“Psst.” “Hi. How are you?” “San ka?” “Hello?” “Did I say or do something wrong?” “Are you okay?” “I’m worried.” I’m worried. I continue to worry kahit wala akong karapatan. Tanginang buhay. And that’s how it goes- without warning, no signs, not even a fair notice na ayaw Continue Reading
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Konting Landi and You’re Gone
Paalam..
Paalam Paalam sa mga oras at panahon na ating pinag samahan. Paalam sa mga pangarap na sa sabay nating ibinulong sa hangin- habang nakatingin sa bituin ng kawalan. paalam sa istoryang atin sanang bubuin, paalam sa mga sandaling tayo’y magkasama, Sa mga kwento, tawanan at Tampuhan. Paalam sa sandaling kaligayahan Continue Reading
Pipti/Pipti
Papano ko gagawing 70/30, 80/20 90/10 hanggang sa 100% na? Hirap na hirap ako mag-move on. Hindi ako makapaniwala na hinayaan ko na naman ang sarili ko mahulog sa lalaking katulad mo. Malihim ka. You never let me in. Dapat yun palang, red flags na. Pero gaya ng mga kanya Continue Reading
The trauma of mysterious
I never really knew where you were from. I don’t know where you are now. It’s been 96 hours since I heard your voice, almost two years since you came to my place. I still don’t know where you are from and now I will never know. I will never Continue Reading
10 REALIZATIONS AFTER I GOT GHOSTED
Realization 1 : You can only do so much for someone and still end up unappreciated. Invest your effort, time and feelings in people who see your worth. Don’t cross oceans for people who won’t even brave a puddle for you. Realization 2 : Change is inevitable but no matter Continue Reading
In a Beautiful Process
I’m moving forwardTo follow after YouAnd now I’m readyFor whatever You wanna do Those words came up into my mind. I know it wasn’t easy to move forward. To forgive the person who hurt you deeply. The person who encourages you to know Jesus. The person who help you grow Continue Reading
NGAYON ALAM KO NA
Alam ko na bakit ako naging ganito. Kung bakit ganito yung naramdaman ko, kung bakit sobrang sakit, kung bakit sobrang hirap. Unti-unti ko na rin nakikita yung sagot sa mga simpleng tanong na bigla na lang dadaan sa isip ko. Kaya pala. Mali pala. Di pala dapat ganun. Sumobra ako Continue Reading
Having a “Me time” in a relationship
A key to a lasting relationship is having alone time by yourself. Sometimes in a relationship we don’t have to be so glutinous, let the person have a quality time to him or herself. Let her or him find a time to communicate with you, it’s not that you’re not Continue Reading
Not All Feelings Have A Name
Not everything you feel has a name— and that’s okay. You are going to miss someone who was an almost to you and it is such a desolately thought knowing that there is no such right name or term for that feeling. One day, life will surprise you. Life make Continue Reading
“Teh Bili ka na!”
I’m selling hankies, since you ain’t sure when will be your next heartache. Mura lang, kasi nagiging cheap din naman ang mga ininvest nating feelings, mula sa mahal, nawawalan na ng saysay kapag tumagal. Maniwala ka, magtatagal kayo pero magkakasakitan pa rin kayo sa dulo, kaya hetong panyo… mura lang, Continue Reading
“The orange is melting”
I was honestly… stressed, I don’t know if this is what they call “depression”, but when i’m alone in my room, weird things come flooding on my mind as if the thoughts were contaminated with toxicity, it makes me sad… and that’s when I started crying. I have friends, I’ve Continue Reading
Kamusta?
Kamusta? Sumilip ang panibagong araw Pamalagi-ang kasiyahan sa pang araw araw Pagharap sayo’y tila walang kapatawaran Pagpapalakas sa sariling kakayahan Pero kamusta sa pinakamamahal kong sarili? Matagal tayong hindi nagkita Mga panahong lumipas, nasaan ka? Iniwan mo akong tulala Problemang kinaharap sa nagdaan Nakagawa ng panibagong ikaw
Bakit nga ba?
Kamusta? Hinahayaan kita sa mga bagay bagay Hindi nagbabawal basta ikakasiya Alam kasi ang limitasyon sa lahat Kahit buhay pagkasingle ang tinatahak Bawal mag bawal dahil di pa asawa Ngunit bakit bawal magbawal Bakit nga ba? Dahil ba sa nakaraan? natutunan? Yung tipong ginawa mong mundo yung tao lang, Kaya Continue Reading
Always a Good Friend. Nothing more. Nothing Less.
Have you ever experienced that people are happy that you are around? You are always there as long as they need you. You always make yourself available whenever they ask you. You tend to say no because you do not want to offend someone. But the question is? Have you Continue Reading
EVA MAGDALENA (Spoken Word about Sex Scandal)
Ilaw
Maliwanag na ang dinaraanan ko. Salamat sa’yo.
