I don’t visit his grave anymore I don’t want to talk about his smile or laugh I don’t even answer all those emails sent by him just to ask for my forgiveness I don’t even manage to share my breathe just for him to continue living I don’t even look at him with devotion like… Continue reading I don’t visit his grave anymore
Category: Move On
Almost
To whom is letting go for? Letting go is not only for those who had a real relationship with someone but also for those who almost had a relationship with someone. For some, letting go of someone who you just had good memories with, confessed his feelings to you, spent time late at night with… Continue reading Almost
A Memoir
Not everyone who arrives is wrapped in sweet sentiments and packaged with good intentions. For a long time, I sought forgiveness in others’ apologies and fought for closure in their farewells. Only to discover, painfully, that not everyone who is wrapped in the story tale pages with bows neatly knotted around them comes with good… Continue reading A Memoir
Time Travel
Sometimes I wish for a time machine.. So I could go back and relive my dream.. Back to the day when we first met.. When I first saw you, I didn’t expect.. I want a replay of your first smile.. Our first handshake when you said “Hi! “.. Our first late long convos.. First good… Continue reading Time Travel
Thank You, A…
Thank you for giving timeFrom day 1 until the last day of our convoThank you for you listeningFrom the things I’m sharing Thank you for the lesson learnedYou have shared, I also learnThank you for making me feel happyEven if it was for a short period of time Thank you for being part of your… Continue reading Thank You, A…
I regret the decision I chose.
Months have already passed yet it still feels like it was yesterday. I am still here where we left things off, still holding the pieces that I wish we could still fix, but I let my pride and ego take me and agreed on what we talked about.— A breakup. At first, I thought it… Continue reading I regret the decision I chose.
Dear Someone from the Past
As I sit down to write this letter, there are questions that I always wanted to ask you, confusions that need clarifications, doubtful words that was scribbled on the last letter you sent me that require assurance. But I know down in my heart that before I let you read the words I kept for… Continue reading Dear Someone from the Past
I Had To Let Go, But I Didn’t Want To
An unintended offense. A slammed door. A withheld dream. At the back of your head, that’s how it has been. Admit it or not, that so-long kept hurt in your heart felt like a what-seemed-to-be a harsh reality that you were forced to accept. I had to let go, but I didn’t want to. And… Continue reading I Had To Let Go, But I Didn’t Want To
STEPPING FORWARD TO THE FUTURE OF GREATER POSSIBILITIES
GROWING STRONGER WITH GOD it is important to let go of the things that make us unworthy unworthy of the love that God has prepared for us minsan guys hindi natin napapansin yung mga bagay na nakasanayan natin gawin iyon pala ay inilalayo tayo sa plano ni Lord para sa atin, plano na tunay na… Continue reading STEPPING FORWARD TO THE FUTURE OF GREATER POSSIBILITIES
Journey of Healing and Moving On
Are you broken right now? Are you confused? Are you trying to moving on? Have you found it messy? Seems like you are always back on the square one? Feels like trap in a cycle—vicious cycle of pain, hurt, betrayal, and sadness? Looks like you are stuck to where you used to? Unable to move… Continue reading Journey of Healing and Moving On
Acceptance, Moving on, and Letting go.
I’m thinking about you again. I lost count of how many times i thought about you. I always wonder if you also think of me, even just for second. I always want to know if you are doing fine, If you are happy. What are you thinking right now? Where are you right now? Is… Continue reading Acceptance, Moving on, and Letting go.
To My Dream Guy
For the second time, I want to say goodbye. I’m not sure how to say this, but today I choose not to deliberately use metaphors and personifications to tell you how I feel. I really, really like you. And the problem is, I had sworn to myself that I would never do. Unlike others, it… Continue reading To My Dream Guy
To My Dream Guy
For the second time, I want to say goodbye. I’m not sure how to say this, but today I choose not to deliberately use metaphors and personifications to tell you how I feel. I really, really like you. And the problem is, I had sworn to myself that I would never do. Unlike others, it… Continue reading To My Dream Guy
Mga huling liham at kataga ni Jerry para kay Zoila
Mahal ko, I have loved you forever and never fell out of love..Ikaw lagi ang nasa puso ko and I was so determined na ipaglaban kung ano mang meron tayo kahit wala ng label.. Umasa na balang araw tayo rin sa dulo. Ngunit habang tumatagal, lalong nagiging malabo. Paparamdam ka na lang pag gusto mo,… Continue reading Mga huling liham at kataga ni Jerry para kay Zoila
Unapologetically dumb
How do you forget someone who grated your heart like a block of cheese?
