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Letter to YOU

You, I can’t help but write. It’s starting again. All over again and I can’t help it. I am terrified. The sudden rush in adrenaline and the speed in every beat of my heart are once again relived. I thought it died so I buried it somewhere in my heart Continue Reading

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To the woman I really like

To the woman I really like, I know you are doing great. I’m writing this, first, because I want to appreciate you. Thank you for the words of affirmation that encourage me… for the acts of kindness and thoughtfulness… for being supportive and helpful in my leadership… for reminding me that Continue Reading

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DI KA NA MAGING MONDRAGON: YOU DO NOTE

You do note is da pek. “Hindi ka Mondragon. HINDI KANA MAGIGING MONDRAGON. INIWAN KANA NI MONDRAGON.” These are the words I always hear from my bully friends when you choose to turn your back from me. I laugh that time but deep within my heart that its true– I Continue Reading

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Sarili ko muna..

Pwede ba na sarili ko muna isipin ko ngayon? Pwede ba na sarili ko naman muna mahalin ko? Pwede ba na piliin ko muna ang pangarap ko? Ilang buwan ang naka lipas matapos ang iyong paglisan. Naiwan nanaman ako mag isa, naubos nanaman ako, nawalan ako ng gana sa pangarap Continue Reading

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To My Unexpected Sunshine

I hope that it’s not that late for me to feel this way towards you, I know we’ve met a long time ago, and I don’t have any feelings for you that time. But this time, we’re miles apart from each other now. I regret this time that I did not Continue Reading

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Confession Letter

To the woman I really like, I know you are doing great. I’m writing this, first, because I want to appreciate you. Thank you for the words of affirmation that encourage me… for the acts of kindness and thoughtfulness… for being supportive and helpful in my leadership… for reminding me that Continue Reading

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To the Girl who rules my world

It was a year ago when I realized I like you. Before that, you were only pretty stranger. When I see you around, my day literally brightens up. Your smile were like the sun, it warms my heart. Your eyes were like the moon, it give chills to my skin. Continue Reading

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Sana Naging Matapang Ako Noon

Sana tinanong kita kung magkaibigan lang ba tayo o higit pa. Sana nilinaw ko sayo yung text mong nagsabi nang ingat ka (sabay bawi mo na para yun sa mama mo). Sana sumagot ako nang mahal din kita (nung pabiro kang nagsabi ng “______ mahal kita…. inn”– kasi binasa mo Continue Reading

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Panahon

Kamusta ka? gusto kung itanong sayo, pero hindi na tama, hindi na dapat Alam ko masaya kana, sana maging okay na ang lahat ,ang hirap pala, ang hirap pala, matagal ako ng buhay na magisa nung dumating ka akalako pangmatagalan na, yung kasi ang pangarap ko, na ikaw ang una Continue Reading

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KILIG SUBSCRIPTION HAS EXPIRED

It started with a friend request, I did not expect that it would introduce me to this kind of feeling. So complex, it was sweet and painful at the same time.  The first time na nag message ka inignore ko lang kasi di naman tayo personally magkakilala diba, tanging mutual Continue Reading

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S-E-C-R-E-T

You secretly grab my phone and took pictures of you, It might be a sort of “nakatrip ka lang” but it means a lot to me, I saw you doing it yet I pretend I don’t, I just smile behind you, You actually told me to look at my gallery Continue Reading

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MOOD SWING

Mahirap magkaron ng Jowa, Bebe, Mahal, o BabyCakes na lagi nasa Mood Swing..   ‘lam mo yun?? away kayo sa umaga, magbabati sa gabi, o kaya minsan baliktad. Break up kayo today, kayo na ulit bukas. Minsan yung alam mo na biruan nyo lang, sineryoso nya pala kaya bigla bigla Continue Reading

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An open letter to my past self,

  Dear you, You were childish, self-centered, crazy, mean girl. You said harsh words to some people without thinking if it would affect them. You always tell stories about yourself and act as if everything revolved only around you. You turned down people who might be your source of happiness Continue Reading

