Loading = Waiting Not everyone likes waiting. And I am like everyone. It feels like patience is a sweet fruit but the process of harvesting it is bitter. As I was trying to open a file, it took a while to load. And because the impatient sloth in me felt the annoyance while staring at… Continue reading Loading….
Category: Waiting
A Letter to Someone Who’s Not Yet Mine
Dear Future Mine, In the sea of souls, our eyes met. You asked my name and so did I. Who would believe that from a simple talk, we ended up with endless chats. How can I forget the time you tripped yourself when I first saw you. With your clumsiness, it annoys me yet it… Continue reading A Letter to Someone Who’s Not Yet Mine
Dear Future Husband, My Purity Is Yours
“No amount of money can beat the value of my physical purity”- Mangubat, Babylyn R. 2019 Dear future husband, my closest friends have already read one of my secret letters for you, but this time you’re reading an open letter. In my previous secret letter entitled “I thought I am your answered prayer” I have… Continue reading Dear Future Husband, My Purity Is Yours
Hindi tayo pero parang tayo
Hindi natin kaybigan ang panahon. Hindi pabor sa atin ang tadhana sa ngayon. Gusto kita. Iyan ang nag-iisang bagay na malinaw sa ating dalawa. Nakakatawa ‘di ba? Dahil hindi rin malinaw sa akin kung gusto mo ba ako. Pero ako, gusto kita. Hindi mo alam kung gaano kita ikinekwento sa Diyos. Hindi mo alam kung… Continue reading Hindi tayo pero parang tayo
In the meantime, let me love you this way.
Seeing you from a distance makes me happy. From the time when God told me about you, my heart has never been lonely.. As I watch you from afar, my smile on my face has never been erased.. I don’t know why, but it tickles me when you say “Hi”.. You may not know me… Continue reading In the meantime, let me love you this way.
Let Love Find You
Let Love Find You Don’t be afraid of people leaving you behind Let them go if they want to. Stop Chasing for someone who let go of your hands. Stop looking for someone you taught- “he might be the one.” Stop searching for someone you have read about or seen on movies you have watched… Continue reading Let Love Find You
“I Will Still Wait and Pursue You”
May you hear these words in His perfect timing. How wonderful it is to hear these words. Words of sincerity. Words of patience. Words of love. Words that could touch the deepest part of your heart. Words that you deserve to hear. If someday you will be hearing these words from someone, I pray that… Continue reading “I Will Still Wait and Pursue You”
Tips To Handle Rejection…
I am no expert but as a simple person, I also experienced rejections that greatly impact my life today. Rejection for me is an act of pushing something or someone away. May it be a rejection from someone you like, from school, work or other things or activity that can possibly reject you. Yeah, It… Continue reading Tips To Handle Rejection…
Is the threat at the end funny?
I don’t have stable feelings. I constantly and quickly change my feelings towards a potential significant other. I am quickly rushing the “one” that I would be with forever. Joseph was one of these people. He’s special because he’s the first person that I actually liked and took interest in. I am usually that boyish… Continue reading Is the threat at the end funny?
Plot twist with an extra twist.
So ayun nga may mga taong darating sa buhay natin na super magpapaligaya satin diba. Speed lang, minsan natural na ganun sila or di mo alam kong bet ka din ba nila. Saludo sa mga taong naka vanguard yung puso, lakas niyo mga sir. Pero this month of Dec may naka date akong girl, friendly… Continue reading Plot twist with an extra twist.
I’m Sorry I’m not Her
I’m sorry I couldn’t play video games like she does. I’m sorry I am not the girl you expect me to be. I am sorry I’m not as cool or as pretty as her. I am not as loud as her. I’m sorry I’m not like her. I am sorry I am not the person… Continue reading I’m Sorry I’m not Her
To the man I thought would stay
I was counting days to finally meet you, but never did. I want to believe that it’s a small world after all because we had the chance to cross paths on social media. Unexpectedly, I got to know that you were one of the outreach in my church which I used to involve myself in,… Continue reading To the man I thought would stay
Who is the right one?
The right one will come at the right time. His coming will not be forced, as well as how love will grow within both of you for each other. The right one will see your beauty – not just the one visible only to naked eye. Like a paradise, you won’t have to do anything… Continue reading Who is the right one?
To the Girl I Love the Most
When you spend quality time with her and hidden beneath those smile of yours is the reluctance to part, pero wala kang ibang choice kasi alam mong even though letting go is painful but it is the wisest thing you can do at the moment. And that you know na through this you are giving… Continue reading To the Girl I Love the Most
Waiting not to be wasting
There are times that I feel very lonely with the fact that I am still single and most of my batchmates either married or happily with someone bonus having kids already. Why do I have to wait? I wait because I believe God will send me the one that He thinks best for me. As… Continue reading Waiting not to be wasting
An Open Letter To My Future Somebody
Dear You, I haven’t met you yet but I wish for you to take your time. Take your time because I want you to be completely ready when our paths cross. Or who knows, we have already met and you might still be in the process of realizing that you like me enough to pursue me.… Continue reading An Open Letter To My Future Somebody
I Cannot Say “Yes” Yet
You are a nice Christian guy. I am watching you from a distance and I know how you love the Lord with all your heart. That makes me smile whenever I think of you. Whenever I see you serve in the ministry, my heart feels glad. You love the people around you. Though I know… Continue reading I Cannot Say “Yes” Yet
Kung Okay Lang Sana
Sana hindi na lang ako nahiya noong panahon na nakilala kita at ikaw ay abot-tanaw ko pa, sana ikaw na lang ang ninais ng puso ko noon, sana mas nakilala pa kita at nagkaroon pa sana sana ako ng mga sandaling kasama ka na pwede kong balikan sa aking alaala. Sana kahit papaano, okay pa… Continue reading Kung Okay Lang Sana
Dear Crush
Hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga ako sayo. Ilang beses kong sinabeng gusto kita, ilang beses mo din akong tinawanan lang at hindi pinaniwalaan. Minsan nga, nasabe mong baka ito’y gutom lang. Dumistansya ako ng bahagya, nag bakasakaling maramdaman mong ako’y wala. Lumipas ang araw, salapalagay ko ikaw ay nabahala, nabahala nang saglit akong… Continue reading Dear Crush
Please! Don’t leave your feelings unattended!
