Galaxyofunspokenwords’ definition of marupok: adj. Filipino term for being soft-hearted; you are most likely marupok if you fall for someone too fast and too hard. Just a simple “hi” would make your legs weak; a simple “i miss you” would make you crumble.
Category: Single
Hanggang kailan ka mag-iisa?
Lumilipas ang oras, tumatakbo ang panahon. “Ber” months na naman, ngunit nag-iisa ka parin sa buhay mo. Ano ba ang plano mo? May balak sana ako, ngunit pinangungunahan ako nang takot na baka paasahin mo. Mabuti siguro na antayin ko na lang, at hayaan ang panahon, na magtakda ng ating pagtatagpo. “Ber” months nanaman, panahon… Continue reading Hanggang kailan ka mag-iisa?
Tired of being unwanted
I am the Girl who was never chosen by anyone. I am the girl who always get rejected. I don’t have a pretty face, fair skin and sexy body and I think that is the reason why boys don’t find me that attractive. And also, i find myself boring and ugly, thats why sometimes, i… Continue reading Tired of being unwanted
Don’t Blame Me
Don’t blame me for boring youWhen you said things became routine. Don’t blame me for asking peopleBecause I wondered where you’ve been. Don’t blame me for your decisionTo leave when you could have stayed. Don’t blame me for your actionsWhen you cheated and you betrayed. Don’t blame me for when you quicklyDeveloped feelings for another.… Continue reading Don’t Blame Me
Nakaka-Intimidate Ba Ang Mga Babae?
I am writing this blog with a mind that defines a strong woman as a person who has strong convictions and high standards and someone who can gracefully speak to men, face to face, to confront him of his wrongdoings. I’m not describing a strong woman as a woman who can shout at a man… Continue reading Nakaka-Intimidate Ba Ang Mga Babae?
First Cut Is The Deepest
You were the very first person who made me feel this way. It was way too different and deep. I broke the walls that I have built for years. Now, I think you were the first heartbreak I had. ut you never had any clues for the storms you made I guess, and I won’t let you know about that. I won’t give you hints that I am dying inside, for it was my last straw.
I’m letting you go, kahit hindi naman naging tayo
Naiintindihan ko naman lahat. Honestly, sinabi ko naman sa’yo lahat ng reasons ko kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. Pwedeng hindi mo maintindihan, or pwedeng pinipilit mong intindihin. Kilala natin ang isa’t-isa, kaya alam kong naninibago ka sa’kin. Naninibago rin ako sa sarili ko, kasi hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ba yung magpapasaya sa’kin. Yung… Continue reading I’m letting you go, kahit hindi naman naging tayo
Bakit Ako, Walang Boyfriend?
“Bakit ako, walang boyfriend?” Hahaha. Yes. Kahit ako natatawa how I ended up with that title. Syempre, one way of catching your attention which is nagawa ko naman siguro kasi binabasa mo to? HAHAHA. Pero, let’s get to the point and yan din ang tanong ko sa sarili ko. Bakit nga ba ako’y walang boyfriend?… Continue reading Bakit Ako, Walang Boyfriend?
“Love yourself” bago “I love you”
Madami satin ang sobrang sabik na magkarelasyon and I know some of you are fantasizing right now the ideal man/woman that you are waiting for. Yung iba sa inyo are starting to set up your standard like “gusto ko may leadership tas matured, ung maraming disciples at God centered”. I’ve seen a lot of Christians… Continue reading “Love yourself” bago “I love you”
To the girl who feel unwanted and unloved
To the girl who feel unwanted and unloved, First of all, you are not reading this because you became interested in the title and clicked it. I wrote this because I want you to read this, and I want you to realize everything. This is for you, so read every word. Maganda ka. Matalino ka.… Continue reading To the girl who feel unwanted and unloved
DOES BEING SINGLE MEANS BEING WEAK?
Does being SINGLE means being weak? Why am i still SINGLE? Does it means that i cannot handle relationship? Am i not capable to do what other people who are in a relationship can do? AM I WEAK? Why there is no one courting me? Maybe they did not saw me as someone who… Continue reading DOES BEING SINGLE MEANS BEING WEAK?
She knew when it’s time
She doesn’t need a lover just for the sake of having that typical lovelife this world shows. Because once in her past. She has learned. She finally figured out what love or having someone is really all about. Being in love meant to be committed. Yet she knew there’s somethings missing in her life. She… Continue reading She knew when it’s time
Malabo.
Magkausap sa buong magdamag Mga salitang nagbibigay sinag Sa damdamin kong sayo ay habag Ako na ba’y nagiging bulag? O sadyang nadadala lang sa’yong mga matatamis na pahayag. Usapang malabo Mga salitang sa aki’y dumapo Minsan sa aking mundo Isipan ay gumulo Saan nga ba ito patungo? Aabot nga ba hangaang sa dulo? O hanggang… Continue reading Malabo.
In God’s time.
I was shattered by past heartbreaks. It caused me to become uncertain about love and believed that happy endings only happen in fairytales. I intended to build the highest walls that no man can ever break nor climb. I enclosed myself in my own dark room and made myself invisible to everyone. I shut people… Continue reading In God’s time.
