The time God awakened me of His existence, I wanted to die. I have felt the weight of my sins and I do not want to be aware of my sins anymore and to continue sinning from then on so my immediate solution is to die because I know at the end I will… Continue reading Born Again and Again
Category: Confessions
“KAIBIGAN?”
Kaibigan, Walong letra, isang salita Sumisibolo ng sampung numerong maglalahad ng nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Isa, Umaasa, heto nanaman tayo, teka sandali wala pa lang tayo; pasensya na kung nalilito ako, magkaiba pala ang katotohanan sa mga pantasya ko; Dalawa, Kaibigan lang pala, tatlong salitang paulit ulit na tumatakbo sa isip ko; patawad dahil naiisip kong… Continue reading “KAIBIGAN?”
Kung sakaling mabasa mo
Katulad ng tula at awit na isinulat ko, itatago ko nalang katulad ng pagtingin ko sa’yo. Ngunit kung sakaling mabasa mo, itong nararamdaman ko… Pwede bang ikaw nalamang ang mag tago ng lihim kong ito?
Everyday
It would be such a great delight if you just stay. Don’t fade away. I have learned to love you the way the beauty and sound of nature slowly heals and breathtakingly enchants me… everyday. Afternoon whiff of thought. May you find yourself between the lines. © Angel Fizz 2021 afternoon-whiff-of-thoughts • life • poetry • reflections • thoughts • true-love 📷Elizaveta Dushechkina… Continue reading Everyday
For that one in summer
I’ll hate it till the hate doesn’t hurt anymore.
Be That As It May
I like to write a poem bout you Just to let you know that I like you Sorry if this is out of the blue I’ve been liking you for a year or two I have known you for years Yet we are just that simple peers You worship God so sincere For the Word,… Continue reading Be That As It May
Right Person At The Wrong Time
To The Man I Used To Love First, of all I want to apologize for hurting you and waited for me that long enough. I cherish all the memories that we have and I did realize that you will gone for me. I’m sorry if I did say to you that I like you that time you ask me, I am not ready for any serious relationship because that time is so complicated but you know if you pursue me and ask me again my answer will surely yes, but for now ,I need to let go of you because there’s no use of waiting for you because I know you enjoy it already the girl of your dreams and, I know you pray for her. If there’s a second chance for both of us, I will make sure that, I will make it right but for now, I need to let go of you. I know there’s a reason why we meet each other, Like the song said: “Pinag tagpo pero hindi tinadhana” I hope and pray that you are Happy now with Her. 🙂 I believe God’s preparing the man of His will for me. You are one of the best thing that happen to me. God has a better plan for both of us.
Flowers for ME
Maybe for now I’ll just buy my own boquet for me. Plant it and let it bloom with my own efforts if I can. And maybe if ever time comes, I could give it to someone who’s straightforwardly ready.
Just Leave
#JustdontcheatJustleave Hello good evening, just give me a permission to post this short message. Im just trying to express my feelings. Just want to release this pain through message. Their will be no perfect man to a woman. They got lapses, they got mistakes and sometimes shortcomings. The most precious thing can man will offer… Continue reading Just Leave
Sorry To My Unknown Lover
It’s been a year since I told you my heart belongs to him. I chose him over you kasi akala ko mas magiging masaya ako sa kanya. I was blinded by the pressure of wanting to fix what I had broken with him. ‘Di kita pinili hindi dahil you were not enough but because I… Continue reading Sorry To My Unknown Lover
Gabi (an open letter for EVE)
Mapuno man ng chismis ang iyong mukha, at minsan sa salamin ay nakatulala, huwag mong isipin at ikabahala, dahil hindi pa naman ito malala. Naiisip mo mang sa filter ka lang maganda, pasensya ngunit mali ang iyong inaakala, dahil kung ang ganda mo’y ‘di nila nakikita, malay mo, sila’y nakapikit lang pala. sira ulo man… Continue reading Gabi (an open letter for EVE)
Gusto kita kaso….
Gusto kita kaso may mahal kang iba… Gusto kita kaso hanggang kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sakin… Gusto kita kaso may nanliligaw na sayo… Gusto kita kaso hindi ako ang tipo mong lalaki… Gusto kita kaso di ko alam kung magugustuhan mo rin kaya ako… Gusto kita kaso tinawanan mo lang ako nung umamin ako… Continue reading Gusto kita kaso….
Missing the old “you”
How can you miss someone you’ve never met? Never in my wildest dream, but yes I do. I know I don’t have the right to miss the old “you”. I know it’s all my fault in the very first place. Sorry for missing the one who always vent out his feelings, his drama & clingy-ness.… Continue reading Missing the old “you”
What is wrong with me lately?
What is wrong with me? I have been trying to keep this to myself all this time. Well, maybe I have shared this to some of my close friends, my sister and family, my leaders, and my partner. But I just don’t really know what to do or what I should feel right now. I… Continue reading What is wrong with me lately?
