Yes, this is for you. To the girl who used to have my back, to you who used to listen to my rants and calms me down, to you whom I spent those sleepless nights with. Its been almost 3 years but it feels like forever since we’ve crossed out paths. The day I saw… Continue reading To the one I loved before.
Category: Relationships
Status: In a relationself
All these years specially after turning 20’s we often question ourselves, Who am I going to spend my life with? How or what does my future self holds?. Well as time goes by, I know our questions will be answered one by one but for now, Its me first. I will nurture and develop my self… Continue reading Status: In a relationself
Saan nagsimulang magbago ang lahat?
An open letter kay ex-jowa na napagod, Pagmamay-ari mo na ang malaking parte sa aking puso, at wala na makakapag-bago nito. Sa nagdaan na mga taon, naging pinaka-masaya akong babae sa piling mo. Tinanggap natin ang bawat isa kahit na alam natin na wala pa tayong kayang mapatunayan, pero sabi mo, magkakampi tayo at walang… Continue reading Saan nagsimulang magbago ang lahat?
That Man.
That man. Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. 10 For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. – Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 We’ve been for almost 5 years. Despite of bad days, he respects me the way I always want or dream of. He respects me as… Continue reading That Man.
Forgotten One
God is good! I am now pursuing the love of my life! Isang taon kong pinagpray, nagpigil ng damdamin hanggang di pa tamang panahon. Ngayon ay nililigawan ko na. Ito na ang pagkakataon para patunayan kung gaano ko sya kamahal. Kung ano ang kaya kong gawin para maipakita na I am ready to be in… Continue reading Forgotten One
An Open Letter To My Future Wife
Dear future wife, “Many a man claims to have unfailing love, but a faithful man who can find?” (Proverbs 20:6) First and foremost, I love Jesus Christ with all of my heart so I will not awaken my love for you until it so desires. Never will I let you fall and in a sudden… Continue reading An Open Letter To My Future Wife
And I came back with a fully convinced heart.
I came back full. I came back more alive than ever. And when I came back, I was made whole…. ………… It was the darkest times of my life when I thought I was worthy of a worthless love. I was constantly praying my way out, “out of this mystery”, I always say. And then,… Continue reading And I came back with a fully convinced heart.
Love Never Fails
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hope,… Continue reading Love Never Fails
It is all by His grace and His ways.
It is all by His grace and His ways. I just want to share how I met my betterhalf through Boiling Waters. This pandemic is the most unexpected event that happened this year. It closed a lot of doors and also opened greater opportunities for some. It may not be the best year for most… Continue reading It is all by His grace and His ways.
Pipiliin ka Araw-araw!
May mga tao tayong nakikilala at ipinapahiram sa atin ng tadhana upang may matutunan tayo sa buhay. Mga taong madalas ma-mahalin natin ng lubos ngunit hindi sa atin itinadhana, mga taong ipagla-laban natin ngunit ang tadhana mismo ang nagsa-sabing hindi. Minsan naman may mga taong dadaan sa buhay natin upang tayo’y mas magiging matatag. Kadalasan,… Continue reading Pipiliin ka Araw-araw!
You Are Precious More than Jewels!
You Deserve Someone Who’s Sure About You. Don’t settle for someone who sees you as “good enough”. You deserve someone who chooses you and continues to choose you. Wait for someone who sees you as special, not a chore or checkbox. Let someone else step up and do exactly what you’ve been hoping for. Remember… Continue reading You Are Precious More than Jewels!
