Im 29 and Im a working single mom of two kids. Dating app. Im one of the million na nag try nito and here i found my LDR bf. 17 months ago to be exact when i first know him following my live. Every cindirella waiting for her prince and once i met him. But… Continue reading Complicated.
Category: Waiting
To the guy I have never known.
I was exhausted from waiting in a long line that I was sucking the whole time. Then you came, you were strumming your guitar and I was like ‘ you are good’ I didn’t know why I said that but I did, and you said ‘ hindi naman’ . We were in freshman back then, the same University… Continue reading To the guy I have never known.
Dear Young Lady
I know you have your personal issues in your life, yourself—and there’s a lot, I bet. I know how hard it is to deal with those issues every day when you don’t really know how to even start dealing with it. I know how painful it is when you’ve found yourself being left behind by… Continue reading Dear Young Lady
Hello, Dearest future Partner! I am enchanted to meet you!
Grateful. That’s how I am now. Everyday. In fact, gratitude is where it all started. Perhaps, in a lifetime, the best gift a man can receive from God is the one-of-one opportunity to love. After all, He, who is Love, has created us in love, with love, and out of love. Or perhaps, it is… Continue reading Hello, Dearest future Partner! I am enchanted to meet you!
Waiting : Enjoying Season
Hindi ko muna gagawin ang lahat…sa ngayon. Hindi dahil hindi pa ako handa. May pinagkakaabalahan lang sa buhay Ginugugol ang oras sa mga walang kwentang bagay Kasama ang mga kaibigang tunay Barkadang walang humpay ang tagay Hindi dahil natatakot ako. Handa akong masaktan Maiwan ng walang dahilan Tumaya sa tama o sa mali Sumugal sa… Continue reading Waiting : Enjoying Season
I kept waiting, but “no one” came
For the longest time I have been single, almost 7 years to be exact.. it came to a point where I forgot what it feels to be in love, i forgot how it feels to be liked…. I kept asking my self what is wrong….… that it came to a point that I felt like… Continue reading I kept waiting, but “no one” came
It’s been a year.
It’s been a year. A year of staring at you from a far. A year of cheering for you in silence. A year of keeping how proud I am with your achievements. A year of wanting to comfort you everytime you are sad and give you solace when you are in pain. A year of… Continue reading It’s been a year.
To the one,
You will be my best friend, encourager and my partner in this journey called life. You are the greatest reminder and extension of God’s grace in my life. I will not promise anything to you, but I’ll do my best to be enough for you. You deserve to be pursued everyday, because you are a… Continue reading To the one,
Oh Girl Don’t Settle For Less
Girl, first of all I want to tell you that you are created for a purpose. Maybe you can’t see it right now or you don’t know exactly what it is but believe me God has something for you in the future; a Canaan (promise land) that you will enjoy for the rest of your… Continue reading Oh Girl Don’t Settle For Less
Dear Future Wife, I’m Not Yet The Man
Many a man claims to have unfailing love, but a faithful man who can find?” (Proverbs 20:6) Dear future wife, First and foremost, I love Jesus Christ with all of my heart so I will not awaken my love for you until it so desires. Maybe I’m not yet the man who deserves your love;… Continue reading Dear Future Wife, I’m Not Yet The Man
Walang titulo
Ito yung pangatlong tula na nagawa ko. Wala pa siyang pamagat pero ito yung content. One of my inspirations dito sa tula na to yung mga students ko. 🙂 At ang paghihintay sa tamang panahon. ☝️🏻💪🏻❤️ Pag-ibig na pinaramdam ay pag-ibig na walang hanggan. Mahal, Mahal nga ba ang tawag? O mahal lang dahil ito’y… Continue reading Walang titulo
Stop light
Learn to know the when to Stop, when to go and when to get ready. Green for go Red for stop Yellow for warning. Get ready to go or get ready to stop. Follow them or you’ll die. Wag mong hayaan mamatay ng paulit ulit ang puso mo. God has a right time for everything.… Continue reading Stop light
HINDI KITA AAGAWIN
Hindi Kita Aagawin Alam ko naman hindi ako ang nauna d’yan sa puso mo. Kahit naman ngayon, di pa rin mapipinid ang tibok nito. Hindi naman din ako ang laging laman ng isipan mo. Dahil walang kasiguraduhan ang nararamdaman ko, wala rin sa balak na ipaalam pa sa iyo. Kinakausap si Bathala, nagtatanong kung ito… Continue reading HINDI KITA AAGAWIN
Dream Girl
Dream Girl I’ve never settled to be a guy who’ll wait for a girl whose in a relationship right now. But for you. I kept waiting. I knew I loved you from the day that we chatted. The days were together. The day that you even get my phone to take a photo. I even… Continue reading Dream Girl
Do Not Arouse Or Awaken Love Until It So Desires
In this season of singlehood, our hearts are easily hooked with what the world offers, attracting us into distractions— away from what God wants for us. Solomon, with all of his past experiences and wisdom, reminded us “not to arouse or awaken love until it so desires” (Songs 2:7, 3:5, 8:4). He even elaborated that… Continue reading Do Not Arouse Or Awaken Love Until It So Desires
It Is Okay If You Are Still Single
