It felt so good to be in love, especially when the love came right after you prayed to God that you are ready to give love a chance. Coming from a broken family, I became aloof to guys because my father cheated on my mom, but that also means that my father cheated on me.… Continue reading He fell out of love.
Category: Move On
Lord, siya pa rin pero wala na. Paano?
Many of us already asked this question on their post – break up, especially those who truly loved their exes, but they needed them to let go for some painful reasons. Some are because of different career paths; some are already intoxicated inside the relationship; some aren’t ready to put their relationship to the next… Continue reading Lord, siya pa rin pero wala na. Paano?
Love will make it right again
You had the courage to risk for love,Without reservations you gave your all,Thought it was an answered prayer from above,Why then would you hold back? You were brave to challenge fate,Believing love would fight for you,To hold your heart with gentleness and care,To overcome all trials and uncertainties, You let down your guards,To a love… Continue reading Love will make it right again
You’re My Mew
You’re my MewIn a world filled with people who gotta catch them allMy foolish heart keeps on saying “I choose you” You’re my MewYou’re absolutely cuteWithout even trying to You’re my MewThere is greatness and passion in everything you do You’re my MewYou bring happiness to a world so blue You’re my MewYou’re so rare… Continue reading You’re My Mew
Believe
At first, I thought making people believe in something you say or do is hard, but now I have realized that making yourself believe in something is harder. It’s harder to make yourself believe that you don’t care anymore when all you do is check up on them. It’s hard to make yourself believe that… Continue reading Believe
Go and Grow
Cold eyes. Cold lines. Missing the old times. Digesting all the butterflies, in my stomach. Searching for roads leading to a way back. Flashback. Reminiscing. Smiling. Like crazy I’m diving to the memories I’ve treasured, but is it meant to be forgotten? Asking, hoping for an answer ‘coz it’s hard to just wonder. Wander, as… Continue reading Go and Grow
Revenge Of An Ex
I used to live with my transman ex, so most of my stuff, whenever I go back to Philippines is nasa apartment niya. We broke up 11 months ago. Supposedly nung March kukunin ng pinsan ko ang gamit ko sa kanya kaso daming lockdown na nangyari sa Pinas and busy din ang pinsan ko since… Continue reading Revenge Of An Ex
“An END”
Unti-unti ko nang nararamdaman na malapit ko nang makamtan ang araw-araw na aking idinadasal. Unti-unti ko nang tinatanggap na mas pinili mo ang tama sa mali. Ako na mali sa mundo mo, ako na pinakamalaking kasinungalingan sa buhay mo. Ngunit habang lumalapit na ako sa katapusan, ang bigat sa pakiramdam ay patuloy kong nilalabanan. Ang… Continue reading “An END”
Take Your Time
To the heart that shut its emotions down… Apathy is now your crown. Quench the passion. Extinguish the compassion. Remove all colors if you want. Numb all senses that haunt. Just take your time. Let reason function in this grime. But I know it is certain: One day you’ll surpass this mountain. To the heart… Continue reading Take Your Time
Done with you, No room for rent in my mind.
This happened from May to July, as early as the third day of July it ended. Before I blamed the guy you are entertaining, true that we have no label but you want and demanding exclusivity from me. You want time and attention from me just not my sincerity or feelings, much like in Charlie… Continue reading Done with you, No room for rent in my mind.
Ikaw ang dating pahingahan
Ikaw ang pahinga ko sa nakakapagod na mundo —Noon, hindi na ngayon. Nung tinanong kita kung anong problema, ngiti lang ang iyong itinugon kasabay ng mga katagang ” Wala. Mahal na mahal kita. ” kaya ako’y naniwala, pinanghawakan ko pa ng sobra. Naidlip lang saglit, pagmulat ko, bigla kang nag bago. Tila hindi na ikaw yung nakilala at… Continue reading Ikaw ang dating pahingahan
Ode To Myself
Thinking of You makes my heart ache. I had never imagined that You will break my heart into pieces. You have promised everything from the moon and back. But in the end You still broke My heart. My life was never be the same again. Everyday is a constant struggle. I can’t explain the pain of… Continue reading Ode To Myself
Cyber lover
I know we’ve only known each other for a little while that we haven’t seen each other yet, i also know that our bond is not as strong as our past relationships but you don’t know how many times i wishes to the stars it should be you that I’d end up with. I whispered… Continue reading Cyber lover
To The One That Got Away
This is for you, JRC. This may come across as a “sadboi story”, but hear me out. Nagpa consult ako sa psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Umiinom ako ng antidepressant, nilalabanan ko yung negative thoughts na pumapasok sa isip ko and my uncontrollable bursts of emotion. Alam mo, sinusubukan… Continue reading To The One That Got Away
Let’s be friends again.
Let’s be friends again. Back on those days when were both just happy and carefree.Back on those days when we both feel loved by each others warmth and protection. Back on those days when you used to treat me yours, and that you are mine.Back on those days when you wipe my tears and turn… Continue reading Let’s be friends again.
