Unfinished Chapter

“I will take you forever and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you..I will take you forever..” Lines of the song I often hear from you more than a decade ago. The time that we both agreed to keep each other and stayed on each others’ side. I am very thankful… Continue reading Unfinished Chapter

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Enough

And so I said it is enough… It is enough that I made my feelings known to you…That I have opened my heart once again…That I have shown what I can offer even after my heart has been powdered to pieces. It is enough that I stretched my arms to hold your falling pieces…. that… Continue reading Enough

Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love.

Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love. Yung tipong hindi naman ikaw yung unang nagka-gusto, siya naman nagparamdam sa’yo pero bakit ako yung na-fall ng todo at iniwan? I always try my best to protect my heart pero siya naman yung nagpupumilit na hulihin yung mga ngiti ko,… Continue reading Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love.

Sana tumigil na ang puso kong mahalin ka.

Mahal kita sa best version mo.Mahal parin kita kahit sa lowest points mo.Minamahal kita kahit sa panahong hindi ka totoo sakin.Patuloy kitang minamahal kahit lagi mo naman akong sinasaktan.At sa puntong pinaramdam mo sa akin na hindi ako karapat dapat mahalin, mahal parin kita. Marahil nga masasabi na ako’y isa nang hibang dahil ang puso’y… Continue reading Sana tumigil na ang puso kong mahalin ka.

PARA SAYO

Ganun pala talaga yun ano Sobrang Hirap I let go ng feelings   Kasi Minahal mo talaga yung tao Kahit sobrang dami nyang pagkakamali Paulit ulit mo lang siyang papatawarin   Kahit gaano kasakit yung pambabaliwala nya sayo Siya parin ang pipiliin mo   Kahit na alam mong higit pa dun yung pagmamahal na dapat… Continue reading PARA SAYO

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To Those Who Were Ghosted

Dear You, I know how hard things are for you. You were left hanging, and without an explanation by that person whom you entrusted your heart to. It’s insane how you woke up one day, feeling lost and wanting an explanation. You keep on sending messages to express how you feel, you wait for a… Continue reading To Those Who Were Ghosted

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Mababaw at Malalim

Akala ko noong una, kapag naramdaman mo ang mga paruparo sa loob ng tiyan mo, tiyak pag-ibig na ito. Na kapag magdikit lamang ang ating mga balat ay may isang daang boltahe ng kuryente ang mararamdaman sa sistema. Iyong kapag isinukob ka sa loob ng payong habang umuulan o kaya kapag pinagbuhat ka ng mabibigat… Continue reading Mababaw at Malalim

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To your self in progress

I admire how you stare yourself in the mirror, naked with every fresh wound yet slowly grasping  the truth that you are human after all- and sometimes you are left with no choice but to face the reality that every fiber of your being is a reflection of the love you’ve given. I admire how… Continue reading To your self in progress

The Lone tree

I always thought that lone trees in the forest are lonely.  But when you left me with this pain. I realized that lone trees are  symbols of how steadfast God’s love is. That even if I felt so alone in this world, I’ll become stronger in standing for myself, despite the  cold weather, the harsh… Continue reading The Lone tree

Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.

Lumaya ka na sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya. Na “what if” magparamdam ulit siya, o mangamusta?“What if” may chance pa, hindi lang talaga good yung timing sa ngayon?“What if” hinihintay lang pala niya akong mangamusta?“What if” bumalik siya? Simula nang iwan ka niya, dapat pati “what-ifs” mo putulin mo na.Huwag mo nang ikulong ang… Continue reading Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.

Time and a Lie

            They say that time can heal all wounds. And yet, why there are some point that it will only become worse or you will become dull with many dysfunctional side effects? It will silently kills you from the inside despite of the fact that you’re no longer broken.   … Continue reading Time and a Lie

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Remember how you told me how fortunate you were to have me? But why do you keep putting me in a position to feel unloved? 

I should have stopped it. I shouldn’t follow my heart. I shouldn’t hope I should have said it right away. I shouldn’t become weak. I should’ve walked out after I saw it coming. I should’ve kept myself from getting drowned. I should keep swimming. But still, I let myself drown in thoughts and doubts that… Continue reading Remember how you told me how fortunate you were to have me? But why do you keep putting me in a position to feel unloved? 

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“Next level”

Naalala ko nung nagtatrabaho pa ko sa gobyerno, nasa 3rd floor ng building yung office kung san ako pumapasok. Kadalasan, sumasakay ako ng elevator para mas madali at mabilis. Pero may isang pagkakataon na nasira yung elevator at kelangang ayusin. Habang inaayos ng maintenance yung elevator, nabalitaan namin na naaksidente yung isa sa mga trabahador… Continue reading “Next level”

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Sakay ka na ng elevator

Naalala ko nung nagtatrabaho pa ko sa gobyerno, nasa 3rd floor ng building yung office kung san ako pumapasok. Kadalasan, sumasakay ako ng elevator para mas madali at mabilis. Pero may isang pagkakataon na nasira yung elevator at kelangang ayusin. Habang inaayos ng maintenance yung elevator, nabalitaan namin na naaksidente yung isa sa mga trabahador… Continue reading Sakay ka na ng elevator

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Ngayon kaya? Mag move on ka na!

Pink Gray Elegant Minimalist Thank You Letter - 1

I envy her, I know I can never replace her and have her place in your life cause she’s your dream and I am just a dreamer who admires you in silence cause breaking my silence means destroying everything we had and even losing you.

To Where It Was Before

Take me back from the time I wasted putting my self into edge just to chase on you Take me back those moment I forgot myself just to be with you. Because all that’s left in me was shattered pieces. I want to take back all the what-ifs so we could instead live the what-ifs… Continue reading To Where It Was Before

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I am tired of this “okay-then-not-okay” cycle as part of the healing process.

Emotional pain affects every aspect of your life. When you are heart-broken, your physical body is unable to function properly, and your mental health suffers as well. I despise my current situation. I wish I had the ability to instantly heal myself. The healing process is bizarre. There are days when I feel fine and… Continue reading I am tired of this “okay-then-not-okay” cycle as part of the healing process.

A funny thing about love

The funny thing about missing someone that hurt you is imagining that they were back to you. But, in the real scenario they are pushing you to the edge of a cliff. Hanging in misery, giving the presence of eternal pain. Coping up is not easy, the cycle of turning back to the pain that… Continue reading A funny thing about love

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