Single men and women are living under a constant pressure to validate themselves in today’s society. “Really? No girlfriend at all?” Or “Are you gay?”, these are questions I always get whenever people discover that I’m still single at this age.“ And it made me think that, just because a man doesn’t have a girlfriend,… Continue reading It Is Okay If You Are Still Single
Beautiful things are yet to come
I’m sorry for being so cruel the last time we talked. I poured all sorts of emotions and I know that was quite different from the way you used to know me. The pain was just too much to bear. 5 years was all I needed from you. I promised to be your first and… Continue reading Beautiful things are yet to come
When I thought Boaz isn’t real
No boyfriend since birth. Yes, and I am 27. It is not that no one ever courted me or has shown interest in me. I guess I am a believer of this thing called “my first shall be my last”. I only have one standard, my non negotiable, and that is a man of faith.… Continue reading When I thought Boaz isn’t real
A Time Series: A Time to Meet Someone
There will always be a first in meeting someone.. special. It could be light. Fun. Exciting. Crazy. Or it could be.. ordinary. Then there’s a second time. And a third. Fourth. Fifth. Every time it could get funnier. Crazier. More exciting. And then… woosh. Gone. There’s no permanent in this world. No person.… Continue reading A Time Series: A Time to Meet Someone
i never give up on you
Even the day get tougher I will give my self to you even you always ignored me. Every time I chat you and I don’t received any reaction from you my heart shattered in small pieces and I don’t how to make it a whole again. i will never give up on you, because I… Continue reading i never give up on you
A Short Letter to November
I remember the first time we met. We were opposite strangers heading towards opposite directions. I admit that since the very first time I’ve already sensed this unfamiliar feeling of attraction towards you. You were just, you. Cool and collected, like you have no other care for the world. “I thought you were normal”, were… Continue reading A Short Letter to November
Tayo
Tanda mo pa ba? Noong unang beses na nagkita Hindi inakala na ang malamig na kamay ang magdadala Maghahatid sa kung ano pala ang meron tayong dalawa di ba? Tanda ko pa noong unang beses na lumingon ako para hanapin ka Ilang hakbang, ilang hakbang na paulit-ulit kong iisipin na ‘di pinagsisihan Hinawakan ka ngunit… Continue reading Tayo
MAYBE, but WHAT IF?
Maybe you’ve met him for a reason, but what if it’s different from what you think? Maybe you became friends and made unforgettable memories together, but what if it just has to remain there? Maybe you’ve fallen for him unintentionally, but what if he doesn’t feel the same way? Maybe you always talk to God… Continue reading MAYBE, but WHAT IF?
Panginip ng gising
araw araw gumagawa ako ng kwento makasama ka lang, kahit sa gawa gawang kwento sa isipan, nakakausap kita ng malaya,nakakapaglambing, na ako yun pipiliin mo. Na meron talagang tayo. Pero syempre hanggang doon lang yun.
Wait or wander?
Life is full of uncertainties. We tend to wander, to do things our own way as if we know better than the God of the universe who knows all things and who holds the future. We disobey, we rebel against the will of the Father, whose only concern is the best for His children. Trusting… Continue reading Wait or wander?
For Those Who Wait
You’re doing great, all those prayers will be answered in perfect time. All those daydreams where you saw her eyes sparkled when you gave her those forget-me-nots and handwritten letters will soon become real. You may be as frustrated as her waiting on a park bench, hoping both of you will fit together. But when… Continue reading For Those Who Wait
Doon tayo sa lugar na hindi kana makakawala.
Kagabi nagsabi ka sakin na “isama mo ko sa lugar na kung saan hindi na ako makakawala.” Alam kong huli na, at hindi na ganun yung pagmamahal. Pero gusto parin kita dalhin dun balang araw at umaasa parin akong madadala kita sa lugar na yun balang araw. Umuwi ka na muna para makapunta na tayo.… Continue reading Doon tayo sa lugar na hindi kana makakawala.
Ayaw mo na. Pinag isipan mo ba?
Sabi mo sakin nung isang gabi na tama na. Sinabi mo sakin na hindi mo ko kayang titigan saking mga mata. Napakadali naman kaseng sabihin na ayaw mo na, pero ang tanong eh pinag isipan mo ba? Pinag isipan mo man lang sana. Di lang ikaw ang kawawa. Hindi dapat natatapos lang ng bigla bigla… Continue reading Ayaw mo na. Pinag isipan mo ba?
Dear Heart…
I know it’s quite late, the damage has been done. As much as I don’t want to, for I know these are words you despise to hear, I’ll say it still. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being heedless. I thought I was cautious. I had my walls overrated. Little did I know that… Continue reading Dear Heart…
Babalik ako para gawin ang tama.
Magdamag kong pinag isipan kung tama na ba talaga. Pagod na pagod na din kase ako. Pagod na kong umasa na magbabago ka pa. Pagod na kong isiping babalik ka pa. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko bumalik ka pa. Ginawa ko na lahat ng katangahan maipakita lang na mahal kita. Gusto ko nang sumuko.… Continue reading Babalik ako para gawin ang tama.