PLEASE! Don’t leave your feelings unattended. Kaya nga! Above all else, guard your heart ‘coz it determines the course of your life. Nag-iisa lang ang puso mo, kaya ingatan mo at pakabantayang mabuti. Dahil anuman ang mangyari dyan, siguradong apektado ang malaking bahagi ng buhay mo. May mga taong panandalian lang, makakasalubong mo lang sa… Continue reading Please! Don’t leave your feelings unattended!
Huwag Muna
Please, ‘wag mo muna akong landiin, nag aaral ako Marupok ang aking puso’t isipan Baka ako’y mahulog sayo Itigil mo na ang pagpaparamdam At baka hindi ko mapigilan Ika’y aking patulan Iwasan mo na ang mabubulaklak mong kataga Madali akong mapatid At baka sayo’y madapa Oh! Huwag mo akong titigan Na para bang ako ang… Continue reading Huwag Muna
Letter to YOU
You, I can’t help but write. It’s starting again. All over again and I can’t help it. I am terrified. The sudden rush in adrenaline and the speed in every beat of my heart are once again relived. I thought it died so I buried it somewhere in my heart — a void deserted space… Continue reading Letter to YOU
PAGKILALA: Sa Sarili Ko at Sayo
Alam kong hindi lahat ng tao ay may kakayahang maghintay, may naiinip, may sumusuko, kaya nagpapasalamat ako sayo dahil mas pinipili mong bigyan ako ng oras para sa sarili ko. Binibigyan mo ako ng oras para makita ko kung ano ba talaga ang aking halaga, para makita kung saan ko ba talaga gusto pumunta. Salamat… Continue reading PAGKILALA: Sa Sarili Ko at Sayo
Waiting takes time. But what if I’m nearing 30s?
You are nearing your 30s, or perhaps you are beyond calendar days and you are still single. Maybe you have not experienced any past relationships or maybe you had once, twice or more but things went differently and you ended up alone and you are waiting. Eagerly waiting for someone, even reaching to a point… Continue reading Waiting takes time. But what if I’m nearing 30s?
It’s hard but I wait
For over thirteen years that I had my first crush and the idea of romance and relationships, I never really had any chance to experience it. As a child growing up, I really had high hopes for a good guy to come along, a happy ending and its promise of forever. I really had this… Continue reading It’s hard but I wait
Baka may ibang plano para sayo?
May mga bagay na di natin naiintindihan kung bakit nangyari satin yon. Mga taong pumasok sa buhay natin, di natin ineexpect na aalis din pala. Maaaring akala mo yung taong nagpakilig sayo, siya na si “the one” Stuck kase tayo sa illusion na “ah kaya ako nilalandi neto kase bet niya ko?” “hindi pa ba… Continue reading Baka may ibang plano para sayo?
“SANA”
“SANA” Gusto sana kitang pag alayan ng tula Gamit ang mga matatamis na salita Ng sarili nating wika. Gusto sana kitang pag alayan ng tula Ngunit ang papel ko ay nabasa At ang mga kamay ko’y pasma na Gusto sana kitang pag alayan ng tula Kaso, baka ikaw ay mabigla Mabigla sa mga salitang kusang… Continue reading “SANA”
Dulo, Gitna’t Simula
Di ko akalaing isa ka sa mga taong magiging malapit sakin. Dati ay lagi lamang tayong magkatabi sa silid. Ikaw ang kasama ko mula umaga hanggang mag-gabi. Tinutulungan ako kapag di na alam ang gagawin. Nag-aalala kapag may gumugulo sa isip. Hinahanap-hanap kapag absent at hindi mapakali. Ilang buwan na ang nakalipas nang huli tayong… Continue reading Dulo, Gitna’t Simula
Hindi Ako Gagaya
Kung magmamahal man ako, sisiguraduhin kong tama. Hindi ako gagaya dahil lang nakita kong masaya kapag may pinapayungan ka tuwing mainit o umuulan. Dahil lang pinapahiram ng jacket tuwing nilalamig. Kung may kasabay kang umuuwi, at kung may kausap ka tuwing hating gabi. Ang babaw, hindi ako gagaya. Hindi ako gagaya dahil lang… Continue reading Hindi Ako Gagaya
Siguro mahal ko na siya
Siguro yung sinamahan ko siya kahit saan Siguro yung pinili ko siyang unahin muna kesa sa sarili ko Siguro yung nasa tabi pa din niya ako nung panahong nasasaktan siya ng iba Siguro yung habang nagkukwento siya tungkol sa iba pero patuloy pa din ako sa pakikinig sa kanya. Siguro noong panahong may problema… Continue reading Siguro mahal ko na siya