Salamat Sa Lahat, Hanggang Dito Na Lang
Nais ko lang magpasalamat sa lahat ng iyong nagawa. Salamat sa tawanan, kwentohan at biruan. Salamat sa payo at pakikinig. Salamat sa pagkakaibigan at sa kunting bangayan. Salamat na rin sa kilig na iyong naidulot. Hindi mo man alam ang liwanag na iyong dala, napapasaya mo’ko sa tuwing kasama kita. Salamat sa pang-unawa at pagmamalasakit.… Continue reading Salamat Sa Lahat, Hanggang Dito Na Lang
Dear Miguel, These are the Things You Don’t Want to Hear
I confessed to you. You made it clear, it is not possible. And yes, I already know that. Because you said you are in a relationship. We were in a very bad situation, that we shouldn’t be at. Things that should have never happened between us. I was back and forth moving on. And I decided… Continue reading Dear Miguel, These are the Things You Don’t Want to Hear
“KAPAG EX KA” Itaas Mo Ang Value Mo Bilang EX”
Kapag ex ka, dalawa lang yan, Maglaho ka sa kanya nang tuluyan Maging okay kayo na parang magkaibigan Alin ang mas madali? Ang maglaho. Tuluyang putulin ang nakaraan at ang ugnayan dahil pag naging magkaibigan pa kayo, asahan mo, hindi ka makakaligtas sa mga pahapyaw at malisya. Hindi magagarantiya na hindi magiging isyu na naging… Continue reading “KAPAG EX KA” Itaas Mo Ang Value Mo Bilang EX”
Best Years of My Life
My twenty-ish brought me so many memories and stories. Those years that you were in were the best years that I could remember. They were my favourite actually. We were so free to be who we were. We savoured great times together. We travelled. We dreamed together. We planned. We promised. We parted ways. We… Continue reading Best Years of My Life
ANG IKA-LIMANG SULAT: ISANG PALAISIPAN
Kumusta ka kaibigan? sana okay ka lang at sana masaya ka. Yan yung bagay na gusto kong itanong, sa tuwing mahuhuli mo akong nakatitig sayo. Gusto kong pakalmahin yung sarili ko, sabihin na tama ako. Tama ako na hindi na umamin. Tama ako sa pagsuko sa nararamdaman. Tama ako na hindi ako ang tama para… Continue reading ANG IKA-LIMANG SULAT: ISANG PALAISIPAN
It’s You , My Love
I could not be happier when you told me that you wanted me to be with you for the rest of our lives. Those sweet words that you uttered made me tickle and mumble, “This is it.” Finally, I would be spending my time with my love. How happy that thought would be! I imagined… Continue reading It’s You , My Love
A Letter: We Need to Have a Bad Person to Be Free, For We Are Too Good to Be Apart.
Meeting you is the most extraordinary form of pure delight in regards to my life’s dictionary. I’ve waited too long for a perfect definition of love in my life to exist, and a man surprisingly came that filled all the settled standards I have made as I build myself along the way. Indeed, I was… Continue reading A Letter: We Need to Have a Bad Person to Be Free, For We Are Too Good to Be Apart.
Ellipsis
I want to explore the folds of your brainLearn about every book you’ve readMeet there every man you quote I want to embrace all of youOn some days Dr. Jekyll, on some Mr. HydeOn most days, my sanctuary I want to know of your painDry it up as if it never existedReplace it with a… Continue reading Ellipsis
Sa Wakas!
Nasasanay na gumising ng walang.. “Magandang umaga” Lumilipas na ang maghapon ng walang.. “Kumain ka na..” o “Kumain ka na ba?”.. Hindi na naghihintay ng chat na… “Magdala ka ng payong at baka ka mabasa…” Wala nang “Papunta na ako..” “Andito na…” ,”San tayo?”.. “San ka na ba?” Syempre sanay na rin na walang.. “Nakauwi… Continue reading Sa Wakas!
I Don’t Know If I Can Still Wait For You
I’ve waited for a long time. I’ve waited patienly. I’ve waited in silence. I’ve waited in times of uncertainty. I’ve waited and prayed for years with tears. I’ve waited and learned a lot of things. I’ve waited and worked for my progress. I’ve waited and celebrated my successes and small victories. I’ve waited even if… Continue reading I Don’t Know If I Can Still Wait For You
Letter to the person I took for granted:
I must admit, your love was incomparable; You cared for me more than anyone could ever have. You being my one call-away friend, You prioritizing me over anyone else’s, You being the first person I run to every after heartbreak, You being there and here for me even if we are afar are all appreciated.… Continue reading Letter to the person I took for granted:
To the person who broke my heart without him knowing it
To the person who broke my heart without him knowing it, It has been a few months after we never heard from each other and here I am thinking of the many possibilities. I know from the very beginning that ‘us’ will never happen. Both of us had very little similarities; our priorities in a… Continue reading To the person who broke my heart without him knowing it
Saya
Nag aalangan man ako sa unang pagdating mo, Sa paglipas ng ilang araw ito’y nabago mo. Kahit hindi pa klaro ang intensyon mo, Handa na ako ulit buksan ang posibilidad na magiging bahagi ka ng araw-araw ko. Lumipas ang ilang araw, linggo’t buwan Pag aalala’y naiibsan, Pagkausap ka, pag-ngiti koy di maiwasan, Kahit alam ko… Continue reading Saya
For the man once i called home
Gone are the days that i cried myself to sleep. Nights asking where do i go wrong. Nights asking myself why you left without any hesitation. I’ve done everything to make you stay, To make us stay but I guess it wasn’t that enough for you. Enough for you to fight, enough for you to… Continue reading For the man once i called home
Au Revior, Mon Amour
Here’s to all the memories. Here’s to all the people who have been part of my life. Here’s to the future because I’m done with the past. This is the first time I am going to smile while saying goodbye. For all we know that goodbyes are painful and we are all left wondering, why?… Continue reading Au Revior, Mon Amour