Boiling Waters
I tend to look at you secretly Hoping to steal a single moment with you. You are as cold as ice but can burn my hopes and fantasies. I’m a shattered soul and a great pretender hiding behind smile and laughter. Unknowingly you completes my day, Everytime I look at Continue Reading
Naalala mo pa paano tayo’y nagsimula, Isa sa mga ala-alang sobrang saya Mula sa linyahan kong parang gusto ko ng kape Bakit nga ba? Para laging makapeling ka Ilang segundong hindi ka nakasagot, Ako naman sa kilig ay napabaluktot Gabi gabi naguusap hanggang madaling araw, Ang saya sa puso na Continue Reading
Para sa mga hanggang ngayo’y nagtatanong pa ng kanilang halaga: Isinaksak nang mariin ‘yung pampainit ng tubig. Simula kaninang hapon mainit naman na rin ang panahon. Nagbabadya ng malakas na pag-ulan sa hatinggabi pero Naglakas pa rin ako ng loob maligo, gamit ang mainit na tubig. Iba kasi ‘yung pakiramdam Continue Reading
I am counting the days and trusting the process. Here I am, believing that one day, in time, I will forget you and the feeling of loving you. 🤍✨💔 Believing that one day – I will get tired of checking on you. Believing that in due time, my heart will Continue Reading
Darling Polan, Do you daydream? Do you sit and spend your afternoon daydreaming of things you have always wanted? I do. I do a lot of that on weekends when I can be alone with my thoughts and when I can hear my heartbeat. On weekdays, I try to focus Continue Reading
Ever wondered if your partner truly loves you? I’m really honest with my feelings. I don’t want to keep anything from my partner. As much as possible, I want to share my thoughts that are bothering me to make us feel more secure. Sometimes, on a random day, I usually Continue Reading
After breakups, cool offs, hanapin-ko-lang-sarili-ko momints, and such, people around often romanticize the idea saying, “If you truly love someone, then win him/her back.” Funny how they put an intensifier ‘truly’, when in fact it meant the opposite for some. However, the truth is that the so-called comeback depends on Continue Reading
For those people who choose to trust on and on—even there were histories of betrayal that keep on haunting them in silence every single time.
Hello! Hope everything is ok with you right now. Hindi ko alam pero lately lagi kang pumapasok sa isip ko out of nowhere. Alam ko masaya ka na ngayon at ayaw ko ng guluhin ka pa. I just hope for your continuous happiness coz you deserve it of all people Continue Reading
“May darating, may aalis,” ika ng karamihan. Pero ang naisip ko lang, hindi mo gagawin ang lumisan. Sabay tayong tumaya sa hinaharap na walang kasiguraduhan. Kaya naman, tungo sa landas na sabay nating pinangarap, araw-araw kong hinakbang ang aking mga paa. Marami mang boses na pilit akong hinadlangan ay hindi Continue Reading
I never asked you to come into my life. You wanted to be a part of it. You were so convincing because, in some moments, I saw you looking at me like I was everything you’d been looking for. You used all your ‘resources’ to make me fall for you. Continue Reading
In the generation nowadays, some people grow ignorant about who Jesus is, as a result, many of the said individuals have become slaves to sin and impurity. When we were kids, we were taught in our respective houses, on how to worship, pray and to connect with God based on Continue Reading
Love doesn’t have to be hard. It doesn’t choke—ain’t suffocating. Rather, love, in fact, is gentle. It will make you realize that you are worth much more than a gold; you are deserving of all sorts of happiness in this world. A priceless gem. One of a kind. It will Continue Reading
Since the day you left, lots of questions have bothered my mind. Did I do something wrong that made you walk away? Have I said something inappropriate that made you leave? Will you still come back to explain why? Or perhaps restore what was (I don’t know if it was) Continue Reading
This too shall pass.
Love has always been a foreign thing to me. I know it was everywhere but in my world it was nowhere; It’s like a shadow I could clearly see it but unable to touch it; I was like an unpainted wall lifeless – dull, pale, and dry. Until this beautiful Continue Reading
Who says having trust issues is easy? Most people wish that it was as easy as 1,2,3 & a,b,c. Have you ever been with someone that gave you different kinds of vibes? Their words are contradictory to their actions. This makes it difficult to tell what is true and what Continue Reading
I can’t barely fight this internal hurricanes inside of me; Trying to sleep to forget all the regrets and cruelty. But no matter what I do I’m still blinded with intoxication, Of being stuck with this foolish imagination. Ironic isn’t it? I’m broken and yet I don’t bleed. What you Continue Reading
Ito nanaman, dinadaan sa sulat ang mga nararamdaman. Kahit pa sa bawat paglapat ng aking mga kamay sa aking telepono na limang taon ko na ring hawak, ay parang inaasinan muli ang mga sugat. Masakit, mahapdi, at mapait. Pero alam ko na ito ang kailangan para sa wakas ako na ay Continue Reading
And here I go. Staring at you. Hoping to catch a small talks with you again. I felt this obsession of getting to know more from you. But I don’t have the guts to approach you unless its not a personal matter. I want to be your friend but I’m Continue Reading
Turning 30 end of this year. Adulting is indeed hard. As I reminisce with the past 29 years, I can say that I have really lived well. I had a lot of good and bad experiences as well as mistakes, conscious mistakes. My life has been a mixture of fun Continue Reading
I think the saddest part of being able to be with someone who pour nothing but good intentions with you is that, the comfortability you felt the days you were with them. It sucks that you miss the bond and stuffs you used to do together. We tend to feel Continue Reading
I never heard anyone say that getting into your 20s is a terrific time. Na marami palang “what if” at “lost passion and dreams” ang mangyayari. Nobody warned me that asking to grow more quickly as a child was a tragic mistake. At age of 20, you begin Continue Reading
Hi! I know you went through a lot, and you’re still discovering more about yourself. Sorry for always accepting challenges in our life. Letting people come into our lives that we might know in the end that they will hurt us..but still you keep on surviving the challenges in order for you to Continue Reading
Sol, my almost, What is the essence of morning without you? How unfair and how playful the fate is, that even in my perihelion, I, somehow, am still off the beaten path and watch you from afar as I revolve. I know I shouldn’t, but at some point, I envy Continue Reading
When we meet again, don’t expect that you are meeting just me. You are meeting all the versions that I have had since the last time we met. You are meeting all the versions of me that I have worked on and still currently healing to become the person that Continue Reading
How does it feel? To be shown off to the world or just even in social media To have someone who’s so proud to have you To be engaged To be touched To be caressed To be held Tight Warmly Lovingly How does it feel? To received flowers even when Continue Reading
i know you are tired of hearing their comments na hangang dyan ka lang, na hindi ka maganda, na wala ka namang alam at wala kang mararating sa buhay, and you’re trying to figure out bakit until now wala ka pa din nararating, i just want to remind you na Continue Reading
Love came when I was not looking for it because I was busy living, enjoying my single life and being contented with the love of my family and company of trusted dear friends. Love came when I was not expecting it. It came to me differently. It came in a Continue Reading
Do you think we can make it now? Do you think this time we can do this right? Do you believe this time is the time for us to try again? To start risking again? Do you think that this is the time for us? That the universe gave us Continue Reading
