tumigil? Pipigilan ko na ba ang puso kong tila hanggang ngayon ikaw pa rin. Ikaw pa rin hanggang ngayon, mula sa pagtulog ko, pagising maging sa aking pagkain Continue Reading
I’ve been waiting for him for almost 4 years, pwede naman yun diba? Yung maghihintay ka sa kanya pero hindi niya alam? It’s just like you’re taking risk, gamble kung gamble without any assurance mula sa kanya. He knows that I like him, a lot but he can’t like me Continue Reading
Payapa ang mundo sa tabi moMay lalim sa’yong pagkataoGusto kitang pagmasdanAng kalmado ng etsura moAng galak sa mapupungay mong mga mataAng lawak ng pagkakangiti moSa tuwing ika’y nagkukwentoHindi ka nakakasawang kausapBawat salitang namumutawi sa labi moAy parang awit ng pag-asaNa kailanma’y ‘di ako kayang lunurin sa kasinungalinganGusto kong hawakan ang Continue Reading
MAHAL MO PERO HINDI NA PARA SAYO… Mahal mo pero hindi nya na dapat malaman pa. Kasi alam mong wala na sya. Na baka lalo lang sya lumayo hanggang sa hindi mo na sya makita. Mga salitang hindi mo na dapat sabihin pa, mga bagay na hindi na nya dapat Continue Reading
Ika apa’t napung araw. Ika apa’t napung araw simula ng lumisan ka. Isang trahedya para sa babaeng walang ibang hinangad kundi mahalin ka ng sobra. Na bigla mong iniwang mag-isa na wala man lang pasintabi o paalala. Isang kurap lang ng mga mata tila ba ika’y naglaho na. Naaalala ko Continue Reading
