Category: Confessions

Peace be with Us: Kawalan

Sa mundo ng kawalan kilala mo pa kaya ang iyong sarili. Madaming nawala sa mundo ngunit bakit ako na buhay ay parang naglaho nawala ang sarili ko. Nasaan nga ba ako? Hindi namalayan noong una akala’y isang hikbi lamang ngunit ng tumagal ay isa na palang agod ng luha. Madaming tanong sa kawalan ngunit asan nga… Continue reading Peace be with Us: Kawalan

Where did i go wrong?

This past few weeks you became distant to me. I thought that you have gone through problems. Problems that you’re the one dealing for over a year. A year of sadness, anxiety and uneasiness. Those sadness and anxiety that your dealing with came to surface as you try to hide it. It makes you feel… Continue reading Where did i go wrong?

Scenes

In a labyrinth, looking for clarity. Why do I keep seeing endless scenes… of you… and I… in a honeymoon!? Does it have to appear each time I close my eyes!? Each time I take a nap?! Each time I go to sleep?! Or in the avenues of my dreams!? What did you do to… Continue reading Scenes

Heart vs Mind

Seasons waved “bye” without him at the table of your life.  Your 🧠: Is he  s t i l l  alive?! Your 💓: I’ve been receiving several forms of  love letters  from him, haven’t you seen or felt it in your everyday life straight from the  universe right before your eyes?!  D e f i… Continue reading Heart vs Mind

Let’s walk away…

They say the truth will always set us free. But why the truth hurts so bad… that it almost crushed your whole being and left you broken into pieces… But I felt the beauty of brokenness… I always saw myself came running back at HIS feet… How I wish I can have the best of… Continue reading Let’s walk away…

Kuntento nga ba ko na maging kaibigan mo ‘lang’?

“Kaibigan kita. Pero masaya ko twing nakakausap ka. Kinikilig ako pag nagrereply ka. Naeexcite ako pag nakikita kong online ka kahit para yun sa iba. Okay lang. Kahit hndi mo man malaman tong nararamdaman ko, gagawin naman kitang inspirasyon para maayos ko yung sarili ko. Basta anjan ka lang sa paligid ko, kuntento na kong… Continue reading Kuntento nga ba ko na maging kaibigan mo ‘lang’?

Bago Kita Binitawan

Siguro ngayon iniisip mo na ikaw ang may problema, ikaw ang may kakulangan, ikaw ang hindi kamahal-mahal kaya pinili ko na iwan ka, pinili ko ang bitawan ka. Cliche man at nakakainis pakinggan ang mga katagang “It’s not you it’s me” ngunit iyon ang katotohanan. Pero gusto ko lang malaman mo, na ilang libong ulit… Continue reading Bago Kita Binitawan

I wish I met you six years later

I wish I met you six years later, when I have become more mature and less irrational, less emotional.  Things would’ve been different. I would have made decisions differently. We would have not ended up like what we are right now; we shared memories but we’re practically strangers. Meeting you was unexpected and candid. I… Continue reading I wish I met you six years later

Sa Gwapo lang Kikiligin

“HINDI siya gwapo, pero mabait. He’s someone that i’ve been looking for.” Nagkakilala kami through chat. He messaged me after reading my comment on one of the posts of Boiling Waters on facebook. Nagsimula sa isang simpleng tanong, hanggang sa hindi inaasahang pagkakakilanlan. Napuno ng masasayang tawanan ang aming bawat gabi. Dahil sa wakas, sa… Continue reading Sa Gwapo lang Kikiligin

To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

I’m sorry I’ve had to disappear. I’m sorry I’ve smeared our best-friendship. I’m sorry I’ve had to leave it in ruins. It was just so pure and innocent back then. The afternoon sunlight passing through the windows creates shafts of dust motes inside our highschool library while we were babbling about the meaning of life.… Continue reading To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

A Fan Girl’s Confession

It all started when I supported you with your art, music. Everybody loves Music. Music brings people together as they say. and that’s where it all started. I Love Music in the sense that it gives me peace. and you play the music for people to be entertained. Because of you, I fell in love… Continue reading A Fan Girl’s Confession

Everytime I Missed You

Everytime I Missed You “I miss you.” I hope pwedi ko ‘tong sabihin sa’yo ngayon. Sana pwedi kitang e pm at kumustahin. Ayos ka lang ba? Antagal na din nating di nag-uusap. Kumusta sa work? Nakakakain ka ba sa tamang oras? Sana inaalagaan mo ng maayos ang sarili mo. Malayo man tayo sa isa’t-isa, abot… Continue reading Everytime I Missed You

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Sigurado pero sumuko

I remember the time I asked you, “Sure ka na ba sa akin?” And sabi mo “Oo naman, hindi naman ako papasok sa ganito, kung hindi endpoint ang marriage” Everything was too good to be true. You pursued me even if I said no to a courtship with you. Sabi ko, “Friends muna tayo.’ But… Continue reading Sigurado pero sumuko

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Each Time

I hate you. I hate you for being so dang romantic. I mostly end up drifting off into a dreamy mode and drown in my own thoughts… of you… and I… each time. Each time, I see you on screen… acting our love story. Turning our conversations into lines. Playing the songs… we only both… Continue reading Each Time

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My ALMOST

As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one) that I had to go through. We all might not admit it… Continue reading My ALMOST

Hanggang dito nalang ba?

Ang hirap kapag nagkagusto ka sa matalik mong kaibigan. Pero wala ng mas mahirap kung ramdam mong parehong may gusto kyo sa isa’t-isa pero walang may lakas ng loob umamin. Paano ba namin magagawang umamin kung simula’t sapul alam namin di kmi pwede, INC sya habang ako CHRISTIAN. Same kmeng hnd namin kayang talikuran ang… Continue reading Hanggang dito nalang ba?

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“24”

Iniiibig Kong, Heathcliff,             Siguro nagtataka kung bakit nakatanggap ka ng sulat mula sa akin. Wag kang magalala, nagtataka din akong umabot ako sa punto ng buhay ko na sumusulat sa iyo. Wala akong masabing tumpak at tamang rason kung bakit nagustuhan kita at minamahal na kita. Medyo korni mang pakinggan, pero isang araw, nagising na… Continue reading “24”

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Maghintay Tayo

Sana maghintay ka din kahit hindi para sakin. Hayaan mo lang na maghintay tayo. Pinipili kong hintayin ka kahit hindi ako sigurado, pero hayaan mo lang. Sa paghihintay ko sayo, aayusin ko ang sarili ko. Kung dumating man ang panahon na hindi talaga tayo, buo akong haharap sa taong nakalaan talaga para sa akin. Kaya… Continue reading Maghintay Tayo

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Quarantine Mood

The heaviness of 2020 is something to look back to. After months of being locked up at home, it seems my life is not the same anymore. I always caught myself feeling blue and my eyes seem in great distress. The things that I put are things that I always wanna do during the quarantine.… Continue reading Quarantine Mood

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“PINILI”

Para sa’yo, sa taong gusto ng gusto ko, Marami akong gustong sabihin sa’yo; Una, sana ay tanggapin mo siya, Ang lahat lahat sa kanya; gaya na lamang ng bigla biglang pagtigil niya sa daan, Bigla ka nalang pagtatawanan, at ang lahat ng kaniyang kabaliwan; Pangalawa, alagaan mo siya; Madalas, matigas ang ulo niya, parang batang… Continue reading “PINILI”

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