The Reality Of What We Thought As Delusion

Depression is real and it has an impact on someone's way of living. We cannot deny the fact that depression is one of the serious matters this era's facing. Some might think it's just a mind over matter thing, but sadly no; it has a deep...

I asked the Lord “Lord, bakit?” but He didn’t answer me.

I was suicidal. I was depressed. I was lonely. I was left behind by the closest-friend I have, I have failed my classes that I spent so much time and effort studying, I have lost a friend, my families are struggling, I have no one ...

Malayang Taludturan ng Walang Katuturan

Hanggang kailan ako magiintay na kumalma ang pusong puno ng pangamba Kailan mapapatahimik ang utak Kailan maidurugtong ang napatid na dulo ng pisi Sinu ang lalapit para magtanong kung napapano Sana lahat, pero bilang sa mga daliri ang m...

alaala ng kahapon

Sa araw na ito, nakapagdesisyon na ako. Hindi ko na rin kaya. Balang araw, maiintindihan din ako ng nakararami. Balang araw, maiintindihan na rin nila ang nararamdaman ko. Simula sa araw na ito, sana ako naman ang pakinggan nila. Alam ko...

Anino ko

Anino ko san tayo ngaun tutungo? Pagud kana ba? dahil ako malapit na. Wag ka munang lumisan, wag naman akung iwanan. Kung sakaling ikaw ay aalis, wag naman sana please. Sawa na ako, lage nalang ganito di ko alam san tutungo m...

Crippled

Crippled Suddenly you're there again, in that situation, in that loneliness you escaped a long time ago. It's creeping. It snuck into you like a thief in the night while you're fast asleep. Without a notice, without a warning. You ju...

Nakalimutan ko, Mahal Niya pala Ako

  Ako ay parang isang kandilang nauupos, pag-asa ko ay unti unting nauubos. Parang kandila, liwanag ko'y unti unting dumidilim, humihina, paligid ko ay di ko na halos makita. Nasaan na ang apoy na sa aking mata noo'y nakikita? Ano nga...

Lost

Im lost. I don't know what kind of sin I've done in my past life to suffer in my present life. Bakit ako? Bakit akong hindi marunong bumitaw at marunong lumaban ang nahihirapan? Bakit akong niloko ginago pinagpalit at itinapong parang basur...

A POEM FOR THE DEVILS MOUTH

He`s just doing his best, With passion and compassion for the rest, All corners of his eyes were bloating and screaming, --An eyes who demands to sleep for its sacrificing, But, he was humilitated by the Devils mouth, ---A devil that h...

The Truth about Pain

We all feel pain. But we all have different ways of dealing with it.   Some people overeat. Myself included. *sighs* Some oversleep. Some overspend. Some go to far away places. Some spend their time on video games. ...

Shallow Mind vs Reality Depth

Dear friends, Mental Health Awareness is for people’s consciousness to reach out those who are in need and remove the stigma, not for you to impose that you are mentally broken. It is for people who are suffering, to know that someone is...

Who You Are In The World You need To Be Like This

We sometimes forget Who we are in the world of you need to be. Expectation sucks,Reality sucks.People tend to judge who you are in your achievement People sometimes tend to leave because of the negative things that's happening within this...

Kapag Madilim Ang Ulap

"Kapag madilim ang ulap" Naaalala ko pa rin ang sandali. Na napakadilim ng mga ulap. Walang gustong kumilala. Walang gustong mangusap. Ano nga ba ang meron ako? Bakit parang lahat ng tao ayaw sa akin? Bakit nila ako gustong saktan? ...

Panggap (Pretend)

Nakangiti, masaya, madaldal at madali makapalagayan ng loob. Ngunit malakas ang aking kutob. May maskara itong kausap ko. Parang walang problema sa unang tingin. Ramdam ko na malapit na siya mahulog sa bangin. Hanggang kailan niya ito ...

Fight the good fight.

To  everyone, in the midst of struggle. I may not know what kind of struggle you are facing right now, what kind of disappointment and failure you're experiencing right now and the reasons behind your sufferings, but let me just tell thi...

Konting Tiis Pa

Isang hapon bigla ko nanaman naisip isulat Laman ng utak na basta lang nakakalat sa dami ng problema na aking dinadala di na alam kung pano mababawasan pa minsan nais kong malaman, bakit ito pinagdadaaanan inakalang ang nakar...

CONFESSIONS OF A DEPRESSED CHRISTIAN

It's been more than two years. There were days where despair and anxiety would drown me slowly like in a quicksand. I couldn't get out. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't even cry. I envied those who could cry so easily because I knew the...
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