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Moving Forward

Thank you. It’s been 7 months since our last conversation. I was really hurt when you ignored me all of a sudden, but you said you were just going to fix things. The things I learned, that my pastor told me about love and waiting were, you will know if Continue Reading

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Sana Pwede pa

Sana kahit matagal na mula nung nakilala kita ay pwede pa. Salamat dahil sa’yo, nabuhayan uli ang puso ko at nagkaroon uli ako ng bagong pag-asa na subukang muli ang magmahal. Ang tagal ko ring malas sa pagmamahal, ilang beses na akong nasaktan, nangapa, nadapa, at nauwi rin naman sa Continue Reading

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Mahal kita pero mas mahal ko Siya

“Mahal kita” ang mga salitang kinatatakutan kong sambitin ay sayo na nanggaling, na naging hudyat na nang aking pagkamulat sa panibagong dalawang salita na “Tama na”. Tama na, dapat nang itigil sapagkat ayokong pangunahan ang plano Niya sa akin dahil sa una pa lamang mali na. Mali na naging makasarili Continue Reading

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Hindi muna kita seseryosohin

Hanggang kelan kita HINDI seseryosohin? Hanggang kelan ko sasabihin sa sarili kong “hindi muna kita seryusuhin”? Bawat ‘pop’ ng telepono ko, napapangiti ako dahil alam kong ikaw nanaman yan nambobola. Bawat kilig na nararamdaman ko, kailangan kong huminto at huminga, kasi nga di ka naman seryoso. Pag nararamdaman ko na Continue Reading

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PARA SA PUSONG INIHAHANDA AT SA PUSONG UMAASA

Hindi ko alam kung kanino ka, basta ang alam ko, ika’y inihahanda upang sa araw ng ating pagtatagpo, malaman mong tayo’y itinakda. Kamusta ka kaya? Masaya ka ba? O nasasaktan pa? Sana patuloy mong hanapin ang totoong saya, na sa Maykapal lamang makikita. upang sa araw na titibok ka para Continue Reading

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Joker

Nakilala nyo akong maingay, magulo, greenminded at higit sa lahat dating ginagalang… Crush kita bat ayaw mong maniwala?! Hind na nga aq makatulog kakaisip sayo… Sinasabi ko narin sa mga housemates mo na gusto kita… bakit ayaw nyong maniwala… Sinasabi nila na mag first move na aq at magtapat na Continue Reading

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two latte

I guess it is too latte f9r me to ask you out for a cup of coffee because I was so brewed.

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UNANG BESES, IKAW.

Unang beses ko nilakasan ang loob ko na magpadala ng message sa taong di ko lubos kilala. Ikaw. Nagbakasakali ako na kailangan mo ng kausap. Kailangan mo ng kaibigan na makikinig sayo. Unang beses ko makaramdam ng ganung paghanga na kahit di mo ako kilala, naibahagi mo saken ang mga Continue Reading

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I WAITED AND I AM SORRY, I NO LONGER WILL

I’ve always believed you wouldn’t and couldn’t hurt the people who genuinely love you. I thought you weren’t capable of harming someone’s emotion knowing you have gone through that horrible thing before.I only gave myself a few days to think and finally to decide to take that “risk”. After doing it, Continue Reading

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To the Man We Wish We Had

To you who we badly daydream of, No matter how happy we are today with or without our significant others, we cannot deny the fact that there was once an instance where we bumped with you who we laid our eyes on, well, not just for a split of a second Continue Reading

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Ikaw Ang Una Kong Totoo -TR

Ikaw Yung Una kong Totoo -TR  Ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko, hindi ko alam pero sobrang labo, mahal ko, iyang mga matang yan, unti unting pinapatay ako. Nasasaktan sa bawat pag tingin, at sa pag iwas na lang naliligtas kahit saglit, nais kong yakapin ka, hagkan dahil sa pangungulila, alam mo bang Continue Reading

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Undefined relationship

We used to talk all day night. You told you like me. You told me you love my playful side. You even asked me out. You asked me if you can pursue me. I said yes!. Then stormy days came . You became cold. Gone are the boy I learned Continue Reading

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Thank you

What happened to us? Is there really an us? or you let me assumed there was?

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Before you say, SANA ALL…..

SANA ALL. This means that you are in hope that SOMEDAY you will be in a good and comfortable situation and have things like you see on social media – a love life, a career, a travel goal, a house, a happy family, a vacation, etc. Yet, do not take Continue Reading

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Little Fears

I had been a very strong woman At some point, I thought I do not need someone in my life My days seemed perfectly knitted together Being alone but not lonely was all that matters As seasons quickly fall off My soul starts to long for someone I can call Continue Reading

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To the guy I chose to leave

Sweet memories of the past, Looking back, I can still feel your hand holding mine The way you caressed my face with your hand It feels so good. So, comforting Sitting here beside you was like being in heaven Talking to you was music to my ears I may not Continue Reading

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REACH UPON A STAR (Reaching You)

Tuwing mag-isa na lang ako, bigla ka nalang sumusulpot sa isip ko. Tapos kukunin ko yung cellphone ko, titignan ko ng paulit-ulit yung mga larawan mong ninakaw ko pa sa facebook mo. Minsan napatanong nalang ako sa sarili ko, “Baliw na ba ako?” At ang sagot dun ay oo. Baliw Continue Reading

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I WILL SEE YOU NEXT TIME

I will see you next time. I will see you next time when ‘I love yous’ are not just out of our emotions but because of commitment. I will see you next time when I don’t have to miss you every day for we have already learned that love is Continue Reading

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To all ladies who protect their testimony

  I’m proud of you! You’re a gem, a treasure worth finding. Desidido ka na kahit gaano ka-solid at ka-promising yung magparamdam, you will never rush, you will never compromise, and you will never settle. You will never rush. You will wait in prayer. You believe that God’s timing is Continue Reading

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KUNG SANA NAGHINTAY AKO…

Ang daming pangako sa sarili, pangakong para sa aking ikabubuti. Ingatan ang dapat ingatan, ipreserba ang dapat ipreserba. Ngunit dahil sa pagmamahal ang bilis naglaho, ang bilis nawala. Wala e, hindi ko na namalayan. Hindi ko na alam bakit ko pinayagan. Natakot ako. Natakot akong mawala siya. Natakot akong baka Continue Reading

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Look at Him, not on him

They say you’ll know when he is the “one”. “When he comes, you’ll see him as your husband.” “You’ll know it for sure.” These are some of the statements that I heard from some of the happily married couples whom I know. I’ve been praying to God for him and Continue Reading

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To You Who I Met Unexpectedly

Its been several months when I met you. We started chatting and enjoying each other’s company. You were always there to ask me how I am and if I already ate my breakfast, lunch, and even dinner. You were there to give me advises. You were always open for my Continue Reading

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Kelan ka mag-aasawa?

I know right? Sa title palang. But isn’t it fitting to first ask, kelan ka magkaka jowa? LOL One toxic Filipino Culture every men and women aging 25-30 are facing is being asked by their relatives with the very familiar question: “Kelan ka Mag-aasawa?”. Yes, I know right? Same feels. Continue Reading

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Saka na, kapag sigurado na

Bakit ka magbabasa ng libro kung hindi mo intensyon na basahin hanggang dulo? Bakit ka aakyat sa entablado kung hindi mo kayang humarap sa mga tao? Bakit ka hihiling ng bagyo kung hindi mo kayang sumalo? Bakit ka magbibigay ng motibo kung hindi ka pa naman sigurado? Ilang beses nang Continue Reading