Category: Depression

I feel alone It feels like my feelings are being torn Thinking everything is so hard Depending my life on a piece of card No pleasure in eating And either in sleeping I used to eat a lot I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot Can’t feel the comfort among the crowd The… Continue reading “I Feel Alone”

Sadness, loneliness, hopeless and worthless. I’m dealing with it without anyone’s knowing. I try to push away the people who mattered to me.. I forced myself to fight the sadness alone despite the hardship.. Crying in the four corner of the dark room thinking no one cares.. Scared to tell others how i feel ..… Continue reading SADNESS MAKES ME WEAK

Hindi effort mo ang kulang. Frustrating as it can be, it’s just not you.

De+press=depress De is negative like decrease, degrade, etc…. so depress is negative feeling….. but if we replace the De with IM. Which means i’m, me, i, you… you can make your life better. Because im, me, i, is positive. Belive that you are positive person…. some people around you that it is impossible, prove them… Continue reading Depression to impression equation to be positive person

It came to me again, the defeat of falling into temptation Chains of guilt that will wipe out the things that you’re once sure of. From being loved to being nothing, meaningless and unworthy, Left the confidence of salvation, thinking that I’m the hopeless of them all and maybe it’s better this way, maybe it’s… Continue reading Isolation

When my mood suddenly change that doesn’t mean that I want to be notice, perhaps you said something insensitively and that hurt me. When I rant about what I am feeling it’s not because I want to be notice, maybe all my feelings that’s been bottled inside overpowered my sense of control and it just… Continue reading Sept. 9 1:43 am

Ever experienced a short-term memory loss and suddenly remembers it few days after in a conversation with someone bringing it up like you’re some sort of psychopathic ass ruining the topic? Funny how forgetful I became in such a short period of time. Maybe it’s due to lots of thoughts collating and processing at the… Continue reading Short-Term Memory Loss

As the rain pours down, rattling sounds on the ground. I asked, what has this life been into? Just lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to seek the right place, doubts fill in. Like a piece of paper cramped by thy own hands. It’s nobody’s fault. This life was wrote down by no one… Continue reading Questioning Sanity

Hindi ko alam kung paano uumpisahan. Ang alam ko lang, I want to vent out. Sa dami ng bashers ko kasi napaka-emo ko daw, hindi ko na alam saan ako lulugar. Malungkot. Masama loob. Yan ang nararamdaman ko. Pero hindi pwede magpost basta basta. I-contain ang nararamdaman kumbaga. Dahil isang maling post, madami nanaman ang… Continue reading Rant

Sa lahat ng ninais at ginusto ko sa buhay ko, wala man lang ako natamo. I am always below of my expectations. Wala pa ata akong na-achived. From being a CPA, a spiritual leader, a good friend, daughter and siblings. Lahat palpak ako. Lahat laging failure. Minsan, ayoko na mabuhay, pero hindi pwede eh. Kelangan… Continue reading Sorry, I’m Always a Failure

Nakakabaliw, nakakabinging katahimikan, Nakakalitong katanungan ang nasa puso’t isipan, Uhaw na uhaw sa mga kasagutan. Walang buhay, walang kulay, Buhay na punong puno na ng lumbay….   Laging nagiisip, Iniisip kung karapat dapat pa ba akong mabuhay dito sa mundo, Iniisip kung bakit ko nararanasan ang lahat ng ito, Marami, maraming katanungan ang gusto kong… Continue reading DEPRESYON

I thought it was impossible. To feel nothing at all. Until it hit me. Six years of being single gave me a lot of time to think and save all the love that I could give to the right person who will finally be worthy of it. Then this guy came into my life (not… Continue reading Pain Took It Away

I was listening to Taylor Swift’s Soon You’ll Get Better and as I ponder its words, I realized, this song is for me. If you haven’t heard the song, please do take time to do so. According to Taylor, it’s for her mom. But as a listener, I know it was more than that. Taylor knows… Continue reading Soon You’ll Get Better

It’s heavy, isn’t it? That you no longer recognize the person you’ve become and you couldn’t remember why you’re still fighting anymore. And maybe by now, you don’t know how to go back to those times when you still had love for everything you do because you think you don’t deserve better. No matter what… Continue reading If ever you feel hopeless right now

Dark and empty spaces where you wait, Endlessly gives you sadness and fear… Light will shine upon you, that’ll lead your path To either life or death itself… Random thoughts of darkness, Crypting through your thoughts… Consuming your mind, Eating you alive.. Nothing, empty and bare..

I failed an entry-level employment examination, twice this year. I started to question myself, what happened to my old self? What happened to the person that always strives hard to achieve his goals? What happened to the person that does not give up no matter how perilous and dangerous it takes? What happened to the… Continue reading A Lost Lamb

Stop spending your time too much on pleasing people. Stop caring too much about other’s opinion. Stop making nonsense judgement to yourself. Stop. Just stop. It doesn’t help. It doesn’t make your situation any better. The most cruel thing we do is when we degrade ouar own worth. We feel useless and we allow unhelpful… Continue reading STOP!

To the Anxious. I’m writing this for you. I know you, you are this vibrant soul and everyone knows you are this happy person. You are always the encourager, yet right now you wanted to be encouraged. How are you love? Perhaps, you are this person who’s battling this alone every night. I see you… Continue reading To the Anxious

This is to you who has a battle that only himself knows. You may be feeling like you’re about to give up, don’t. The air you are breathing is one of the proofs that there’s still hope, hope in Him who created this universe.   This is to you who feels alone. The emptiness you… Continue reading To the Person Who Feels Tired and Empty

‘Wag kang hihinto, Alam kong nasanay ka na sa bigat nitong mundo, na ang lindol ay nagsilbi bilang pampatulog mo, at ang bagyo ay tila hangin na lang na kumikiliti sa ‘yong mga buto. Pero, ‘wag kang hihinto. Alam kong alingawngaw ng problema ay sinira na ang pandinig mo, pero sana’y marinig parin ang tinig… Continue reading Wag Kang Hihinto

Hindi isang imbentong salita hindi rin isang pagpapanggap para makawala sa mundong mapanira, Maniwala ka, Hindi ito isang pagtatago, pag sisinungaling o pag iimbento Dahil ang taong sinasabihan, tinatalikuran at inaayawan nyo ay ang taong Kailangan ng yakap at pang unawa nyo, Maniwala ka hindi ito isang biro. Hindi ito sakit na nakakahawa, Hindi ito… Continue reading Makinig ka, pakiusap

I was broken. I was alone. I want to restart. But I can’t do it on my own.   I’m was in sorrow. I’m was in pain. I wanted to end this. And I care less.   There was this day. I decided to die. But you suddenly came. With the sweetest smile.   I… Continue reading His Undying Love

I was battling my depression. Once in a while I found myself crying in the middle of my sleep. Am I crazy? Or I’m just stressed out? I can’t find myself in the right way. My path is now crooked and I was lost now. I’m crying but no one cares in this society full… Continue reading Depression