Unrequited Love

How ironic that I used to look at each sunset with a smile thinking that another sunrise is gonna be a day closer to you. Now sunset only reminds me that everything, albeit beautiful and lovely would always come to an end.

“Love, Alex”

It took a while for me to have the courage of surrendering all the bitterness and anger to the Lord, our God. Despite that, you’re always worth the pain. I’m sorry for making you end the relationship. I hurt you, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for jumping into things quickly and without any proper analysation. Without… Continue reading “Love, Alex”

Balikong Pana

Ito na naman ako, Nagmamahal ng patago, Umiiyak sa sulok. Kupido, baliko na naman ang pagpana mo. Nahulog na naman ako, Sa taong hindi ako masalo-salo. Bawat araw ay pagpapanggap ang aking ginagawa, Upang ikaw ay makausap, magdamag. Akala ko, gusto mo na din ako. Linya mong, “Baka makuha ka pa ng iba.” Tila’y isang… Continue reading Balikong Pana

My ALMOST

As I am writing this post, I am scrolling through old scribbles and notes which had me recall a time where I experienced an almost relationship. It was probably the hardest breakup(in a sense with myself since we never really did have one) that I had to go through. We all might not admit it… Continue reading My ALMOST

Make it short but real

Holding onto someone does not mean it will make you happier; Letting go of someone does not mean it will make you feel lighter; And doing the right thing does not mean it will now be easier.

Confessions of a love freak

Puppy love?  Yung may crush ka nung elementary tapos dadaan sya sa labas ng classroom nyo tapos para ka ng uod na nilagyan ng asin sa sobrang kilig.  Yung kapag intrams sa school tapos mag cheer ka sa crush mo, kilig from a distance kasi ang gwapo/ganda nya kahit pawis.  (Disclaimer: Im turning 22, I don’t… Continue reading Confessions of a love freak

Thoughts in My Mid 20’s: This Is Not A Contest of Who Dated More

Ever since I bought my mom a new phone, I constantly hear her watching Raffy Tulfo’s Youtube channel. To be honest, it’s funny hearing about other people arguing about their personal life publicly because that is something I am afraid to do. The topic here is not actually about how funny people are, I brought… Continue reading Thoughts in My Mid 20’s: This Is Not A Contest of Who Dated More

Give yourself closure but do not close your heart.

We cry for closure when we are left hanging. But, what if silence actually meant closure? That it was God’s hint to let go and let Him do His craft? When you prayed for the right one, God knew he wasn’t THE one so He removed him from your life. God wants you to realize… Continue reading Give yourself closure but do not close your heart.

…and in the end

 I am pretty sure that your mind is still thinking about possible reasons why two of you didn’t work out and why you  should still be together, the feeling that your heart is aching and your mind is trying his best to undo the pain. The truth is,  love changes all the time. One day,… Continue reading …and in the end

23

It was my 23rd birthdayYou promised to come But the night was overNo glimpse of your shadow in the windowNo sweet greetings, no text or callI was drunk happy for nothingI missed you so muchBut my heart was bleeding alwaysSmall talks but we were on fireI lowered my pride and ate my wordsBut still it… Continue reading 23

Stoplight

Lies and secrets are spare parts of sorrowsMy friend, please stop for a whileDo you really know your worth?Stop pursuing and begging the wrong personNot loving you back and inflicting chaos emotionally.The road is too wide to drive, good for racing not chasing. Your heart is still trafficked to someone You are not aware from… Continue reading Stoplight

Almost

It was there. Almost. The words were promising. Music to her ears. Convincing in a way. She almost fell for it. Late night talks and serenades. Those sweet smiles and cheesy lines. It was there. She almost fell for it. The plans and promises. As if the future is in his hands. Couldn’t be any… Continue reading Almost

Sa-ka-na-lang.

Saka nalang ulit kita tatawaging “baby”, kapag tunay ka ng akin Saka nalang ulit kita ichachat, kapag ako lang talaga ang gusto mong kausap, Saka nalang ulit ako sasakay sa kotse mo, kapag ako na ang gusto mong kasama sa long drive, Saka nalang ulit ako tatambay sa inyong bahay kahit nahihiya ako, kapag ako… Continue reading Sa-ka-na-lang.

Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?

I really wanted to burst into tears upon hearing Ben & Ben’s ‘Lifetime’ so I decided to express how I feel and how I remember you thru this song. Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours? It’s kinda hard to accept that there is no way in this world that you would see me the way I see you. Obvious naman, Kuya. Minahal… Continue reading Was there a lifetime waiting for us in a world where I was yours?

Always

I am not easy to love You may say that I am a damsel in distress; A collection of paradoxes; a chaos I came with warning signs; with red flags Slightly damaged; slightly used but still functioning It’s been years since that magical feeling knocked on my door They call it love I did not… Continue reading Always

What if hindi naging tayo?

Kung hindi naging tayo, hindi sana kita hahanapin sa bawat taong makiklala ko. Unang pagkaka-mali ko pala ‘nung nahuli ko ang sarili ko na naka-titig sa’yo. Naubos lang ang oras ko sa kaka-pantasya kung hawak ko ang kamay mo. Kung sana lang, nanatili ako sa lugar ko, walang nawasak na puso. Wala sanang nasaktan, wala… Continue reading What if hindi naging tayo?

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