Boiling Waters
My heart has been broken a couple of times; some are small cuts and bruises, others are wounds that left some scars. Yet somehow, I still have a lot of love to pour. It’s hard being a writer. It’s ironic not being able to grasp the right words to convey Continue Reading
Life in a state of survival Living in a world full of uncertainties. Trusting oneself is a must. The process is not easy. You need to accept the imperfect things about yourself. Your Broken heart and crushed soul are caused by a lot of things. You became a wanderer of Continue Reading
Sa mundong walang katiyakan. Sa mundong nabalot na ng kasinungalingan. Mangapa at madapa ka man. Pilitin mo pa din bumangon at huwag mananatili sa kadiliman. Sa mundong hinagpis at luha. Sa mundong mapanakit at walang awa. Bigyan ng halaga ang sarili at huwag ng ubusin ang luha. Isalba ang Continue Reading
Bakit daw ako single. Tanong na palagi mong maririnig kapag malapit ka ng mag trenta o kapag halos lahat na ata ng kabatch mo may asawa o anak na o kapag un mga tao na nakapaligid sayo ay in a relationship na. Minsan nakakainis marinig, minsan hindi mo alam Continue Reading
Sometimes, I ask myself, why do I love rain so much? Why does it calm me whenever I hear it? Why does it make me feel safe as I watch those droplets hitting wherever it lands? Well, rain pours because it’s heavy for the clouds to carry, and some scientific Continue Reading
What people don’t really understand is that sometimes, it’s okay not to be okay. Sometimes we push ourselves too hard on things we cannot do. We test ourselves to see if we can do things and ending up being exhausted. We force ourselves everyday to smile and pretend that everything Continue Reading
Are you broken right now? Are you confused? Are you trying to moving on? Have you found it messy? Seems like you are always back on the square one? Feels like trap in a cycle—vicious cycle of pain, hurt, betrayal, and sadness? Looks like you are stuck to where you Continue Reading
I am tired of relationships. I am tired of the drama. I am tired of the unnecessary stress that goes with it In my four labelled relationships, I never had the chance to celebrate an anniversary. None of them lasted that long. There were days where I questioned myself: am Continue Reading
I just want to share my relationship that was recently ended. It wasn’t a long one, we only lasted for 10 months. It was a hell of a roller coaster ride! First month pa lang I should’ve known not to pursue the relationship but I chose to accept him completely Continue Reading
“First love never dies.” That is what they say. Well, it’s cute and sweet – ending up with your first love. But what if things don’t work out? How would you feel about this? When we were young, some of us hoped that the first person that we’ll be Continue Reading
Couldn’t exactly rememberYet also couldn’t forgetHow your mind stutterBreathing like no ends metSmile so rare, most wonderWhere your heart’s set Couldn’t exactly rememberYet also wouldn’t forgetHow you refuse to utterWords others may wrongly getSuch ignornace run furtherBut you feel bliss never yet I could exactly rememberThough I might forgetHow your Continue Reading
Holding on for too long She finally reached the end. Knowing that her hope is in vain She finally chose to bend. She suffered long enough So she loosened her grasp. She decided to quit from the misery she’s in For she knows that the love they have will Continue Reading
Maybe for now I’ll just buy my own boquet for me. Plant it and let it bloom with my own efforts if I can. And maybe if ever time comes, I could give it to someone who’s straightforwardly ready.
I’ve read a lot of messages.. been told with a lot of advices. I’ve listened and cried to a lot of songs just as much as how I did with the photos I’ve deleted one after another. It was never easy. But I want to believe that with all that had Continue Reading
I AM SORRY. I’m sorry for everything, not only for what I let others do to you but for what I did too.For when things went wrong, I took it all out on you.I’m sorry for the damage to you and for the times I went too far.For holding onto Continue Reading
These days, the universe gave me so much to think about. My emotions and passion was entangling between my dreams and career, with this inner me who always think as a less worthy. I love what I am doing right now, but sadly a little insensitive words came from society Continue Reading
Ayaw ko na, Sarili ko na muna Pero ano na nga ba ang aking desisyon Mahal ko parin naman siya Ano pa man ang sabihin ng iba Sarili ko ay tuluyang napabayaan Kaya di ko namamalayan Ang dapat ay tao Ginawa kong mundo Gusto ko rin naman na sarili muna Continue Reading
Sometimes, it is totally okay not to be okay. It’s okay to choose yourself. Sometimes we need to compose our self first before stepping into reconciliation. Ironically, you wanted to save the friendships, the best relationship you ever had with the most important people, yet you are still hurting. Keeping Continue Reading
Lies and secrets are spare parts of sorrowsMy friend, please stop for a whileDo you really know your worth?Stop pursuing and begging the wrong personNot loving you back and inflicting chaos emotionally.The road is too wide to drive, good for racing not chasing. Your heart is still trafficked to someone Continue Reading
Nakakapagod Din Pala Nakakapagod din palang ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa’yo Kahit alam ko namang sa dulo ako lang din naman ang talo Nakakapagod din pala ang pakiramdam na hindi magustuhan Dahil sa simula pa lang alam ko na ang turing mo lang sa akin ay hanggang isang kaibigan Nakakapagod Continue Reading
I know its hard to live with toxicity of this imperfect world. I know its really hard to express your self, your individuality that no one even bother. I know its hard to live on your dreams that no one ever believe; your thoughts that no one is willing to Continue Reading
People may not knock on your door with their hands bringing affliction to anyone whom they can find. But they might slip hatred and grudges under your door, disguised as fliers like somehow they cherry-picked you but truly they just want to hand you what they’re hiding beneath because perhaps Continue Reading
Paano mo nga naman sasabihin ang tunay na nararamdaman mo kung hindi sapat ang mga ito para maintindihan ka ng tao? Na sa gitna ng isang masayang araw ay tatamaan ka ng lungkot. Na hindi mo alam kung saan galing o ano nga ba ang dahilan, at binabalot ka nanaman Continue Reading
Why do we get hurt when we love? I wonder if it is even inevitable? How can I be exempted from such curse? We get hurt simply because we love. It’s ultimately impossible to love without getting hurt. Love just overpowers the pain that’s why we are not able to Continue Reading
I am KL, and there must be a reason why at this age (31 as of this writing), I am still NBSB: No Boyfriend Since Birth, if I even have to explain that. I am a late bloomer. I never dated in high school, rarely went out with guys. At Continue Reading
Everytime I lay my eyes on you: I see what’s missing and what’s lacking, I see what’s ugly and dirty, I see an insignificant and foolish human being. Everytime I touch your skin: I felt your hurts and misery, I felt your need but unable to provide it, I sensed Continue Reading
To the girl who feel unwanted and unloved, First of all, you are not reading this because you became interested in the title and clicked it. I wrote this because I want you to read this, and I want you to realize everything. This is for you, so read every Continue Reading
Yeah, you read it right. I am 30– T-H-I-R-T-Y. A lady who is never been kissed, never been touched… not even a romantic holding hands. Why I remained single all these years? I don’t know. Maybe, it is just the way it goes. At this moment of time, some of Continue Reading
