PRAYERS FROM DEPRESSION
Lord, can you be my side?
because, my heart is bursting, tearing and breaking.
BELIEVE IN YOUR PAIN
I will keep on trying and be persistent.
Sa aking Sarili
Tulooooooooooooong..
Sigaw ng isip sa sarili, tulungan mo ako pagod na ako sa pagiisip, pagod na ako kimkimin lahat ng sakit at lahat ng problema.
Hilahin mo ako paangat sa pagkakalunod ko, nalulunod na ako sa emosyon, unti-unti na ...
SAVED
No matter how it starts, intrusive thoughts eventually set in. It might begin with an idea that I should tell people I’m dying or that I’m hurt. At this stage, I just want some compassion and empathy but fear that I won’t receive it if I re...
Andito nanaman, sa mundo.
Andito nanaman ako sa mundo
sa mundong di alam ang dulo
isip ay sobrang lito
tunay na nakakahilo
huminga ka ng malalim
baka sakali ay makakubli sa lilim
lumalaban ng mataitim
kahit mag sang natayo ng palihim
wag pap...
THE REAL ME!
Wide awake in the small room
When everybody were fall asleep
Here I am thinking of so many things
Questions, regrets and other thoughts keep crossing my mind back and forth.
When the darkness slowly steals the light
When the evening ...
Konting Tiis Pa
Isang hapon bigla ko nanaman naisip isulat
Laman ng utak na basta lang nakakalat
sa dami ng problema na aking dinadala
di na alam kung pano mababawasan pa
minsan nais kong malaman, bakit ito pinagdadaaanan
inakalang ang nakar...
Who You Are In The World You need To Be Like This
We sometimes forget Who we are in the world of you need to be.
Expectation sucks,Reality sucks.People tend to judge who you are in your achievement
People sometimes tend to leave because of the negative things that's happening within this...
The Truth about Pain
We all feel pain.
But we all have different ways of dealing with it.
Some people overeat. Myself included. *sighs*
Some oversleep.
Some overspend.
Some go to far away places.
Some spend their time on video games.
...
A POEM FOR THE DEVILS MOUTH
He`s just doing his best,
With passion and compassion for the rest,
All corners of his eyes were bloating and screaming,
--An eyes who demands to sleep for its sacrificing,
But, he was humilitated by the Devils mouth,
---A devil that h...
Nakalimutan ko, Mahal Niya pala Ako
Ako ay parang isang kandilang nauupos, pag-asa ko ay unti unting nauubos. Parang kandila, liwanag ko'y unti unting dumidilim, humihina, paligid ko ay di ko na halos makita. Nasaan na ang apoy na sa aking mata noo'y nakikita? Ano nga...
Anino ko
Anino ko san tayo ngaun tutungo?
Pagud kana ba? dahil ako malapit na.
Wag ka munang lumisan, wag naman akung iwanan.
Kung sakaling ikaw ay aalis, wag naman sana please.
Sawa na ako, lage nalang ganito di ko alam san tutungo
m...
Malayang Taludturan ng Walang Katuturan
Hanggang kailan ako magiintay na kumalma ang pusong puno ng pangamba
Kailan mapapatahimik ang utak
Kailan maidurugtong ang napatid na dulo ng pisi
Sinu ang lalapit para magtanong kung napapano
Sana lahat, pero bilang sa mga daliri ang m...
The Reality Of What We Thought As Delusion
Depression is real and it has an impact on someone's way of living.
We cannot deny the fact that depression is one of the serious matters this era's facing. Some might think it's just a mind over matter thing, but sadly no; it has a deep...
How Can I forgive If I Can’t Forget?
I keep asking myself what is wrong with me? Why I can't forgivr and forget? Am I on a right track? 2018 has been the year of this shit which I cannot force myself to forget him and forgive what he has done to me. Some people told me that it...
Arise, my beloved!
Arise, my beloved
Though winter has come
And you felt you have none
Remember, you have the One
Arise, my beloved
Though sadness stole your youth
Don't worry, soon you'll have your fruit
Just let Me take care o...
No Holds Barred
I don’t need a doctor or should I say..a psychiatrist? --to tell me I’m depressed.
I don’t want to lie to myself anymore. I have fallen in this black hole and sadly up until now I don’t know how to crawl back to light.
How? How do I get ...
Isipin mo ko pag wala na ko.
Lage lang akong nandito yun ang sabi ko sayo dati. Lage kitang tutulungan sa mga bagay na di mo makakayanan mag isa. Lage kita papatnubayan sa mga gabing ikaw ay nag iisa. Hindi madaling maging ako. Kahit kailan hindi naging madaling matalo...
My struggle with depression
Hi. As much as I want to keep this to myself, I want to share it with you just so you know how someone with depression really go through. I had depression for the longest time, 3 years and ended just last year. God won the battle for me. Bu...
Dear You with a Brave Heart
Dear You,
Being brave and strong is a tough job. Sometimes you would want to breakdown but you can’t. Because someone’s relying on you. Sometimes you want people to see you vulnerable but they don’t seem to notice. Because they think th...
Irony of Life: Healing Hurts
Dear You,
The memories, the people, and you. It can either make you or break you. It can help you make it through the path or can make you just give up. You know what’s the irony of life? It happens when you start making c...
“Mapagmahal pero mapanghusga”
Ako yung taong puro salita sabi nga nila
Pero hindi nila alam na lahat ng aking ginagawa
ay para sa kanila, Dahil ang mga nagsasabi nito ay ang aking pamilya
Yung malaya kana man pero bakit parang nakakulong ka
Nakakul...
End
I was afraid that I can't make it. I am tired of faking all of it. I was so happy now and later I feel empty I feel broken from the inside yet I try to make it I am sad, Yes but I try to make sense out of nothing. I wanna cry out loud but ...
Move to, HINDI Move on.
Dear You,
Tayo'y masaya at nananahimik. Paglipas ng panahon, ako'y sayo't ika'y akin. Ngunit bakit nawala sa ihip ng hangin? Anong nangyari sa atin?
Sabi mo kailangan mo ng pahinga.
Sabi mo kailangan mo ng space.
Sabi mo kailang...
Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed.
Alone. Broken. Crushed. Depressed.
First of all, I thank you for being honest with yourself. Thank you for letting your whole body know that there is something wrong with what you feel, there is something wrong with what you think. ...
A Lost Lamb
I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does no...
Nothing, empty and bare..
Dark and empty spaces where you wait,
Endlessly gives you sadness and fear...
Light will shine upon you, that'll lead your path
To either life or death itself...
Random thoughts of darkness,
Crypting through your thoughts...
Con...
If ever you feel hopeless right now
It’s heavy, isn’t it? That you no longer recognize the person you’ve become and you couldn’t remember why you’re still fighting anymore. And maybe by now, you don’t know how to go back to those times when you still had love for everything y...
Questioning Sanity
As the rain pours down, rattling sounds on the ground. I asked, what has this life been into? Just lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to seek the right place, doubts fill in.
Like a piece of paper cramped by thy own hands. ...
Isolation
It came to me again, the defeat of falling into temptation
Chains of guilt that will wipe out the things that you’re once sure of.
From being loved to being nothing, meaningless and unworthy,
Left the confidence of salvation, thin...
