Category: Move On

How to unload my feelings that I have carried for you although you don’t really deserve it? How can I stop showing so much care for you when you don’t do the same? How can I just walk away so easy when you push me to go away even though I still stood at you… Continue reading How to unlove you

 Once you have told me that there will be a time that I will regret something because of my impulsiveness. This is now it is — the quick decisions I have made and the events that took place after I have realized I have fallen in love. I should’ve not held your hand when I… Continue reading Magical Regrets

There’s a part in our mind that needs to be cleaned. Either guilt or regret, forgiving yourself is needed to move forward. Sorry self for procrastinating.

Maraming magagaling lang sa una. Yung akala mo totoong may pagmamahal sa’yo, ayun pala bugso lang ng damdamin. Nagpadala sa panandaliang kilig na wala naman talagang intensyon na patagalin. Mas madaling umasa sa isang tao na nagpakita sa’yo ng sobrang atensyon at akala mo hindi na mawawalay pa sa’yo. Madali lahat sa una. Masaya lahat… Continue reading Minahal pero hindi pinaglaban

I typed it in, I don’t like it, I hit ctrl z to undo it. That is what computers do. It can undo things that you don’t like. I am human, I don’t have this feature. When I do something wrong, I cannot just hit CTRL Z and move on. I must take all  the… Continue reading CTRL + Z

                                                                     Lessons we must learn after leaving a toxic relationship Too much softness and kindness to others won’t really make them do… Continue reading Lessons we must learn after leaving a toxic relationship

Forgiving is one of the hardest things to do in life. Sino bang nagsabi na madali mag-patawad? Imagine someone na ginawan ka ng mali and morality dictates na you just forgive him/her. We may think na unfair yun for us, diba? But I also believe that forgiving is one of the biggest things that could… Continue reading How To Forgive?

July 31st. Hello. Kumusta ka na? This date would’ve been our 8th (tama ba?) year together. Our special day. We thrived through the years. We became so dear with each other, hence our endearment. We have built a strong kind of friendship. From strangers to friends. Friends to being best friends. Best friends to lovers—almost.… Continue reading An Open Letter to the Dear you thought the One

Hi boiling waters readers, before I have created my own account I’m also one of those readers na hindi alam kung saan at sa kung paano ilalabas ang mga natutunan at ang hinanakit sa buhay (HAHA hinanakit talaga) and this time I just want to ask for an advise. Nahihiya po kasi akong magsabi sa… Continue reading What if he meet all the requirements of my standards, siya na kaya?

Kumusta ka ka-ibigan? Ngayon alam ko na, Kaya pala nag-iba, meron palang iba.   Nabasa mo ba sa mga ngiti ko? Nakita mo kaya sa paraan kung pano kita tingnan? Naramdaman mo sana sa bawat hawak ng aking mga kamay. Mga salitang hindi nabigyan anyo ng pagkakataon.   “Ayaw kitang mawala” Gusto ko sanang isigaw,… Continue reading I LOSE, I LOSED YOU! (SEQUEL OF “I MISS YOU, I MISSED YOU”)

10 taon… 10 taon na wala na aq nararamdaman…10 taon na ok na sana aq, tanggap ko na… 10 taon na hindi q na alam ang pagkakaiba ng masakit sa masaya… Isang araw dumating ka, ipinakilala mu ang iyong sarili, iminulat mu aq sa realidad ng sitwasyon na meron aq, itinaas mu muli ang moral… Continue reading Gusto ko na lang lumayo at bumalik sa umpisa…

Hey, you. I just wanted to tell you that I hope you are doing well during this pandemic. I hope that you are healthy and safe. I can’t be by your side during these hard times. And I don’t think I can ever be. From strangers, we turned into acquaintances and went back to being… Continue reading The Crush that Got Away

Pansin mo ba yang katagang Yan? Minsan taliwas ka pang daanan yan ngunit kinakailangan mo siyang lagpasan nang sa gayon ay makalabas kana at makita ang bagong daan na magbibigay sayo ng kapayapaan. ‘EXIT’ na sa pait ng nakaraan kapatid.

