I’m giving up on you… I’m giving up this fight.. This is not the fight I should be fighting.. Nor should I be in.. I feel tired. My body, my mind, my soul… I don’t wanna fight anymore.. I don’t wanna hope that there is tomorrow with you.. Coz there Continue Reading
Relationships
To the courageous man who desires to pursue his answered prayer, today until lifetime. (An open letter)
” She is a woman who is afraid of being in-love yet wants to be brave enough to pursue a relationship with the man she prays for. ”
wala lang
Mahal kita pero paalam aking mahal my gusto sana akong sabihin hindi mo lang alam pero akin ng napapansin yung pag mamahal mo na para bang nawawala na para isang bula, alam mo ba minamahal kita kahit akoy wasak na. at pipilitin kung ako ay mabuo kahit na sarili ko Continue Reading
Now I Know Why She Left You
Now I know why she left Because you did not give her time Your attention was elsewhere While she’s giving you what you want. Time. It’s too selfish when you asked it for the first time, And it’s become too selfish that time when you can’t give what she gave. Continue Reading
Kaibigan ko, Kaya Pala..
Maraming beses nang naitanong Sa isip ko’y di na maikulong Ang iyong mga salita at aksyon Sa akin tila ba may ibang layon Hanggang araw ay dumating nga Kinausap at ika’y nagtapat na Intensyon sinabi habang lumuluha Buong pusong nakinig sa iyong mga salita Kaya pala.. Kaibigan ko, kaya pala.. Continue Reading
5 things in a No label relationship.
1. Unofficial feelings doesn’t mean not real or genuine. We can’t deny what we’re really feel even the unofficial one kasi never nagiging invalid ang feelings ng tao. Love doesn’t measure sa kung ano talaga yung nararamdaman natin, love can be by actions or commitment. 2. Afraid of knowing the Continue Reading
Kung hindi kahapon, baka ngayon.
…sinubukan naman natin diba? Baka hindi talaga… Mga huling salitang narinig ko bago ka humakbang papalayo. Pinilit kong habulin ka pero hindi man lang ako maka ungos. Nanginginig, namamanhid na tila ba sarili ko na ang nagsabing sumuko na, papalayain na kita. Nanlalaban ang puso ko na pilit ka pa Continue Reading
Palangga natatakot ako
Palangga, Palangga kumusta ka na? Alam mo ba pinapakinggan ko yung kanta ni Johnoy Danao na Ikaw at Ako? Para habang pinapakinggan ko ito gusto ko lang maramdaman pressence mo. Palangga naalala mo ba yung sinabi ko sayo na nakazero ako sa Differential Equation? Sorry ang fragile ko ngayon AHHAHA Continue Reading
Ano ba tayo?
So, a lot of people these days are having problem kung pano mag DTR or Define The relationship that they are on. There’s a lot of “what ifs” kasi na nag po pop up in our minds like what if mareject ako?, what if hindi kami same ng feelings?, what Continue Reading
Still
The person still at my side however shit my attitude are, Still stay around me ever the world against on us, The person who always there to love me even I push him away, and now I starting falling inlove on that person.
Huling taya.
sumubok ako muli. Sa mga oras na to, ramdam ko na yung pagka pagod yung di ko na alam kung saan ko pa kukunin yung tatag na kailangan ko Sa nakaraang mga taon, naging masama at maramot sakin ang mundo oo masakit,iniyak ko nalang ang lahat pero mas pinili kong Continue Reading
Pursuing a Godly Woman
To all the Christian Men out there: You will not be her No.1 Priority and that’s okay. A devoted Christian Woman will honor God above all else. Her No.1 priority would be God. You will not even be her No.2 Priority and that’s still okay. Her 2nd priority would be Continue Reading
Mahal Kita, Pero Tama Na
Mahal kita pero tama na…Mga salitang matagal ko nang gustong ilabasMga salitang matagal ko nang gustong ibigkasMahal kita—pero tama na Mahal kita oo,Pero puso ko’y marunong ding sumuko.Mahal kita oo,Pero alam kong ang pagmamahal mo ay naglaho Mahal, patawarin mo ako kung hanggang dito na lang..Kung hanggang dito na lang Continue Reading
“BAKA ‘DI TAYO”
“BAKA ‘DI TAYO” Ang saya ng ating samahan, Tila ayaw na kitang pakawalan. Magkahawak ang ating kamay, Sa kahit na anong pagsubok sa buhay. Naalala ko pa ang mga araw, Na tayo’y magsasama balang-araw. Habang pinagmamasdan kita, Ang puso ko’y nag-uumapaw sa tuwa. Tila nagbago ang lahat, At para bang Continue Reading
What if?
