It all started when I graduated from highschool. Di ko yun malilimutan. Grumaduate ako with very High Honors, pero walang sinuman ang nag-expect na makakamit ko yun, not even myself. Kasi that time kuntento na ko sa rank ko, and i never expected more of that. But, all of a Continue Reading
Confessions
Sorry, I panicked.
Sorry. “Bakit ka ba single?” Kasi umatras ako. Kasalanan ko. ‘Di dahil bawal, ‘di dahil walang manliligaw, ‘di dahil puso ko’y naliligaw. Single ako kasi ako ang umayaw. Alam ko kung anong pakiramdam ng inlove. Masaya, parang kompleto ka dahil sa mga ngiti niya. Sino bang ayaw ma-inlove? Meron na Continue Reading
Comfort in Fall
You’re a total stranger. I know for a fact that we shouldn’t trust a stranger. We gave each other the benefit of the doubt, until regular chats becomes so soothing to my old soul and I never want to stop. You run inside my head all day (aren’t you tired Continue Reading
I give up
I think mas better na ako ngayon. Bumalik na yung mga interest ko sa old hobbies ko. Naiisip ko na din na dapat akong mag improve pa. Like maglaan ng time sa sarili ko. Manood ng movies, bumili ng bagong mga damit, mag travel, mag patattoo at marami pang iba. Continue Reading
How I met your Bumble guy
Not my thing. It’s unusual for me to be in an online dating world. People around me see me as someone who will never dare to install any dating apps. Or that’s just what I wanted them to portray me? Okay, enough talk. That day. It happened when I Continue Reading
Hihintayin kita hanggang April.
July “Ang Pag-Amin” Dalawang taon na ang nakalipas nung nasabi ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko siya. Unang titig ko palang sa kanya alam ko na may kakaiba sa kanya. Mayroon siyang kakaibang awra na hindi mo maiiwasang mapalapit sa kanya. Isa siyang misteryo na nagkatawang lupa. Naghasik siya Continue Reading
I can. We can’t.
“All this time you left me hanging… I can’t love you anymore.” I know this is hard. I may not even succeed. But there’s no other way. If I let you in again, It will all just be repeated. Our cycle. But if I stop having feelings for you, I Continue Reading
Mali ba ang mahalin ka?
Hindi ko alam kung mabuti pa ba yung mga nangyayari sa akin. Simula ng napamahal ako sayo at narealized ko na mahirap pala maging tayo, parang nawala na ako sa tamang daan. Nawalan na ako ng gana sa lahat ng bagay. Ayaw ko ng gawin yung mga favorite hobbies ko. Continue Reading
Don’t Blame Me
Don’t blame me for boring youWhen you said things became routine. Don’t blame me for asking peopleBecause I wondered where you’ve been. Don’t blame me for your decisionTo leave when you could have stayed. Don’t blame me for your actionsWhen you cheated and you betrayed. Don’t blame me for when Continue Reading
Selfless Love. To my best friend.
You are so beautiful and smart. Di ko maexplain, pero there is something in you na gustong gusto ko eh. Siguro I like your voice. Always so calm. You’re very stubborn, masungit and moody pero I really don’t mind. I want to hug you everyday kung pwede lang. Pero alam Continue Reading
Para sa Aking Minahal na Kaibigan
Best friend! Kamusta ka na? Naalala mo pa ba ang ating tawagan? “Dear” ang sarap pakinggan. Tila kumikiliti sa tenga kapag iyong sinasambit. Pero okay lang kung di mo na to naalala. Pero ako, naalala mo pa ba? Ako nga pala yung palaging nakasupporta para sayo. Tumatakas para mapuntahan ka Continue Reading
To my baby’s father
Hi, I just want you to know na never akong nagalit, nagtampo, nagtanim ng sama ng loob sayo eversince nung araw na nagpaparamdam kalang everytime you need me. Libangan? Parausan? Pampalipas oras? Marupok? Malandi? Uto-uto? Easy to get? You can call me what you want and will accept it, lunukin Continue Reading
To the girl that i cannot be with. That i will never have
It’s been months since we had a connection like we knew each other for so long. We’ve been very close that time, we shared each others’ experiences and what happened on that particular day.. And that was everyday? I mean every night. I treated you as my younger sibling. And Continue Reading
Letter to
It’s funny how I would try not to think of you, of us, most of the times. I always tell myself that I must not be bothered by our “could-have-been“ moments if we were just honest with each other. I always miss you, I want to spend most of my Continue Reading
A letter from manghod to kuya
Kuya Kalbs!, The 30 Yr old version of you is so stubborn, you often ignore crossing the right lane. And so, is the 22 Yr old version of me, I can’t find the courage to distant from you. Silly talks, funny convo’s, random banter, tagos to the Continue Reading
To the woman I met in the sea
