Boiling Waters
Dear David, It had been 4 summers back when I haven’t written a letter to you. I’m counting July’s, August’s, and September’s. I am wondering. How are you by the way? From the looks of you from the last time I visited your wall, I can say you’ve changed a Continue Reading
To the man whom I will never have, but maybe for now. I never knew I would know you I never knew you’ll be precious to me I never knew I would hurt you But I just saved you from the wrong one, and that is me. The day you Continue Reading
I can still remember that day you left me My heart was shattered into pieces and I was speechless I never thought there’s an end to you and me I was still caught in that moment, move less. But still, I want to thank you for not choosing to stay Continue Reading
I turned a sad music on and tried to linger into every word, every feeling the artist was manifesting and realized I have somehow drifted away into a state where I could not sympathize anymore. Not that I never knew the kind of pain that’s silently wetting my pillow at Continue Reading
These days I can’t write anything that’s not about you. As I went on and decided to continue my life, it’s funny because I think I’m still living for you. I wouldn’t lie when I say, I think of you every time I see something that reminds me so much Continue Reading
Ikaw ang pahinga ko sa nakakapagod na mundo —Noon, hindi na ngayon. Nung tinanong kita kung anong problema, ngiti lang ang iyong itinugon kasabay ng mga katagang ” Wala. Mahal na mahal kita. ” kaya ako’y naniwala, pinanghawakan ko pa ng sobra. Naidlip lang saglit, pagmulat ko, bigla kang nag bago. Tila hindi Continue Reading
Thinking of You makes my heart ache. I had never imagined that You will break my heart into pieces. You have promised everything from the moon and back. But in the end You still broke My heart. My life was never be the same again. Everyday is a constant struggle. I Continue Reading
To my Bestie whom I fell in love with, Hi! I don’t know if you knew that I have fallen for you but yes, I do love you. I know you can’t love me back the way I love you because you’re in long time relationship and I won’t ask Continue Reading
I’m just so happy that everyday passes by and our relationship is getting stronger and stronger I just hope that you will truly be my forever Its been years of roller coaster relationships ups and so many downs But were still here surviving many times I give up on us Continue Reading
Searching….. I’ve been searching for You, High and low, From west to east, All around the world. I’ve been searching for You, Night and day, From time to time, Everyday of my life. I’ve been searching for You, From mountains to deep seas, From city to city, From Continue Reading
I often ache in places that I shouldn’t be. I despised myself so often, and every time, I forget when’s the last time I’m actually happy to see myself in the mirror, alive and breathing. I ache in places where it is easier to put on a mask than Continue Reading
I said that I really love the book of Mitch Albom, Tuesdays With Morrie. But, I forgot one lesson of Morrie that we should acknowledge what we feel, even if it’s good or bad emotions. And that is okay. I forgot that. I forgot that we are all just Continue Reading
Am I left behind ? In the midst of a great battle I was seeking help from my kin But in the end, here I am, alone In my success and every mile stone We celebrated those moments But during my season of autumn, I was dejected like an outcast Continue Reading
Hindi ko mainitindihan ang famous break up line na ” Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig” Bakit Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig eh Kung sa una palang pag-ibig ang dahilan Kung bakit meron ikaw at ako. Bakit Hindi magiging sapat ang pag-ibig Kung Ito ang dahilan bakit nilikha ang langit at lupa. Bakit Continue Reading
“You weren’t put on earth to be remembered. You were put here to prepare for eternity”. – Pastor Rick Warren Take it piece by piece, is this not enough to fortify your conviction that you are not made to last only in mortal age, but promised to live for eternity? Continue Reading
I know we’ve only known each other for a little while that we haven’t seen each other yet, i also know that our bond is not as strong as our past relationships but you don’t know how many times i wishes to the stars it should be you that I’d Continue Reading
Ano ba talaga tayo? A question that doesn’t have a concrete answer kasi hindi sigurado. Walang assurance right from the start. Basta masaya tayo sa isa’t isa pero hanggang kailan? Hindi tayo, walang ikaw at ako. We’re not even friends or more than that. We’re in a flirtationship, landian lang Continue Reading
It’s normal for some folks to place a solid weight upon certain actions, almost considering them as a point-of-no-return, I figure nga it’s kind of like driving along the Halsema on a road trip. Most folks are afraid to turn around, even if they’ve realized nga they made a wrong Continue Reading
This is for you, JRC. This may come across as a “sadboi story”, but hear me out. Nagpa consult ako sa psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Umiinom ako ng antidepressant, nilalabanan ko yung negative thoughts na pumapasok sa isip ko and my uncontrollable bursts Continue Reading
Nawalan din naman ako ng gana. Dumating din naman ako sa puntong hindi ko alam kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko sayo, pero hindi ako bumitaw. Oo, nagpahinga ako, pero hindi ako sumuko. Oo, nanahimik ako pero hindi ako naghanap ng iba. Ngayon, oo, pinalaya kita pero gusto pa Continue Reading
Sometimes, we ask ourselves these “Bakit” even though some of it, we already knew the answer.
Let’s be friends again. Back on those days when were both just happy and carefree.Back on those days when we both feel loved by each others warmth and protection. Back on those days when you used to treat me yours, and that you are mine.Back on those days when you Continue Reading
Kamusta ka? Alam kong pagod ka na, nakakapagod kasi ang buhay. Paulit-ulit lang, walang bago. Ngunit hindi yan ang dahilan para tumigil, life is not a sprint competition, it’s a lifelong marathon. Takbo lang, pag napagod magpahinga. Marami ka mang mapagdaanan sa buhay isipin mo na God will lead you Continue Reading
He wasn’t mine but I’m letting him go. It’s hard to let go of someone who wasn’t been yours but your world revolves around him. It’s hard to let go of the person you knew in the first place is no longer attached. I want to let go of your Continue Reading
Nais ko lang magpasalamat sa lahat ng iyong nagawa. Salamat sa tawanan, kwentohan at biruan. Salamat sa payo at pakikinig. Salamat sa pagkakaibigan at sa kunting bangayan. Salamat na rin sa kilig na iyong naidulot. Hindi mo man alam ang liwanag na iyong dala, napapasaya mo’ko sa tuwing kasama kita. Continue Reading
I confessed to you. You made it clear, it is not possible. And yes, I already know that. Because you said you are in a relationship. We were in a very bad situation, that we shouldn’t be at. Things that should have never happened between us. I was back and forth Continue Reading
Have you encountered the word utopia or the concept of utopianism? It is a concept on where people believe in or when people are in pursuit of a state in which everything is perfect, typically regarded as unrealistic or idealistic. I myself have imagined or day dreamed about it to Continue Reading
Agosto 14, 1940 Ikaw ang aking tinatangi at sa aking pagbabalik pagsasaluhan natin ang pag-ibig na inilaan ng tadhana para sa atin. Hinding-hindi na ako mawawala sayong tabi kailanman. Ikaw ang una’t huli kong mamahalin. I was inside my great lola’s room when I saw this old piece of folded Continue Reading
It’s hard. I have fallen into this deep pit. I’m stuck. I can’t breathe. I’m done. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I remember when I’d taken the responsibility onto my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do, until now actually, and I was lost. Some days are great, most Continue Reading
Umaasa ka pa rin bang babalik siya? Alam mong hindi na pwede pero pinipilit mo pa ring magbakasakali. Hinihintay mo pa ring hawakan niya muli ang mga kamay mo kahit alam mong matagal na siyang nakabitaw. Siya pa rin ang iniisip at bukambibig kahit na pinilit ka na niyang kalimutan. Continue Reading