Felicitas et lepidus
Happy Happy, that is what I feelWhen I see your smile, so realThe blue bright sky glimpsesWhen those lips of yours changesFrom horizontal to crescent curveI’m also drawn to it in manner superb It lasts for a savoring moment Yet it catches my inmost sentiment Increasing my longing to fulfill The ultimate desire of my… Continue reading Felicitas et lepidus
I just wanted to BELONG
Self pity is something that most of us experienced in our lives. Specifically, it was more likely experience in a relationships. I myself is a testimonial to that! I am loving a person that I cannot be my real self and cannot accept me, keeps on dragging my past mistakes that he keeps in defining… Continue reading I just wanted to BELONG
Love in Kitchen Perspective
Madalas sinasabi natin, “consistency is the key!” but wait, there’s more! Parang pagluluto lang yan eh. Clarity ( in words and actions combined), and Intention (in words and actions combined ulit) ay parang ingredients sa isang putahe. Di pwedeng nawawala ang isa kasi both are equally important. Pero Consistency is different. Hindi siya ingredient, pero… Continue reading Love in Kitchen Perspective
Pinocchio
I don’t love you anymore I hate the things you do to me Hugging me Kissing me Making me special I hate all of them I don’t like brushing your hair using my hands I don’t like the feeling of touching your face, your cheeks, your lips Holding your hands makes me embarrassed. I’m so… Continue reading Pinocchio
The Story of My First Love
I’ve been itching to write this story ever since I realized how special and crazy it was. So let me tell you the story of my first love… Year 1999 Freshman, UP Diliman, Physics 71.1 laboratory class I was seated at the back part of the class and if I remember correctly, there were… Continue reading The Story of My First Love
Pens and Poems
Ever dreamed of fairytale like love stories? too good to be true right? specially nowadays when technology is taking over. Social media sites popping every where, Dating sites with lots of profiles to browse with. In this world full of DM me and PM me, what happened to pen and poems? What can a guy who still… Continue reading Pens and Poems
When Mama Looked at Me and Said Nothing
When I was in my teens, I would often catch my mama looking at me and saying nothing. It was an intent stare that seeps through me, making me feel uneasy because most of the time, she looks at me that way when I make mistakes. And I remember, I would always wonder what goes… Continue reading When Mama Looked at Me and Said Nothing
Better relationships = better versions of ourselves
As F. Scott Fitzgerald said, “There are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice.” This line appealed to me most as I was watching a local film. Moving on is such a messy and difficult process that everyone has to go through. There are times that we would compare… Continue reading Better relationships = better versions of ourselves
Bahaghari
Sa taong dalawang lino’t dalawang pu, nakilala ko ang isang tulad mo Bagamat suntok sa… Continue reading Bahaghari
Looking for my future husband
Now I’m gonna make you read something kind of less likely to talk about during these times of pandemic. Guess, what, it’s about future husband! 😆 When it comes to finding the right one, I learned how to have higher standards but first, all I should remember is, Every day I should strive to reach… Continue reading Looking for my future husband
Hidden Pain
I tend to overthink as I am in pain, this form of torture you brought me made me felt like it’s part of my being and this loneliness consumes me evenly. In front of everyone everything seems perfect this picture of us show a strong love effect hence no one knows what’s the real deal… Continue reading Hidden Pain
Someday Love Will Find Me
I never thought of love as something complicated. I had my first love when I was fifteen. Such a thrilling experience for a young heart. Everything seemed perfect. But the depths of love can’t just be fathomed when our hearts are not yet ready to discover its depth. Still, in love there’s pain. I had… Continue reading Someday Love Will Find Me
No Strings
I can’t deny the fact that I never expected you to be a huge part of my existence. We started like we’ve known each other for so long when the truth was, we just knew each other for month. You always bring the best part of you being my… Continue reading No Strings
Gusto mo. Ang tanong; Gusto ba ni Lord para sayo?
I guarded my heart for quiet a long time now, pero biglang nawalan ng bakod ng may dumating na ikaw. Pakilig-kilig lng noong una pero damdamin ay biglang nag iba. Pinapasok ka sistema at kahit ang mga red flags ay hindi na inalintana. Pinag pray na sana ikaw na ang sagot saking dasal pero kahit… Continue reading Gusto mo. Ang tanong; Gusto ba ni Lord para sayo?
Sana Pwede Pa
Sana. Kung dadating man ang pagkakataon na bumalik tayo sa noon. Bawat oras na ginugol natin sa isa’t isa nung tayo pa. Bawat saya na walang humpay nung kasama kita. Naalala mo pa ba? kung panu tayo nag umpisa? kung paano ka unti unting nagdala… Continue reading Sana Pwede Pa
I Cheated On Her, I Wanted Her Back But She Doesn’t Want Me Anymore
7 months ago, we became lover. Things go well but I became fool and cheated with you with another girl. Left you alone. I regret it, every single day. I came to you again hoping you will give me another chance. You said yes, we even met in personal just to talk. Days after, you… Continue reading I Cheated On Her, I Wanted Her Back But She Doesn’t Want Me Anymore
Wall between Us
I’ve been loving you for so long, Even after you stop holding on. We’ve been together for many years, you left me nothing but tears. We started like we had each other’s world and no one can replace each other love . But all of sudden you treat me so cold Unknowingly that I’m losing… Continue reading Wall between Us
Never mind you were never mine.
Sometimes everything comes unexpectedly, like how you showed up holding that flower which captivated my heart. We often let our hearts wander and go freely like a leaf dancing in the flowing wind not knowing where it’ll go. We often let our feelings overcome our thinking. We always choose to love despite knowing that we… Continue reading Never mind you were never mine.
Iba’t Ibang Mukha ng Pag-ibig
HOPELESS ROMANTIC – Sila yung mga tinatawag na MARUPOK. Iyong mga taong hindi tumitigil sa pag-asang magbabago pa ang taong mahal. Sila iyong nasa populasyon ng mga hindi napapagod sumugal kahit pa paulit-ulit na nasasaktan. Madalas na matawag na tatanga-tanga sa pag-ibig, pero para sa akin, sila yung mga taong nasobrahan sa tapang. Kasi sila… Continue reading Iba’t Ibang Mukha ng Pag-ibig