GETTING OVER HER: FIRST DAY Today’s my birthday. I should have been happy today. Unfortunately, the greetings I got from friends, as well as the thought of being thankful for having another year, was dulled with the pain I felt from my heart. A result of a love unreciprocated and Continue Reading
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Sorry, I panicked.
Sorry. “Bakit ka ba single?” Kasi umatras ako. Kasalanan ko. ‘Di dahil bawal, ‘di dahil walang manliligaw, ‘di dahil puso ko’y naliligaw. Single ako kasi ako ang umayaw. Alam ko kung anong pakiramdam ng inlove. Masaya, parang kompleto ka dahil sa mga ngiti niya. Sino bang ayaw ma-inlove? Meron na Continue Reading
Half-loved?
I remember how I told God, “Lord, I like this man!”. How I cried when He said, “No, not yours”. . . We clicked in instant! Every voids, you seem to fill it all. You came to me in a time where I am ready to give it all. But Continue Reading
You were my season.
To the man that was never even meant to be mine, Thank you, for some reason, I thank you. For bringing happiness into my life. For putting spices into my boring planned life. I always say that you came to me in a very wrong time. But each day that Continue Reading
To the Man Who Made it
Thank you for tearing my self built walls down. Thank you for taking courage in the risk of pursuing me. Thank you for asking our God for me, and thank you for bringing me back to Him each time I forget who I am. Thank you for waiting and for Continue Reading
Love yourself, dear…
If you are with someone who you surely know that will love you for lifetime then be happy. But, If you are with someone that makes you doubt everything around you, stop. If you are busy fooling around with someone, stop. If you are still looking for someone to like Continue Reading
You will be the last
I’ve been into a lot of failed relationships, ghosting stages, and unrequited love but recently was the most unreasonable thing to keep. My heart and mind keep battling up why it has to happen for me again? What I have done wrong? Did I made mistakes to others that I Continue Reading
New Beggining
The day I had you was the best Especially everytime u put your head on my shoulder to rest I never imagine that those times will last Never realize that everything we had will all be in the past Everyday it felt like another battle Moving forward is really Continue Reading
Why
We tend to overthink a lot in some situations when we’re alone Cause it’s so much easy to create a situation in your head than doing it in action But why things like this always happens to people who’ve been hurt and neglected too many times Don’t they have any Continue Reading
TO THE MAN WHO IS PATIENT ENOUGH
To the man who is patient enough. I admire your patience. I admire how you can control those emotions that are probably bursting inside you. I know you are trying harder to handle and guard your heart. You are being gentle. You are doing your very best not to rush. Continue Reading
No Problem Kung Single Ka At Masaya
Alam kong masaya ka. Huwag mo silang pakinggan kung sinasabi nila na may mali sa’yo dahil wala kang lalaking best friend. Kulang ka sa landi. Mali sila. Kung mas komportable kang babae ang kaibigan, go ka lang. Kung ayaw mo pa ng gulo na dulot ng isang relasyon, ayos lang. Continue Reading
Pag-Ibig (A Poetry)
PAG-IBIG
I posted this few years ago on my personal account and thought of sharing it with you. Pag-ibig… Ano nga ba Ito na wari’y iba’t-ibang epekto sa bawat tao. Simpleng kataga pero iba-ibang interpretasyon. May mapapangiti. dahil sa wakas, may forever pala talaga May Ibang ikinukubli ang luhang malapit nang Continue Reading
Spectro: A Stranger’s Reflection
By: John Lou Peña It’s when you get out of your own pond that you start questioning yourself, you start breathing harder for your life. It’s when you start to lose your grip on everything you used to have, that’s when you begin losing your will to continue fighting for Continue Reading
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I’m already in the verge of my life where in I do not know if I am still capable to love someone, the fear and the anxiousness of being in love triggers the hell out of me. It feels like when I am starting to like someone, a large Continue Reading
A Message From Marupok To Marupok
Galaxyofunspokenwords’ definition of marupok: adj. Filipino term for being soft-hearted; you are most likely marupok if you fall for someone too fast and too hard. Just a simple “hi” would make your legs weak; a simple “i miss you” would make you crumble.
