I met you at the wrong time I fell for you at the wrong time I got this feeling at the wrong time I love you at the wrong time. After we met, you never left in my mind I haven’t felt this love for a long time But Continue Reading
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ONE : My First Entry
Written on 03.03.21 Title: ONE Wounded i come to you Unaware of my deep pains Things around me are meaningless All i know is live on my own limits I was dumb of all the things I have I was blind from all the glory of this world I stubbed Continue Reading
Fading love
For all the years that we’re together it seems like each year you are getting farther, and I just stayed quiet and brush it off like it’s nothing, as days go by, the feeling of uneasiness keeps on growing, and now here we are in this moment telling me that Continue Reading
The Only One for Me
I just want to remind you everyone why that someone didn’t end up with you because God will give you much better and most importantly don’t rush. Does anyone here already tried Tinder, Bumble and Coffee Meets Bagel? I’ve been ghosted several times in those apps hanggang sa nawalan na Continue Reading
Open letter to my fellow singles this valentines
Dear fellow singles, Let’s stop being bitter this valentines season. I’ve been seeing lots of bitter posts on my feed and I never wanna add on. It doesn’t mean that you are single, you are unloved, no it’s not! And valentines day is not just for couples; you can Continue Reading
“I’m better off elsewhere”
Ayaw mo rin ba sa current work mo? and thought you’re better off somewhere else. I guess we are all in this stage where we question ourselves, why am I here? And we found no answers. I remember when I am in so much pain in my work and started Continue Reading
SAVED
No matter how it starts, intrusive thoughts eventually set in. It might begin with an idea that I should tell people I’m dying or that I’m hurt. At this stage, I just want some compassion and empathy but fear that I won’t receive it if I reach out. I believe Continue Reading
Gusto Kita v 2.0
Gusto kita. Gusto kita makita. Hindi dahil gusto kong pagmasdan ang iyong kaanyuan, kundi dahil gusto kong masilayan ang iyong kalooban. Gusto kita mahawakan. Hindi para hindi ka na makawala, kundi para sa mundong ‘to di ka mawala. Gusto kita mayakap. Hindi dahil malamig ang mga gabi, kundi dahil gusto Continue Reading
Bakit nga ba sumusuko ang mga lalaki?
Bakit nga ba sumusuko ang mga lalaki? “For the better” Siguro, for the better of their career, siguro, for the better of their family, siguro, to be free, or di kaya because they woke up from their perfect fantasy. Yung iba maraming rason, yung iba walang masabi, pero hindi naman Continue Reading
To the man she will fall in love with
To the man she will fall in love with,What’s up, man?I’m writing you this letter to reassure you that the woman you’re about to fall in love with is the most amazing woman I’ve ever known.She is more than just a pearl to be shown.She’s a gem worth keeping because Continue Reading
Jesus, the who loves, and the Giver of our love.
As we pray every night, we say to Jesus, “Jesus, what is Your will for me?” We wait and wait for someone that will make us happy. Have you ever realized that Jesus sometimes allowed you to experience different kinds of paths that made you miserable, alone, and abandoned? He Continue Reading
Black Chapter
Totoo pa lang magkakasakit ka talaga ‘pag tinalikuran mo na ‘yong nakagawiang bisyo: sa nakasanayang pagyoyosi at paglaklak ng alak. Aminin na natin na hindi pa rin burado sa ‘ting isipan kung bakit nga ba humantong sa bisyo ang lahat na hinanakit—nanunuot pa rin sa dibdib hanggang ang mga ito’y Continue Reading
Eroplano
Kumusta ka na? Hindi madaling mag move-on. Ang hirap pigilan ng sarili. Kahit naka block ka na sa lahat ng pwede mo kong mai-contact, chat, text, tawag. Lahat lahat na. Pero minsan nahuhuli ko yung sarili kong umaasang baka ikaw na yung nag-contact. Kahit imposible. Na baka gumawa ka ng Continue Reading
Letter For My First Love
They say “First love never dies.” Mine did. _ I can never forget the moment you captured my heart. I was alone, with no one to run to, then I met you. You were my First Love. Every word from you were like ray of sunshine – they gave me Continue Reading
Paglaya