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To The Stranger Who Broke Me

Is it really bad to fall in love with a stranger?  To be honest, I don’t really have any idea who you are. All I know is your name, where you work, where you live, and that you have a brother living with you. I don’t even know how old Continue Reading

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Hindi Pwede

Hindi Pwede Oo gusto kita, pero hindi pwede. Unang kita ko pa lang sa’yo ay nagkagusto na ako, pero hindi pwede. Hindi pwede sa kadahilanang ikaw ay nasa isang relasyon. Relasyon na sa iyong mga kwento’y itinadhana kayong dalawa habangbuhay. Na sa iyong paghihintay ay sa kanya mo naramdaman lahat. Continue Reading

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An Open Letter To The Man I Prayed For

Dear you, Thank you sa lahat ng pinaramdam mo sa’kin kahit ngayon alam ko na na ako lang talaga nagbigay ng meaning sa mga yun. Thank you pa rin kasi I felt special, somehow, on those times. Thank you for making me realize that despite all the past disappointments with Continue Reading

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Ikaw Pa Rin Ang Gusto Ko

Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko, kahit hindi na ako masyadong nagpaparamdam sa’yo. Sana maintindihan mo na ginagawa ko lang ‘to para sa sarili ko at para na rin sa’yo. Ayokong mahirapan ka pang mag-isip ng mga dahilan para lang tanggihan ang bawat pag-aya ko sa’yo na magkita tayo. Ayokong Continue Reading

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I won’t stop Loving you

I know this is madness pero I decided na I will wait for you no matter what. Matagal na akong sumugal simula palang noong nag confessed ako sayo. All or nothing na. As long as mahal kita, hihintayin kita Patty. Hindi muna ako papasok into any relationship kasi all I’m Continue Reading

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To Patty

I really miss you Patty. Sobrang nalulungkot lang ako ngayon, pero hindi na ako masyadong nasasaktan. Tanggap ko na e. Yun lang, mahal padin kita. Hindi ko alam hanggang kailan to. May part na masaya, especially pag naaalala ko yung mga good times na mag kasama tayo. Binibilang ko, hindi Continue Reading

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Hanging love

Tuwing gabi bago matulog at bawat umagang paggising ikaw lagi ang pinipili ko hindi ko inasahan na mahuhulog ako ng ganito kalalim tila ba’t nadikit na ang aking puso’t isipan mula sa iyo nguni’t bakit ngayo’y naiwan akong nag aantay  mula sa mga tanong na para bang wala ng kasagutan Continue Reading

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I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND

    Three months ago i met a guy on dating app somewhere in facebook. Well his name is niko i find him nice and cool guy though he says his a bit boring, because it was most girls tell him. His different from other guy. Niko even added me Continue Reading

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How Porn Changes the Brain

Repeated consumption of porn causes the brain to literally rewire itself. It triggers the brain to pump out chemicals and form new nerve pathways, leading to profound and lasting changes in the brain. Believe it or not, studies show that those who consume pornography more frequently have brains that are Continue Reading

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“Dito ka Muna”

Dito ka muna sa aking tabi, Hanggang matapos ang gabi, Dito ka muna kahit saglit, Habang wala pa akong kapalit, Pagbigyan ang munting hiling, Na dito ka muna sa aking piling. Dito ka muna at ika’y aking mamahalin.

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Para sa Paborito kong Pagkakamali

Gustong gusto kitang kamustahin at kausapin, gusto kong sabihin sa’yo na ikaw ang taong nagturo sa akin kung paano maging matapang, totoo at piliin ang sarili sa dulo. Pero bago ko matutunan ‘to, aaminin kong nasaktan ako ng sobra bago ako makabangon mula sa pagkahulog. Kinailangan kong ikulong ang sarili Continue Reading

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Suddenly Changed

Broken. Lost. Chaotic. Those were just few words that I can use to describe myself. I was hopeless. I have no direction. My thoughts were tangled that it kept me longing for someone and something that I wasn’t sure about. I was devastated inside, a storm surge that I can’t Continue Reading