Para sa Lalaking Nagsabi sa Akin ng Hindi
Para sa’yo na nagsabi sa akin ng hindi, Gusto ko lang sabihin na salamat sa’yo, Salamat sa’yo dahil sa paghindi mo, Mas nakilala ko lalo ang sarili ko. Inakala ko noon pareho ating damdamin, Iyon pala ay ako lang ang umatim, Akala ko noon ngiti mong matamis dahil sa akin, Iyon pala sadyang mabait ka… Continue reading Para sa Lalaking Nagsabi sa Akin ng Hindi
To You Who Took the Risk
Dear You, I wonder how it happened. But it started somewhere. Everything starts at somewhere… Somewhere between my mind and my heart, I found something wonderful. Something that made me believe again. Somewhere along the aisle of my life, I found your words. Your words that was tested through time. Somewhere between my what ifs… Continue reading To You Who Took the Risk
A Living Eulogy for Me
Deaar You, If there’s one thing that I’d like to tell you, it would be: “Choose to love.” You may find it absurd but yes, choose to love. You never go wrong when you love like Him. Choose to love after all the painful memories of the past. Choose to love after everything you’ve been… Continue reading A Living Eulogy for Me
Loving Without Owning
I’m yours even if you’re not mine. But that’s okay, I really don’t mind. Because while others are having a hard time to get close and talk to you, I’m so blessed for getting and having a chance to. We’re friends and that’s more than enough for me. I’ll stay even if that’s all that… Continue reading Loving Without Owning
UNCONVENTIONAL STATUS
I have been single for two and a half decades now; by the way I am in my 25th year of existence, now do the math (hahaha). My civil status is something I don’t want to talk about, but everybody around me would love to talk about it. Thus, It made me uncomfortable at times,… Continue reading UNCONVENTIONAL STATUS
Dear You
I understand that you’ve got your own life and dreams. I’d be the happiest person to see you living your life and reaching your dreams. I know that you are not perfect and you’ll commit mistakes at times.I’d be the first one to forgive you even before you ask for an apology. I believe you’ll… Continue reading Dear You
Bagong Kabanata
Kung pag-ibig ang pag-uusapan Parang napakarami na naging kasulatan Mapa-libro man o post sa social media Usapang puso’y patok sa takilya. May mga pagkakataong mapapaisip at matutula Dahil sa mga katagang makikita’t mababasa Na parang bang tumatatak at hindi maalis isipan At tatagos sa kasalukuyang nararamdaman. Sa bawat salita ay may kuwento Sa bawat linya… Continue reading Bagong Kabanata
Magkano ang Pamasahe Pabalik Sa Dating Tayo?
Maraming katanungan na di man lang mabigyan ng matinong kasagutan. Ako nga ba ang nagkamali? O ikaw ang nagkamali kaya ako nalang ang bumitaw. Ako nalang ang bumitaw. Dahil sabi mo mas masaya ka pala nung wala ako sa buhay mo.Ilang beses ng paulit-ulit yun sa pandinig ko at wala ni pag-aalinlangan, Binigay ko ang… Continue reading Magkano ang Pamasahe Pabalik Sa Dating Tayo?
Ang Pag-ibig na Hinintay
Una masaya lang ako na ang kasama ko KAIBIGAN lang OO, Hindi maiwasan na mainggit ako… OO, Hindi maiwasan na mapaisip ako… OO, Hindi maiwasan na sana ako rin MARANASAN ko ang MUNDO NG PAG-IBIG. Hanggang sa dumating ang araw na LUMAPIT KA SA AKIN. Lumipas ang araw na LUMAPIT ka sa AKIN KINAUSAP mo… Continue reading Ang Pag-ibig na Hinintay
To You Whom I Have Yet To Meet
To you whom I have yet to meet, It will be difficult for me to let you in my life because I’m used to being alone. I’ve already learned how to be okay with it and, on some days, I even take pride in it. The thing is that I’ve never been on the receiving… Continue reading To You Whom I Have Yet To Meet
Wait for your Jacob
Dumating na ba ang Jacob mo? Handa ka bang mag antay hanggang sa dumating ang Jacob mo? Pano mo nga ba malalaman na siya si Jacob? -Siya yung taong handang maghintay, kahit matagal tagal ang abutin. -Yung willing mag serve sayo at sa Family -Yung handang harapin ang mga challenges, para lang mapakita nya sayo… Continue reading Wait for your Jacob
ikinasal kna pala
Ang araw na ito ay nagsimula ng walang pagka kaiba sa mga nagdaang kahapon. Nagising ako, naghanda pra sa pag pasok sa trabaho at ginawa ang aking tungkulin bilang empleyado, nakipag kamustahan sa pamilya at kaibigan at umuwi ng bahay sa pagtatapos ng araw. Ang tanging pagkakaiba ng araw na ito ay ang pagbaha sa… Continue reading ikinasal kna pala
Bakit ka Single?
Bakit ka single? Yan kadalasan ang tanong ng karamihan sa akin. Tanong na hirap akong sagutin. Tanong na hindi ko alam ang sagot. Tanong na paulit-ulit kong naririnig. Tanong na kadalasan dinudugtungan ng mga katagang “baka ang choosy mo” at baka ang taas ng standards mo”. Halos everyday ko naririnig ang mga tanong na iyan.… Continue reading Bakit ka Single?
To the Man who was Unsure
Dear You, Thank you for the times you were there.Thank you for the memories you left.Thank you for the laughter and sadness.Thank you for the stories in my book you flipped. Thank you for you loved me, maybe.But above all, thank you for not being sure about me. As swiftly as the wind blows, As fast as… Continue reading To the Man who was Unsure
Hindi Sumpa ang Pagiging Single
Bakit ba iniisip ng marami na sumpa ang pagiging single? Nalulungkot ka ba dahil hangang ngayon single ka pa din? Nalulungkot ka ba dahil na ppresure ka na sa timeline ng mundo? Yung tipong sila lahat may partner na ikaw nalang ang wala? Kung yan ang iniisip mo gusto kong sabihin sayo… Continue reading Hindi Sumpa ang Pagiging Single
Uncertain Feelings
I somehow felt your feelings before, Its just that I don’t want to assume unless otherwise stated. You were giving me hints about it but your actions do the opposite. You would normally talk to me if there are other people around but when its just the two of us, things get awkward and even… Continue reading Uncertain Feelings