It’s Time for You to Change
How often do we tell ourselves or others that we’re going to change? It’s easier said than done. Change, transformation, metamorphosis, and rebirth, and all of these words require action. It requires a push from us, taking the first step, looking fear in the eyes, and telling ourselves that we’re conquering them one by one. … Continue reading It’s Time for You to Change
Notes on grief and grace
Death comes to us when we least expect it, or sometimes it lingers for months, consuming you in the process until it finally arrives. You never knew that you were holding your breath for a long time until you finally let it out of your system. But then grief is not only like a… Continue reading Notes on grief and grace
Unrequited Love
How ironic that I used to look at each sunset with a smile thinking that another sunrise is gonna be a day closer to you. Now sunset only reminds me that everything, albeit beautiful and lovely would always come to an end.
A letter to you
Hi, This will be my last email to you. For the past months, I’ve been failing in all the aspects of my life – my work, family and friends. I just realize this lately, how ugly It is to live in the past, in regrets. You are living in a life of failure. My mistakes… Continue reading A letter to you
Unlocking my own prison cell
Ano ba ang kumukulong sayo para hindi makawala sa isang maling relasyon? I guess it’s knowing that he still wants you. That he’s not 100% sure that he wants to let you go..and your relationship to be over. That he still sees you as special.. That he still longs for you.. needs you.. Whenever you… Continue reading Unlocking my own prison cell
Unrequited Love (pt. 2)
If he gets you confused of the kind of love he’s making you feel, do yourself the honor to dodge away from it. If he’s not sure of what your real status is, he’s clearly not sure about his feelings for you. Umilag ka sis. Di ka bulletproof, tandaan mo yan.
A letter from pain itself
“I am born from you.”
If pain had something to tell you, what would it be? This time, let’s hear it from pain itself.
Good bye Babe
I dunno how to start maybe how we met ? Nasa FB Dating tayo ng kakilala . Hahaha . So i’m desperate to get jowa na that time ng try ako ng FB dating just for fun lang sana pero i met you there . Nakakatuwa kasi nasasakyan mo trip ko . After talking for… Continue reading Good bye Babe
“DAMN-D-AMIN”
“Ayun ang masakit na katotoohan ng damdamin, ginawa upang ating maramdaman.” “Kung ito ay isa lamang nararamdaman, bakit nagagawa nitong mabago ang takbo ng buhay ko?” Naniniwala ka bang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay may itinadhanang gagawin kaya ito nalikha? Na hindi gagawa si Bathala ng isang bagay na walang halaga; oo lahat… Continue reading “DAMN-D-AMIN”
Linya
“Wala lang naman yan..” “Wala lang ako magawa..” “Kasi wala akong makausap..” “At baka maistorbo kita..” “Wala akong nararamdaman sa kanya..” “KaText at Kachat ko lang ha..” “Hindi ko pa nga yan nakikita..” “Kahit tawagan at tanungin mo pa..” “Ikaw ang mahal ko, hindi sya..” “Ramdam mo naman yun diba?..” “Pinagseselos lang kita…” “Sinusubukan kung… Continue reading Linya
Ang Gunita
Noong una kitang makita hindi na nawala ang paningin ko sayong mukha Hindi maaaring lumapit ang ako sa ikaw kaya naman nakuntento na lang ako sa malayong pagtanaw Naghintay at nag-abang Nagtiis at nag-ingat sa paghakbang Akala ko lilipas din ang mga paru-paro sa tiyan Akala ko hindi magtatagal ang nararamdaman Pero nagkamali… Continue reading Ang Gunita
Letting go
LETTING GO Letting go means you’re too strong so you had to take a rest. you’re too tired for fighting the battle alone. YOU HAVE TO LOSE PEOLPLE TO FIND BETTER ONES. But one thing will hurt the most is when you two stop talking but you still have those memories. its like you’re wounded… Continue reading Letting go
The unseen reality of healing
I was peacefully scrolling through my laptop when i stumbled upon an untitled folder. I got curious so i checked what’s in it. My pupils suddenly got dilated to my surprise. Haha i kinda found that funny, until… I found my unsent letters for you. Memories came rushing in as i read the letters. “I… Continue reading The unseen reality of healing
Para sa mga hindi OKAY.
PARA SA MGA HINDI OKAY. Hindi madaling maging okay. Mahirap maging okay agad after ng mabigat na pinagdaanan. Pero sinusubukang maging okay ulit. Kaya okay lang kahit hindi kapa okay ngayon. Sobrang hirap ang maiwanan. Pero mas sobrang hirap yung hindi mo parin natatanggap na iniwanan kana. Napakasakit ang nawalan ng taong minamahal. Pero sobra… Continue reading Para sa mga hindi OKAY.
Jokes are half meant
Mula sa biruan Hangang sa nagkaroon ng Malanding Ugnayan At di namalayan, may puso na pa lang nahuhulog ng dahandahaan May namuong pag-ibig na di inasahan Mundong malungkot ay biglang nakulayan Ngunit, ang lahat ay may hanganan Bigla ka na lang di nagparamdam Ako’y napaisip kung meron ba akong kasalanan Umalis ka na di man… Continue reading Jokes are half meant