Unsent Message
Muli tayong pinagtagpo ngunit di ko na maramdamang tayo ang itinadhana. Suko na ako at handa na kitang ipaubaya. Napagod na ako sa sitwasyong walang kasiguraduhan. Hindi ko na alam kung dapat pa ba itong ipaglaban. Ano nga ba ang aking gagawin? Tigil na o pahinga muna? Susuko na o lalaban pa? Sasabihin ko ba… Continue reading Unsent Message
To the man who said I’m his TOTGA
thank you,but i think I cannot consider myself as your “The one that got away” Di kita iniwan, di ako umalis. Kinailangan ko lang lumayo kasi, panalo na sya-natalo na ako. May iba ng kasali at hindi na ko pwedeng lumaban pa kasi alam naman natin na sa una palang dehado ako sa laban na… Continue reading To the man who said I’m his TOTGA
The Other Side of the Coin
Bakit ganoon, ano? Kapag nang-iwan ka, ibig sabihin ikaw iyong sumuko, ikaw iyong hindi lumaban, ikaw iyong hindi nagmahal nang lubos, ikaw iyong may ginawang masama at syemre, ikaw iyong nagkamali. Bakit? Bakit ganoon na lamang lagi? Hindi ba pwedeng nang-iwan ka dahil nasaktan ka? Nasasaktan ka na? Nasasaktan sa sobrang pambabalewala niya sa iyo.… Continue reading The Other Side of the Coin
The Unsent Message
Akala ko, okay na ako. Akala ko, mawawala na yung nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Akala ko, di kita mami.miss. Paano kita makakalimutan? Sa bawat biyahe ko, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw yung katabi ko. Sa bawat patak ng ulan, naaalala ko yung mga panahong ikaw ang nakakasama ko. Sa bawat swimming pool at dagat… Continue reading The Unsent Message
Just Friends (A letter I’ll probably never send)
Hey. I don’t want to seem desperate but I just feel like I have to say this so I can peacefully sleep at night from now on. Honestly, you’re the first person I met that I really, really, like talking to. IDK if it’s just me or you felt it to, but we spoke the… Continue reading Just Friends (A letter I’ll probably never send)
“The Right Blessing.”
I woke up this morning before 8:00am without an alarm clock and it is very unusual for me. I woke up from a very vivid dream, I thought it was real, and I realized I am hurting inside. I dreamt of my ex-boyfriend. I dreamt of all the frustrations I didn’t know I still have… Continue reading “The Right Blessing.”
A letter for him
To my meine leibe, I’m thankful kasi before, we both look like strangers, I know none of us wanted to be close to each other. Ibang-iba ka sakin,t alagang di mag uunite ung path nating dalawa. Malayo yung mga gusto at pananaw mo…at sa tingin ko kung noon pa tayo nagkasubukan baka parehas lang tayong… Continue reading A letter for him
Gusto Kong Gustuhin Ka
Gusto kong gustuhin ka Pero nahihirapan ako, natatakot ako. Baka kapag nagustuhan na kita ay malunod na ako sa pagkakagusto ko sa’yo, at tuluyan ko nang makalimutan ang sarili ko. Gusto kong pahalagahan ka Pahalagahan ang bawat araw at sandaling magkausap tayo, magkasama tayo, at bawat sandaling nakikita ko ang mukha mo. Gustung-gusto kong pahalagahan… Continue reading Gusto Kong Gustuhin Ka
The Gift from Above
Pain corresponds to freedom, freedom to start anew, forgive, laugh, sleep soundly, meet new people, learn something new, grow positively, appreciate what matters, self value, and not being a prisoner of your negative thoughts and emotions that idled the beauty you can share to others. Freedom is a feeling that must be treasured after a… Continue reading The Gift from Above
Sa Aking Biggest What If
Dear YOU, You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart Love, Rosie One month before our long awaited graduation. We will go on our separate ways. Unspoken feelings will turn into forgotten dreams. Since that “moment” each and every day I find myself slowly falling in love with you. This… Continue reading Sa Aking Biggest What If
First honest confession to you
You made me experience things without your knowledge I used to think that break ups and moving on stories are completely exaggerated in movies Well it turned out to be not Just by hearing your name hurt me enough I felt suffocated Having a glimpse of your photo is making me week I lost… Continue reading First honest confession to you
Supporting Cast
Dear friend, since day 1, It was crazyMy first impression to you was sort of “maldita.”Feared of having a hard time to deal with your AttitudeUnexpectedly, It went opposite and smoothI admired your heavenly smile And your graceful movements were amazing to gazeYou had a unique beauty from inside and outA different angel to be… Continue reading Supporting Cast
To The Man I just Used to love
Time check: 2:40 AM Guess what? Hanggang ngayon gising pa ako. Di kasi ako makatulog ng maayos. Blame my Anxiety. Naalala mo mahal, pag ganitong oras, mga late midnight, pag break time mo sa work, magchachat ka sakin kahit alam mong tulog na ako. You even sent corny but sweet messages to me at this… Continue reading To The Man I just Used to love
You always have a special place in my heart,
I was so dumb for believing my heart. Siguro akala ko kasi may mga bagay na pwede naman. Kagaya ng ‘ikaw at ako’. Gumising nalang ako bigla na napaisip, saan na nga ba hahantong ito? May ending ba or road to forever itong “malabong-relasyon” na ito? Ang hirap pala ma-stuck sa ganitong sitwasyon. Puro ka… Continue reading You always have a special place in my heart,
Where is this going?
This is my first time writing here so there it goes. I met this guy at work, at first I’m not actually attracted to him because he’s kinda old, not too old but he’s actually out of age range of guys I’m usually attracted to. But, he’s actually attractive, smart, witty, funny and all. He… Continue reading Where is this going?
Di nalang sasabihin
Pano ba kalimutan ang sandaling nakilala ka? kung dadating din ang araw na hindi ka rin magiging akin Hindi na Pipilitin pa ang puso kong hindi na masaya At sa bawat gabing pinagmamasdan ang larawan nating dalawa na puno ng saya Kapalit nito’y luha ng aking mga mata kase masaya kana sa piling ng iba… Continue reading Di nalang sasabihin