Ngayon, sisikapin kong buohin ang sariling nadurog kahapon. Magtitimpi sa ingay ng nagdadabog na kalangitan—hihinahon pasamantala habang tinatapos ko ang musikang pinapakinggan. Lilisan din ‘tong mga kaluluwang ayaw akong patulogin sa gabi—sa mapaglaro nilang anyo at mga bulong sa bawat sulok ng aking silid. Batid kong may wakas bawat sakit Continue Reading
Dear Heart
I know it’s quite late, the damage has been done. As much as I don’t want to, for I know these are words you despise to hear, I’ll say it still. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being heedless. I thought I was cautious. I had my walls overrated. Little did Continue Reading
Door
Hi, how are you? I hope you’re doing well at this point. Just want to check on you, Kaibigan. Are your walls okay? I mean, the walls that you’ve built to protect you. The walls to keep out mistakes, pain, suffering, hatred, disappointment, etc., that other people caused us and Continue Reading
Reach your Mountain Top
Have you ever tried na maghiking pero sa baba palang nahihirapan kana? Pero, you still make an effort to finish and reach that mountain top. Isn’t fulfilling? Yung hangin, yung view, everything is so worth it. To the point na nakalimutan mong nadapa ka, natalisod ka, at nasugatan ka. The Continue Reading
You Don’t Have To Be The Best
We all know that we are going to die, yet we keep on doing our best to prolong it. And I think it’s because our death is not the most important point of our lives. It’s how we lived. It’s the teeny tiny process that makes something wonderful, not the Continue Reading
Churchmates who left us
I miss you all. Looking back at our old photos makes me cry. I miss our laughs, our small talks, eat-outs, and our vacations. I miss how excited we are in preparing for every activity we have in the church. I miss how you encourage me and help me in Continue Reading
People I’ve met while searching
Past few months, I’ve been searching and searching for love. Like who doesn’t? First I tried using Omegle. Easy, convenient, no need to create an account haha, you just have to talk to a complete stranger then when interests are met then maybe you can exchange social media to communicate Continue Reading
We all wanted something deep.
We all wanted to be loved and love someone. So we tried looking in various places, browsing on different dating sites. And end up envying people who already found one. Nakakapagod diba? Yung alam mo naman na maganda ka, mabait ka, and deserving ka pero until now wala pa rin. Continue Reading
Naghost ka na ba?
Naghost ka na ba? yung tipong ang sweet ninyo sa chat. Consistent ang batian tulad ng “good morning, kain ka na, tulog na ako or etc.” Tas lumalalim rin ang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya, at habang tumatagal nafafall ka na habang nakikilala mo siya. Pero dumating yung panahon, na Continue Reading
Rain
Sometimes, I ask myself, why do I love rain so much? Why does it calm me whenever I hear it? Why does it make me feel safe as I watch those droplets hitting wherever it lands? Well, rain pours because it’s heavy for the clouds to carry, and some scientific Continue Reading
Para sa hindi pinili
Para sa iyo na hindi pinili, May mga taong dumarating sa buhay mo na ipaparamdam sa’yo na isa ka sa mga pinaka importanteng tao sa mundo pero bibitawan ka pagkatapos ng ilang araw, ilang lingo, ilang buwan o ilang taon. Yung taong paaasahin ka na pwedeng mangyari yung mga laman Continue Reading
What If We Never Find The One?
We often read books, watch inspirational videos, and hear podcasts, saying it’s never a bad thing to be single. That we should use this alone time wisely and productively. To be good at being single. Because it will surely be worth the wait when that time comes, and you finally Continue Reading
Friendship
wait for the right time and opportunity to meet the person who will accompany you in what you want to do and support you
A Time To Quit
I also have been tempted to turn away from Him in my pain, wondering why a good God would let his children suffer. Yet the Lord has proven abundantly, as He has filled those hollow places faithfully. I am convinced that God ways are far better and wiser than my Continue Reading
Kalma
Ikaw ang pinaka masaya at pinaka masakit na istorya ko. An open letter for the best love story I never had. Nag umpisa tayo sa kape na nasundan ng isang boteng beer at mga lakad na hindi planado tulad ng pagkahulog ko sayo. Hindi ka kasama sa plano ko nung Continue Reading
An Open Letter from a NBSB
Life is short, you must allow yourself to be yourself even you’re alone.