Naalala ko pa nun una mkilala kita sa tinder tanda kopa Feb 24 yun ng tanghali nag hello ka sakin at nag hi nman ako sayo, dun nagsimula ang pagchachat ntin, Ang unang tanong kona agad sayo may jowa? Sgot mo meron, at sinabi ko pa sayo ay sorry di ako nageentertain ng my jowa… Continue reading Pinaikot sa Palad

It was this time of the month last year when it started. The friendship that went beyond the borders of hi’s and hello’s which confused both of us. I didn’t know how to to respond back then because I was so scared that everything was a mistake. Well now, I know every thing was a… Continue reading It was and will always be a mistake.

Of course it was hard in the beginning. Moving on has always been a process. It can make you weak, tired, anxious, depressed, lonely but speaking on its brighter side, it can make you wiser and stronger than what you were before. I never thought that my love for him will go that far. Before… Continue reading Lose You to Love Me

It’s been six months now since the last day I wrote about you. I saw the notebook where I wrote it, and was amazed when I realized the date it was written— 26th of ***, and today was also 26th, exactly six months ago. You see, it has been six months ago, but somehow, I… Continue reading The Ghoster’s Point of View

Kumusta ka na? Miss na kita. Miss ko nang makita yung mga mata mo habang nakatingin sa mga mata ko. Miss ko na yung mga ngiti mo na nagpapakita kung gano kaganda ang araw mo. Miss ko na yung boses mo na sintunado habang kinakanta yung mga paborito mo. Miss ko na din yung malapad… Continue reading I MISS YOU, I MISSED YOU!

WHAT IF may chance tayong makausap yung younger version natin? Ano kaya ang sasabihin mo sa kanya? Ano kaya yung sasabihin niya sayo? My ex broke up with me the time ECQ started. Yes, mahirap. Dika makatulog sa gabi, iyak doon iyak dito, sobrang stress hindi ka maka focus sa mga gawain mo. Habang naglilinis… Continue reading Poem of an 11 year old to a 26 year old me

bilang tayo ng SAMPU..TIPS para alam mong hindi ka niya gusto at dapat ka ng tumigil sa paghahabol mo sa kanya!! 1.Hindi nya bet yung mga kantang pinakikinggan mo. (not all) 2.Hindi sya interesado sa mga posts mo sa social media..once in a blue moon nga lang kung iheart nya ih. 3.Kapag tinotoyo ka..di ka… Continue reading I BET, DI KA NIYA BET!

Ang sarap sana. Ang sarap sanang balik balikan yung mga alaala nating dalawa. Ang sarap sanang isipin na minsan, naging masaya tayo. Ang sarap sanang isipin na nagkaron ng “tayo.” Ang sarap sanang ibalik lahat lahat ng mga panahong magkasama tayo. Masaya. Pati na rin siguro yung pagmamahalan natin.   Kaso wag nalang pala. Ayoko… Continue reading Back Read

Not everyone is worth the chase. In fact, we might be chasing the wrong ones for a long time and we don’t even realize it. The problem with our heart is that it is filled with emotions that so deceive us and lead us astray. We never would have wanted to be led astray, but… Continue reading A Thousand Words for You, Girl

P*t*ng *n*, Hindi naman talaga ako nagmumura, ngunit habang binabalikan ko ang bawat kahapon na may ako at ikaw, ito ang mga salitang pilit na kumakawala, Ang tanga ko, Sa puntong inisip ko na baka meron, baka may kahulugan yung bawat kilos mo, baka totoo yung mga salitang binitiwan mo, baka ako yung taong sinasabi… Continue reading Mga L E T R A N G nais KUMAWALA ! !

Sabi nila, ang mga taong dumarating sa ating buhay ay maaring maging pagpapala o aral sa atin. We feel blessed in their presence and enjoy to be with them. It became a lesson, once they challenge us and leave a big impact to our hearts that sometimes it causes pain and heartaches. May taong darating… Continue reading Aral Mula sa Minsang Pagpapala

Our initial response to heartbreaks, of course, would be to cry it all out. To release the pain and agony that our hearts felt. Kapag tayo ang nang-iwan, the reason we tend to hurt is because we are the reason why we hurt, tayo kasi yung tumapos kaya tayo ang may kasalanan bakit tayo nasasaktan. Kapag tayo… Continue reading Coping up with Heartbreaks