What if there are poems I want to write about you and the words don’t come? What if you’re looking at me and my lips are chapped and the love I want to speak is only silent? What if there’s no longer sentences so easily crafted between us? What if Continue Reading
Perhaps it’s you, but it’s not for now.
Yes, it’s you, the man who got God’s yes. But maybe it’s not yet the time to step up to the next level. Perhaps this is still the season for us to embrace our singlehood, appreciate our friendships, and learn to persevere in the presence of God alone. It is Continue Reading
Things I’ve learned from past relationships
I didn’t realize who I was almost 7 years ago since I came from long-term relationships. I was too co-dependent with my two exes. The pain inside the relationship is very addicting, mapapatanong ka if mahal mo pa ba yung taong katabi mo or you just need that person. Magkaiba Continue Reading
First things first
First things first, I just dont want to force anything on you. Maybe you’re tired of the games, picking up the pieces to make you whole again or maybe you’re waiting for someone to comeback which is the hardest to deal with. Loving someone doesn’t mean they have to return Continue Reading
Hindi naman mahirap ang magmahal…
Hindi naman mahirap ang magmahal… Napatunayan ko ‘yan dahil marami-rami na rin akong inibig. Marami-rami na rin akong sinuyo. Pero bakit ang ibigin ay parang pag-abot sa mga bituin Bakit ang pagnais na ako naman ang mahalin ay napakahirap makamit? Gusto ko lang malaman, Ganoon ba ako kahirap mahalin?
An Open Letter To My Future Wife
Dear future wife, I thought everything will be smooth with my growth as a man that God designed me to be, but unfortunately, I still have a lot of room for improvement. I trained and disciplined myself so hard that I believe it is already okay and enough but I Continue Reading
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I was writing …when I remember the last time I held this pen was the time I said “I’m okay” though it means “I’m in pain.” …When tears started falling and I used it as my ink …when I wrote letters to find peace but I found no ease The Continue Reading
Andito Lang Ako
A realization: You’re always available for her, alam niya ‘yon at sinabi mo pang “andito lang ako for you”; pero at the end of the day, it’s who she chooses to be available for her. Ang panalo ay kaninong “andito lang ako” ang pipiliin niya.
Maling panahon, maling pagkakataon.
Ipinagtagpo pero hindi itinadhana, pwedeng ipaglaban pero hindi pwedeng ipagpilitan. Ipinagtagpo tayo sa panahon na hindi nakalaan para sa atin. Ilang beses subukang ipaglaban ngunit nagkakaroon lang ng pagitan. Maling panahon nga ba? o hindi lang talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa? Hindi pumapayag ang tadhana kahit na isang kunwari. Continue Reading
Wakas ng Dulo na Hindi Natin Naabot
Paalam na sa dulo na hindi natin naabot. Nasa gitna pa lang pero bigla nang natapos Mahirap tanggapin ang katotohanan na pinagtagpo pero hindi pinalago. ‘Yun bang hinayaan manahan sa presensya ng bawat isa, hanggang sa bigla na lang huminto Hindi akalain na hahanapin yung bagay na dati naman ay Continue Reading
A Letter She Left
Dear Man, It could have been good. We could have been great people if we let it happen. You know me a lot and that’s the worst thing I’ve ever done- to let you know me too much. Can you still remember the first time you hurt me? The first Continue Reading
The One That Got Away
To the man whom I will never have, but maybe for now. I never knew I would know you I never knew you’ll be precious to me I never knew I would hurt you But I just saved you from the wrong one, and that is me. The day you Continue Reading
Thank you
I can still remember that day you left me My heart was shattered into pieces and I was speechless I never thought there’s an end to you and me I was still caught in that moment, move less. But still, I want to thank you for not choosing to stay Continue Reading
Find Me
I turned a sad music on and tried to linger into every word, every feeling the artist was manifesting and realized I have somehow drifted away into a state where I could not sympathize anymore. Not that I never knew the kind of pain that’s silently wetting my pillow at Continue Reading
i LOVE you even if i HATE you
I’m just so happy that everyday passes by and our relationship is getting stronger and stronger I just hope that you will truly be my forever Its been years of roller coaster relationships ups and so many downs But were still here surviving many times I give up on us Continue Reading
“Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig”
Hindi ko mainitindihan ang famous break up line na ” Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig” Bakit Hindi sapat ang pag-ibig eh Kung sa una palang pag-ibig ang dahilan Kung bakit meron ikaw at ako. Bakit Hindi magiging sapat ang pag-ibig Kung Ito ang dahilan bakit nilikha ang langit at lupa. Bakit Continue Reading