To the Man I almost Surrendered Myself To

To the Man I Almost Surrendered Myself To I was in the most depressed state of my adult life when I met you. Most of all, it was the time that I struggled with my faith and rebelled against God. I was not that interested during your firs...

It’s almost the perfect fit

I found you in a very unexpected time, in an unusual place. We were almost the perfect fit, we complement each other. Our relationship is an example that couples should not only be a romantic couple but life partnership was should also be p...

Affection without clear Intention

Hi, Im dating someone for 5months na, okay naman. Masaya ako na kasama sya. Kaso nga lang hindi ko alam kung nanliligaw siya, wala din kase syang sinabi. Todo effort siya, halos every weekend kaming magkasama. Kain kami sa labas, nood ka...

Panimula

pag-gising sa umaga mukha mo ang nakikita pagharap sa salamin bakit ikaw ang naaalala? isang taon ang lumipas mula ng ika'y makilala umayon ba kay tadhana na ikaw ngayon ay kasama mapalapit sa iyo hindi inakala wari ko'y isa...

One who can’t find herself

Have you ever wondered what is your purpose in life? Are you in the right path from where you are right now? What's  your heart and soul desire? Me? I feel nothing. I am not myself anymore.. who am I? I feel stuck, I am a jobless p...

To the guy who decided to not put a label in us;

  I have been wondering  Why?  and Why Not?  Why are you making me feel this way?  Why are you being so sweet? Why did you date me on valentines?  Why made me special?  Why did you make me feel lik...

I am not moving on

Hello there my dear..   How are you today? I missed you already, Nah, that was such an understatement for how I really felt since you left.   I’ve been crying for so many nights that I already reached the point where tears are no long...

Naalala mo lang Ako Noong Kinalimutan ka Niya

Lumapit ka at nagparamdam na parang may nais ipahiwatig. Dumaan ang mga sandali, araw-araw kang nagpapadala ng mga mensahe. Kamusta kana? Kumain ka na ba? Lagi mo ding sinasabi na mag-iingat ako. Pinaramdam mo sa akin na mahalaga ako at nas...

A man who moved on but can’t let go

hi . I've been in a almost relationship nalang siguro , na nagtagal din naman ng 18 months . di ko lang talaga alam kung bakit bigla nalang ambilis nya magalit parang maliit na issue pinapalaki nya pa . this happens back in feb. 1 month ...

Confession with confusion

Yay! Thanks po. Pakitago nalang po ng identity ko. This is kind of a different kind of story/problem. Um.. It's about me and my ex. She's a SHE bte. Haha I'm a Lesbian, pero hindi yung out na lesbo. So yun, she and I broke up about 2months ...

“An Open Letter for the people who are battling with depression”

I've been battling with depression for 4 years and counting for more. It's not easy. I almost crawl off to bed just to face the day. I look at the mirror and tell "You will survive this day, Orpha. God is with you". But every day is a chao...

Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad

Babaeng Mababa Ang Lipad I have a boyfriend and almost 4 years na kame, of course may mga ups and downs madaming struggle na kaming na encounter. Pero kahit ganon nanatili kame together, I dont know kung love pa ba yung nararamdaman ko o...

Sana

Sabay sa pag putok ng araw, Ang paglaho ng mga bulalakaw. Lumagpas ang gabi, Ng hindi nakahiling. Binalot ng lungkot, Pangamba at takot, Na ang hiling ay di matupad. Ngunit bigla ko naalala, Kahit ilang bituin ang bumagsak, Katoto...

Kung Pwede lang, SANA

Kung pwede lang, sana di na kita nakilala Hindi na sana nahihirapan at naguguluhan pa Kung pwede lang, sana natuturuan ang puso Hindi sana nararamdaman itong pagkalumo Kung pwede ko lang sanang sabihin Ngunit ayaw na kitang abalahin ...

