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“ANG WAKAS NG NAUDLOT NA UMPISA”

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko Uumpisahan ang tulang ito. Gaya ng kung paano natapos ang kwentong di pa man nag-uumpisa. Buntong hininga. Sa buntong hininga ko na nga lang Mailalahad ang nadarama. Nakakatuwang balikan ang ala-ala noon. Ngunit nakakalungkot isipin ito na tayo ngayon, na di na maaari ang Continue Reading

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Bakit Ako, Walang Boyfriend?

“Bakit ako, walang boyfriend?” Hahaha. Yes. Kahit ako natatawa how I ended up with that title. Syempre, one way of catching your attention which is nagawa ko naman siguro kasi binabasa mo to? HAHAHA. Pero, let’s get to the point and yan din ang tanong ko sa sarili ko. Bakit Continue Reading

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Loving you in silence

“Love is about appreciation, not possession” Cliché man na pakinggan pero after my experienced about unrequited love mas lalong naging meaningful sa akin ang qoute na ito. Sa kabila ng confusion,disappointment at heartbreaks thankful parin ako sa naranasan ko,blessing in disguise nga kung titingnan in a positive way. Ang daming Continue Reading

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beautiful goodbye

it hurts to say goodbye to a person knowing you’ve wanted to spend the rest of your life with them. it hurts to think that any moment your whole world could shatter into a million pieces. It hurts to see someone you love fall all of a sudden without a Continue Reading

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“A CHILDLESS WOMAN”

You are the woman who always stands up straight You talk like an army’s gun Your words are always forward and straight And these words are like a spear meant to anyone’s heart to pierce. At first, all we think is that you’re a monster always ready to devour every Continue Reading

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Limang Letra

“Limang Letra” Sa limang letra may kwentong nakatala. Limang letrang pwedeng mag silbing babala sa mga pwedeng makuha pag ang puso ang inuna Kesa sa isip na dapat ang nag tatakda BULAG… sa mga maling pag ibig sa tamang oras. ani mo’y mga karakter sa kwentong pinaikot ikot hindi alam Continue Reading

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Handa na ba akong magmahal ulit?

Masarap magmahal, ngunit tandaan mo bawat saya may kasamang lungkot. Bawat sarap may kaakibat na sakit. Bawat ngiti may luha. Bawat umpisa may huli. Yan ang natutunan ko sa una kong pag-ibig. Nagmahal ako ng taong hindi ko inaasahang mahalin. Minahal ko siya ng buo, bawat ngiti, bawat saya, bawat Continue Reading

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An Open Letter to Mr. Bassist

An Open Letter to Mr. Bassist I’ve been praying for you since 2012. Why? For me you’re the epitome of everything that a man should be. Your charm and the way how deep you look are the hardest thing to resist. I can’t help but to admire you from afar. Continue Reading

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We’re “still” young.

In my opinion, it’s not about unloving the person.Stop risking because you’re not sure about what you’re doing, let yourself love him but don’t risk. Delikado na, you’ll never know what might happen esp we’re still young. don’t be too impulsive. You decide agad kasi, it shouldn’t be like that. Continue Reading

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Liham para saaking unang pag-ibig

Liham para sa aking unang pag-ibig,                  Marahil hindi ito ang pinaka magandang tulang maitatala ko sa oras na ito. Nais ko sanang sabihin saiyo ang aking naramdaman dahil alam ko na kung ipagpapatuloy ko ang pagmamahal ko sayo, ang damdamin kong ito ay walang patutunguhan. Hayaan mo sanang ipahiwatig ang nararamdaman ko sayo sa huling pagkakataon.                 Nasasaktan parin ako sapagkat hindi naging maganda ang katapusan ng ating walang hanggan. Akala ko ang ating pag-iibigan ay pang matagalan. Pero hindi rin nagtagal pag-ibig mo’y lumisan. Hindi kita masisisi sapagkat iyan naman ang iyong nararamdaman. Mahal kita, mahal na mahal. Pag-ibig ko sayo’y kakaiba, walang katulad. Hindi ko rin inaasahan na ganito kalalim ang pagmamahal ko sayo. Ung tipong kahit anong gawin ko, ikaw parin ang naiisip ko. Sabik akong makita ka lagi. At kahit pa na matagal tayong hindi magkita, ikaw parin ang tibok ng aking puso. Sa maikling salita, hindi sapat ang mga letrang ito para maipahayag ang pag-ibig na nararamdaman ko sayo.                  Gusto ko din magpa salamat dahil sa loob ng apat na taon madami akong natutunan, pinasaya mo ng sobra ung buhay ko sa mga taong iyon. Gusto ko sanang ipagpatuloy ang pag-ibig ko saiyo ngunit sa aking palagay hindi magiging maganda ang kahihinatnan nitong nararamdaman ko lalo na’t ako nalang ang may pagtingin sayo. Siguro isa din sa mga dahilan kung bakit sobra akong nasasaktan ngayon dahil masyado akong umasa na lalago ang ating pag-iibigan sa pagtagal ng panahon, pero imbes na lumago, kumupas at lumamig ang pagmamahalan natin. Hindi pa man ganap na naghilom itong puso ko, pero alam ko sa sarili ko na dadating ang araw na makakabangon ako muli sa pagkawasak ng aking puso.                  Sa pagtapos ng aking liham, baka ito na din ang huling tula o liham na gagawin ko sapagkat titigil muna ko sa paggawa ng mga tula dahil baka ito din ang isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit hindi pa ako makapag move on. Madami pa sana akong gustong sabihin saiyo kaso hindi ko siya kayang ibuo saaking isip.                 Sana pag ito’y nabasa mo na hindi tayo magkaroon ng ilangan sa isa’t isa. Sana ang pagkakaibigan natin ay hindi mapunta sa kahiyaan. Wala akong ibang hiling kung hindi ang kaligayahan mo. Masaya ako dahil naranasan kong umibig sa isang lalaking tulad mo, dahil mas nakilala pa kita.  -Agent P