At exactly 1 month, your boat came to my sea. Our distance is beyond horizon, underwater and under pressure.Among all the fishermen trying to catch me,A woman dressed in black and yellow, I saw. You whipped your rod with your humor, while I unknowingly drown in daydreams. You tossed your Continue Reading
You Who Came Like a Storm
It started as a small drizzle that came almost unnoticed, short and fast – unexpected. The drizzle continued to shower down but still, I ignored it. It’s just a light rain, it wouldn’t affect me. That’s what my impression of you, a drizzle I that will end shortly. You were Continue Reading
YOU DO NOTE (YOU DO NOT but DO NOTE THIS)
Bakit kung kailan okay naman ang buhay, bigla bigla ka nalang darating? Kung kailan silensyo ang mundo, tila naman ang tala’y may pinaparating? Tala nga ba talaga? O sa impyerno ika’y galing. Hindi naman demonyo, pero parang ganon narin ang dating. Parang anghel nang ika’y magparamdam, diba? Tila lahat Continue Reading
Huwag subukan, Ang mali ay mali
Huwag subukan, Ang mali ay mali Hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses tayong nagpalitan ng ngiti, Sa bawat lambing na alam nating dalawa’y may katapusan. Nakilala kita sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, Nagtagpo tayo sa maling ikot ng kamay sa orasan, Akala ko pwede na, Akala ko kaya ko, Akala ko Continue Reading
An Open Letter To My Call Center Crush
They say that you cannot fall in love while you are in this industry because no one would stay. Everything is just temporary. People would take calls and after their shift, you would not even be sure if it is the last time they would show up. I made that Continue Reading
Mulat
I still love my ex pero mulat nako sa katotohanan na hindi na kami kailanman babalik sa dati Mahal ko parin siya oo pero hindi yung mahal na naghahabol parin hindi yung umaasa parin na balang araw magbabalikan parin kami Hindi lahat ganun ang love story na babalikan ka muli Continue Reading
Open letter para sa mga mandurugas!
Hi! Katulad mo, makikilala mo din ang taong para sayo. Yung masasabi mong sayo talaga sya, at sakanya ka. Hindi ako matinong tao sa totoo lang. Na akala ng mga taong malalapit sakin eh napaka-tino ko. Maaring katulad mo ako. O kung hindi naman eh, katulad ako ng kaibigan mo Continue Reading
Sulat para sa taong hindi pwedeng mahalin
Dito, inaamin ko na gusto kita. Pero alam kong hindi pwede talaga. Una, taken kasi ako, Pangalawa, baka may maglaho. Pangatlo, kaibigan lang naman ang tingin mo, Panghuli, ako’y sayo’y may respeto. Paghanga sayo’y napakatindi, sa bawat “tara” palaging may “sige”. Ako lamang ang nakakaramdam ng ganito, Isip ko’y nagugulo, Continue Reading
To my best buddy who suddenly became a nobody
It was when the pain of rejection took over my excitement — The pain that scurried through my bone marrows with unwanted torment. It seemed that my clock had just ticked counterclockwise, And the sun had just risen from west to east with its teary eyes. It’s hard to comprehend. Continue Reading
PAANO??
Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan ang istorya ng ating pag mamahalan. Dahil sa simula plang nman natapos na ang ating kwentong ako lang ang may alam. Minsan nga naisip ko na sumuko nlang kasi nakakapagod narin ang mahalin ka. Nakakapagod ng umasa na mapapansin mo pa. Ilang taon na Continue Reading
LABELING OF HEART
sya yung lalaking pinapangarap ko sya yung lalaking nag bibigay saya sakin kapag malungkot ako sya yung lalaking parang gamot na pasisiglahin ka pero minsan kapag na sobrahan ka ng inom ng gamot dun mo makikita yung side effect neto sayo. hindi mo namamalayan ung side effect na pala na Continue Reading
What If I will Never Be Over You?
I was seating in our balcony, With a cup of coffee in front of me. I’m just staring out of nowhere with messy mind and messy hair, I’m still thinking about our conversation last night, And how it ended so quickly without good night. I don’t know what will I Continue Reading
An Open Letter to the Guy I met last December 2018
I still remember the feeling of being with you from the very first day. I never thought that we will have something that will lead us to do spontaneous things. The moments that made my heart stopped and the moment it continued to pound and how it finally stilled because Continue Reading
Tacenda
I was doing fine, well I guess I am fine When your name suddenly appeared on my phone’s screen You told me “I guess I need to undergo an operation” So I typed and replied, “why, what’s wrong?” It’s been month since we last talked So I was kind of Continue Reading
An Open Letter To The Guy I Secretly Like
I’m honestly finding it hard to admit what I truly feel for you. I guess it’s not something that I am used to, because I know deep inside that you’re different from everyone else. Different in a way that you’re not a man after this world, but after God’s heart. Continue Reading