My Happy Reminiscing

A letter of HAPPY reminiscing :)   Nakilala ko siya 4thyear ako, 3rd year siya. Sa Jade Valley, nagpapicture siya sakin, (joke! haha!) Nagpapicture ako, sa kanya, tawag ko pa sa kanya 'SUPNET', di ko alam 1st name niya that time....

I can’t tell you I LOVE YOU (but i do)

I look at you as more than you are to currently.Because to me you are everything i've ever wanted but mostly because you treat me as though i matter.As if my opinions and everything i want is to you too.And that was love is .But i can't tel...

I Froze When It Mattered; My Words Never Left My Tongue

I talked to my dad about her and how things went south during our hike (I was too passive despite all the planning and preparation because I froze when it mattered. Imagine nearly 12 hours of awkward silence--a 4-hour drive, a 3-hour hike, ...

Move On

All things work together for good. This was my story nung ma-brokenhearted ako sa EX kong si BJ. It was suppose to be a 21-day blog kung paano kong ini-handle yung pain ng breakup namin at kung paano ako nag-moveo on, pero umabot ng 6mon...

In a perfect timing

First year college kame nun sa Saint Louis University sa Baguio ng makilala ko sya that was year 2011. Bukod sa maganda sya matalino sya kaya di maiiwasan na mapansin talaga sya at madame magkagusto. Naging mag kaibigan naman kame at nag at...

Malapit, malayo pa din!

Tinanong mo ako noon kung kailan nagumpisa, hindi ako sigurado sa sinagot ko sa iyo. Pero pagkatapos ng ilang taon, simula ng nagdesisyon tayo na maghintay muna, ngayon sigurado na ako. Tanda mo ba ng umupo ka sa tabi ko? Nakapikit ang mga ...

Almost

I just want to share my story. I used to like this guy for 1 year and 8 months. Though sinabi nya na sakin nung 1st month pa lang ng friendship namin na friends lang talaga kami, naghintay pa din ako, kasi naniniwala akong may idedevelop pa...

Wag, brad.

So I was living on the same house hold with my ex's cousin. We treated each other like real cousins as we have been together for quit some time. We live normally for years. Been ironing his hair, helping him on his homeworks. Doing this and...

How you mean to her

She may not be perfect, she has a lot flaws, she made mistakes in the past, but she loves you morethan you know. She will do everything for you. She may give you headache at some time but trust me shes doing her best for you both to work ou...

Akala Ko

Akala ko okay nako di pa pala. Bumalik ako sa lugar kung saan kita unang nakita, nayakap, nahagkan. Nagka ayaan kasi uminom ang tropa at di ko alam na kapitbahay mo pala siya. Nasa lot 9 ka, nasa lot 5 lang ako Di ako makagalaw ...

CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN

It's been more than two years. There were days where despair and anxiety would drown me slowly like in a quicksand. I couldn't get out. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't even cry. I envied those who could cry so easily because I knew the...

To the Guy who thought I’d Never Leave

'I'm leaving.' I remember the night I said this. I remember the state I was in. I remember the best of us. 'Sigurado ka?' That was unexpected. 'Yes.' That was a lie. 'Kung yan ang gusto mo.' That was agonizing. I rememb...

To the One Who Stirred Confusion

I found a piece I wrote a year ago. Though I still cannot believe I have written such words, and though these words no longer reflect my current situation, I hope this piece will resonate and inspire you. September 5, 2017 I feel both...

To My “Meant to Have Been”

You couldn’t be my “one that got away” ‘cause you never became mine and you really didn’t got away, we went our separate ways, you were happily in-love with her and I, on the other hand was hoping that you would have a change of heart. I wa...

An open letter to the guy I loved the most

To the guy I loved the most, We met at the time that is not too perfect for us, it's imperfctly imperfect timing I guess. Right man, wrong timing, wrong feelings. You are a broken man and so was I, a broken lady that keeps on smiling throu...

Never Cheat

What you do to others will eventually come back to you. I remember I had my first boyfriend at 18 and he was 23. I was still studying in college and he was already working. My parents were very strict so we agreed to keep a secret for a ...