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Paalam

Nakakatuwang isipin yung dating meron satin. kahit wala pinilit kong pilitin. kahit masakit lahat nagawa kong kayanin kahit mahirap pinilit kong tiisin ang sakit na dala ng maling pag tingin umibig sa alam kong hindi pwede maging akin na nung una palang hindi ako ang tinitibok ng yong damdamin. ngunit Continue Reading

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Bakit ka Single?

Bakit ka single tanong na madalas mo marinig pero alam mo ba sa likod ng tanong may isang maliit na tinig. tinig na nag sasabing wag mo bangitin kasi masakit alalahanin kung bakit magisa ka parin. minsan katuwaan nalang ung concepto sa kulitan,social media, kahit sa bahay narirnig ko bakit Continue Reading

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evoL retteL

You and I are not meant to be I really dont believe that you would have love even just a little for me. I pray, one day, in someday that I will forget your memory. Don’t ever believe that you have already a special part in me. Did you know Continue Reading

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SHADOW

SHADOW Shadow- ito ay itim na imahe (a dark image) na nabubuo kapag ang anumang bagay ay natamaan ng liwanag. Tumapat ka sa liwanag at makikita mo sa likod mo yung shadow mo o anino. Noong bata ako, takot ako sa anino ko, kasi nakikita kong sumusunod ito kung saan Continue Reading

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An open letter for you

How are you right now? Are you okay? Are you tired? Are you afraid? I know we are all facing different battles everyday and we are all dealing in different scenarios everyday. Life is not smooth as silk, there will always be a choices and decisions to make. We will Continue Reading

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Growing up requires great effort

I am the type of person whose half dependent and half independent towards my parents. My parents support me financially and with a whole family, — that’s how I view it. But when it comes to socializing, dealing with my emotions and stuff. I grew up independently, I learned a Continue Reading

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Sa pagitan ng simula at wakas

Hindi ko alam paano sisimulanIsang liham na sayo’y ilalaanMga bagay na aking ikinababahalaHeto’t aking ilalathala Ako’y nadadala sa iyong mga titigAnimo’y may gustong ipahiwatigMga salitang hindi ko kayang paniwalaanSapagkat ito’y di makatotohanan Ngunit ang puso’y tila iba ang naisNadadala sa iyong mga galaw na kay tamisSapat na nga ba na Continue Reading

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Unang pag-ibig

Liham para sa aking unang pag-ibig,              Marahil hindi ito ang pinaka magandang tulang maitatala ko sa panahong ito. Nais ko sanang sabihin saiyo ang aking naramdaman dahil alam ko na kung ipagpapatuloy ko ang pagmamahal ko sayo, ang damdamin kong ito ay walang patutunguhan. Hayaan Continue Reading

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Au Revoir

To the guy I thought I’m willing to marry, now I know why I’m so scared to trust my heart to you.  Because you’re still unchanged. You’re the same teenage boy without a concrete direction. Someone who is lost and whose heart’s filled with sadness. The same person who proclaims Continue Reading

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I Love You but I Can’t Pursue You

Yes, i do love you. I love your smile. I love the sound of your laugh. I love the way you try to make a cute face. But dear, you don’t even have to try because you’re beautiful inside and out. Despite all the feelings that are building up inside Continue Reading

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Letter I will never send

Persistency is the key. But I don’t think it would sti work out. I just read your messages earlier. Well, It has been 5 long years. I know you’ve been trying to reach me out for that 5 years in every communication channel you can. Yes, I read your chats, Continue Reading

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Singleness: Making the Most Out of it

Maybe the greatest temptations in singleness are loneliness and impatience. Impatience in waiting for our right soul partner and loneliness of being by ourselves. Perhaps you might wonder when will it be that your paths will cross or when will someone tell you, “I have been praying for you.” Our culture dictates Continue Reading