I love you enough not to pursue you yet There are a lot of people who wanted me to tell you now what I feel about you. That I’m praying for you and want you to be my Future Wife. It’s hard to control my emotions but I love you enough not to pursue you… Continue reading I love you enough not to pursue you yet
Category: Waiting
Moving Forward
Thank you. It’s been 7 months since our last conversation. I was really hurt when you ignored me all of a sudden, but you said you were just going to fix things. The things I learned, that my pastor told me about love and waiting were, you will know if she is the right one… Continue reading Moving Forward
Sana Pwede pa
Sana kahit matagal na mula nung nakilala kita ay pwede pa. Salamat dahil sa’yo, nabuhayan uli ang puso ko at nagkaroon uli ako ng bagong pag-asa na subukang muli ang magmahal. Ang tagal ko ring malas sa pagmamahal, ilang beses na akong nasaktan, nangapa, nadapa, at nauwi rin naman sa wala nung sinubukan kong magmahal.… Continue reading Sana Pwede pa
Mahal kita pero mas mahal ko Siya
“Mahal kita” ang mga salitang kinatatakutan kong sambitin ay sayo na nanggaling, na naging hudyat na nang aking pagkamulat sa panibagong dalawang salita na “Tama na”. Tama na, dapat nang itigil sapagkat ayokong pangunahan ang plano Niya sa akin dahil sa una pa lamang mali na. Mali na naging makasarili ako nang piliin kong pakinggan… Continue reading Mahal kita pero mas mahal ko Siya
To those who almost gave up, keep your hopes up
I am speaking to those people who almost gave up. To those who almost gave up on themselves because somebody made them feel worthless. To those who lost their hope in love because someone was not genuine to them. To those who surrendered their dreams for something that didn’t last. To those who took the… Continue reading To those who almost gave up, keep your hopes up
Hindi muna kita seseryosohin
Hanggang kelan kita HINDI seseryosohin? Hanggang kelan ko sasabihin sa sarili kong “hindi muna kita seryusuhin”? Bawat ‘pop’ ng telepono ko, napapangiti ako dahil alam kong ikaw nanaman yan nambobola. Bawat kilig na nararamdaman ko, kailangan kong huminto at huminga, kasi nga di ka naman seryoso. Pag nararamdaman ko na nag-aalala ka saken, nalulungkot ako.… Continue reading Hindi muna kita seseryosohin
PARA SA PUSONG INIHAHANDA AT SA PUSONG UMAASA
Hindi ko alam kung kanino ka, basta ang alam ko, ika’y inihahanda upang sa araw ng ating pagtatagpo, malaman mong tayo’y itinakda. Kamusta ka kaya? Masaya ka ba? O nasasaktan pa? Sana patuloy mong hanapin ang totoong saya, na sa Maykapal lamang makikita. upang sa araw na titibok ka para sakin, buong buo ka na.… Continue reading PARA SA PUSONG INIHAHANDA AT SA PUSONG UMAASA
Joker
Nakilala nyo akong maingay, magulo, greenminded at higit sa lahat dating ginagalang… Crush kita bat ayaw mong maniwala?! Hind na nga aq makatulog kakaisip sayo… Sinasabi ko narin sa mga housemates mo na gusto kita… bakit ayaw nyong maniwala… Sinasabi nila na mag first move na aq at magtapat na sayo… hind ba pwedng sabay… Continue reading Joker
two latte
I guess it is too latte f9r me to ask you out for a cup of coffee because I was so brewed.
UNANG BESES, IKAW.
Unang beses ko nilakasan ang loob ko na magpadala ng message sa taong di ko lubos kilala. Ikaw. Nagbakasakali ako na kailangan mo ng kausap. Kailangan mo ng kaibigan na makikinig sayo. Unang beses ko makaramdam ng ganung paghanga na kahit di mo ako kilala, naibahagi mo saken ang mga bagay na mahirap sabihin sa… Continue reading UNANG BESES, IKAW.
I WAITED AND I AM SORRY, I NO LONGER WILL
I’ve always believed you wouldn’t and couldn’t hurt the people who genuinely love you. I thought you weren’t capable of harming someone’s emotion knowing you have gone through that horrible thing before.I only gave myself a few days to think and finally to decide to take that “risk”. After doing it, I trusted you right away.… Continue reading I WAITED AND I AM SORRY, I NO LONGER WILL
To the Man We Wish We Had
To you who we badly daydream of, No matter how happy we are today with or without our significant others, we cannot deny the fact that there was once an instance where we bumped with you who we laid our eyes on, well, not just for a split of a second but for quite a time.… Continue reading To the Man We Wish We Had
Ikaw Ang Una Kong Totoo -TR
Ikaw Yung Una kong Totoo -TR Ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko, hindi ko alam pero sobrang labo, mahal ko, iyang mga matang yan, unti unting pinapatay ako. Nasasaktan sa bawat pag tingin, at sa pag iwas na lang naliligtas kahit saglit, nais kong yakapin ka, hagkan dahil sa pangungulila, alam mo bang ikaw lang ang nakikita? Masasaya,… Continue reading Ikaw Ang Una Kong Totoo -TR
Undefined relationship
We used to talk all day night. You told you like me. You told me you love my playful side. You even asked me out. You asked me if you can pursue me. I said yes!. Then stormy days came . You became cold. Gone are the boy I learned to like. Yes! I sadly… Continue reading Undefined relationship
Thank you
What happened to us? Is there really an us? or you let me assumed there was?
