In the midst of Inner Darkness
As time passes by, humans become emotional.
And sometimes, they don’t act rational.
So thoughts come to mind thinking, “what’s best for me?”
Then their inner self answers “Best be lonely”
Our actions are dependent on who we are suppos...
“KAYA KO PA, KAHIT ANG HIRAP NA”
Ang hirap din ee. Yung bigla ka nalang maiinis, maba badtrip, mawawalan ng gana. May mga oras na feeling mo walang problema, pero isang tambak na pala. May pagkakataon na hindi mo iniintindi kung anong kasunod na mangyayari, basta ang alam ...
Dear anyone,
You may not really know much about me but that doesn't matter. What matter is how much you know about yourself. I am writing this letter for your sake because I know that you have something troubling you. You might deny it in front of ever...
Dear You with a Brave Heart
Dear You,
Being brave and strong is a tough job. Sometimes you would want to breakdown but you can’t. Because someone’s relying on you. Sometimes you want people to see you vulnerable but they don’t seem to notice. Because they think th...
Mahirap maging ako
Mahirap maging ako.
Akala nila matalino ako.
Akala nila magaling ako.
Akala nila malakas ako.
Akala nila masaya ako.
Hindi ako matalino.
Hindi ako magaling.
Hindi ako malakas.
Hindi ako masaya.
Tanga ako.
Ginagawa ko lang kung ano...
Wag Kang Hihinto
'Wag kang hihinto,
Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo,
na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo,
at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa 'yong mga buto.
Pero, 'wag kang hihinto.
Alam kong alingawngaw ng ...
Pain Took It Away
I thought it was impossible.
To feel nothing at all.
Until it hit me.
Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worth...
Sorry, I’m Always a Failure
Sa lahat ng ninais at ginusto ko sa buhay ko, wala man lang ako natamo. I am always below of my expectations. Wala pa ata akong na-achived. From being a CPA, a spiritual leader, a good friend, daughter and siblings. Lahat palpak ako. Lahat ...
SADNESS MAKES ME WEAK
Sadness, loneliness, hopeless and worthless.
I'm dealing with it without anyone's knowing.
I try to push away the people who mattered to me..
I forced myself to fight the sadness alone despite the hardship..
Crying in the four corner of...
God wants me to experience anxiety
One Sunday morning, I prayed to the Father to grant comfort to those who are troubled. While some appears to be chill during this quarantine period, I know that a percent of those people are actually anxious inside. That's why I earnestly p...
Of Self-love and worth
Like everyone else, you are living in a world full of standards for beauty, intelligence, career and relationships. We face the bars set by the society towards skin color, body shapes, grades at school, work experience and so much more. Nat...
NO ONE IS SAFE
This pandemic , the virus spread fear anywhere But you never know , we have a bigger foe Not your ex, not your cravings but ourselves. Yes , no one is safe from this threat
Dear brothers and sisters, I tell youVanguards and herd immunit...
Okay lang bumitaw
Alam ko napapagod ka na
Nawawalan ka na ng gana
Pero gusto ko sabihin sayo
Hindi ka mag-isa
Huwag ka mag-alala
Hindi rin kita pipilitin
Na kayanin ang mga bagay
Na gusto mo ng bitawan
At tila nagpapahirap sayo
Ngunit hanggang hindi ka pa d...
To Her Unwell Self
I know you have not been feeling well lately. I just want you to know that I am proud of you. I see your baby steps and I know how hard you have been trying to pull through. Hold your head up high, this is not the end. I know it is taking ...
Conversation With Myself
Me : How are you? I know what you're going through. It's hard right.
Me : Yeah, it sucks. But why bother? I don't know why. I just want to vent it out. Shout it out loud, but where and to whom. Someone will listen, but who?
Me : It'...
Ending my Life and Chasing the Lost
Am I left behind ?
In the midst of a great battle
I was seeking help from my kin
But in the end, here I am, alone
In my success and every mile stone
We celebrated those moments
But during my season of autumn,
I was dejected like an outc...
Gusto ko na lang maging MAHINA
Dumating ka na din ba sa part ng buhay mo
Na you doubt your worth?
You started to question yourself.
Why not?
Why not me?
I'm not that good enough?
I'm not that worthy to be the one?
Sabi nila you deserve better
Pero...
SADNESS
She stayed until past midnight, visited her for almost two years and no one knows when it will stop.
Actually it stopped before but came back from its grave.
It comes with a creepy sound, telling her that she has never been enough, she's ...
It all started from pain
You want to go back to where things are almost perfectly fine, where you don't chase happiness too much.
You're always thinking negatively about what is ahead; that is why it is killing your joy.
You're worried about something ahead tha...
Who You Are In The World You need To Be Like This
We sometimes forget Who we are in the world of you need to be.
Expectation sucks,Reality sucks.People tend to judge who you are in your achievement
People sometimes tend to leave because of the negative things that's happening within this...
Note to Self: I can!
A lot of us, admit it or not, are letting ourselves be overpowered by negativity. I myself have a lot of regrets in my entire life, I regret those times which I should’ve done something I really wanted but I doubted myself and lacked confid...
Not There Yet
I am not there yet.
I am just starting to pick myself up, piece by piece.
I am not there yet.
I can still hear some voices telling me to quit.
I am still shaking because of my anxiety.
I can still feel the pain of not being g...
Healing is Not Linear
It’s not as straightforward as we hope it would be. It’s a roller coaster process.
Some days you feel like you’re on top of the world and some days you feel like you’re right back where you started from. And when you have an uphill flow ...
Crazy Planet
The best way to get over someone is to turn her into a literature.
After a month, walang nagbago. Siguro meron pero di sya noticeable. Gumagaan pakiramdam ko pero di to the point na handa na kong mamuhay ng normal. Pakiramdam ko umaasa p...
A confession of an alcohol drinker
People drink to enjoy their life..
I drink to end mine.
When I found out that hard alcohol drinks could cause me death because it became the reason of my heart palpitation, instead of avoiding it I trained my self to love it and be used w...
031719 Let Go Let God
Let Go? Paano ka bibitaw kung sa simula pa lang wala kang namang kinakapitan.
Move on? Pero bakit paatras ang lakad mo?
Basag ka nung simula tapos iyon ang bumuo sa iyo?
Nalungkot kasi nawala yung nagpapasaya sa iyo?
Hinahanap mo sar...
His Undying Love
I was broken.
I was alone.
I want to restart.
But I can't do it on my own.
I'm was in sorrow.
I'm was in pain.
I wanted to end this.
And I care less.
There was this day.
I decided to die.
Bu...
To the Person Who Feels Tired and Empty
This is to you who has a battle that only himself knows. You may be feeling like you're about to give up, don't. The air you are breathing is one of the proofs that there's still hope, hope in Him who created this universe.
This is...
STOP!
Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people.
Stop caring too much about other's opinion.
Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself.
Stop.
Just stop.
It doesn't help.
It doesn't make your situation any better.
The most cruel thing...
Soon You’ll Get Better
I was listening to Taylor Swift's Soon You'll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven't heard the song, please do take time to do so.
According to Taylor, it's for her mom.
But as a list...