DEPRESYON
Nakakabaliw, nakakabinging katahimikan, Nakakalitong katanungan ang nasa puso’t isipan, Uhaw na uhaw sa mga kasagutan. Walang buhay, walang kulay, Buhay na punong puno na ng lumbay…. Laging nagiisip, Iniisip kung karapat dapat pa ba akong mabuhay dito sa mundo, Iniisip kung bakit ko nararanasan ang lahat ng ito, Marami, Continue Reading
What If?
What if maging Tayo? What if gusto natin ang isa’t-isa? What if tayo nga ang nakalaan sa isa’t-isa? Sa buhay ang daming What If’s!! What if kung pwede talagang maging tayo? Siguro ipapakilala mo ako sa magulang at relatives mo. Siguro di tayo nagpapanggap na magkaibigan lang. Siguro masaya tayo Continue Reading
Pain Took It Away
I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worthy of it. Then this guy Continue Reading
I was, You were!
I was so drowned in your love, you were all I was thinking of. Every waking moment up until my eyes shuts on it’s own because it got tired from too much crying. Your memory lives on. The moment we met, we instantly clicked. That was the first time in Continue Reading
You deserve to be someone’s priority, not an option
To you who’s broken and weary, maybe you have always struggled with your emotions. You tried so hard to fight it. You even cried for countless times. You were so desperate to find your way out; and yet, you always find yourself struggling again. Maybe someone treated you unfairly. Maybe Continue Reading
I fell in love with the other perspective of the story
I always see you more than just friends and sought to just grasp every moment. Loving the other side of the story, the part of you and me. I love the way we walk together about a kilometer away every night and never wonder about time. It’s a moment to Continue Reading
LIHAM
Bibitawan na ang panulat Pagpapahingahin ang mga kamay na ngawit Tutal tuyo narin naman ang isip At ang papel ko’y basa narin Hihinto na sa pag iisip at puso ay kusang pipikit Pipikit upang di na mapanood pa ang sining mo sa pananakit Hindi na ako maaakit Pipilitin kong di Continue Reading
An Open Letter to the Man I can’t Have
I never thought this one will come. How could I know that you will mean so much to me? How could I not fall in love with those laughter’s and deep conversation we’ve shared? How could I not treasure those memories I think we could’ve had? I admit it, I Continue Reading
OKAY PA BA?
“Mapagod ka namang maging malakas” “Kelan mo balak umiyak?” “Sige bahala ka pag ikaw sumabog” “Minsan kailangan mo ding aminin na mahina ka” Mga kataga na minsan masasabi sayo ng iba dahil nasanay kana. Nasanay kang maging kalakasan ng iba. Yes overwhelming kasi may napagaan ka ng loob, meron kang Continue Reading
Comfort in Fall
You’re a total stranger. I know for a fact that we shouldn’t trust a stranger. We gave each other the benefit of the doubt, until regular chats becomes so soothing to my old soul and I never want to stop. You run inside my head all day (aren’t you tired Continue Reading
To the person that I have to let go
Magta-tatlong taon na pala mula nang makilala kita. Ang tagal na din pala mula nung makasalubong kita at malaman yung pangalan mo. Kilalang-kilala na natin ang isa’t-isa. Alam mo na nga kung ano yung biggest struggle ko. Alam ko din yung sa’yo. Alam mo, noong nakilala kita, sobrang saya ko Continue Reading
Ginawa mong mundo ang taong hindi ang mundo mo ang gusto
Minsan kahit anong pagkagusto mo sa isang tao, sa huli hindi ka pa rin niya magugustuhan at masasakatan ka lang. Masasaktan ka kasi umasa ka at naghangad ka ng “mas” sa kaya niya lang ibigay sa’yo. Darating yung point na feeling mo unwanted ka, kasi ilang tao na yung nagustuhan Continue Reading
I give up
I think mas better na ako ngayon. Bumalik na yung mga interest ko sa old hobbies ko. Naiisip ko na din na dapat akong mag improve pa. Like maglaan ng time sa sarili ko. Manood ng movies, bumili ng bagong mga damit, mag travel, mag patattoo at marami pang iba. Continue Reading
AYOKO
Ayokong gumising na nangangamba, Kung paano ang bukas dahil ako’y mag-isa. Ipinagdasal, iniluhod at ako ay nagplano, Kahit di sigurado kung yun ang gusto Mo. Lahat na ng pwede sinubukan na, Pati chat, party at kung anu-ano pa. Ayokong magpahinga at hayaan Ka, Baka naman dapat kulitin pa Kita. Lahat Continue Reading