I lost my self to the man, my almost.
“I knew that you weren’t the one for me but I insist and make my self believed that maybe somewhere along the way there’s a chance for you and me, but I guess I was wrong again.” I have a confession to make but first of all I would like Continue Reading
Hindi ako
Hindi ako yung babaeng ideal girl mo Hindi ako maganda kagaya ng pangarap ko Hindi ako matangkad parang isang modelo Hindi di naman ako kaliitan, kung baga sakto Hindi ako maputi o kasing kinis ng idolo mo Oo, maitim ako at puro tagihawat din ang pisngi ko Hindi din kumikislap Continue Reading
Ako na ang nang iwan dahil hindi mo rin naman ako pipigilan
Tinapos ko na lahat, ang masakit doon hindi mo man lang ako pinigilan, hinayaan mo akong iwan ka ng tuloyan. Sa halip na magmakaawa nagtimpi nalang ako at umiyak sa kwarto. Hinayaan kong mawala ang isang taong mahal ko. Para akong nag saing at bigla nalang iniwan nang wala man Continue Reading
Can We Start Over Again?
Sorry I got busy, the last time you called I don’t know what to say. So I didn’t pick up your call since I was with someone. You called several times after but I was drunk on my passions and chasing my dreams. I just want to say thank Continue Reading
“My Heart Now is Stronger, Better and Beautiful.”
“My Heart Now is Stronger, Better and Beautiful” You’ve waited for so long for this statement to be uttered with joy and confidence. All you’ve been through was never easy. You’ve been from a long journey full of tears, pain and frustrations; yet, you never grew weary and managed to Continue Reading
WHEN GOD SEEMS DISTANT
It is easy to worship God when things are going great in your life- when He has provided food,friends,family, health and happy situations. But circumstances are not always pleasant. HOW DO YOU WORSHIP GOD THEN? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN GOD SEEMS A MILLION MILES AWAY? When God seems distant, Continue Reading
Carmen
Mas lalo akong naging masaya ngayon, At ako ngayo’y pinagbigyan mo, Hayaan mong iparamdam ko sa’yo, Ang tamis ng aking puso. Lilikha tayo ng mga alaala, Kahit saan man tayo gumala, Ikaw lang basta ang kasama, Titibok ito ng walang sawa. Ang akin lamang ay huwag kang manawa, At mag-isip Continue Reading
Sunflower
As each days goes by, My love for you’s touching the sky. Because of that I feel so high, Just like spreading pollens like a butterfly. You’re like a sunflower in a field of roses, That brighten ups my day like a sun that peaks. You know my favorite color’s Continue Reading
Kombulsyon
Open letter sa mga kakarating lang muli sa pag-ibig sa ilang taong pag-iisa. Pasensya na. Pasensya na dahil kararating ko lang. Sa palagay ko kulang ang mga salitang nababanggit ko sayo parati. Sa tingin ko, pareho tayong maraming pinagdaanan. Marami ka, marami ako. Maraming mga alaala ng nakaraang nababalot ang Continue Reading
Sa nakalipas na taon
Sa makalimot o sa makaalala? Tanong ng pusong hindi mawari kung ano nga ba talaga ang hinahatid at iniisip ng emosyong humihingal sa’yong pagkawala. Nagsimula sa pag-aaway na nakahigit sa ultimo maliit na bagay na hindi naman sadyang gawin datapwat ay dapat magbigay-aral, mapansin at maintindihan. Nagsimula sa sumpaang pilit Continue Reading
Mga katanungan sa utak
Ang inconsistent ng tao. Minsan sa mga nabitawan mong salita, alin dun ang natupad? Sa hirap at ginhawa, sa lungkot at ligaya pero nasaan ka ba talaga? Kapag ba hindi na masaya, ayawan na lang? Parang hindi yata ito ang sagot. Kaya siguro ang hirap mangako sa simula dahil minsan Continue Reading
My One Great Love
The cool breeze of the wind that touched my skin brought me back to the present. I have not noticed that my mind had traveled back in time. It’s amazing how years had gone by so fast and yet your memories sometimes still linger in my mind. I heard that Continue Reading
Never Go Back To What Broke You
Naisip mo na rin bang bumalik sa ex mo? Kasi namimiss mo sya, kasi hinahanap mo sya? Kasi kahit na sinaktan ka nya, hindi ka parin nadadala at gusto mo parin sya sa buhay mo? Naisip mo na rin bang bumalik sa ex mo simply because you miss the feeling Continue Reading
“I Will Still Wait and Pursue You”
May you hear these words in His perfect timing. How wonderful it is to hear these words. Words of sincerity. Words of patience. Words of love. Words that could touch the deepest part of your heart. Words that you deserve to hear. If someday you will be hearing these words Continue Reading