Before you say, SANA ALL…..
SANA ALL. This means that you are in hope that SOMEDAY you will be in a good and comfortable situation and have things like you see on social media – a love life, a career, a travel goal, a house, a happy family, a vacation, etc. Yet, do not take this in expense of others… Continue reading Before you say, SANA ALL…..
When waiting seems tiring, know that there is a perfect timing
It is never easy to wait. Waiting could make you feel that there is no assurance if what you have always hoped for will turn into a reality. Waiting will make you exhausted at times. It could make you impatient and bothered about the future. It seems like true love is hard to find and… Continue reading When waiting seems tiring, know that there is a perfect timing
To the man who is trying to pursue me…
Little Fears
I had been a very strong woman At some point, I thought I do not need someone in my life My days seemed perfectly knitted together Being alone but not lonely was all that matters As seasons quickly fall off My soul starts to long for someone I can call mine My heart begins to… Continue reading Little Fears
To the guy I chose to leave
Sweet memories of the past, Looking back, I can still feel your hand holding mine The way you caressed my face with your hand It feels so good. So, comforting Sitting here beside you was like being in heaven Talking to you was music to my ears I may not be the prettiest of the… Continue reading To the guy I chose to leave
REACH UPON A STAR (Reaching You)
Tuwing mag-isa na lang ako, bigla ka nalang sumusulpot sa isip ko. Tapos kukunin ko yung cellphone ko, titignan ko ng paulit-ulit yung mga larawan mong ninakaw ko pa sa facebook mo. Minsan napatanong nalang ako sa sarili ko, “Baliw na ba ako?” At ang sagot dun ay oo. Baliw na nga ako sayo. Kasi… Continue reading REACH UPON A STAR (Reaching You)
To my “the one,” you are worth the fight
There were so many battles that I have faced alone. There were times that I even wondered if I could make it through. All that I ever felt that time was unbearable pain that I really want to get away with. I wanted all of it to end, but why does it hurt even more?… Continue reading To my “the one,” you are worth the fight
I WILL SEE YOU NEXT TIME
I will see you next time. I will see you next time when ‘I love yous’ are not just out of our emotions but because of commitment. I will see you next time when I don’t have to miss you every day for we have already learned that love is not self-seeking. I will see… Continue reading I WILL SEE YOU NEXT TIME
To all ladies who protect their testimony
I’m proud of you! You’re a gem, a treasure worth finding. Desidido ka na kahit gaano ka-solid at ka-promising yung magparamdam, you will never rush, you will never compromise, and you will never settle. You will never rush. You will wait in prayer. You believe that God’s timing is everything. At pag sinabing hindi… Continue reading To all ladies who protect their testimony
KUNG SANA NAGHINTAY AKO…
Ang daming pangako sa sarili, pangakong para sa aking ikabubuti. Ingatan ang dapat ingatan, ipreserba ang dapat ipreserba. Ngunit dahil sa pagmamahal ang bilis naglaho, ang bilis nawala. Wala e, hindi ko na namalayan. Hindi ko na alam bakit ko pinayagan. Natakot ako. Natakot akong mawala siya. Natakot akong baka kapag di ko ginawa, mawalan… Continue reading KUNG SANA NAGHINTAY AKO…
Look at Him, not on him
They say you’ll know when he is the “one”. “When he comes, you’ll see him as your husband.” “You’ll know it for sure.” These are some of the statements that I heard from some of the happily married couples whom I know. I’ve been praying to God for him and for me to be prepared… Continue reading Look at Him, not on him
To You Who I Met Unexpectedly
Its been several months when I met you. We started chatting and enjoying each other’s company. You were always there to ask me how I am and if I already ate my breakfast, lunch, and even dinner. You were there to give me advises. You were always open for my rants and I won’t lie,… Continue reading To You Who I Met Unexpectedly
Kelan ka mag-aasawa?
I know right? Sa title palang. But isn’t it fitting to first ask, kelan ka magkaka jowa? LOL One toxic Filipino Culture every men and women aging 25-30 are facing is being asked by their relatives with the very familiar question: “Kelan ka Mag-aasawa?”. Yes, I know right? Same feels. Worst is if you’re a… Continue reading Kelan ka mag-aasawa?
Saka na, kapag sigurado na
Bakit ka magbabasa ng libro kung hindi mo intensyon na basahin hanggang dulo? Bakit ka aakyat sa entablado kung hindi mo kayang humarap sa mga tao? Bakit ka hihiling ng bagyo kung hindi mo kayang sumalo? Bakit ka magbibigay ng motibo kung hindi ka pa naman sigurado? Ilang beses nang muntik magpadala sa mga biro… Continue reading Saka na, kapag sigurado na
To the man who will love me for real, I will wait
I am certain that this heart of mine became stronger through time. I have kept it secured but open at the same time. I am still hoping and believing that one day, you will find me. I became tired of searching; but instead, I started praying. I constantly prayed that the next man that would… Continue reading To the man who will love me for real, I will wait