Boiling Waters
Take me back from the time I wasted putting my self into edge just to chase on you Take me back those moment I forgot myself just to be with you. Because all that’s left in me was shattered pieces. I want to take back all the what-ifs so we Continue Reading
I have a confession to make. I witnessed your wedding without you knowing. Why? I want to gauge how I actually feel. Thank God that I did because I realized a few things. One, I can’t imagine myself getting married – I know it is unfair, knowing that you have Continue Reading
That salt air rubbing against your skin, that loud music from a distance, that excitement the first time the waves meet your toes, that feeling of catching up a deadline— wait, what? You found yourself sitting across the room, wala pa palang summer. Right now, you’re facing a bunch of tasks that Continue Reading
Natatakot akong umamin Kasi baka hindi mo ako tanggapin. Ngayon pa lang masakit na. Kasi alam kong mahal kita, Ngunit hindi ko ito sa’yo mapadama, Dahil takot akong pagkakaibigan ay mawala. Siguro itong tadhana’y talagang mapaglaro, Dahil tanggapin mo man ako, Ngayon pa lang masakit na. Magkaiba kasi tayo Continue Reading
“Coffee date” kuno pero stickers lang talaga habol sa’yo. Kilig-to-the-bones ka naman feeling mo may kayo. Kwentuhan, tawanan, pa-sweet ang galawan. Teka lang, alam mo ba motibo niyan? Nang makumpleto na ang stickers, siya ay nagkaplanner na. Saklap lang kasi ‘di ka kasama sa mga plano niya. Nag palpitate ka Continue Reading
I hope you continue breaking the norm that guys aren’t faithful and trustworthy.
I can’t find any words that can describe how grateful I am to meet someone like you… We may not belong to each other but seeing you everyday is enough for me to be inspired to get up and face this hell of life. It’s not love. It’s a deep Continue Reading
I have read this online conversation about trusting someone. A: What if I break your trust someday?B: Trusting you is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice. Every day, you pick up the pieces of yourself that were shattered by people you trusted. It hurts to see those pieces, and Continue Reading
“I accept the fact there will no chapter of us in this life story. And I cannot pursue you if it means turning back to everything and everyone and even my promise to myself.”
“The hardest thing & the right are the same” The time is always right to do the right thing”― Martin Luther King J I want to credit this famous quote from him. I can’t see the future it is uncertain. Stretched my faith Lord as I wait the right time to Continue Reading
You can be sure that you’ll still have me as your best shareholder once I’ve fully recovered and moved on.
Emotional pain affects every aspect of your life. When you are heart-broken, your physical body is unable to function properly, and your mental health suffers as well. I despise my current situation. I wish I had the ability to instantly heal myself. The healing process is bizarre. There are days Continue Reading
The funny thing about missing someone that hurt you is imagining that they were back to you. But, in the real scenario they are pushing you to the edge of a cliff. Hanging in misery, giving the presence of eternal pain. Coping up is not easy, the cycle of turning Continue Reading
It is painful to know someone close to you chooses to cut ties with you. You were used to hanging out, updating, and going through life together, but it all came to an end. After all of the memories you’ve made together, countless whys are probably racing through your mind Continue Reading
I thought I love you because you were the exact person I’ve been praying for. You are kind, nice and gentle. You are a good and wonderful person. I love talking to you because you are a good listener. You make me feel seen and heard. You open doors for Continue Reading
Funny how people with a pure and good intentions always lose in love. Palagi silang nata-take for granted. All they want is someone who can love them despite of all their imperfections, but hindi nagiging gano’n yung outcome. Palagi na lang yung mga taong clear ang intentions ang nagsu-suffer, they’re Continue Reading
“I like you and I want to pursue you”, those were your exact words 5 years ago. I can still remember how courageous you were in sharing your experience of how God spoke to you in the most intimate way telling you that I am the woman He had prepared Continue Reading
Para sa’yong hanggang ngayo’y pilit pa ring pinupunan ang puwang… Sumisid na naman ang buwan sa kalaliman At pilit ko pa ring pinapaalala sa sarili ko: Ibulong mo sa kaniyang palayain niyo na ang sarili n’yong mga multo Para hindi na kayo magkagulo Hindi na kayo magkaroon ng pagpaparamdam pagkatapos Continue Reading
Waiting is never pointless when you’re waiting on the Lord. When you wait on the Lord, it means you surrender everything to Him, and lift up to Him ‘every dream and desire’ you have as He prepares you for the next chapters of your life, which include leading you to Continue Reading
Dear future someone, How are you? I hope everything is going well for you. If not, please take your time to rest. It’s okay to be busy, but don’t forget to connect with God regardless of your circumstances. I know it’s difficult to face adulthood, but I hope you have Continue Reading
Alam kong matagal na tayong magkakilala, ngunit hindi tayo ganoon kalapit sa isa’t-isat. Nag-aasaran tayo noong tayo’y hayskul pa. Naging magkatabi tayo noong tayo’y naging Baitang ika-pito. Pero kahit na ang tagal na nating magkakilala, ay parang hindi pa rin natin kilala ang isa’t-isa. Marami akong mga katanungan sa aking Continue Reading
I have only few people in my life and has always been loyal to them. Despite of always getting to a point when I have to play dumb and ignore the fact that I am left out, I always choose to stay beside them and always stay available for them. Continue Reading
To a friend I call kuya Macky, It’s been a month and two weeks since we last chatted. It has been hard for me but I’m sure it was not the same for you, and I hope you’re doing well as always. I still miss those days; the daily conversations, Continue Reading
The clock ticked. Time flew so quickly. We were sitting on a couch and all of a sudden, you ran from me…from our home. I chased you; mountains and trees barricaded the view. You went too far. I was trying to catch my breath after splinter pierced my foot—wasn’t able Continue Reading
I tend to look at you secretly Hoping to steal a single moment with you. You are as cold as ice but can burn my hopes and fantasies. I’m a shattered soul and a great pretender hiding behind smile and laughter. Unknowingly you completes my day, Everytime I look at Continue Reading
Naalala mo pa paano tayo’y nagsimula, Isa sa mga ala-alang sobrang saya Mula sa linyahan kong parang gusto ko ng kape Bakit nga ba? Para laging makapeling ka Ilang segundong hindi ka nakasagot, Ako naman sa kilig ay napabaluktot Gabi gabi naguusap hanggang madaling araw, Ang saya sa puso na Continue Reading
Para sa mga hanggang ngayo’y nagtatanong pa ng kanilang halaga: Isinaksak nang mariin ‘yung pampainit ng tubig. Simula kaninang hapon mainit naman na rin ang panahon. Nagbabadya ng malakas na pag-ulan sa hatinggabi pero Naglakas pa rin ako ng loob maligo, gamit ang mainit na tubig. Iba kasi ‘yung pakiramdam Continue Reading
I am counting the days and trusting the process. Here I am, believing that one day, in time, I will forget you and the feeling of loving you. 🤍✨💔 Believing that one day – I will get tired of checking on you. Believing that in due time, my heart will Continue Reading
Darling Polan, Do you daydream? Do you sit and spend your afternoon daydreaming of things you have always wanted? I do. I do a lot of that on weekends when I can be alone with my thoughts and when I can hear my heartbeat. On weekdays, I try to focus Continue Reading
Ever wondered if your partner truly loves you? I’m really honest with my feelings. I don’t want to keep anything from my partner. As much as possible, I want to share my thoughts that are bothering me to make us feel more secure. Sometimes, on a random day, I usually Continue Reading
