Confessions

I’ve been battling with depression for 4 years and counting for more. It’s not easy. I almost crawl off to bed just to face the day. I look at the mirror and tell “You will survive this day, Orpha. God is with you”. But every day is a chaos for Continue Reading

Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad I have a boyfriend and almost 4 years na kame, of course may mga ups and downs madaming struggle na kaming na encounter. Pero kahit ganon nanatili kame together, I dont know kung love pa ba yung nararamdaman ko o talagang tanga lang ako kase ilang Continue Reading

Sabay sa pag putok ng araw, Ang paglaho ng mga bulalakaw. Lumagpas ang gabi, Ng hindi nakahiling. Binalot ng lungkot, Pangamba at takot, Na ang hiling ay di matupad. Ngunit bigla ko naalala, Kahit ilang bituin ang bumagsak, Katotohanan ang bibiyak Sa isip kong nangangarap Na sana ako iyong kayakap. Continue Reading

Kung pwede lang, sana di na kita nakilala Hindi na sana nahihirapan at naguguluhan pa Kung pwede lang, sana natuturuan ang puso Hindi sana nararamdaman itong pagkalumo Kung pwede ko lang sanang sabihin Ngunit ayaw na kitang abalahin Masaya na akong kita’y abot tingin Na sana pwede “tayo,” bulong sa Continue Reading

A letter of HAPPY reminiscing 🙂   Nakilala ko siya 4thyear ako, 3rd year siya. Sa Jade Valley, nagpapicture siya sakin, (joke! haha!) Nagpapicture ako, sa kanya, tawag ko pa sa kanya ‘SUPNET’, di ko alam 1st name niya that time. Haha. Dun nagstart ang lahat. Ü March 29, 2007, Continue Reading

I look at you as more than you are to currently.Because to me you are everything i’ve ever wanted but mostly because you treat me as though i matter.As if my opinions and everything i want is to you too.And that was love is .But i can’t tell you iloveyoo.I Continue Reading

I talked to my dad about her and how things went south during our hike (I was too passive despite all the planning and preparation because I froze when it mattered. Imagine nearly 12 hours of awkward silence–a 4-hour drive, a 3-hour hike, and another 5-hour drive–superficial small talks and Continue Reading

First year college kame nun sa Saint Louis University sa Baguio ng makilala ko sya that was year 2011. Bukod sa maganda sya matalino sya kaya di maiiwasan na mapansin talaga sya at madame magkagusto. Naging mag kaibigan naman kame at nag attempt ako manligaw. Kaso basted,priority nya muna daw Continue Reading

Tinanong mo ako noon kung kailan nagumpisa, hindi ako sigurado sa sinagot ko sa iyo. Pero pagkatapos ng ilang taon, simula ng nagdesisyon tayo na maghintay muna, ngayon sigurado na ako. Tanda mo ba ng umupo ka sa tabi ko? Nakapikit ang mga mata ko ng oras na iyon. Hindi Continue Reading

I just want to share my story. I used to like this guy for 1 year and 8 months. Though sinabi nya na sakin nung 1st month pa lang ng friendship namin na friends lang talaga kami, naghintay pa din ako, kasi naniniwala akong may idedevelop pa tong samahan namin, Continue Reading

So I was living on the same house hold with my ex’s cousin. We treated each other like real cousins as we have been together for quit some time. We live normally for years. Been ironing his hair, helping him on his homeworks. Doing this and that. I even picked Continue Reading

She may not be perfect, she has a lot flaws, she made mistakes in the past, but she loves you morethan you know. She will do everything for you. She may give you headache at some time but trust me shes doing her best for you both to work out. She Continue Reading

Akala ko okay nako di pa pala. Bumalik ako sa lugar kung saan kita unang nakita, nayakap, nahagkan. Nagka ayaan kasi uminom ang tropa at di ko alam na kapitbahay mo pala siya. Nasa lot 9 ka, nasa lot 5 lang ako Di ako makagalaw ng maayos, pinagpapawisan ng malamig. Continue Reading

‘I’m leaving.’ I remember the night I said this. I remember the state I was in. I remember the best of us. ‘Sigurado ka?’ That was unexpected. ‘Yes.’ That was a lie. ‘Kung yan ang gusto mo.’ That was agonizing. I remember it all. I remember everything. I remember the Continue Reading